Ami Ki Sotti Here Gelam?

28.09.2014

Sob osomvob kaj korlam. Kintu, result ekhono porjonto ZERO. Etota kharap lagche, thik bujhate parbona. Nijer poti etota grina hocche, sotti nijer jibonta dhongsho kore felte ecche korche.

Gotokal tumar ekhane ashlam, but tumar sathe kono vabei jogajog korte parlam na. Tumar bashar samne hatahti korlam, tumar dekha pelam na. Ki korbo? Tai aj comillai cole ashlam. Esheo shanti pacchilam na. R tai shuru korlam sobaike phone kora. Ish age janle aj hobiganj theke ashtam na.

Tumar final exam colche, tumi exam diccho; othocho amake ekta bar bolar somoi pao nai? Tumi sylhet theke ascho etao bolar sujog pao nai? Manchi tumar problem, tai sujog pao nai. But, exam. deyar somoi o ki sujog pao nai karo phone theke ekta call dite? 1 masher bebodhane sob vhule gele? Amake deya promise?

Ki sundor exam. diccho! R ami shudhu hariye jacchi. Sotti bolchi, dekho amar koster kotha shune tumi ekdin kadba. Hoito sedin ami thakbona. But, tumi amake kokhonoi bujhlena, aei afsos ami amar jibone dur korte parbona.

Aj tumar ammu ke phone korechilam. Dupur pune 2 tai (may be tumi tokhon sojag chile, shunecho ki aunty's cikkar?). But, oni jei behave korlen ta amar kolponateo chilona. Ami naki tar vishon sorbonash korechi. Amake oni onek valo mone korechilen, but ami naki onek kharap. Kothar majkhane ami ask korechilam, Babu kemon ache? Tumar ettoboro sahosh, tumi aei kotha ask korar odhikar ache? Tumi r konodin amar number e phone korbana.

Mone mone shudhu bollam, he ami onek kharap. Beshi kharap bolei, valobashar manushtar khoti korte parini. Karon, tar kharap kora manei je tar family er kharap. Biyer age tumi jokhon tumake niye palate bolechila, sedin ami kharap bolei, tumar family er kotha vebei palaini. Biyer poreo ecche korle ami partam tumake niye hariye jete. But, amito ceyechilam onader onumoti niyei tumake amar jibone anbo. R tai, aj ettoboro kotha shunte holo.

Aj etobeshi crazy hoyechi, J jar jar number chilo sobaike phone dilam. Tumar khobor je amake nitei hobe, goto der mash dore kono khobor nei tumar. Bole gela, apur bashai jeye sujog pele amake phone korba. But, shei opekkhai e roilam, tumar khobor nei.

Sylhet jeye ekdin Rishad er phone theke call korechila. Oitate pothome phone dilam. But, ekjon mohila dorlo, Rishad ache naki ask korlam. But, bollo nah wrong number. Tarpor ......

Disha ke phone dilam (12 tai). He, dishake phone korlam. Oke ekta mittha bollam, bollam number amar kache agei chilo. Aj sahosh kore phone dilam. O vablo, tumi number diyecho. Asole number ta goto soptahe Shimur kach theke niyechilam and shimu promise koraichilo, jate ami disha k na boli. Jai hok, asol kothai asi ....

Disha to phothome phone e dorchilona. Tarpore ekta sms pathalam, ami Tarzan. Plz 2 min kotha bolbo. Tarpore phone dorlo. She naki shoping e. Jai hok, phone dorei ragaragi shuru korlo. Apni amake phone korechen keno? R phone diben na. Ami ask korlam, o ki exam dicche? Or sathe apnar dekha hoyeche recently? Bollo, hm dekha hoyeche and exam dicche. Ami ask korlam, agamikal exam ache or? Bollo, ami busy. Ami bollam, accha, ami pore apnake call korbo? Bollo, accha.

Tarpor theke shudui tension. Oboseshe sondha (pune 7 tai) phone korlam. Vaggo valo, pothombarei call receive korlo. Tarpor bollam, babu kemon ache? Se amake nana vabe bujate laglo, or biye hoye geche, ekhon to eta janar proyojon nei apnar. Tarporeo ami request korlam, asole ami desher baire cole jacchi, tai vablam jaoyar age or sathe ektu kotha bolbo, o kemon ache ta janbo. Disha bolla, asole ami exam diyei ber hoye jai. Or sathe amar dekha na houyar somvabona beshi. Sedin exam diye ber houyar somoi dekha hoyechili and Hi Hello korei sesh. Oke dekhe valoi laglo, normal chilo. Exam dicche. Shunei montar j ki holo. Tumi normal, R tai amake aeivabe vhule gela? Dishar naki agamikal last exam, tumaro. O exam diye sylhet or husband er kache jabe, tai oke jate r phone na dei ta bollo. Amio bollam, na phone dibona. Apni please agamikal exam e dekha hole amar sathe 1 min kotha boliye diyen. Bollo, accha ami cesta korbo. Jani se korbena, tobu opekkha kori. Jodi tumar sathe ektu kotha hoi ......

Babu, mone ache tumar, bieyr koekdin ageo tumake bolechilam, plz emon korona. Tarporeo tumi family er kotha bole, amake alada kore felechila. Dore nicchi, ebar tumi amake purapuri alada kore felecho. Kintu, eta jeno tumar jonno aei Tarzan sara jibon opekkha korbe. Amar mathai ekta plan ache. Dekhi tumar to hote parlam na, kintu tumar kachakachi thaka jai naki.

Ki korbo ami? Abar fire jabo amar ager jibone? Hobiganj er sei koster jibone, bochor dore tumar jonno opekkha korbo kokhon tumi Dubai theke ashba? Karon, final exam er pore to tumar dubai cole jabar kotha, taina. Keno amake mitthe bolechila, tumi jabana. onar sathe thakbana. Tumi shudu ekbar bole dekho, tumi basha theke cole ashba. Sotti bolchi, ami r Tumi dure hariye jabo. R valo lagena. Tumi chara amar jibon sotti kichuina. Sei promise tao ki vhule gecho? Ami daklei tumi cole ashba? Ekhon ami dakchi, ashona amar kache :'( Ami j tumake chara thakte parbona :'( Tumake j onek valobashi :'(

Ki Kora Ochit?

24.09.2014

Sotti bolchi, ki korbo kichui bujhe otte parchina. Sarakhon tumar cinta, rater bela ghum hocchena. Hmm, sotti bolchi, amar ghum hocchena. Jeita amar sathe kokhonoi jaina. Bichanai shuye epash-opash korte korte birokto hoye othe jai.

Ki hoyeche tumar, ta janar je amar kono way nei. Sei jonnoi aro beshi kharap lagche. Kake phone korbo? Tumar ki ekta bar amake janate ecche korena, Hmm ami valo achi. Ami to r kichui chaina tumar kache. Tumar pottikkhai amar je ekekta din dusshoho lagche.

Majhe majhe vhoi hoi, tumi ki amake deya PROMISE vhule gecho? Mone ache tumar, 3rd August ki bolechila? Ami je oi kothai vorosha kore oshomo lorai caliye jacchi. Tumake ekhono amar jibone pabar sopno dekhi. Chi, ki baje kotha bolchi. Tumar sukher jibon ta nosto kore nije sukhi hote caichi. Nijeke majhe majhe sarthopor korte ecche kore. Tumake chara je amar colbena, eta j ami harehare bujchi. Ki kore katbe amar jibon?

Amar sesh asroi Shimu ke gotokal phone korechilam, se jodi tumar kono khobor dite pare. Nah, seo parlona. Olto se amake tumar kotha ask kore. Mejaj ta emon kharap holo. Oke bollam ekta phone korte Aunty or Apu k. But, tar naki opomanbudh beshi, tao korbe pore. But, amar je ekhoni jana dorkar tumi kothai acho. Ouff. Or kachei jante parlam, tumar final exam colche. But, tumi exam diccho naki kar kach theke janbo? Tai Dishar number nilam. Phone korte kemon jani lagche, tao vebechi agamikal phone dibo. Tao jodi ekta khobor tumar pai.

Babu, mone sobceye boro jei vhoita kaj korche, tumi to amake bolechila Final exam er pore tumake onar sathe dubai cole jete hobe. Eta vebei j amar r o vhoi lache. Tumi ki amake deya promise vangba? Na, ami chai tumi valo thako. Tumi jai kichui koro, amake to tumake valobeshei jete hobe, tumar opekkhai baki jibon ekai katate hobe. Aeito r koidin, porer sopthahe date fixed hoye jabe kobe jacchi. Kobe tumar theke dure hariye jabo, tumar green signal na pele aei jibone r amar aei deshe asha hobena. Tumar jonno opekkha, eteo ekta shanti ache. jei valobasha niye tumar mone sondheho chilo, jar karone tumi amake etoboro ekta kosto dila - amake je proman kortei hobe Kichui mitthe chilona. Tumake ami sotti valobashi, tumar jonno sara jibon ami opekkha korte raji achi. Shudhu tumi amake ekbar bolo, tumi amar hoba, shudhu ekbar bolo :'(

Khub venghe porechi ami

22.09.2014

Nijke khub osohai lagche. Keno jeno mone hocche tumi amake vhule gecho. Aj 1 month er opore tumar sathe amar jogajog nei. Samanno ekta call or sms ow pelam na. Ki korbo kichui buje otte parchina.

Kar kach theke jana jabe tumi ekhon kothai acho, tao bujchina. Tumar relatives, friends kaor sathei to amar contact nei. Ishh ki je osthirotai katche, rat hole kanna ke songhi kore.

Vabchi, koekdiner moddhe tumar oikhane cole jabo. Tumi bolechila tumar exam porer month e, so tumake peteo pari. Kintu, tumi amar sathe jogajog korchona keno? Sei jonnoi jete voi lagche. Tumi jodi amake vhule giye thako, tar sathe songshar korar mon this kore thako; tobe ami again jeye tumar sob vabna olot-palot kore dibo. Ami ta chaina. Tumi jodi amar hotei chao, tobei ami tumake amar sathe anbo. Kintu, aei kothagolo to tumake bolar proyojon. Amar hate j r olpo somoi ache.

Ekti bar tumi amake ekta call korle or sms dilei hoto. Kintu, ek mash hoye gelo tumar khobor nei. Ki j kori, ouff. Ekekta din eto kosto  niye beche thaka jaina, tumake chara je sotti ami oshohai. Amar din kivabe katche ek matro ami e jani. He allah, ekti bar tar sathe amar dekha korao, at least take amar sathe contact korar sujog kore dao :'(

In Sha Allah porer soptaher moddhe obosshoi ekta kichu korte hobe, tumar sathe kotha bolata khub joruri. Tumar jonnoi je ekhono beche achi. Tumi valo na thakle amio j valo thakte parina. Ouff, allah ektu sahajjo koro. Dorkar hole again ami tumar oikhane ager profession e fire jabo ...... just waiting for the next week.

Valo thako sob somoi, allah tumar mongol koruk. Onek valobashi tumake babu :'(

Amar Jonno Sthobir Prithibi

16.09.2014

Prthibita eto palte jabe amar kokhono kolponao korini. Kintu, etai jibon. Jibon majhe majhe kolpona keo hariye dei, eta ami nijei bujhlam. Joto din jacche, ami shudhu hariyei jacchi. Jacchi to jacchi, er sesh kothai janina ......

Khub mone porche, Sylhet er dulavai er bashai washroom e jeye tumar, amar sathe lukiye kotha bola. Aeito goto masher kotha, tarpor prai 1 mash kete gelo tumar r kono khobor nei. Tumi Salma apur bashai jaoyar somoi bole gela, manage kore pore contact korba. Din jacche, amar kosto barche, but tumar kono sara pelam na. Nijeke khub osohai lage, bichanai gelei tumar kotha vebe cokher kun beye pani cole ashe .... 

Tumi ki ashbena amar cokher pani muchiye dite?

Somboto, July month er seshe (25 or 26) Shimur biye chilo. Or biyete jaoyar kotha thakleo, tumar sathe onno plan thakai R jaini. Ki plan ..... Hmm amar jiboner ekta soronio din.

3rd August - hmm tumar deya kotha rakhar jonno ami chute giyechilam 2nd August. Hotele chilam and just wait korchilam kokhon sokal hobe, tumar sathe dekha hobe. Jodio 2nd August sondhai tumi tumar bashai jete bolechila, tumar Hand Bag niye ashte. But, risk hoye jabe bole R jaoa hoini.

Hmm oboseshe sokal holo, amar vabnar akash beye eker por ek vabna ashte laglo. Tumi parba to amar sathe meet korte!!! Tumar exam chilo, tumi 1 hour exam diye ber hoye jaoar plan chilo. Ebar r tumar collage er samne jaini tumake anar jonno, jodi keo tumake follow kore sei jonno. Ami Bus Stand more ricsha niye tumar ashar opekkha chilam. Beshikhon wait korte hoini.

Babu, tumi ashle mukhe sei cirocena snighdho hashita niye, sob kosto nimishei cole gelo. Shuru holo tumar amar kothopokoton. Tumi R ami Lakhai road e hariye gelam, ojosro sopno bunbo bole. Tumake amar shob plan bollam. Tumi o bolle, janina tumi rakhte parba naki. Tobe eta thik, ami tumar jonno sara jibon wait korbo.

Jodio amader plan chilo 1 hour ghurbo, but duijon eke onner jonno etoi pagolo chilam, kokhon je 1tar opore beje gelo ter e pelam na. Ouff ki j valo lagchilo, tumake chartei ecche hocchilona. Tao pore problem hobe bole tumake bidai janate holo. CNG station er samne tumake bidai janalam, aj khub voi hocche. Etai ki tumar sathe amar sesh dekha ......

Sob kichu plan mafik korar poreo bashai jeye sei tumake sondhehe porte holo. Erporer din tumake Sylhet niye jaoa holo. Tarpore sekhan theke Salma apur bashai, tumar exam next month e sei jonno. Tarpor theke tumar r khobor nei, amar j khub osthir lagche.

Tumar exam er date ta janleo to hoto, collage er samne dariye thakle tumake at least dekhte to partam. Ki j kri, kichui mathai ashchena. Tumar kono Bandobir number ow amar kache nei, je exam er date ta janbo. Kichu ekta to kortei hobe. Tumi to janoi, tumar sathe dekha na hole, amar paglami bartei thakbe. Dekhi ki kora jai .....

Sob kichur ordhe, tumar valo thaka. Tumi valo thako sob somoi. Sostho thako. Er beshi to Sristokortar kache kichui caite parina :'( 

Somoi Hoyeche Kichu Likhar !!!

23.07.14

Onek Diner Vabna Moner Gobire Jomte Jomte AJ Somoi Hoyeche Ta Srity Kore Ekhane Likhe Rakhar. Koto kichu ghote gelo majhe, amar jibone, tumar jibone. Amar amake paltiye neya, tumar tumiye niye paglami kora. Hmm etake ami paglami ekhon bolbo. Keno ta paglami, sei kotha pore bolchi ....

Majkhane to onek gotona hoyeche, tarmajhe kichu ekhane mention na korlei noi.Tumar bashai amader sob plan janajani hoye jaoa, tumar family te ghote jaoa bibidho gotona. Tarpor tumar Sylhet cole asha, ekhane tumar opor r o manoshik pressure create kore tumar mot change korara apran cesta! Sob e jani, but tomake na jana kichu kotha boli ekhane.

Tumar bashai ghote jaoa sob gotona jante pari Shimur kach theke, o amake onek boka-joka korechilo. But, shudu matro oi j MONEY er jonno beshi hardline e jay nai. R tomar bashai tumar opor manoshik torture, sob e jana amar. Kintu, ki korbo ami? Tumake jodi ekhon oikhan theke niye ashte pari, tobe to tomar biyer agei eta korte partam. Tokhon jei karone emon kichu korini, ekhono ta korbona. Tumake valobashi eta jemon true, temon tumar family te amar jonno kono BAD effect ashuk tao ami caina. AMi ekhono mone prane cai, tumi amar hou. Abar etao cai, tumi Dubai cole jao, jototoko paro manage kore life take paltao. Aeita kono jibon noi tumar, tumi jeita caccho ekhon r oita somvob noi. Hmm somvob, tobe tar jonno r o onek year wait korte hobe. Ekkhuni ta somvob noi. Amito bideshe cole jabo jabo bole onek mash katiye diyechi. But, ebar in sha allah colei jabo. R noi confused, ebar shob maya charar pala.

Robi thakurer ekta gaan ache "Tumi robe nirobe", hmm tumi shudu amar hoyei robe jotodin aei dehe pran ache. Hokna tumar pashe hath dore naiba hata holo amar, kintu jotodurei thaki tumi amar sokol vabna jurei thakba eta true.

3rd July, 14 - tumi amar sathe ekbar dekha korte cao. But, mon khub caiche dekha korte. Kintu, nah ami jabona. Ami tokhoni dekha korbo, jokhon tumake amar kore niye ashte parbo. R tumake mittha assash dite chaina.  Valobeshe valobashar manusher jonno teg koratai naki real valobasha. Ami na hoi, tai korlam. Khoti ki tumake na pelam, kintu tumar mone amar jonno jei valobasha, ta to kokhono kombe na. Eta niyei beche thakte cai.

Valo thako Babu. Sob somoi shuvo kamona tumar jonno. Dure hariye jabar age jokhoni somoi pai, tumar-amar jibone gote jaoa kotha golo ekhane abar likha shuru korbo vabchi. Somoi amake ekebare paltanur age, khoti ki aei kajta kore jaoate .......

Osthirotai Katche Somoi

25.05.14

Manoshik Jontrona Je Kotota Kostokor Hote Pare Ta Ter Pacchi Ekekta Dine. Potita din sesh hocche osojjo matha betha niye. Sarakhon mathai tomar cinta gurche. Kemon acho tumi, Ki korcho, Eshob janar jonno monta pagol hoye ache. Kono poth pacchina tomar sathe jogajog korar jonno. Nijeke khub oshohai mone hocche.

Keno jani mone hocche tumi valo nei. Tomar opor onek pressure create kora hocche. Tumi thikmoto kacchona. 23 tarikh theke tomar exam. shuru houyar kotha chilo. Examgolo diccho to naki dao nai? Ouff khub jante ecche korche. Amar plan chilo aj abar tomar kache fire jabo. Jodi exam dao, tobe college er samne to dekhte pabo. Kintu, nah sob somoi amar somoi sob bipotti dekha dei. R tai jaoa holona aj. Amar boro chacha mara gechen gotokal bikele. Amar oi Japani uncle ta, cancer e sesh porjonto dehoteg korlen. Onek valo manush chilen :(

AHH SHANTI ............................................

Babu, tumi je amar kolija aj r ekta bar promanito holo. Tomar kotha vebe aj onekdin por likha shuru korechilam, R tumi sathe sathe sms dila Rishad er number theke (Sylhet). Ouff ki je shanti lagche buktate. Oboseshe tomar voice ta shunte pelam.

Ami ja vebechilam, tai holo. Amar mone ekta vhoi chilo, tomar nimbuzz ID ta jodi keo dekhe tobe sob fash hoye jabe. Ouff tomar amar shob plan now tomar family members jane. So tara amader plan er negative plan korbe. Ishhh tomar sathe amar je dekha hoyechilo, ta jene geche onara. Jeheto aunty diyechi tomake eta jane onara, So erpor tomar sathe joto kotha hoyeche amader future niye, jishar nam kore dekha kora, ricksha niye Lakhai road e gurte jaoa, sob jene geche. Ishh babu shob jene geche. Ki korla tumi? Sob plan to ekhon veste jabe. Janina R ki opekkha korche. Opekkha kore jacchi r o shocking news er ......

Babu, amar Malaysia jaoa ta budh hoi r hobena kingba geleo r o somoi lagbe. Cause, ami procondo manoshik jontrona onovob korchi. Tomar kosto dekhe nije r o jolchi. Ouff pain babu .......

Allah tomar mongol koruk. Amar jonno vabina. Tomake vebei ami osthir. Tumi tomar dulavai er sathe gotokal rate Sylhet cole ashcho. bashai jaoyar por mobile ferot na dile naki tumi ki korba. Amar to ekhoni tension hocche, abar ki korar baki ache tomar. Tumi sob plan elomelo kore diyecho. Ekhon jodi amar bashai janajani hoi, tobe amar pokkhe sobkichu control kora possible hobena r. Eta vebei ekhon bideshe jaoya ta bad diyechi. Dekhi samne ki opekkha korche amar jonno ......

Abar Sopno Dekhlam ?!?

11.04.14

Arekbar Abishkar Korlam, Sopner kono sesh nei. Eto sopno vanghe, tobu abar ashai buk bede sopno dekha. Mone prane caoya sopno ta bastob kora. R ekbar sahosh kore onek boro ekta sopno dekhlam. Allah jodi ta puron kore, tobe duiti manush eki sathe hobe sukhi. R ebar sopno vangha mane, sara jiboner jonno boba hoye jaoa.

amader alapcaritar kichu kotha:

tmi jodi fire jao, then parbena easy hoye life take guchate aste aste. Tmar hate to somoy ache oni ashar age. Tmina bolechila, nijeke guchaba

Babu says:

Nah ami r parbona. Oita to emni boltam nijeke r sobaike just ekta kotha bola. Jar dike takaite o iccha korena tar shate kmne shongshar hobe

2nd qstn: jodi fire jao parbena amar kotha vebe ovinoy na, mon theke sob mene niye nijeke dhire dhire sob matche kore nite?
Babu says:

Oi kotha boltam shudu tmi jate tmr ager life a fire jau she jonne, amr ai kotha gula shunle hoyto tmi amk vule jawar try korba tai

21:11

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Ovinoy ami korte parina  age o parini akn to r shomvob e na

Babu says:

Amr to r kuno chawa pawa nai  she vanguk r ami aita kuno metter na. Jodi she amk chere dito thn chok jedike jay, jmne partam emne life lead kortam 

21:17

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Kicchu kortamna  shojjo kore jetam hoyto r na hoy oije jekhane khusi chole jetam. Uddesshohin pote

Babu says:

Fmlyr kotha vebe ami amr life shesh korsi, tmi tmr life noshto korso to lab holo ki? Keu shuke ase?  eto r manuser kotha vabina ami

Babu says:

Tmr shate ami thaki ba na thakiai fmly te same ghotona abr hobe aita shotti aj na hoy kal

Family jodi emon ghotona abar hoy tobe apur moto tmr obostha hobena, amr sathei tmr bai jibon katbe etaow aj na hoi kal sotti
Babu says:

Aj na hoy kal jodi aita hobe taile shudu sudu tym noshto korbo keno? 2i jone keno dure thakbo r kosto korbo?

accha ami jodi dure cole jay, hotat kore eshe tmk boli, colo amar sathe, jaba tmi?
Babu says:

 bolei dekho Jekhane jaite bolba
Ami to hotat ashbo, kono thik nei kokhon ashbo, 1 year poreo hote pare 10 year poreo hote pare. Parba amar jonno wait korte?
Babu says:

Ashar iccha thakle emne keu bolena
tmi amr xam niccho? Nau dekho
Parbona kore dekhabo
tmi amake bollena keno ki boleche mili?
Babu says:

Mili bole nai  shi bolse milike. Mili naki shi ke amr r tmr kotha ask krsilo ki obosta amdr 2ijoner. Shi bolse r_y thik ase bt e_r obosta valona. E_a jotota venge porse r_y totota na. 

22:35

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Mane tmi amk valobasho na aita bujhaise milike

Aei holo abar sopno dekhar pichoner reason. janina kopale ki ache ......