Sob Cesta Britha Holo

30.09.2014

Manush jokhon kono ekta jinish khub miss kore, tokhon she onek crazy hoye jai. Savabik cinta-vabna tar majhe r ashena. She hoye pore bikkhipto, ja kora ochit na - ta korteo se didha korena. Jemonti ami goto koekdin dore korechi. Amar pokkhe j somvob hocchena, tumar sathe jogajog kore na thaka. Eke eke sob cesta je britha hoye gelo.

29 tarikh, rate ghum holona, kokhon sokal hobe. Sokal holo, kokhon tumar r Dishar exam sesh hobe. AMi j aeikhane opekkha korchi. 1 ta beje gelo, kintu Dishar kono khobor nei. Oke sms/call ow korte parchina, ami j oke promise korechi R or sathe contact korbona. Baddho hoye, sesh porjonto sms pathalam. Kindly jate amake ektu janai tumi eshecho naki exam dite, dekha hoyeche naki? Sms e r o bollam, etai amar last sms. R disturb korbona. But, Disha kotha rakheni. Se amake kono response dei ni. Ami promise korai, R sms ow pathate parlam na. R o ekta dorja bondho hoye gelo. Eke eke sob poth amar bondho hoye jacche.

R ki kora jai, tai vabchi. R j kono poth amar jana nei. Ektai poth ache, abar Hobiganj e jaoa, ekbar jodi janala diye tumake amar oposthiti bujate pari. Hoyto tumi contact korba amar sathe. Na, ami chaina tumar future planning change korte. Just eta bujhate chai, tumar Tarzan tumar bola sob kotha bissash kore ekhono tumar opekkhai ache.

Babu, tumi ki sotti onar kachei fire jaoyar sidhanto niyecho? Fire geleo ami tumake konodin eta niye kichui bolbona. Shudhu koekta prosno tumar kache. Keno bolechile amai, eki vhul tumi r ditiobar korbena? Keno amake abar sopno dekhala? Keno bolla, tumi amari thakba? Ami j sob bissash kore tumar opekkhai boshe achi. Tumi shudhu ekbar bole dekho, tumake niye ashar jonno. Ami sotti bolchi, tumake niye hariye jabo. R eto kichu vabbona. Eto kichu vabte jeye aj ami j ekdomi valo nei.

Ki hoyeche amar? Aei oshukh niye ki amar baki jibon katate hobe ekaki? Sarakhon tumari vabna. Tumake etobar daki, tumi ki amar dak shunte pao? Mone ache tumar, age phone korar age emon hoto, ami call deyar age tumi e phone kore dita or ami vabchi, tumake phone korbo R tumi phone kore dila! Hmm jani ekhon tumar emon hoina. Karon, jodi hoto tumi partena prai 2 mash amar sathe kono jogajog  na kore thakte. Tumi exam jeheto diccho, tar mane tumi nijeke guchiye niyecho.

Ami jani, tumi hoyto vabcho 3 tarikher bepar tar karone ami satisfied. So ami tumar sathe r jogajog rakhar cesta korchina. But, etaki vebecho, ami kiivabe jogajog korbo? Ishh tumar Dulavai er number ta jodi tokhon save kore rakhtam. Ki j bokami kori majhe majhe. Onar celer number save korlam, but now kajer somoi take pacchina.

Ja hobe hok, eid er pore ami ashbo again tumar ekhane. Sesh cesta korbo, tumar sathe contact korar. Amar shudu ekbar Dulavai er name and address ta dorkar. Ami tar sathe physically dekha korbo. Tumi hoyto bolba, ekhon r dekha kore ki hobe? But, kichu na hok, at least keo ekjon tumar opekkhai ache, tumar ekjon relative to janbe. Tarpor onake ektabar request korbo, tumar sathe kotha boliye debar jonno. Ami tumar mukh theke ekbar shunte chai, tumi amake mitthe sopno dekhiyechile :'(

Babu, ami j R parchina. Buk ta chire jodi tumake ekbar dekhate partam. Tumi onno karo sathe thakba, eta vablei je bukta bethai kokiye othe. Ki korbo ami? Ekbar bole jao amake :'(

Ami Ki Sotti Here Gelam?

28.09.2014

Sob osomvob kaj korlam. Kintu, result ekhono porjonto ZERO. Etota kharap lagche, thik bujhate parbona. Nijer poti etota grina hocche, sotti nijer jibonta dhongsho kore felte ecche korche.

Gotokal tumar ekhane ashlam, but tumar sathe kono vabei jogajog korte parlam na. Tumar bashar samne hatahti korlam, tumar dekha pelam na. Ki korbo? Tai aj comillai cole ashlam. Esheo shanti pacchilam na. R tai shuru korlam sobaike phone kora. Ish age janle aj hobiganj theke ashtam na.

Tumar final exam colche, tumi exam diccho; othocho amake ekta bar bolar somoi pao nai? Tumi sylhet theke ascho etao bolar sujog pao nai? Manchi tumar problem, tai sujog pao nai. But, exam. deyar somoi o ki sujog pao nai karo phone theke ekta call dite? 1 masher bebodhane sob vhule gele? Amake deya promise?

Ki sundor exam. diccho! R ami shudhu hariye jacchi. Sotti bolchi, dekho amar koster kotha shune tumi ekdin kadba. Hoito sedin ami thakbona. But, tumi amake kokhonoi bujhlena, aei afsos ami amar jibone dur korte parbona.

Aj tumar ammu ke phone korechilam. Dupur pune 2 tai (may be tumi tokhon sojag chile, shunecho ki aunty's cikkar?). But, oni jei behave korlen ta amar kolponateo chilona. Ami naki tar vishon sorbonash korechi. Amake oni onek valo mone korechilen, but ami naki onek kharap. Kothar majkhane ami ask korechilam, Babu kemon ache? Tumar ettoboro sahosh, tumi aei kotha ask korar odhikar ache? Tumi r konodin amar number e phone korbana.

Mone mone shudhu bollam, he ami onek kharap. Beshi kharap bolei, valobashar manushtar khoti korte parini. Karon, tar kharap kora manei je tar family er kharap. Biyer age tumi jokhon tumake niye palate bolechila, sedin ami kharap bolei, tumar family er kotha vebei palaini. Biyer poreo ecche korle ami partam tumake niye hariye jete. But, amito ceyechilam onader onumoti niyei tumake amar jibone anbo. R tai, aj ettoboro kotha shunte holo.

Aj etobeshi crazy hoyechi, J jar jar number chilo sobaike phone dilam. Tumar khobor je amake nitei hobe, goto der mash dore kono khobor nei tumar. Bole gela, apur bashai jeye sujog pele amake phone korba. But, shei opekkhai e roilam, tumar khobor nei.

Sylhet jeye ekdin Rishad er phone theke call korechila. Oitate pothome phone dilam. But, ekjon mohila dorlo, Rishad ache naki ask korlam. But, bollo nah wrong number. Tarpor ......

Disha ke phone dilam (12 tai). He, dishake phone korlam. Oke ekta mittha bollam, bollam number amar kache agei chilo. Aj sahosh kore phone dilam. O vablo, tumi number diyecho. Asole number ta goto soptahe Shimur kach theke niyechilam and shimu promise koraichilo, jate ami disha k na boli. Jai hok, asol kothai asi ....

Disha to phothome phone e dorchilona. Tarpore ekta sms pathalam, ami Tarzan. Plz 2 min kotha bolbo. Tarpore phone dorlo. She naki shoping e. Jai hok, phone dorei ragaragi shuru korlo. Apni amake phone korechen keno? R phone diben na. Ami ask korlam, o ki exam dicche? Or sathe apnar dekha hoyeche recently? Bollo, hm dekha hoyeche and exam dicche. Ami ask korlam, agamikal exam ache or? Bollo, ami busy. Ami bollam, accha, ami pore apnake call korbo? Bollo, accha.

Tarpor theke shudui tension. Oboseshe sondha (pune 7 tai) phone korlam. Vaggo valo, pothombarei call receive korlo. Tarpor bollam, babu kemon ache? Se amake nana vabe bujate laglo, or biye hoye geche, ekhon to eta janar proyojon nei apnar. Tarporeo ami request korlam, asole ami desher baire cole jacchi, tai vablam jaoyar age or sathe ektu kotha bolbo, o kemon ache ta janbo. Disha bolla, asole ami exam diyei ber hoye jai. Or sathe amar dekha na houyar somvabona beshi. Sedin exam diye ber houyar somoi dekha hoyechili and Hi Hello korei sesh. Oke dekhe valoi laglo, normal chilo. Exam dicche. Shunei montar j ki holo. Tumi normal, R tai amake aeivabe vhule gela? Dishar naki agamikal last exam, tumaro. O exam diye sylhet or husband er kache jabe, tai oke jate r phone na dei ta bollo. Amio bollam, na phone dibona. Apni please agamikal exam e dekha hole amar sathe 1 min kotha boliye diyen. Bollo, accha ami cesta korbo. Jani se korbena, tobu opekkha kori. Jodi tumar sathe ektu kotha hoi ......

Babu, mone ache tumar, bieyr koekdin ageo tumake bolechilam, plz emon korona. Tarporeo tumi family er kotha bole, amake alada kore felechila. Dore nicchi, ebar tumi amake purapuri alada kore felecho. Kintu, eta jeno tumar jonno aei Tarzan sara jibon opekkha korbe. Amar mathai ekta plan ache. Dekhi tumar to hote parlam na, kintu tumar kachakachi thaka jai naki.

Ki korbo ami? Abar fire jabo amar ager jibone? Hobiganj er sei koster jibone, bochor dore tumar jonno opekkha korbo kokhon tumi Dubai theke ashba? Karon, final exam er pore to tumar dubai cole jabar kotha, taina. Keno amake mitthe bolechila, tumi jabana. onar sathe thakbana. Tumi shudu ekbar bole dekho, tumi basha theke cole ashba. Sotti bolchi, ami r Tumi dure hariye jabo. R valo lagena. Tumi chara amar jibon sotti kichuina. Sei promise tao ki vhule gecho? Ami daklei tumi cole ashba? Ekhon ami dakchi, ashona amar kache :'( Ami j tumake chara thakte parbona :'( Tumake j onek valobashi :'(

Ki Kora Ochit?

24.09.2014

Sotti bolchi, ki korbo kichui bujhe otte parchina. Sarakhon tumar cinta, rater bela ghum hocchena. Hmm, sotti bolchi, amar ghum hocchena. Jeita amar sathe kokhonoi jaina. Bichanai shuye epash-opash korte korte birokto hoye othe jai.

Ki hoyeche tumar, ta janar je amar kono way nei. Sei jonnoi aro beshi kharap lagche. Kake phone korbo? Tumar ki ekta bar amake janate ecche korena, Hmm ami valo achi. Ami to r kichui chaina tumar kache. Tumar pottikkhai amar je ekekta din dusshoho lagche.

Majhe majhe vhoi hoi, tumi ki amake deya PROMISE vhule gecho? Mone ache tumar, 3rd August ki bolechila? Ami je oi kothai vorosha kore oshomo lorai caliye jacchi. Tumake ekhono amar jibone pabar sopno dekhi. Chi, ki baje kotha bolchi. Tumar sukher jibon ta nosto kore nije sukhi hote caichi. Nijeke majhe majhe sarthopor korte ecche kore. Tumake chara je amar colbena, eta j ami harehare bujchi. Ki kore katbe amar jibon?

Amar sesh asroi Shimu ke gotokal phone korechilam, se jodi tumar kono khobor dite pare. Nah, seo parlona. Olto se amake tumar kotha ask kore. Mejaj ta emon kharap holo. Oke bollam ekta phone korte Aunty or Apu k. But, tar naki opomanbudh beshi, tao korbe pore. But, amar je ekhoni jana dorkar tumi kothai acho. Ouff. Or kachei jante parlam, tumar final exam colche. But, tumi exam diccho naki kar kach theke janbo? Tai Dishar number nilam. Phone korte kemon jani lagche, tao vebechi agamikal phone dibo. Tao jodi ekta khobor tumar pai.

Babu, mone sobceye boro jei vhoita kaj korche, tumi to amake bolechila Final exam er pore tumake onar sathe dubai cole jete hobe. Eta vebei j amar r o vhoi lache. Tumi ki amake deya promise vangba? Na, ami chai tumi valo thako. Tumi jai kichui koro, amake to tumake valobeshei jete hobe, tumar opekkhai baki jibon ekai katate hobe. Aeito r koidin, porer sopthahe date fixed hoye jabe kobe jacchi. Kobe tumar theke dure hariye jabo, tumar green signal na pele aei jibone r amar aei deshe asha hobena. Tumar jonno opekkha, eteo ekta shanti ache. jei valobasha niye tumar mone sondheho chilo, jar karone tumi amake etoboro ekta kosto dila - amake je proman kortei hobe Kichui mitthe chilona. Tumake ami sotti valobashi, tumar jonno sara jibon ami opekkha korte raji achi. Shudhu tumi amake ekbar bolo, tumi amar hoba, shudhu ekbar bolo :'(

Khub venghe porechi ami

22.09.2014

Nijke khub osohai lagche. Keno jeno mone hocche tumi amake vhule gecho. Aj 1 month er opore tumar sathe amar jogajog nei. Samanno ekta call or sms ow pelam na. Ki korbo kichui buje otte parchina.

Kar kach theke jana jabe tumi ekhon kothai acho, tao bujchina. Tumar relatives, friends kaor sathei to amar contact nei. Ishh ki je osthirotai katche, rat hole kanna ke songhi kore.

Vabchi, koekdiner moddhe tumar oikhane cole jabo. Tumi bolechila tumar exam porer month e, so tumake peteo pari. Kintu, tumi amar sathe jogajog korchona keno? Sei jonnoi jete voi lagche. Tumi jodi amake vhule giye thako, tar sathe songshar korar mon this kore thako; tobe ami again jeye tumar sob vabna olot-palot kore dibo. Ami ta chaina. Tumi jodi amar hotei chao, tobei ami tumake amar sathe anbo. Kintu, aei kothagolo to tumake bolar proyojon. Amar hate j r olpo somoi ache.

Ekti bar tumi amake ekta call korle or sms dilei hoto. Kintu, ek mash hoye gelo tumar khobor nei. Ki j kori, ouff. Ekekta din eto kosto  niye beche thaka jaina, tumake chara je sotti ami oshohai. Amar din kivabe katche ek matro ami e jani. He allah, ekti bar tar sathe amar dekha korao, at least take amar sathe contact korar sujog kore dao :'(

In Sha Allah porer soptaher moddhe obosshoi ekta kichu korte hobe, tumar sathe kotha bolata khub joruri. Tumar jonnoi je ekhono beche achi. Tumi valo na thakle amio j valo thakte parina. Ouff, allah ektu sahajjo koro. Dorkar hole again ami tumar oikhane ager profession e fire jabo ...... just waiting for the next week.

Valo thako sob somoi, allah tumar mongol koruk. Onek valobashi tumake babu :'(

Amar Jonno Sthobir Prithibi

16.09.2014

Prthibita eto palte jabe amar kokhono kolponao korini. Kintu, etai jibon. Jibon majhe majhe kolpona keo hariye dei, eta ami nijei bujhlam. Joto din jacche, ami shudhu hariyei jacchi. Jacchi to jacchi, er sesh kothai janina ......

Khub mone porche, Sylhet er dulavai er bashai washroom e jeye tumar, amar sathe lukiye kotha bola. Aeito goto masher kotha, tarpor prai 1 mash kete gelo tumar r kono khobor nei. Tumi Salma apur bashai jaoyar somoi bole gela, manage kore pore contact korba. Din jacche, amar kosto barche, but tumar kono sara pelam na. Nijeke khub osohai lage, bichanai gelei tumar kotha vebe cokher kun beye pani cole ashe .... 

Tumi ki ashbena amar cokher pani muchiye dite?

Somboto, July month er seshe (25 or 26) Shimur biye chilo. Or biyete jaoyar kotha thakleo, tumar sathe onno plan thakai R jaini. Ki plan ..... Hmm amar jiboner ekta soronio din.

3rd August - hmm tumar deya kotha rakhar jonno ami chute giyechilam 2nd August. Hotele chilam and just wait korchilam kokhon sokal hobe, tumar sathe dekha hobe. Jodio 2nd August sondhai tumi tumar bashai jete bolechila, tumar Hand Bag niye ashte. But, risk hoye jabe bole R jaoa hoini.

Hmm oboseshe sokal holo, amar vabnar akash beye eker por ek vabna ashte laglo. Tumi parba to amar sathe meet korte!!! Tumar exam chilo, tumi 1 hour exam diye ber hoye jaoar plan chilo. Ebar r tumar collage er samne jaini tumake anar jonno, jodi keo tumake follow kore sei jonno. Ami Bus Stand more ricsha niye tumar ashar opekkha chilam. Beshikhon wait korte hoini.

Babu, tumi ashle mukhe sei cirocena snighdho hashita niye, sob kosto nimishei cole gelo. Shuru holo tumar amar kothopokoton. Tumi R ami Lakhai road e hariye gelam, ojosro sopno bunbo bole. Tumake amar shob plan bollam. Tumi o bolle, janina tumi rakhte parba naki. Tobe eta thik, ami tumar jonno sara jibon wait korbo.

Jodio amader plan chilo 1 hour ghurbo, but duijon eke onner jonno etoi pagolo chilam, kokhon je 1tar opore beje gelo ter e pelam na. Ouff ki j valo lagchilo, tumake chartei ecche hocchilona. Tao pore problem hobe bole tumake bidai janate holo. CNG station er samne tumake bidai janalam, aj khub voi hocche. Etai ki tumar sathe amar sesh dekha ......

Sob kichu plan mafik korar poreo bashai jeye sei tumake sondhehe porte holo. Erporer din tumake Sylhet niye jaoa holo. Tarpore sekhan theke Salma apur bashai, tumar exam next month e sei jonno. Tarpor theke tumar r khobor nei, amar j khub osthir lagche.

Tumar exam er date ta janleo to hoto, collage er samne dariye thakle tumake at least dekhte to partam. Ki j kri, kichui mathai ashchena. Tumar kono Bandobir number ow amar kache nei, je exam er date ta janbo. Kichu ekta to kortei hobe. Tumi to janoi, tumar sathe dekha na hole, amar paglami bartei thakbe. Dekhi ki kora jai .....

Sob kichur ordhe, tumar valo thaka. Tumi valo thako sob somoi. Sostho thako. Er beshi to Sristokortar kache kichui caite parina :'(