Jhorer Purbabas Pelam ...

11.03.2015

Mone mone jei vhoi amake potidin kure kure khai, sei vhoike R o jagroto hoye othlo. Nij mukhe Babu amake shoron koriye dilo sei vhoi jaganu kotha. Janina, ki kore ami nijeke control korbo. Kintu, Babur jonno amake sob sojjo korte hobe. Shudu cai, Babuta valo thakuk.

R 2-3 masher moddhei tumi cole jaba, taina babu? Amake ekhane eka rekhe. Amar samne onno ekjon ke niye gurte dekhechi tumake. Ebar baki ache, amar theke onek dure jeye onno ekjoner sathe baki jibon par kora! Vabtei cokhe pani cole ashe. Ki kore parchi sei dintar por theke, tumi konodin ow bujte parbena. Shudu tumake savabik rakhar jonno, oi topics niye ami kono kotha bolina. Cesta kori, thik ager sei amai hoye tumar sathe kotha bolte, tumake hashate. Ajkal tao parina. Tumake Gamvirjo grash koreche. EKhon r ager moto occholota dekhina.

Jodio, beparta ebar oni jabar por thekei beshi dekhchi tumar moddhe. Ki lukaccho amar theke? Jani aei prosno kore tumar kache answer pabona. Sei jonnoi nijei sarakkhon vabi, jar answer pai 00. Tobe amar mon bolche kichu ekta tumi lukaccho amar theke. Jai hok, kingba jai koro, tumar family er kotha vebe to aj emon situation tumi create korecho, so tader niye valo thako aei doa kori. Ammur kotha shune amar sob kotha vhule gecho, amake deya sob promise ekta ekta kore vengecho, kichui bolini. Kichu r konodin bolbow na.

16 tarikh tar jonno boddo kosto hoi. Ishh oi dinta ami jodi tumar theke na nitam, tobe sara jibon tumi amar kache dai theke jete. Kintu, aj tumar moddhe kono dai nei, amar jonno kokhonoi tumi crazy hobana. Crzay houyar rasta tai je ami off kore diyechi. Mon bole, tumi r kokhono amar kache ashbena. Ebar shudui durrotto barar pala. Abar ami e cai, tumi fire asho. Kintu, bolte sahosh paina. Tumar kache kichu ceye na pele, amar je boddo kosto hoi.

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Aei matro tumar sathe kotha holo. Bukta fete jacche R cokh diye pani porchei. Tao, likhe jacchi. Eto kosto hoi amar, tumar ki ektu maya hoina? Kivabe paro tumi sob kichu mene nite? Onader barite ki sova hobe, tumi agamikal oikhane cole jaba and Sunday te in sha allah back korba. Oi Shmm may be tumake niye jabe. Tumi jaba!!! Aei kotha golo shunlei tumar opor onek rag hoi, mukhe koto kichu ashe. AJke koto kosto kore nijeke control korechi. Chup thekechi R kedechi. Tao, ami caina kono kostojonok kotha tumake bolte. Tumi aste aste sob mene niyecho. Je ja bolche tai shuncho. Aeito tumi hariye jaccho amar theke.

Jao, ghure asho. R o beshi family k somoi dao, R o tumi normal hoba. Fire asho tumar sei ager jibone. Purapuri na paro, tar kachakachi.

Ajke pa kete felechi pereker kucha lege. bam pa ta onek betha korche, maybe jor ashbe. Valoi holo agamika 3 din tumi oikhane thakba, so amake mitthe bolte hobena tumake. Ki j hocche, tumi emon korle keno amar sathe? Ektuow bujte parlena jake eto valobasho tumi? :'(

Na, r pachina. Goto rate gum hoini, fazar namaj pore gumiye chilam. Abar 7:30 tai ghum sesh. Ajkeo hoito same hobe. Nijer cehera dekhle nijeri vhoi lage. Tumar sathe dekha korte ceyeo dekha korar onumoti pacchina tumar kache. Ami jani, tumi mone mone vabcho, sediner oi gotonar por theke tumar sathe amar dekha korar intensity ta kome geche. Tai noi babu. Tumar sathe amar sob somoi dekha korte, thakte ecche kore. Kintu, amar jonno jate tumar kono porblem na hoi, seita ami cai. Sei jonnoi opekka korchi. In Sha Allah tumi oikhan theke ashar por dekha korbo.

Kintu, aei koidin amar kivabe katbe? Tumar oi call tar jonno saradin opekkha kori. Aei buji babu phone dilo. Saradin aei ekta room e shuye boshe din-rat katai. Aei ki jibon dile amake tumi? Amake emon rekhe tumi cole jaba dure, taina? Jao, sobar mukhe hashi futao. Nijeo valo thako. Tumi valo thakle amio valo thakbo. At least kostogolo r jhorer moto sarakhon moner moddhe betha dibena .......

Onek Sorir Kharap ..

08.03.2015

Kichudin porpor ekhon likhte boshi. Kichui korar nei. Sorir ta ekdomi valo jacchena. Sara sorire betha. Recently, bukh theke bethata tol pete cole jai, ouff ghum hocchena. Boshe thakle ghume pore jai. But, bed e gele ghum ashena, ashe ek rash cinta.

Aei soptahe tumar oikhane jabar kotha chilo tumar sathe dekha korar jonno. Kintu, amar ceherar jei obostha hoye ache, tate tumar samne ami darate parbona. Cokh lal hoye ache, mukh ekta fule ache. Aei cehera niye tumar oikhane gele, hotel ow jaiga dibena. R tai, tumi jokhon ashte na korle, ami ek kothai raji hoye gelam. Dekhi sorir ta valo hole tarporei jabo.

Tumake amar sorirer bepare kichui bolini. Ami jani, aeigolo bolle tumar kosto hobe. R o mon kharap kore boshe thakba. Tumake mood off ami dekhtei parina. R tai goto kichudin dore tumake mitthe bole jaoa. Babu, please amake khoma kore dio. Aei diary te mitthe golo bole dei jeigolo ami tumake bolechi, jate at least tumi sottigolo jante paro. Jodi janina konodin tumar sei sujog or eccha jagbe naki, aei likhagolo porar.

Tumaro hotat kore keno eto jor ashlo bujlam na. Jor and thanda lege tumar obostha je khub kharap, ta ami kotha bolei bujte perechi. Khub kosto hocchilo tumar jonno. Saradin shuye shuye tumar kotha vebechi R namaj pore doa korechi. Allahor rohomote tumi sostho hoyecho, alhamdulillah.

Ajke dupure hotat korei sei dinta cokher samne veshe othlo. Mone hocchilo, ami jeno sotti dekhchi kingba sei somoitatei achi. Sjon Bro R Trun, amar office e ashlo. AMar room e gosol kore fresh holo, amar office er picture tollo. Amaro pic. tullo. Accha oi picta tumar kache ache? Khub dekhte ecche korche, sediner amitake.

Tarpore gotona ta mojar chilo. Onara 2 jon ke niye ami raozan e bashar kache ashlam. Sjon bro misti and fol chara amader bashai jabena. Aeidike oikhane valo dokan jeigolo chilo, off. So, abar sei der gontar rasta back kore amar office e ashlam. Abar fresh hoye then marketing kore tarpore amader bashai niye gelam. Abbu ammu onek excited chilo. Sotti, amar parents amar opor khub khushi hoyechilo, ami je onader ke son khule bolechi and onara tumake sotti onek like korechilo. Amar ek kothatei tumader oikhane mane basai jete raji hoyechilo. Tumra jokhon exaxt kono kichu bolchilena, onara barbar amake question korto. Kire kobe jabi, ki khobor? Basia amake niye koto fazlami. Sob kichu sesh aj.

Ami holam now obaddo sontan. Ami jeita bolbo, seitai korbo. Ami oikhane jabo to jaboi, amake mana kore lab nei. Bahsia now eta buje geche. R aei jonnoi keo kichu bolena, amake keo gatai na. Sei jonnoi budhoi din din ami sringkholhin jibone ovbosto hoye othchi. Hoyto baki jibon aeivabei jabe. Kono kichui sojjo hoina. Smanno Porir ektu cikkare amar matha dore jai, ragaragi kori or parents er sathe.

Ouff, onek kotha bole fellam. Asole ajke je ki hoyeche. Matha ta vishon fakafaka lagche. Ki jeno nei. Tobe ki tumi cole jaba, R tai age thekei emon mone hocche? Janina, boddo vhoi hoi eta bolte pari. Vishon vhoi hoi, tumake ekebare haranur vhoi. Fire ashbeto amar kache?

Kichui Vhula Jaina . .

01.03.2015

Aj onekdin por mathai joto plan, tar kichu bolar jonnoi likhte boshlam. Jodio jani, sob plan e obekto theke jabe. Tumi amake joto dure thele diyecho diner por din, totoi ami hoye gechi Oguchalo. Tar sathe sathe amar plan golow hoyeche poth hara pothik. Konotai bastober rup dekheni. Plan golo bastob na houyar ekta reason ami dar koriyechi. AMi jani, amar valo ceye tumi sob somoi doa koro, R tumi tumi amar jonno ja pratthona koro HOI tar olto. Sei jonnoi budhhoi diner por din tumar nirliptota kingba "Kichui hoini" emon ekta face dekahr por ta sojjo kore achi.

Majkhaner dingolote asolei onek besto chilam. Tumar ekta kotha amio feel korlam, besto theke somoi par kora. Kintu, amar besto somoi golor majeo tumi oki dao sarakkhon. Matha ta majhe majhe fatiye felte ecche kore, keno emon holo amar sathe R Allahoi ba keno amake eto kosto dicchen? Tumake ami dirgo 5 year and ekhono onek kosto diyechi and Dicchi, sei jonnoi budhoi Allah amake sara jibon emon kore kosto diben, eta amar kopale likhe diyechen. Tarpor ow Tar kache potidin fire jai, Jodi ektu koruna kore tumake aei kosto theke mukti den. Amar jonno tumar kosto hobe, ami je ta sojjo korte parina.

Jano, vitore vitore ami onek voye achi. Onek din to holo, hut kore tumi jodi cole jao. Tumar behave amar kache suspicious lage daning, shudu mone hoi tumi na bolei hotat ekdin cole jaba amar theke onek dure. Kingba sob ready hole, jaoyar ager din amake janaba. Eta vebe potita din ami extra manoshik jontronai thaki. Tao tumake bujte deina, emonki tumake aei bepare ask ow korina. Aei topics tullei tumar mood off hoye jabe, mon kharap kore R hoyto pran khule kotha bolbana. Tumar oi voice ta shunar jonno saradin koto pnmukh hoye thaki.

Babu, tumake eto valobashi ami R tumi amar sathe goto ekta mash specifically oni cole jabar por theke emon korcho keno? Amar theke nijeke eto dure soriye rakhcho keno? Tumito jano, tumi emon korle amar prochondo rag hoi. Dekhecho, ekdin ow rag kore phone rekhe dite? Rakhini. Ami jani, phone rekhe dileo tumi change korbena, boroncho aei ojuhate hoyto amake phone deyai off kore diba. Tumar sathe contact off hobe eta je ami vabtei parina. Tumake potidin mone mone koto thanks dei, shudu amake soron kore phone dao bole.

Babu, janina konodon aei likhagolo tumi porba naki? Sedin jani amar opor onek rag hobe, cause aei likhagolo porle tumi bolba, ami tumar kache eto kichu lukiyechi! Kichui korar nei amar babu. Tumar mon kharap hoi emon kichu korte amar je nished. Tumake happy rakhtei to ajke ekhane to onno din r ek jaigai. Eto chutachuti, tao amar kichu hoina. Keno hoina? Etao Allahor eccha.

Ki shob bola shuru korechi, jeigolor kono mane nei. Tumar vahsai AJAIRA pechal. Otocho emon ajaira pechal korei monke ami besto rakhi R binimoye eto kosto pai. Tumar chobigolo dekhi, R cokher jol feli. Tumar nam dore daki, R valobasha tokhon amake Kutta, Bilai, Soytan, Bandor bole dake thik tumar moto. R parina babu, abar parchi to. Eto kosto niyeo baca jai, kintu shnati chara. Sukher jonno tumar family tumake jei manusher kache diyeche, ta ki ami nosto korte pari? Parina. Kintu, tumake chara thakte parbona. Odvhut koste din katche amar. Eto valobashi tumake, tao tumi bujlana, eta je r o boro sasti amar :'(

Babu, Happy Valentines Day

14.02.2015

Ajker sironamta change korlam, ager COUNTOWN ta off rakhlam. Aj ekta bisesh din. Jodio, amar kache potita din e ekrokom. Potita dinei tumake emon kore Valobeshe jai. Tao, special day te, Babu, Onek valobashi tumake r o hajar bar bolte chai.

Gotokal dhaka te giyechilam. Oikhan theke ashte ashte sondha hoye gelo. Tarpor dinner kore bed e jetei ghumiye porlam. Otocho ecche chilo tumake ratei Happy Valentines Day bolbo. Ki r kora! Sokale ghum theke othe mobile e dekhlam, tumar call and sms. Khub kharap laglo. Tarpor theke opekkha korchilam, kokhon dupur hobe r kokhon tumar sathe kotha hobe.

Dupure kotha holo R amar pothom kothai chilo ShIRONAM. Tumar mukh theke oi kotha ta ber e korte parlam na. Tao ami ecche moto amar moner kotha ta bolte perechi, etei ami kushi. Jani, tumio happy. Tumar mukhe oi hashi R I hate you shune shune amar valo laga level hoyeche r o high.

Ajke sokal thekei amar mejaj ta khitkhite hoye ache. Eto porisrom er taka ami etodin kader pichone bey korechi? Amar sorir kharap or kosto kaoke vabai na, sobai nijeder niyei ache. R ami brithai pondosrom kore gelam. Keo e bujlona amake, emonki tumio!!!

Aj r kichu bolbona, monta kharap hoye geche. Pichoner dingolo khub mone porche. Ishh ektu jodi nirjone boshe thakte partam. Mathar opore khula akash R ase-pashe thakto khula math. Mathai thakte tumi R amar sukher seisob srity ......

Countdown -2

11.02.2015

Ajker dinta ektu onnorokom. Thik alada bolle vhul hobe. Aj onekdin por puranu ekta srity fire ashlo, fire gelam puranu sei dingolote. Sei kichu modhur srity ja ekhon amake potiniyoto kadai.

Aj dupure tumi phone korechila. Eta moteo osavabik noi. Karon, besh kichudin dorei dupure kotha hoi. Karon, SJN bro now tumader bashai thaken. So, rate kotha bolata now tough tumar jonno. Amar jonnow dupur e valo, amar bashai to guest er line legei ache. Rate kotha bolata amar jonno onek beshi tough.

Ja bolchilam, dupure kotha bolar somoi Pori amar samnei chilo. Oke dilam tumar sathe kotha bolar jonno. Or choto choto kotha, tumar onek valo lagchilo. Tumi onek hashchile, mukto moner hashi. Sotti bolchi, etodin tumake hashiyechi bote tobe ajker moto etota profollo hashte tumake dekhina. Eto valo lagchilo, R tai onekkhon Porir sathe tumake kotha bolte dilam. R tumar sei cute hashita ami mugdho hoye shunlam.

Kotha bolar sesh porjaye shunlam, tumi ekhono lunch koroni. Amio lunch korini. R tai sei ager amra hoye gelam. Ager moto korei tumake lunch korte pathalam. Tumi na jaoa porjonto ami jabona, tumi dorja porjonto jeye bolba, hmm ami jacchi, tarporei ami jetam lunch korte. Aj abar emon korar por pichoner dingolo fire pelam. Moner vitore valobasha golo jeno hotat digun-tingun hoye geche. R o valobashte parle hoyto shanti petam.

Aj koekta bisoyer result paoyar kotha chilo and amar onekgolo kaj chilo. Tarmajhe ekta kaj kichuta agiyeche. Now, wait korchi baki result er jonno. Sob kichu tumake bolbo, ekta ekta kaj successfully complete hole.

Babu, onek manoshik tension e achi. Majhe majhe sob chere sotti cole jete ecche kore onek dure. Tumi amar sob problem shunle bolba, babu tumi eto tension niye acho kemne? Sei jonnoi tumake kichu bolina. Eka eka cepe rakhar obertho cesta kore jacchi. Tumake happy rakhatai to amar ekmatro kaj. Tumar sad somoi golo kichuta somoyer jonno hasshojol kore tulte parlei ami pai onek valo laga onovhoti. R o ekta din tumar eto tension e lorai caliye jabar sahosh pai.

Amar lokkhi babu, thanda legeche tumar. Allahopaker kache pratthona kori, tumake sostho kore jate amake thanda ta diye den. Aeirokom pratthona tar kache sob somoi kori. Tumake sostho and happy thaktei hobe. Aste aste tumar moto ami hoye gechi, rate ghum nei. Sob kichutei elomelo. Ammur bokaboki shunte shunte now used to hoye gechi. Amar jonno ektu pratthona koro, obosshoi kharap doa :D

Tumi amar jonno valo doa korle naki olta ta hoi (eta tumar kotha). Sei jonnoi amar jonno kharap doa korba. Asha kori, valoi hobe. Allah please aeibar ontoto help koro amake. 

Babu, amake emon kore valobeshe jeo. Tumi jodi amake vhule jao, sotti bolchi mene nite parbona. Jodio aeishob kotha konodin e tumake bolte parbona. Valobashi tumake, sei jonnoi eto kichu sojjo kore jacchi diner por din ... 

Countdown 1

05.02.2015

Aj theke r diary te kono sironam boshabona. Karon, aj theke amar countdown shuru hoyeche. Kisher seita somoi hole bolbo. Dekhi to ebarer coundown ta sothik hoi naki. Allahopak ebar ki koren amar sathe.

Goto rat ta keteche nirghum. Jodio, emonti ekhon beshi hoi. Tobe, goto rater kotha alada. Tumar sathe onekdin por etokhon kotha bola, kichu sensitive subject niye prosno kora. Tumar odhashin asnwer kingba stratight kichu jobab, amar buktate khoto-bikkhoto korchilo. Koto sohoje tumi amar sathe emon behave korte paro ekhon, koto sohoje amake tumi firiye dite paro. Aeito, kichudin ageo amar caoya golo chilo tumar kache highly important. Sei tumi, aj amake dure sorate etotoko golar sorta soft hoina. Nirbikar vabe amake, amar prosnogoloke ignore koro.

Hortal-oboroder karone Dhaka jete parchona tumi. Dhakai gelei visa hoye jabe, and er koek diner moddhei tumi cole jaba. Kintu, tumi exactly bolchona kobe jaba. Ami ask korlei, answer dao 2-3 mash lagbe. But, keno etodin or ki caccho kichui tumi bolona amake. Amar kache naki tumi kichui lukao na, tahole aeigolo ki?

Gotokal tumake kichu kotha ask korechilam, ja amar kora ochit hoini. R tai tumi answer ow dile khub diplomatic vabe. Tumar answer shunar poreo mone hocche, tumi kichu ekta lukaccho. Seita ki janina, tumi na bolle to amar janar kono opai nei. Tobe, tumake dosh dite ecche kore majhe majhe. Abar nijer oporadhgolor kotha mone porle, nijekei oporadhi vabi. Tumi ekhon jemon sob amake bole felo, age tumi emon bolle ajker aei situation ta ki hoto?

Eto kothar kono mane nei. Tumi to ekhon robot hoye gecho, mon bole kichui nei. Cao-paoya, cinta-vabna aeishob boddo obantor tumar kache. 16 tarikhe jei vhoi or prosno mone chilo, seitai sotti holo. Ekhon tumi amar theke palate parle bacho. Palao, tumake dore rakhar odhikar tumi to amake dibena konodin. Tao, mentally sick bolei hoyto ekhono dossahosh dekhai. karone-okarone tumar valo lagena emon prosno kore feli. Khoma kore dio amake.

Tumar sathe phone e kotha bolar age hajar bar monke boli, or kharap lage amon kotha bolbona. Just hashi-kushi rakhbo tumake. Kintu, phone ta dorei kothai jeno sei amita hariye jai. Shudu ecche kore tumake kache pete, tumar buk joriye thakte, cokher dike takiye valobashi onek beshi ta bolte. Sei sujog tumi daona kingba ami paina bolei hoyto r o beshi kosto pai. Koster jontronai tumi jokhon ghumao, ami tokhon tribo cokher jontrona niye aei dairy te kostogolo share kori.

Aei poronto dupure, tumar ghum hoyto sesh porjaye. Emni kore r kotodin jabe amar jibon janina, shudu jani tumar oi ghum theke otha cokh jura ami pothom dekhte cai. Emon drissota dekhe moreo shanti petam. Kintu, amar moto kharap manushder santi pete nei. R tai shasti niyei r o ekti din, r o bohudin, jibontai kete jabe.

Tumar moto valo ekjon manushke ami valobeshe sotti proud feel kori. Emon valobasha sobar vagghe jotena, ami peyechilam KINTU rakhte parina. R tai ekhon mitthe valobashake dorar cesta korchi. Etai to sesh cesta.

Valo thako sob somoi, SHANTIR dorkar tumar. Robot hoye gecho bolei Shanti paba tumi. Tumar mukhe shantir hashi fire ashuk, thakuk. Valobashi tumake babu. 

Oguchalo ....

03.02.2015

Sara sondha bed e shuye shuye vebechi onek kichu, likhbo vebechi onek kotha. Bolte ceyechi kichu puranu kotha. Kintu, somoi joto periye geche, amar montao hoyeche sthobdo. Likhte boshe ekhon tai kichui r likhte hocchena. Majhe majhe emon hoi. Jokhon onek rag hoi, tumar opor, amar opor, tokhon emon hoi beshi. Tarmane ami rege achi, kintu exactly kar opor dorte parchina.

Ki odvhut ekta jibon par korchi. Jake valobashi tar jonno ekhon ami sob korte pari, abar tar ecchar biroddhe kichui korar nei. Tar jonno sob somoi opekkhai thakte raji, abar tar ektu somoi pabar jonno osthirotota sojjo korte parina. Tar sokol kotha ek kothatei mene nite pari, abar nije jokhon eka hoye pori, nijeke niye kostoder sathe lorai caliye jai.

Agamikal ctg jabo, train er ticket katlam. Janina, kobe firbo. Adho firbo naki tao janina. Desher jei obsotha, ki hoi ta to keo e bolte parena. Ishh amar jodi emon kichu hoto, tobe babu ta ki amar jonno opekkha korto? Amake deya kotha rakhte caito? Amar jonno sotti sotti mon kharap kore boshe thakto? Amake emon korei valobashto naki manushtake vhule onno kaoke niye besto hoye porto? Amra keo e er answer janina, somoi bole dibe ki hobe. Boddo ecche kore cokher poloke 10 ta bochor samne agiye jete. Shudu dekhte cai, tokhon tumar obsotha. Koto bodle jao, kotokhani somoi lage tumar amake vhulte.

Na, olta palta kotha off kori. Ekhon aei diary te tumake kosto dei emon kichu likhte ecche korena. Goto koekdin age shunlam, tumi facebook e duke dekhar try korecho ami ki likhechi. Sedin thekei mathai gurche, babu to sob jene jabe. Amito eto age tumake eshob janate caina. AMi cai, tumi onar sathe dubai thaka obsothai, kono ekdin hoyto bochor koek por ekdin dekho aei diary ta. Pothom diary page ta theke pora shuru koro. Tobe asha kori, sedin r tumar mone amar valobasha niye r kono question tumar mone ashbe na. Sei dintar jonnoi to hoyto beche achi. Shudu je ektai caoya, ekbar tumi mon theke bolo, Babu tumar valobasha niye kono sondheho nei amar mone.

Komor betha korche, R boshe thakte parchina. Ki j hocche sorirtate. Ektar por ekta legei ache, tumake bolte caina. Tumi jemon sob somoi valo thako, amio temon just thik thak thakte cai :-)

Valo thako lokkhi babu amar. Onek valobashi tumake.