Sesh Lorai Colche .....

30.12.2014

Dumketur moto hotat hotat asha-jaoa ki shuru holo? Shudu tumar khetre noi, hoyto amar khetreo hobe shuru. NIssho houyar jukita niye nilam. Ami r parchina. Hoi ekebare rastai boshbo noito ja ceyechi, tar kachakachi jabo. Kintu, tiltil kore ami morte parbona.

Babu, sedin phone kore Rummon er sathe kotha bolar nam kore naki amake phone korechile, erporer din call diba boleo dilana. Jani, manage korte paroni. Kintu, sei din theke shudu tumar phone er opekkhai achi. Amar opekkha sesh hoina, hobe ki kokhono? Hmm hobe jedin sob chere cole jabo. Janina, she din ta kobe ashbe.

Goto 3-4 din khub tension e achi. Tumar vabna niye buk vora kosto, R tumar name dora sesh baji. Harle ekebarei sesh, R jitleo temon kichu hobena. Tobe, hobe kichu ekta. Kintu, tumake bolbona. Tumake bole ami ja kichui kori, ta r finishing touch chute parena. Sei jonnoi, ebar end houyar porei tobe tumake janabo. Janabo??? Vebe dekhte hobe.

Ebar r somoi katchena. Ek ek ta din jeno katcheina. Sotti, somoi e jacchena. Buke je koto kosto, koto betha, keo bujena. Amar kosto bujar ekjon manush, R se to tumi. Amar valo-mondo bujar ekjon manush, se tumi. Sei manush tar buke jokhon eto kosto, nijer kolijateo kapon ashe sei bethar. Ouff, 10 tarikh kobe ashbe. Amar babuta ektu sosthi pabe!

Tumar dingolo kemon katche? Ager theke ki ektu savabik hoyecho Naki sei ager motoi? Amake ki ager motoi valobasho naki aste aste r o sokto hoccho? Potibar emon kore amader majhe ekta biroti pore, R tumake ami notun rupe dekhi. Sei jonnoi aei mone onek vhoi. Ebar abar temon kichu gotte jacchenato?

Janina, ki hobe. Shudu jani, tumar songsporsho kingba tumar pashe thakar sujog jototoko pabo, sui hath vore nibo. Tumar mukhe hasi futanur jonno, buke pathor cepe tumake hashabo. Tumar mon kharap dur korar jonno, ami valo achi dekhabo. Tumake thikmoto khaoya-daoya koranur jonno, khaoya niye aei ekta mitthe caliye jabo. Sob valo hok tumar, sostho thako babu :'(

Valo achoto Tumi?

25.12.2014

Aj jotota na tumar kotha vebe kharap lagchilo, taro beshi tumar voice ta shunte ecche korchilo? Mone hocchilo koto bochor tumar sei golar sor, misty hashita shunina. Aj sondhai tumi bashai eshecho. Amar kosto golote owshud lagiye dile, jontrona ta 5 ta minute er jonno vhule gelam. Kintu, tumi valo achoto?

Tumar voice ta kemon jani laglo? Valo kore jiggesh ow korte parlam na, Ki hoyeche? Kichu ekta hoyeche, eta ami sure. Sei jonnoi jante khub ecche hocche. Oni deshe eshechen sei 18 tarikh and aj 25 tarikh. Etodin oi barite chila, kichuto nischoi hoyeche. Tumake niye je amar boddo cinta hoy. Aei buker majhe jodi konodin joriye dori apon kore, tao sei cinta sesh hobena. Eto beshi valobashi, etto etto je tumake peyeo hoyto tokhono harabar vhoi ghire thakbe amake.

Ki korbo, bujte parchina. Oni 10 tarikhe cole jabe. Tar age amar oikhane jaoya ki thik hobe? Jabona bolei to ctg cole ashlam. Kintu, thakte to parchina. Agamikal comilla jete pari, Robibare dhakai jete hobe. Janina, comillai jaoyar por nijeke control korte parbo naki.

Babu re, amar je vishon kosto hocche. Tumake bolte parina, vitore vitore soite je amar r o beshi kosto bere jai. Tumar kache sob boli, R tai nijer koster kotha bolte jeyeo bolte parina. Jani, ete tumar kosto r o barbe. Ouff, eto bukhe betha kore keno? Eto kosto theke to more jaoa valo, Morina keno? :'(

Tumi R 2 din thakb may be, but phone korte parba naki ta sure na. Ouff, khub osthir lagche. Ecche korche ki je kori :@ Ekdom sojjo hoina :'( :'(

Eto Kosto keno Babu?

23.12.2014

Babu, ami je R parchina. Kichutei nijeke control korte parchina. Ecche korche ekkhoni abar tumar oikhane cole jai. Ohhh, ki j kosto, ki je jontrona, keo nei bujar. Amar je vishon kosto hocche. Babu, amake khoma koro, ami bece thakte tumake emon kosto pete dekhte hocche. Allah, emon sasti keno dile amake?

Jani tumi valo nei. Khub kharap acho. Sarakhon bukta jolche, tumi valo nei bolei. Tumar sathe je amar attar badhon, tumar kichu hole ami thik ter pai. Jokhon tumi amar kotha beshi vabo, ami bujte pari. Eto valobasho amake, R tai eto kosto tumar. Ouff keno je tumake valobasha sikhate giyechilam. Tahole aj tumar jibonta emon hotona. Sob amar dosh. Nijeke ami konodin khoma korte parbona. Sotti babu, ami emon caini. Amar sob sopno, amar sob future plan, sob kichutei tumi chile. R aj sob venghe amar cokher samne tumar emon kosto dekhte hocche. Bolo, ki kore ami valo thaki?

Ami jani, baki jibon kanna koreo, eka thekeo aei paper sasti hobena amar. Tao ami emon sasti pete raji, jodi tumi emon na thako. Tumake emon manai na, sei jonno goto 6 ta bochor tumar mukhe hashi futanur apran cesta kore gechi. Jani ami bertho, tao kharap rakhini eta ami jani. Ami cai, tumi valo thako, shudu happy thako. Aei jibone r kicchu caoyar nei. Tumake na pai, tumi valo thaklei amar sei kosto kichu holeo kombe.

Sob buji, mon to bujena. Ki je osojjo jontrona hocche. Ouff babu, ekti bar tumake joriye dore jodi kadte partam, ekti bar tumar mukh ta dekhte partam :'( 

Allah, amar babutake emon koste rekhona :'(

Kemon acho babu?

20.12.2014

Kemon acho babu? Khub kosto hocche taina? Ami ki kosto pacchi, ami jani amar ceyeo tumar beshi kosto hocche. Ami tumar emon valobashar manush, ceye ceye dekhchi tumar kosto. Tumake ciniye anar sahosh toko amar nei. Tumar opor jur korbo ki kore? Tumake ciniye anar kotha vablei tumar oi kotha ta mone pore jai "Ami jodi ashte na chai, tumi parbena amake jur kore nite"

Babu, kothai acho tumi? Tumar barite naki Habiganj e? Khub jante ecche hocche. Ishh tumake khub dekhte ecche hocche. Kosto cepe rakha je ki kosto, keo bujbena jotokhon se emon situation e na porbe. Shuye shanti nei, khabar mukhe jaina, sarakhon tumar cinta. Ki korcho tumi? Thikmoto khaccho to? Ishh ektibar jodi phone dita, tumar voice ta shuntam. Tao hoyto ektu sosthi petam. Kintu, jani sei souvaggho amar nei.

Aj sokale comilla theke ctg cole ashchi. Besh bujte parchilam, ami jodi comilla thaki tobe must 2-1 diner moddhe ami abar habiganj e cole jabo. Tumar jonno oi more sarakhon opekkha kortam. Ek polok dekhar jonno. Abar tumar kosto golo ami dighun kore ditam. R emon korte caina bolei ctg cole eshechi. Tao jate tumi ektu holeo valo thako. Kosto se to amar nijeri toiri, so amakei ekaki purte hobe, kadte hobe.

Babu, ki korbo ami? Ami j parchina. Vishon kosto hocche, vishon :'(

Pura Gondho Pacchi ....

18.12.2014

Aj sei 18 tarikh. Ajke tumar oni BD te eshechen. Ekhon tumi onar sathe. Hoyto, kichu age eksathe dinner korecho. Hoyto, duijone or sobai mile ekhon kotha bolcho. Kingba, onnora jur kore tumader ghumate patiye diyechen. Jani tumar cokhe ghum nei. Tumar majhe shudui ekta atongko, ekta vhoi. Sei jorota tumake sob kichu theke odhasin rekhei coleche. R tai tumar kosto golo shudu mukti pete caiche.

Vitor ta pure jacche. Pocondo betha hocche buke. Ouff, eto kosto keno? Tumake eto valobashi, tao emon drissho amake dekhte hocche. Tumar cokhe asru and mone vishon kosto, emon situation e tumake dekhte hocche. Ouff, sojjo kora jaina. Valobashar manusher emon cehera dekhar khomota kono premiker nei. Jodi thake, tobe se asolei valobashe ni. Ami to tumake procondo valobashi, kokhono bujate giyechi, abar kokhono nije kosto cepe mone mone valobasha jomiye rekhechi.

Babu, kemon kore ami thakbo? Amar je vishon kosto hocche. Mone hocche, amar vitore agun jolche, sob pure jacche. Kemon kore thakbo ami? Na parchi tumake kache ante, na parchi tumar kache tumake vikkhe caite, na parchi tumake emon situation e dekhte, na parchi ....... Ouff.

Aei 20 kingba r o beshi din amar ki emon korei jabe. Ami ki emon cotfot kore jabo. Bethai kokabo kintu kaoke bujteo dite parbona. Allah, emon sasti keno dile amake? Onek beshi pap kingba onnai hoyto korechilam, tar sasti Allah emonvabe dicchen amake. R papir sathe thakle valodero sasti pete hoi. Tumio paccho. Amar oporadher sasti tumio paccho, boloto eta kemon kore mani?

Kosto hocche

khub kosto hocche

eto kosto

onek kosto

sob kichu tumake eto valobashi bole :'(

Tao cai, tumi normal jibone fire jao. Amar jonno tumar jibon ta nosto korona. Onek valo thako babu :'(

Kosto shudu berei coleche ......

16.12.2014

Goto dui din dore ami comilla te. Ami comilla te esechi, tumar sathe dekha korar jonno! Othocho tumakei janaini. Tumar sathe dekha korte esechi bolei, tumake etobar request korechilam Tumi ki ber hoba naki? But, tumar problem R tai mukh fute bolte parchina. Bolte parchina bolei comilla te boshe achi.

Khub ecche korche Hobiganj e jai and abar sei tumar poth ceye boshe thaki. Kintu, onek koste nijeke control korchi. Bukta jole jacche, tao nijeke atkiye rakhchi comillar flat e. Ami caina, tumar moner kosto golo r o bariye dite. Amake dekhlei tumi r oshanto hoye porbe. Gotobar jei vhul korechi, dekho ebar R ami sei vhul korbona.

Jano, jedin rate tumi bolla oni 20 diner chutite ashche, Shunei koste kede othechilam. Vebechilam, tumi R 20 din porei onar sathe cole jaba. Sei jonnoi R o beshi kosto hocchilo. Saradin koto kosto peyechi, hoyto kedechio janina. Jokhon gotokal sondhai shunlam, ekhon just passport ready hobe. Jete jete r o 2-3 mash lagbe, shune keno jani ektu sosthi lagche. Koto kharap ami dekhecho, tumi R o BD te thakba shune ami koto happy! Kintu, ki korbo? Tumi eto dure cole jaba, R ami ekhane ki kore thakbo?

Janina, agami 20 ta din amar kivabe katbe. Besh to amake bujala, dore nao amar problem, tai contact korte parchina. Hmm dorei nite hobe. Dore niyei kosto vhular oshomo lorai caliye jabo. Ouff, eto kosto keno? Abar, sei der masher kosto shuru hobe, hoyto baki jiboner jonno.

Goto dairy post e tumake bolechilam, tumar ami exam nibo. Valobashar exam. Kintu, vebe dekhlam, etao thik hobena. Tai, ami ekhon cai, tumi exam e fail koro. Tumi onek sukhi hoye amake happy koro. Tumar mukhe jate ovinoy kora hashita na dekhi. Sabolil hashi, jei hashi ami dekhe esechi goto 6 year .....

Babu, agamikal tumi oi barite cole jaba. Aei matro call dila, but phone back korte parlam na. Porita kanna korche, tai sobai sojag and birokto. Sei jonnoi tumar sathe kotha bolte parlam na. Ouff, kosto r o bere gelo. More jete ecche kore khub. R noito ekhan theke onek dure cole jete. At least shantimoto kadte parbo, tumar kotha vabte parbo, kosto golo niye nijer majhe thakte parbo. Kobe je sei somoi ashbe amar jibone ...

Jani, tumar onek kosto hocche. Amar thekeo tumar kosto beshi. Kintu, tao cai tumi valo thako, onek valobashi tumake :( 

Count Down Start .....

13.12.2014

Amra sukh khub olpo somoyer jonno pai and dukkher somoita hoi dirgo. Aei kothata ageow bolechi tumake, aei diary te. Goto 1 masher opor onek sosthite chilam, tumi pashe chile bole. Tumar voice ta poti rate shunte petam bole. Tumar hashigolo amai chuye jete bole. Tumar jonno opekkha ta tumake peye purnota peto bole. Kintu, sukher somoye Joti porte jacche.

Amar monta jei voye etodin vitore vitore gumre morchilo, sei somoy cole esheche. Count DOWN sesher dike. Oni agami Brihospotibare (18.12.2014)ashtechen and 20 diner chutite. Gotokal rate tumake confirm korlen and tumi amake. Shunei kokhon jeno cokher kon beye ek rashi somodrer deo chute ashlo. Parlam na phone ta dore rakhte. R line kete dilam. Tartari thik kore nijeke abar phone dilam. Tumake ami amar kono kosto dekhate caina. Shudu cai, tumi vabo Ami valo achi.

Tumar kache R kokhonoi mukh fute kichu caibona. Tumi ja dibe tai nibo. Tumake R kosto dibona. Tumake R bolbona fire asho amar kache. Amar valobasha jodi sotti hoi, tobe kono ekdin tumi ashbai, etai amar driho bissash. Dekhi, tumar ekta exam niye. Jei exam er kotha tumi janbena. Jei exam colbe uito moner majhe. 10 year keno, ami sara jibon opekkha korbo sei exam er result er jonno. Khub je ecche korche, tumi sei exam e pass koro.

Ami jani, ebar oni ashle tumake sotti change hote hobe. Karon, ebar kono masher basis e tumi onar sathe thakte jacchona. Ebar jaccho, masher por mash, hoyto sara jiboner jonno. Jetai hok, shudu cai tumi sukhi hou. Ami tumar jiboner 9 ta mash nosto korechi, R eki vhul korte caina. Ebar ontoto cesta korbo, tumake kono ku-montrona na dite. Cesta korbo, Habiganj e na jeye thakte. Tumi jaoyar por jabo. Abar hariye jabo sei sob dingolote. Amar shurur diker diary er likha golo porle jante parbe, tumake vhule thakte amake koto kosto korte hoi. Tao parina, ami here jai.

Onek vabi, and nijeke onek boka dei. Ami caina, tumake amar future plan or amar somporke kichu bolte. Amar kostogolo amar kachei rakhte cai. Kintu, tumar sathe phone e kotha bollei sob vhule jai. Kothar fake fake nijer kosto, osukh etc etc bole feli. Pore eto rag hoi. Ami jani, tumi amar thekeo beshi kosto paccho. Tumar mone eke amake niye cinta, taropor onno r ekjoner oposthiti. Kintu, janina er solution ki. Khub cai tumake aei obostha theke oddhar korte. Ishh ami jodi mara jetam, tahole somadan hoto. At least amake niyeto R vabte hotona. Ami more giye tumake hoyto ektu sosthi diye jete partam.

R matro koekta din, tarpor tumar R amar poth ki alada hoye jabe? January mashe tumi cole jaba amar theke onek dure. Ami ki amar kotha rakhte parbo? Tumake je ami kotha diyechilam ekta. Parbo to ami rakhte? Kintu ki vabe? Taka golo fire pacchina, onno kono way ow dekhchina. Kintu, jani amake partei hobe. In Sha Allah ami parbo. Tumi cole gele oi ekta plan niyei je amake beche thakte hobe.

Onek onek mon kharap babu amar. Sotti, khub kanna pacche. Shuye shuye tumar kotha vabchilam. Vablam, ektu dairy likhi. tai aei ratei boshlam. Babu, phone e to bolte parbona, tai ekhane boli. Babu, bukhta fete jacche, ami kivabe thakbo tumake chara ..... :'( :'( :'(