To be OR not to be

31.10.2014

Aj soronio sei October masher sesh din. Onno karo kache aei masher kono mane thakte na pare, but amar onek onel sritymoi ekta mash. Koto kichu bolar moto ache aei mash jure.

Aei mashe amar Rajkonnar jormodin. Aei amshe amar Jeni ta nijeke tar aim thik kore neyar sahosh fire paiye diyeche. Aei mashe eshe amar babutar mone holo, ami tar life complicated kore tulchi. Aei mashei Babur Ammu, Vhai, Dulavai theke corom opoman holam. Oops Dulavai er bepar ta r clear kora jabena. Aei mashei Pori hath and Matha pure gelo gorom dud pore. Aei mashe khub baje ekta comment shunlam r ekjon theke ja amar mejo vhabi amar somporke bolechen. Aei mashe eshe bujhlam, amar family er sobai etodin amake use koreche and now sobar valo cinta kore jar jar aim niye besto hoye poreche. Aei mashei onek taka loose khelam. Aei mashe, r ki? Mone porche na, tobe joto toko likhechi tate aei mash take baki jibon mone rakhar motoi.

Khub ososthi hocche. Aj k amar agent er sathe kotha holo, bollo Budbarer dike FLIGHT date dite pare. Jodi tai hoi, tobe tumar sathe dekha korbo kivabe? Som and Mongol bar to hortal. Ki korbo bujte parchina. Ouff, tumake na dekhe ami je konovabei aei desh theke jete parbona. Karon mon bolche, etai hote pare tumar sathe amar sesh dekha. Jodio, abar mon bolche, amar promise ami rakhboi, tumi amar jibone fire ashbai. Sarakhon matha betha or ghar betha kore. Besh bujhte parchi, pressure bere ache. Regular Gorur mangsho khacchi. Cokher doctor ow bolche alergy jatio khabar na khete. Amar naki alegy problem ache. Cosma ta porte khub kosto hoi. Uneasy lage. Eta hate nilei mone hoi, tumi mukh tipe hastecho R amake siyal pondit boltecho. Sei jonnoi r o cosma ta pora hoina.

Babu tumake promise korte amar khub kharap lage, cause sei promise amar pokkhe amar rakha somvob noi. Mone ache tumar, tumar biyer 4 din age ami bolechilam, tumake age kora promise golo ami konodin ow vangte parbona. Kintu, aj theke tumar r kono kothai ami shunbona. Tarporeo, tumake happy korar jonno amar promise korte hoi. Hoyto, tumi thiki bujhte paro ami aei kothagolo shunbona. Tao cetsa koro amake line e anar. Kintu, jei line tumi olot-palot kore diyecho, tumake chara ta r konodin ow thik hobena. Hoyto ashbena amar jibone, tao opekkha kora. Opekkha jinish tar moto kharap r kichui nei.

Aei bashai amar dom bondho hoye ashche. Kotota osojjo lagche, tumake bujate parbona. Nijere baba-ma ke kharap lage, bujo tahole ami koto psycho hoye gechi. Shudu count down kore jacchi, kokhon ekhon theke jete parbo. Khub niribili thakte parbo. Keo amake dakadaki korbena. Shantite tumake niye vabte parbo, tumar chobigolo dekhte parbo, recording golo shunte parbo. Aeigoloi to amar baki jiboner patheo.

Jani, aj theke 1 year porei TUMI r tumi thakba na. Ekhon jao amar sathe ektu kotha bolo sojug pele, tokhon moneo porbena. Songsharer bestotai vhule jaba. Tumi-tunir songshar theke tumar moto lokkhi Allah kaoke diben jake niye tumar beche thakata hobe anondomoi. Ishh oi dintar jonno ami mukhiye achi. Tumi valo acho, mukhe hashi emon ektibar tumake dekhe jodi amar moron hoto. Kono ovinoy noi, tumar pran theke asha ekta hashi, ja proshantite voriye dibe tumar hridoy. Jekhane bosobas shudui amar, sei proshanti amio pabo, pete cai ........

Allah sob kichu thik rakhle in sha allah abar ashbo fire, aei AMAR DINGULI te. Valo thako tumi, valo rakho sobai ke ...... Valobashi lokkhi amar.

Ekta prosno kori, dekhi paro kina. Boloto nicher chobite ami kunta :D

Etai ki sesh soptaho aei deshe amar?

26.10.2014

Mathar neuron golo aste aste cinta korar manoshikota hariye felche. Din din ami kemon jani hoye porchi, sostho manush aeivabe beche thakte parena. Jodio ami moteo sostho nei. Tobuo bajjik dik diye to sostho, tobe amar majhe emon hocche keno?

Rat 12 ta baje. Tumar phone er jonno opekkha korchi. Jani tumi phone korba, eta amar bissash. Jodio aei bissash tumake ageo korechilam, ajo kori. Etotoko norcor hoini sei bissasher moddhe. Asole kaoke nijer thekeo bissash korte hoi, R amar sei manush ta hole tumi. Jake ami ondher moto bissash kori. Ekhono mon ke bujai, Tumi poristhitir cape baddho hoye emon korecho. tumar opor blam dile je amar nijeke ossthito osikar kora hobe. Tumar jonnoi to beche achi. Tumi amake r o kosto diba, sei kosto goloke sojjo kore tumar future life er sathe Chaya hoye mise thakbo.

Tumake bolbo na, bolbo na bole sob bole feli phone e jokhon kotha hoi. Kemon jani hoye pari. Jotoi cesta kori tumake r future plan er kotha bolbona, tao mukh diye cole ashe. Tumake joto kosto na diye kotha bolbo vhabi, totoi mukh diye tumake aghat korar moto kotha bole kosto dei. Ouff, etota kharap ami. Tumake kadai, tumar oi dui cokhe jol ene nije shanti pai. Etto golo kharap ami .....

Asol kothai to bola hoini. Aj onekdin por likhte boshlam. Monta khub bikkhipto hoye ache. Goto koekta din khub manoshik jontrona hocche. Ami sruter dike sorir vashiye diyechi, ekhon shudhu veshe jacchi. Hoyto in sha allah, aei soptahe veshe jabo aei desh chere onno kothao. Oder sathe emoni kotha hoyeche, aei soptahe amake na nite parle R ami jabona. Ami jabo, just oagent k cape rakhar jonno. Dekhi ki hoi. Amake cole jete hobe. R o 2 masher opore tumi deshe thakba, ami r same vhul korte caina. Tumi savabik houyar cesta kore jaccho, abar ami tumake sei 6 masher moto koster somoigolote felte caina. Tumar life ta ami R complicated korte caina. Tumar mukher kothai, "Ami tumar life ta complicated kore felchi". Ami aei koidin aei kotha tai shudhu vebechi. Ami keno emon korchi? Amar to ochit tumar valor jonno dure thaka. Somossa holo, sobi bujhi. Kintu, amar mon take bujate parina. Valobeshi khub, R tai nijeke domiye rakhte parina. Ouff, aei jontrona amar aei jibone sesh hobena.

Goto 23 tarikhe tumar jormodin chilo. Allahor kache lakh lakh sukriya, tumake ami wish korte perechi. Mone ache tumar, tumi amar jormodine aei pothom wish koroni. Otocho, ekhon tumi jei situation e acho, tar theke onek valo obosthai chila. Tarpore amake wish koroni. Khub kosto peyechilam. Tumar jormodine wish korte pere sei kosto cole geche. Isshhh koto sopno chilo, birthday er dine tumake dekhbo. Sob plan okejo hoye gelo, bidesher bepar tar karone. Tachara hoyto valoi hoyeche othoba Allah can nah tumar sathe amar r dekha na hok. Jodi tai hotobe onar kache pratthona kori, jaoyar age ektibar jate tumar mukhta dekhe jete pari. 

Janina aei vagghe ki ache. Likha shuru korar age vebechilam onek kichu likhbo, kintu likhte boshe kichui mone porchena. Matha ta majhe majhe shunno mone hoi, bokar moto takiye thaki opolok vabe. Jai hok, likhbo r ekdin thanda mathai. Onek gotona gotche, ekhanei likhbo sob. Amar kotha shunar to keo nei. 

Kosto capar Mission

16.10.2014

Post er title thekei aj kotha shuru kori. Kosto capar mission shuru korechi. R joto kosto e ami pai, tumake ami kichu bolbona. Tumi to onek ovinoy korecho, ebar amio shuru korlam. Duijoner prithibi hobe ekta moncho, duijonei amra ovhineta. Tumi ovinoy kore jabe ettogolo manusher sathe, R ami shudhu tumar sathe.

Gotokal rate prai may be 3-4 month er pore tumar sathe phone e eto kotha bollam. Jodio kotha shuru hoyechilo ekta sad environment e. Tarpore so how eksomoi tumake happy korar shuru korlam. Tumar mukher hashita je onekdin shunina. R tai tumake hashanur jonno shuru korlam amar sei puranu dustami. Kintu, buker moddhe colchilo, ek osojjo jhor. Tumi r ashbena amar jibone, tumi seita clear kore bole dila. Tumi onar sathe regular phone e kotha bolcho, ami tumar jibon take complicated kore tulchi. Kotha ta ariye geleo buke tirer moto legeche. Tumake ektu valo rakhbo bole Dubai er bepar ta tumar sathe share korlam, just tumar ovhibekti ta bujar jonno. Tumi ki amake seikhane except koro naki. Dekhlam, tumi kushi hobe. So, ami aei chance ta nibo. Tobe, ekhon na. Tar age je amake onek kichu guchate hobe, nijeke bujanur sesh cesta korte hobe, tumar life ta jate ami complicated  na kore tuli. Janina, ami to shudu vhul kori, abar ki vhul korbo?

Amar main somossa holo, tumake chara ami thaktei parbona. Seita tumi jeikhanei jao, amar je seikhanei jete hobe. Dorkar hole Dubai teo jabo, tobe ekhon na. Age tumi r o nijeke guchiye nao. Jate amar jonno tumar kono khoti na hoi. Ami thakte parbo, amake niye. Amake niye vabar ekjon ache, seita hoccho tumi. Eta vebei shantite thakbo. Abar kosteo thakbo eta vebe, amar kolijar tukra r ekjoner sathe thakche. Kichu korar nei, tumar valor jonno amake je sob sojjo korte hobe.

Babu, prithibite amader ayu jotodin ache totodin amra bachbo. Amar cokher samne tumi r ekjoner sathe thakba, vabtei matha betha shuru hoye jai. Ekta manusher doirjo bole ekta kichu thake, jeita amar ektu beshi. Sei ami eto r doirjo dore tumar samner dingolor kotha vabte parchina. Hoyto, tumar deya aei kosto vhulte amake fire jete hobe puranu sei peshai. Tumake gotokal phone er ek porjaye ekta kotha bolechilam, Amar r Attosorman bole r kichui nei. Kotha ta tumi bujhte paroni. Bujbe 24 tarikher por. . . . .

Allahor kache sesh ekta pratthona. Jormodiner dine mane next Brihospoti bare jate tumake ek polok dekhte pai. Hoteo to pare, r kokhono dekha hobena. Aei wish ta jodi puron na hoi, tobe r ekbar amake Afsos korte hobe. Kintu, aei afsos ki amar konodin sesh hobe? 

Vhuler ki sesh nei?

15.10.2014

Vhul ki amar pichon charbena? Ami jeita valor jonno kori, seita keno sesh porjonto vhul bole promanito hoi? Sotti, eto vhul aei half life er jibone asholei mana jaina. Ekekta vhul aj amake kure kure khacche. Emon vhul korechi, ta shudranur rasta aj bondho, indirectly Babu bondho kore diyeche. Kichutei amar pokkhe somvhob na jodi se agree na hoi. Kintu, mon bolche sei asha kora gure-bali. Se to r nei ....

Aj saradin khub kharap keteche. Sarakhon nijeke bokaboki korechi, aei ami ki korlam? Ami janina keno ami emon korlam. Gotokal rate abar tumar sathe kotha holo. Kotha bolar ek porjaye abar tumake request korlam, amar kache cole ashte. Kintu, tumar pokkhe naki ta somvob noi. Sei kotha vebe aj saradin bishsoye katiyechi. Aei sei babu, jar rag komate amar koto ki korte hoto. Shiter rate mathe shuye thaktam campus er, bus stand er chipai jeye kotha boltam, na kheye thaktam, osostho holeo owshud khetam na .... shudhu ekta bar tar mukhe hashi shunbo bole. Nije vhul na koreo sorry boltam, tao jate kokhono apart hoye na thakte hoi tar theke. Sob chilo valobashar potirup, aj sei amar valobasha niye confused!!!

Mul kotha theke dure sore jacchi. Kothar ek porjaye tumi prosno korla, biyer age keno ami emon korini. Jobab dilam, jani sei jobabe tumar mon vhoreni. Vhorbeo na r, tumi je paltiye gecho babu. Jei babu, amake chara onno kono cheler kotha vabte partona, sei babu aj onar sathe life par kore debar cinta kore. Ekta baro mukh fute bolena, Apur moto amio korchi, kichu diner bepar. Etai to chilo tumar kache amar sesh request. Jani ami jolanjolite geleo tumar r kichui jai ashena. Tumar family tumar kache important. Otocho aei family e tumi sojjo na korar kotha.

Amar vabte r o obak lage. jei jaigai tumi tumar family k dislike korar kotha, olta ami amar family theke paliye beracchi. Tader kaoke amar sojjo hoina. R tai ekhane eshe osostho hoye pore achi. R tumi family er jonno amake kosto diccho, dao joto kushi. Mritto chara tumar pichone chuta amar bondho hobena.

Barbar kothai kothai bolo, amake vhule jao. Amar pokkhe r somvob noi. Kivabe paro eta bolte? Ektibar ki bolte ecche korena, tumi emon korona. Tumi jokhon bolba ami tokhoni cole ashbo. Ouff shudhui obak hoi. Sarakhon mathai bishsoyer ghur lege thake. Majhe majhe ecche kore, ami nij theke tumar onake phone kore sob boli. Kintu, abar pichone fire ashi.Kar jonno korbo, je kina amake jiggesh kore, AMI ASHTE NA CAILE KI JHUR KORE ANBA NAKI? Bah, amar kotha bolatai off kore dila. Thikito, tumi ashte na caileto amar pokkhe ana somvob noi tumake.

Kothar majkhane hotat JC er kotha ask korla keno eta bujhlam na. Amito nervous hoye gelam, JC abar ki boleche. R tai mukh foske ekta mitthe bole felechi, sotti eta ecchakrito chilona. JC er sathe amar FB e kotha hoi, amito MIG er password e vhule gechi. Kintu, keno MIG er kotha bollam tokhon!!! Tumi ekta tacchiller hashi dila, valoto bolla. Eto kharap lagchilo, na parchilam again sotti ta bolte tai. Saradin ekta ososti kaj koreche. Vebechilam pore phone e kotha hole sotti ta bolbo, but sotti bolte gele tumi abar mone korba, ekhono ami tumar sathe mitthe boli. R tai vebe dekhlam, kono ekdin jodi amar aei online dairy ta poro, tobo sotti ta jante parba.

Mathai ekta plan gurche. Kintu, r tumar sathe kono plan share korbona. Share korlei, sei plan tumi venghe dao na jenei. Shudu etotoko boli, ami budhoi tumar sathe r beshidin contact korte parbona. Ami nissho hoye gechi etogolo taka loose kheye, hoyto ekhon amar laptop+phone sell kore felte hobe. Tumar aeikhane achi ekhon mehman er moto, tumar jormodiner por thekei to ami change hoye jabo. Aei mone kosto peyechi Sylhet e jeye, sei kotha r ekdin bolbo jodi bece thaki.

Nijeke niye vhoi hoi, ekhon jodi ami cole / mara jai tobe to tumar eto kotha jana hobena. Ekjon bisshosto manush dorkar, jake ami aei blog er link ta dite parbo. Rezuan k deya jete pare, JC k to obosshoi. But, tara keo jodi aei diary ta pore tumake kingba amake onek kharap vabte pare. Ami sei sujug ta dite chaina. Tao hoyto na caileo dite hobe. Tumar moto onicchakrito ......  

Shitol Chuya ....

14.10.2014

Ami ekta jinish kheyal korlam, jokhoni ami ekdom venghe pori Tokhoni tumi amar pashe eshe darao. Amar mone shantir porosh buliye dao. Ek onabil proshantite monta vore jai. Kintu, tumar songsporsho ami pai khub olopo somoyer jonno. R tai, ek poshla bristy hoye eshe tumi borong sei buker tribo jalata r o bariye dao potibar.

Ekaki ekhane pore achi, ek othoibo jor podharter moto. Ektoko sokti nei tumar bashar samne jeye tumake ek polok dekhar cesta korbo. Ami sorboshanto hoye porechi. Ekekta din jacche r vhoi amake r o ghire dorche, ekekta din jaoa mane tumar aei desh theke cole jaoyar din ghoniye asha. Ami to ekhon nissho, tumar kachakachi amar ki r thaka hobe? Janina, aei kopale ki ache, r parchina etai sesh kotha.

Gotokal saradin tumake vhebe katiyechi. Rate r sojjo na korte pere Facebook gelam, tumake ekta sms pathabo bole. Likhlamo kichu text, porokkhone BACKSPACE er capai sob kotha delete kore dilam. Edaning aei ekta notun rug hoyeche. Tumake jokhon khub miss kori, tokhon onek kotha likhi sms korbo bole. Kintu, likhar pore mone hoi, na pathanuta thik hobena. 

Ek somoi bed ashlam, mobile niye vabchi tumar ki ekta bar amar sathe kotha bolte ecche korena? Etota nishthur tumi kivabe hola? Tumar number golor dike takiye chilam. Emon somoi (11:49 PM) dekhi, Aunty'r number theke call. Amito vhoi peye gelam, abar ki holo? Kintu, dekhlam MISSCALL. Buktate dhop kore ashar prodip jole othlo. Tumi na to !!! Sathe sathei call back korlam (12:29 sec. kothao bollam), but vhoye kotha bolchilam na valo kore, jodi Aunty hoi. Tumar golatao shurute kemon jeno chilo, bujte parchilam na. Oboseshe bujhlam, hmm eta amar babu. Ouff ki je shanti. Kotodin pore amar Babur voice ta shunlam. Shuna matroi, Musarof Karimer moto "Abege Kandailaichi" :D ......

Etota emoitional hoye porechilam je, tumake abar ku-montrona deya shuru korlam. Asole oigolo chilo amar moner kotha, kintu tumake to janate caini. Isshhh sob bole dilam, tumake r o kosto dite. Tumar ammu, Shoyeb vai er kotha bolla and tader jonnoi tumi emon korcho eta amake janala. Na, amar kono rag nei. Keno rag korbo, tumi valo thako etai to cai. Sob dosh oi mon er. Aei montai kichutei mante caina.

Tumar sathe dekha korte cailam, kintu tumi naki eka ber hote parbana. Apu or Ltl.Apu thakbe sathe. Jei thakuk tate kono somossa nei. Ami shudu dur theke tumake ekbar dekhte cai. Kotodin dekhina tumake. Ami jani, thikmoto na kheye tumi abar sukiye gecho. Friday te tumi dekha korba bolla, pore amake confirm korba. Ekhon shudhu opekkha korchi. Tumake dekhte parbo to??? 

Vhule Jaoa ki Etoi Sohoj !!!

12.10.2014

Kosto j kotota voyanok jontronadayok hote pare ta ami aj besh bujhte parchi. Sarakhon mone hoi, aei buker moddhe jolche, dom bondo kora betha, majhe majhe vahbi eto kosto niye keno beche achi? Emon ek kosto ja vuktovhugi chara r keo e bujhbena. Mojar bepar hocche, amake sei kosto sara jibon boye berate hobe, jemon kore amar babu bole "Shara jibon onar sathe katate hobe, kichui korar nei"

Vabte khub obak lage, ekta manush ke eto valabashar poreo kivabe se bole amar valobashai khut ache! Kivabe se manush ta pare, valobashar manusher kotha na vebe onnoder kotha vabte? Asolei aei juge sobai practical hoye geche. Ami e kebol ekhono emotional roye gelam. Kintu, tai bole amar jonno kono tan thakbena, ekta baro amake bolbe na, ami tumar kachei fire ashbo. Doirjo doro. Minimum aei kotha ta bole ki ekta manush k sopno dekhiye sostho thate deya jaina?

Jedin babur biye holo, dorei niyechilam take ami haralam. Kintu, nah abar ami sopno dekhlam amar babur kotha shune. Shei babu, aj amake abar bole vhule jao amake. Sotti, kaoke sopno dekhanu sohoj. Kothai jeno porechilam, "Kaoke Odhikar diye sei odhikar kere neoyata Nisthurota". Asolei tai, amar sathe tumi nisthorota korecho. Tobu, kichui bolar nei. Tumake je ami valobashi, tumar jonnoi j ami baki jibon opekkha korbo. Sopno na dekhle ami je sesh hoye jabo. Jodio sesh hobar r baki nei. Ami decision niye niyechi.

Babu, tumar jormodin tar jonno opekkha korchi. Oi din tumar aei prithibite agomon hoyechilo, r er porer din tumar Tarzan name manush take r keo khuje pabena.

Tumar mone ache, biyer age tumi family er kotha bole biyeta korechila. Ami tumake onek mana korechi, shunoni amar kotha. Biyer pore aj 6 mash pore abar sei family er dohai diye onar kachei fire jaccho. Bolte paro, ki dorkar chilo etogolo din tumi kosto paoyar? Shimu to dibbi ache, tumio tai thakta. Ishh, amari vhul hoyeche. Hobiganj e amar thakatai thik hoini, aei jonnoi nijer poti r o genna ashe. Er sasti to petei hobe. Tumi to janoi, ami sorir k kosto diye vhuler praschitro kori. Ebaro tai korbo. 24 tarikhe tumake sob bolbo.

Nijeke ami hajar bar jiggesh kori, babu ke ami ki valobashlam eto bochor dore? Hajar bari ottor ashe, tumar valobashar manush ke tumi bujate paroni she tumar jiboner ki. Aeito October mash r kichudin pore sesh hoye jabe, dekhte dekhte December cole ashbe. Babu, onar hath dore cole jabe amar theke onek dure. R ami Tarzan ta bokar moto tar poth ceye thakbo ..... Hoyto vor dupure mathai ekrash Gham niye tar cinta kore tokhono. Attosorman bole kichu nei r, sei kotha onnodin likhbo :'(

Aj Ami Boroi Nissho

11.10.2014

Prithibite, beche thakata oneker sopno, abar oneke joto taratari pare cole jete cai. But, dui pokkhoi to manush. Kintu, vaggho namok jaigai emon kichu likha thake, ja tader jibon take sukhomoi or durbishoho kore tole. Aj ami keboli ekjon nissho manush. Amar pashe keo nei, beche thakata nirotthok. Majhe majhe vabi, koto imporatnt manush mara jai, R amar moto ekta jongal cole gele to shudu prithibir na, Babur prithibitao shantipurno hoto. Khub dishehara hoye pori jokhon aeivabe cinta kori.

Valobasha niye ajkal vhabi. Valobashar jonno manush koto ki kore. Oneke mukhe bollei, onnojon sei valobasha bissash kore ney. R oneker jonno jiboner soto sopno bishorjon diyeo valobasha prove kora somvob hoina. Jemon, aj amar mone hocche sotti valobashar nikot aj ami porajito holam. Dirgo 5 year dore ekjon k valobasha bujate parini, Goto 6 mash doreo parini, ekhono parchina. Ekhono tar mone hoi, amar valobashate KHUT ache. Mitthe noi, valobashate khut ache, R tai sei valobasha k 100% pure korte baki jibon ami Praschitto kore jabo. Mrittor ager dineo jate ekbar shuni, Na tumar valobasha mitthe chilona. Eta chara je aei jibone amar r kichui caoyar nei. Ami buje gechi, ami decide kore niyechi amar porinoti.

 Amar bepare vebechi cesta korbo, joto kom kotha bola jai. Karon, noito pore aei lekha golo pore ami nijei onek kosto pabo. Koster kotha srity korte nei, srity keboli jontronamoi. Amar dirgo 5 year srity aj amake kurekure khai. Nijeke grina koreo charte parina, khun kore felte ecche hoi. But, Allah may be amake r o shasti deyar jonnoi baciye rekhechen. So, mukh buje sojjo kora chara amar hate r kichui nei.

Tumar sathe naki JC er onek kotha hoyeche. Tumar aei change er pichone naki karon ache, but amake bollona. Bollo, vaia shudu eta jeno tumar babu valo nei, abar tar kichu koraro nei. Tobe, amar naki corom berthota, tumake ajo ami amar valobasha bujate parini. R tai tumar majhe ekhono amar valobasha niye sondheho, amar jonno vableo hoyto amakei r caona. Amio vebe dekhlam ekta jinish. Eto valobashi tumake seita jodi nai bujhate parlam, tumake eto jontrona dicchi keno ami? Keno barbar tumake fire pete cacchi jekhane tumi decide kore niyecho Shara jibon onar sathei thakba. Jani, eksomoi tumi vhulei jaba tumar jonno kono ekta manush diner por din opekkha kore, kostokor ekta jibon japon korche. Ortho, pachurjo manushke dukkho vhuliye dei.

Tuimi naki decide kore niyecho Oi barite jaba and oni ashle Dubai ow cole jaba. Oikhane oni r tumi aste aste maniye niye notun jibon shuru korba. Saradin onar jonno ranna korba, tumader baby er jotno niba, aste aste songsharer mayai joriye jaba. Amio cai tai hok. Ami r tumake kichui na bolar try korbo, dekhi amake tumi koto kosto dite paro kingba ami koto kosto sojjo korte pari.

Koto kichu likhbo vebechilam. Kintu, nah cokh amar kotha shunche na. Edaning cokh duita kokhon j eto pani niye ashe, ter e paina. Thiki to lukiye lukiye koto kadha jai. R tai bashar keo dekhe felle bolte hoi, na Cokhe problem, khali pani ashe. :D

Valo thako tumi, valo rakho tumar family k. Ami kokhonoi tumar attar manush hote parini. So, amar jonno noi, tumar family'er jonnoi tumi cinta korba etai pottasha kori. Tarzan gele somossa nei, tumake songo deyar jonno r ekjon ache. Tumar family ache, orai tumake sokti dibe, sob vhuliye dibe. Amake tumi sesh porjonto hariyei dila :'(