23.07.2015
Sesh hoye elo amar somoi gonona. Shuru hoye gelo amari exam. Tumar exam nite jeye aj ami nijei exam er samne dariye gelam. Aj theke shudui opekkha. Aj theke shudhui kostogolo cepe rekhe sei dintir jonno opekkha. Hoy mritto noito tumar fire asha. Janina, kunta amar kopale ashbe age. Aj aei dintate eshe sotti nijer future niye ami nijei hotash.
Sondha 6 ta baje. R matro 5 ta ghonta. Erpor tumi cole jaba amar theke onek dure. Ashaba to fire? Nah, mukh fute r bolbona. Tumar kosto bare. Tumake kosto dei, ja shune kingba korle, ta korleow tumake janabona. Tumake kosto deoya mane je nijeke kosto deoya. Tarceye nijer koster sathe niribili boshobash koratai sreo. Kintu, kivabe ami thakbo?
Sei dingolo khub mone porche. Jokhon tumar biye holo, tumi onar sathe chila. R ami ki korechilam (amar shurur post golote ache) sei somoi kosto vhulte. Kotota abnormal hoye gechilam. Nijeke ondhokare thele diyechilam. Ek ek ta din katiyechi tribbo jontronai R tumar sathe kore giyechi sostho manusher achoron. Hoyto sei dingoloi abar fire ashbe. Hoyto ebar r sesh hobena jotodin tumi onar sathe thakba.
Jano babu, sediner tumar kothagolo khub mone porche. Tumi amar jonno 5-10 year ow opekkha korte raji acho, jodi ami tumar exam nei. Otocho aj dekho, sei exam ami e dite jacchi. Keno jacchi, kono folafol hoyto pabona. Kintu, ektai to jibon. Ami jodi savabik jibone fire jai, to ki hobe? Busy hoye jabo, r o kharap hoye jabo. Tarceye tumake niye pore thaki, etai valo hobe. At least onno vabna ashbena, hoyto thikthak moto thakbo buker majhe etto etto kosto niye. Dekhi, ami jiboner aei exam e ki result pai.
Aj onek kotha bolbo, onek na bola kotha ja r konodin bola hobena. Bola hobena, babu tumar tarzan tar sotti onek kosto hoi tao tumake bujhte deina. Jokhon se nijeke control korte pare, tokhon tumar majhe birokti anar jonno tumar opochonder jinishgolo kore. Job chere dilam, jani onek rag korecho. Oi je bollam tumar birokti hote pare amar theke tumar dure sore jaoyar opai. Thik jemonti tumi majhe majhe amar sathe koro. Etto staright answer dao, koste mushre pori. Jotobar ask korechi, ashba to fire? Bolecho, nah, r ashbona. Shudui amake nirash korar jonno. Kintu, amar mon bole tumi amar kosto komabai. Janina, mon ja bole ta tumi korbe kina.
Goto sondhai ektu kotha hoyechilo. Rate phone diba boleo daoni. Bashai onek guest plus kisher jeno jamela bolla. R kono kotha hoini tumar sathe. Hate ache r matro 5 ta ghonta. Tumar voice ta ki shuna hobena? Amake eto kichu theke miss korabe? Ekhono naki bus e tumi, sms diyechila. Hoyto etokhone fufur bashai pouchecho. Somoi hobe ki amake ekta phone korar? Ami j ekhane chotfot korchi. Sara rat keteche nirghum, sara sokal dupur shudu ektu porpor mobile ta hate niye dekhechi, kono sms ki ashlo?
Babu jano, aj vishon ecche korchilo oi loktake ekta call kori. Tarsei baje oktigolo take firiye diye tar manoshik jontrona bariye dei. Tumake ki bolbo tar bola sei kothagolo? Na thak, jei loktar sathe thakte hobe tumake tar mukhe aeisob kotha shunle tumar grinna r o barbe. Thakna take chere dilam tumar jonno. Kintu, take sotti manoshik ekta pain dite ecche korche. Tao maf kore dilam tumar jonno.
Khub kosto hocche, keo bujbena. Tumi sotti bolecho, ami asolei baccha hoye gechi. Bacchader moto kadchi, cinta-vabna golo tao taderi moto. Tumi bujbena aj theke tumi amar jibonta ki kore dila. Sobsomoi shudu family er kotha vebecho. Aei ekta munusher jonno shudu aralei cokher jol felo, ami tumar secret hoyei roilam sarata jibon.
Goto 20 tarikhe tumar sathe last meet korte giyechilam. Etake meet na bole vaggher opor chere diyechilam. Amra duijonei jantam na asolei dekha hobe naki. Sristikorta amader ebarer jonno last meet up korte diben naki. Erporer din sokal 10tar dikeo jantam na asolei tumar sathe ami ekaki dekha korchi.
21/07/2015 - vagghoke donnobad dei. Tumar sathe dekha holo ekaki. Cole geclam amader safe place e. Duijoner kostogolo, dustamigolo, kichu na bola kotha, future er kotha, share holo sei 3 ghonta somoyer moddhe. Hate mehedi diyecho, kotto sundor lagchilo. Mukh fute bollam na, koidin porei jaba onar kache, oni boluk. Tumar mukher spotgolow cole geche, eta niyeo kichu bollam na. Oni bolbe. Asole sotti bolte, spotgolo chilo bole ami onek happy chilam. Amar babu safe e ache, ami shudu dekhbo tumake. Ami shudu jani amar babur sundorjo. Kintu, tumi othepore lagla clean face er jonno, and sofol. Ekhon to tumar theke keo cokh e firate parbena. Ami nijei to parina, takiye thaki R tumi lojjai matha nuiye nao. Ki dekho, lojja lagena na buji, tumar sei great dialogue. Tarpor sopnomoi somoyer somapti. Tumake diye ashlam tumar gontobbe. R ami fire ashlam amar room e. Tumake chere ashtei ecche korchilona, sei jonno 22 tarikheo thakbo thik korlam.
22 tarikh sara sokal tumar opeekhai chilam R bichanai shuye shuye ki hocche ta bujar try korchilam. Vabnar sathe cokher panirao jorjor jorchilo. Onekdin por emon jhum bristy dekhlam. Ekta jinish kheyal korlam, sedin thik emon bristy hoyechilo jedin tumi amake firiye diyechile.
Oboseshe dupure amake phone korla and amio sathe sathe tumar bashar samne oposthit. Tumi bolechila tumar chade otte, amio ceyechilam ektu jodi tumar hath ta dorte pari kingba tumar gayer gran ta. Nah, thik tokhoni ammu baire elen, amar chade otha holona. Sei 13th march er moto sei eki jaygai dariye tumake dekhlam. Nil jama porecho, hatcho olosh vonghite. Pa diye bristy er pani narcho, keo ekjon chade otheche kotha bolcho, sob valo lagche, moner khatai gethe rakhchilam. Abar kobe dekhbo ki jani? R dariye thakte parchilam na, cokhgolo jalaton shuru korlo. R tai ami e agei bollam hater esharai, jao. Tumi hath nere bidai dila. Ebar tumar cokh vijte dekhlam na. Hoyto vijechilo ami dekhte paini, cokher obostha ta valona.
Sedin ow thakte mon caichilo. Kintu, nah tumi bolla cole jete, thik sediner moto. Barbar mone hocchilo sei dintai ki amar life e 2nd bar repeat hoye ashlo? Eki jinish, eki bebohar pelam tumar kach theke. Cokhgolo ke boddo besto rekho thki sare 4 tai beriye porlam tumar theke dure cole ashar pothe. Sara rasta ekta ghurer moddhe chilam. Ki kore nijeke control korbo, ki kore tumake na bujiye kostogolo niye kothao hariye jabo. Eta chara amar opai nei and tumakeo bola jabena.
Rat 11 tai flight. Fufur basha theke jaba. Dirgonissash kingba ekta bibrom amake kothai jeno hariye nicche barebar. Janina, abar kobe likhte boshbo, adho likhar moto obosthai thakbo naki. Sei jonno eto kotha bolechi eto kosto niye. Keno likhechi? Hoyto emni, nijeke ektu jahir korar jonno. Jei valobasha diye tumake amar kore rakhte parini, sei valobashar berthotar kothagolo shunate ceyechi.
Moddho dupure jokhon tumar sathe dekha kore ashchilam, pa colchilona. Nijeke prithibir srestho looser mone hocchilo. Matha nichu kore ek ek ta kodom felchilam, R nijeke grinna korchilam. Ami here gelam babu. Jibon juddhe herei gelam. Amar valobashar kache here gelam. Tumi khoma kore dio amake.
Joto durei thaki, jekhanei thaki, tumi robe amar mone, amar sei Jeni hoye. Prithibita goal, hoyto tumar nijer sohorei amake khuje paba notun ek ceherai. Valo theko, nijer sorirer jotno nio. Mone acheto, amar jonnoi tumar sostho thakte hobe? Valobashar manush ke valobashei bolei opekkhar somoye nijeke vashiye dibo. Ashbeto amake tene tulte?
I love you Jeni. Onek valobashi tumake, konodin bujate parini. Aei sesh sujugta hatchar korbona. Valo theko, r likhte parchina. Allah hafiz babu :'(
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