বৃহস্পতিবার, ২৭ এপ্রিল, ২০১৭

Nei Sucona . . .

27/4/2017




Aj r nei kono niddisto kichu bolar. Karon, oboseshe holo sesh. Gontobbo amake dekeche. Ami jacchi . . .

Last year aei din take mone porche. Aj mobile dora pora, sei barite, sei room e - jei room take kichudin age dekhechilam onno kaoke tar pashe. Tarpor fire asha abar aj aei dine sei dinke mone rakhte. Somoi pare, rat k din korte, sopno k vanghte. Promise dite, vangte abar keo tene niye jete diner por din . . .

বুধবার, ১৯ এপ্রিল, ২০১৭

Roye gelam sei pothe

19.04.207



Notun ekta bangla bochor. Notun plan niye shuru korche sobai. Sobar majhei ekta notunotto. Tar majheo hoyto. Seto nijeke nije chariye jabar mission caliye jacche, nijeke kotto notun kora jai. Amio caichi. Nijeke amar kachei notun vabe ante. Pichoner sob srity soho notun pothe pa barate. Notun pothe, sathe thakbe tar deya promise, r amar nijeke notun kore cenar bestota. Khub sigroi ta hobe in sha allah.

Pohela boishak chilo koekdin age. Special day asha manei to take vebe r o besi koste dube thaka. Tar mone pore kina janina, but, amar nijeke ekta room e aboddho kore tar kotha vebe katiye deoya. Amar kostora asru hoye bichanai lutiye pore. Kosto golo emoni hoi. Karone-okarone sob mone koriye dei. barebar pichone tene niye jai. R tai ami eka manush, ekaki sei pichoner dorja diye pichone hete berai. Valoi hoi, valobasha golo tokhon koster sathe jogra kore, sukh sritygolo cokher pordai niye ashe. Koster majheo sukh khuje pai. Mone hoi, amar jono etai beche thakar mane.

Ekta odvhut bepar kheyal korlam. Ami jokhon tumake khub kore daki, tokhoni tumar osthitto amar samne ase. Lakhai er samner road kingba Jony der sei raod, amar gondho khuje berate ecche jage. Mone hoi, bochorer por bochor aei pothe hete jai R sei gran ta nake leghe thakuk. R to kichudin. Tarpor aeisob chere colei jeheto jabo, joriye nei tader. jemon kore seshbar amar mukher dike takiye bolechile, babu r ektu thako. Ekhon jabona. Kingba ricshai other age, ami tumar sathe jabo. Tokhon jantam emon kichu hote pare aj ja hoyeche amar sathe. Kintu, valobashi bole valobashar manushtar khoti na korte sedin o bolechilam, r to kichudin. Tumi jeivabe ceyechile, seivabei niye jabo. 

Hmm boye beracchi kostogoloke. Bolechilam na, aj theke amar jonno r kichui caibona. Tumar sob osukh, rag, ovhiman, ghumer somossha sob ami niye ashbo amar kache. Dekhoto ami ja bollam oigolo tumar majhe ache ki? nei, sob kichutei ekta poriborton kheyal korecho? Hoyto korecho, kintu bolbena. Somoi jacche tumar douriye, r amar kocchop o hoyto tarceye drutu hate. Vaggoke r dosh dibona kingba tumakeo. Amra amrai to. Tumi r amar majhe kono difference ajo dekhina.

Valo acho, valo thako. Ki jeno bolo tumi, jibon to ektai. Asolei! Sei jonnoi budhoi kaoke aghat koreo eto sohoje amra valo thakte pari. Ki jeno bole, parte hoi. Kichui bolar nei. Thik tai, sobai parena. Jara parena, tader jonnoi somossa. Amar jonnoi joto somossa. Somadhan ami peyechi. Shudu opekkha r kichudiner. Aei opekkha shobdo ta choto holeo er bepti onek koster, allah r kaoke na dek.

Abaro, miliye jai sei rastai. Lukuchuru khelai nijeke haranur michile. Somoi bole dibe kono ek somoi - amra amrai to. So, all is well.

রবিবার, ৯ এপ্রিল, ২০১৭

Kichu Kotha Bolte Mana

09.04.2017



Shhh! Asolei kichu kotha bolte mana. Sob janle problem. Ke jeno bolechilo, besi jana britha, matha nosto. Kotha ta thik. Sei jonnoi kichu jinsh lukayito rakhai valo. Obossho lukayito boltao vhul. Sob kothar vhire ta to agei bole diyechi. Just pick koratai holo asol.

Shhh! Kichu na bola kohar vhire, kichu ashar prapti likuye thake. Oi j bole, keo kheye nache, R keo na kheye. Amio taderi ekjon. Na bole lukiye baciye shanti khuje firi. Nissaser kache thekeo carbon-di-oxide hoye ure cole jai dure. Chaya songhi kingba tumar oi dusopner Chaya hoye gure firi nisiddo onchol jure.


Shhh. Bolbona bolbona bole ki kore jeno oprostut obosthai pore jai. Bola jabena kichui abar sob to takei bola jai. Sob to boltei cai. But, sostho hoye ni. Tarpor sob chere cole jabo, tumake relax kore. Tumar oi kothatar moto, amake amar moto thakte dao. Taito dicchi R opekkha korchi.

Shhh. Kichu kotha thak lukayito. Sondhar lamp post er arale ekta caya tumar janalar pashe ese oxyzen khuje berai, Khujuk na se, kaoke to bolechena. Adharei to miliye jabe, kichu srity boye beriye se jodi shanti pai, tobe pak. R to kichuidin. olpo kichudin . . .