Puranu cinta abar ki samne ashbe?

22.10.2016

Onekdin dorei kichu likhbo. Onek kichu likhar ache. But, ekta didha kaj kore ekho. Jedin jante parlam tumi diary ta porecho. Janina puro diary tai porecho naki only ager ongshotoko. Jeitokoi poro, amar opor je tumar onek rag ta besh bujte parchi. Sei jonnoi arale rakhi diary er prosongota. Tao kichu likhbo aj.

Ki likhbo, FB e lekha kothagoloi ekhane likhe rakhlam. Babu, tumi ki abar shuru korla? Abar sei eki kotha, ekivabe amake abar tumi aghat korte caccho? Ami johoni sob kichu guchiye niye asi, jokhoni vabi aei buji opekkha sesh hobe, tokhoni tumi abar pichone sore jaba? Ami moteo oguchalu vabina, sobkichu vabi. Specially negeative tai besi tumi eta jano. Kintu negative er vire positive ta pai bolei to sob kichu ghuciye opekkhai royechi. R tumi abar shei puranu soto dore taan diccho?

Tumake ami keno bujate parchina, ami onnoder moto noi. Amar pokkhe somvob noi, tumake chara. Hmm ami hoyto ekhon ektu paltiyechi, kintu tumake chara ajo ki ektuo vabte pari. Ami bolle tumi rag korbe, tao boli. Sob kichui to tumar jonno kori. Na bolchina oi past e ja korechi tumar oikhane, sob depression theke korechi. Ami decide kore niyechi, tumake petei hobe, seita time lagle laguk. And, ami life niye deep cintao kori. Taito dhaka thekei sob settle korchi, jate kono somoi tumi amar lackings na pao. Jate gadhami na bole eksomoi bolo, sotti tumi amake eto valabsho babu. Oi ekti kotha shunbo bolei to eto kosto kore jacchi. Kintu, jokhoni tumi amake onno cinta korte bolo, tokhon kemon lage boloto? Amio to ekta manush, tumi keno barebar sob seshe ese emon kore bolo?

Tumar kotha ami sunechi naki ekdin bujba. Tumar sob kotha suni bolei ekhono ami achi, ekhono tumakei dinrat vabi, ekhono tumar kotha deoya kotha dore din par korchi. Sudu ekbar dekhei bujta, ami tumar sob kotha kotota mullayon kori. Hmm kichu jinish hoyto tumake hurt koreche, but amito tumar sathe contact na thaklei emon hoye jai. Nijer opor control thakena. Sei jonnoi always dure thekeo kache takar try korechi, korei jacchi.

Basai ki again jamela? Again oi bari theke kono news? Naki se kichu boleche? Gotokal onekbar try korlam sms pathate, giyechilo? Mbl e charge na thakle ki sms jaina?

Babu, tumi always right vabo. But, sob vabar majheo kichu vhul thake, kichu manush thake jara vhul proman kore dei. So, please aeivabe na vebe amar moto ektibar vabo. Jahid chapol ora stl hoyeche bole amakeo same hote hobe? Amioto hobo, jokhon tumar amake opkkha koranu sesh hobe. Aei kotha ta shudu amar noi, amader duijoneri. Somoi lagbe, laguk. Aei jibone aei ekta kaj ontoto thik moto kori. Amar poti amar nijeri aei caoya. So please babu aeivabe vebona. Ami achi babu always. Love u so much.

Valo thako babu. Tayat o valo thakuk. Tmra duijone valo thaklei ami valo. Miss u duijonkei.