Aj Shei Din, Haranur Din

23.07.2015

Sesh hoye elo amar somoi gonona. Shuru hoye gelo amari exam. Tumar exam nite jeye aj ami nijei exam er samne dariye gelam. Aj theke shudui opekkha. Aj theke shudhui kostogolo cepe rekhe sei dintir jonno opekkha. Hoy mritto noito tumar fire asha. Janina, kunta amar kopale ashbe age. Aj aei dintate eshe sotti nijer future niye ami nijei hotash.

Sondha 6 ta baje. R matro 5 ta ghonta. Erpor tumi cole jaba amar theke onek dure. Ashaba to fire? Nah, mukh fute r bolbona. Tumar kosto bare. Tumake kosto dei, ja shune kingba korle, ta korleow tumake janabona. Tumake kosto deoya mane je nijeke kosto deoya. Tarceye nijer koster sathe niribili boshobash koratai sreo. Kintu, kivabe ami thakbo?

Sei dingolo khub mone porche. Jokhon tumar biye holo, tumi onar sathe chila. R ami ki korechilam (amar shurur post golote ache) sei somoi kosto vhulte. Kotota abnormal hoye gechilam. Nijeke ondhokare thele diyechilam. Ek ek ta din katiyechi tribbo jontronai R tumar sathe kore giyechi sostho manusher achoron. Hoyto sei dingoloi abar fire ashbe. Hoyto ebar r sesh hobena jotodin tumi onar sathe thakba.

Jano babu, sediner tumar kothagolo khub mone porche. Tumi amar jonno 5-10 year ow opekkha korte raji acho, jodi ami tumar exam nei. Otocho aj dekho, sei exam ami e dite jacchi. Keno jacchi, kono folafol hoyto pabona. Kintu, ektai to jibon. Ami jodi savabik jibone fire jai, to ki hobe? Busy hoye jabo, r o kharap hoye jabo. Tarceye tumake niye pore thaki, etai valo hobe. At least onno vabna ashbena, hoyto thikthak moto thakbo buker majhe etto etto kosto niye. Dekhi, ami jiboner aei exam e ki result pai.

Aj onek kotha bolbo, onek na bola kotha ja r konodin bola hobena. Bola hobena, babu tumar tarzan tar sotti onek kosto hoi tao tumake bujhte deina. Jokhon se nijeke control korte pare, tokhon tumar majhe birokti anar jonno tumar opochonder jinishgolo kore. Job chere dilam, jani onek rag korecho. Oi je bollam tumar birokti hote pare amar theke tumar dure sore jaoyar opai. Thik jemonti tumi majhe majhe amar sathe koro. Etto staright answer dao, koste mushre pori. Jotobar ask korechi, ashba to fire? Bolecho, nah, r ashbona. Shudui amake nirash korar jonno. Kintu, amar mon bole tumi amar kosto komabai. Janina, mon ja bole ta tumi korbe kina.

Goto sondhai ektu kotha hoyechilo. Rate phone diba boleo daoni. Bashai onek guest plus kisher jeno jamela bolla. R kono kotha hoini tumar sathe. Hate ache r matro 5 ta ghonta. Tumar voice ta ki shuna hobena? Amake eto kichu theke miss korabe? Ekhono naki bus e tumi, sms diyechila. Hoyto etokhone fufur bashai pouchecho. Somoi hobe ki amake ekta phone korar? Ami j ekhane chotfot korchi. Sara rat keteche nirghum, sara sokal dupur shudu ektu porpor mobile ta hate niye dekhechi, kono sms ki ashlo?

Babu jano, aj vishon ecche korchilo oi loktake ekta call kori. Tarsei baje oktigolo take firiye diye tar manoshik jontrona bariye dei. Tumake ki bolbo tar bola sei kothagolo? Na thak, jei loktar sathe thakte hobe tumake tar mukhe aeisob kotha shunle tumar grinna r o barbe. Thakna take chere dilam tumar jonno. Kintu, take sotti manoshik ekta pain dite ecche korche. Tao maf kore dilam tumar jonno.

Khub kosto hocche, keo bujbena. Tumi sotti bolecho, ami asolei baccha hoye gechi. Bacchader moto kadchi, cinta-vabna golo tao taderi moto. Tumi bujbena aj theke tumi amar jibonta ki kore dila. Sobsomoi shudu family er kotha vebecho. Aei ekta munusher jonno shudu aralei cokher jol felo, ami tumar secret hoyei roilam sarata jibon.

Goto 20 tarikhe tumar sathe last meet korte giyechilam. Etake meet na bole vaggher opor chere diyechilam. Amra duijonei jantam na asolei dekha hobe naki. Sristikorta amader ebarer jonno last meet up korte diben naki. Erporer din sokal 10tar dikeo jantam na asolei tumar sathe ami ekaki dekha korchi.

21/07/2015 - vagghoke donnobad dei. Tumar sathe dekha holo ekaki. Cole geclam amader safe place e. Duijoner kostogolo, dustamigolo, kichu na bola kotha, future er kotha, share holo sei 3 ghonta somoyer moddhe. Hate mehedi diyecho, kotto sundor lagchilo. Mukh fute bollam na, koidin porei jaba onar kache, oni boluk. Tumar mukher spotgolow cole geche, eta niyeo kichu bollam na. Oni bolbe. Asole sotti bolte, spotgolo chilo bole ami onek happy chilam. Amar babu safe e ache, ami shudu dekhbo tumake. Ami shudu jani amar babur sundorjo. Kintu, tumi othepore lagla clean face er jonno, and sofol. Ekhon to tumar theke keo cokh e firate parbena. Ami nijei to parina, takiye thaki R tumi lojjai matha nuiye nao. Ki dekho, lojja lagena na buji, tumar sei great dialogue. Tarpor sopnomoi somoyer somapti. Tumake diye ashlam tumar gontobbe. R ami fire ashlam amar room e. Tumake chere ashtei ecche korchilona, sei jonno 22 tarikheo thakbo thik korlam.

22 tarikh sara sokal tumar opeekhai chilam R bichanai shuye shuye ki hocche ta bujar try korchilam. Vabnar sathe cokher panirao jorjor jorchilo. Onekdin por emon jhum bristy dekhlam. Ekta jinish kheyal korlam, sedin thik emon bristy hoyechilo jedin tumi amake firiye diyechile.

Oboseshe dupure amake phone korla and amio sathe sathe tumar bashar samne oposthit. Tumi bolechila tumar chade otte, amio ceyechilam ektu jodi tumar hath ta dorte pari kingba tumar gayer gran ta. Nah, thik tokhoni ammu baire elen, amar chade otha holona. Sei 13th march er moto sei eki jaygai dariye tumake dekhlam. Nil jama porecho, hatcho olosh vonghite. Pa diye bristy er pani narcho, keo ekjon chade otheche kotha bolcho, sob valo lagche, moner khatai gethe rakhchilam. Abar kobe dekhbo ki jani? R dariye thakte parchilam na, cokhgolo jalaton shuru korlo. R tai ami e agei bollam hater esharai, jao. Tumi hath nere bidai dila. Ebar tumar cokh vijte dekhlam na. Hoyto vijechilo ami dekhte paini, cokher obostha ta valona.

Sedin ow thakte mon caichilo. Kintu, nah tumi bolla cole jete, thik sediner moto. Barbar mone hocchilo sei dintai ki amar life e 2nd bar repeat hoye ashlo? Eki jinish, eki bebohar pelam tumar kach theke. Cokhgolo ke boddo besto rekho thki sare 4 tai beriye porlam tumar theke dure cole ashar pothe. Sara rasta ekta ghurer moddhe chilam. Ki kore nijeke control korbo, ki kore tumake na bujiye kostogolo niye kothao hariye jabo. Eta chara amar opai nei and tumakeo bola jabena.

Rat 11 tai flight. Fufur basha theke jaba. Dirgonissash kingba ekta bibrom amake kothai jeno hariye nicche barebar. Janina, abar kobe likhte boshbo, adho likhar moto obosthai thakbo naki. Sei jonno eto kotha bolechi eto kosto niye. Keno likhechi? Hoyto emni, nijeke ektu jahir korar jonno. Jei valobasha diye tumake amar kore rakhte parini, sei valobashar berthotar kothagolo shunate ceyechi.

Moddho dupure jokhon tumar sathe dekha kore ashchilam, pa colchilona. Nijeke prithibir srestho looser mone hocchilo. Matha nichu kore ek ek ta kodom felchilam, R nijeke grinna korchilam. Ami here gelam babu. Jibon juddhe herei gelam. Amar valobashar kache here gelam. Tumi khoma kore dio amake.

Joto durei thaki, jekhanei thaki, tumi robe amar mone, amar sei Jeni hoye. Prithibita goal, hoyto tumar nijer sohorei amake khuje paba notun ek ceherai. Valo theko, nijer sorirer jotno nio. Mone acheto, amar jonnoi tumar sostho thakte hobe? Valobashar manush ke valobashei bolei opekkhar somoye nijeke vashiye dibo. Ashbeto amake tene tulte?

I love you Jeni. Onek valobashi tumake, konodin bujate parini. Aei sesh sujugta hatchar korbona. Valo theko, r likhte parchina. Allah hafiz babu :'(

Ekta Prosner Ottor Pelam

18.05.2015

Aj Eid-ul-Fitar, ekta kushir din. Aj sobar mone ekta kushi kushi vhab. R prithibite may be amra duiti prani osukhi. Khubi kostokor somoi par korchi, ecche korche somoi ghoritake thamiye dite. R matro koekta din, tarpor shuru hobe osojjo kostokor somoi, ek ek ta din hobe amar boddo oguchalo.

Na, aei diary ta te r kichu likha jabena. Shurute vebechilam, sob ekhane likhe rakhbo, jei kothagolo tumake bola hoina. Amar ovinoy or mitthegolo ekhane likhbo, jate kono ekdin sottigolo tumi jante paro. Amake jate vhul na bujo kingba amake niye jate kono prosno na thake tumar mone. Aei diary er link ta tumar sathe share kore bokami korechi. Agami dingolor obostha tumake ami jante dite caina. Sei jonnoi hoyto khub sigroi kichu kotha ekhaneo hide kora shuru korbo.

Hide kora ekta kotha sedin jante parlam. Aei kothata bohudin tumake ask korte jeyeo korini, goto kal korei answer ta peye fellam. Sotti, eta janar jonno koto try korechi, ta amar ager post golo theke bujte parba. Ki shei prosno?

Amar ektai question chilo, keno tumi onake ektibar amar kotha kingba tumi onar sathe thakte parbena eta boloni? Pelam sei asnwer, dui apur jonno tumi sob mene niyecho. Tumake oni oikhane nebar agei ask korechilo, kono problem ache naki? Tumi asnwer diyechile, kono problem nei. Hoyto tumi thik, asolei to kono problem nei. Tumar opurno ecchegolo to puron hobe. Amake niye vebe keno nijer life e problem deke anbe bolo? Answer ta shune onek kosto peyechei, tobuo tumake show korini. Aei ekta bepar niye tumar kache onek lukochuri amar.

Majhe majhe nijeke jokhon control korte parina, tokhon moner vitorer sob kotha bole feli tumake. R tumar straight asnwer shune kostogolo r o bariye tuli. Janina, ami ki korbo r koidin por tumi cole gele. Sotti, nijer opor control hariye felbo. Hoyto ager jiboni amar niyoti. Tumi to amake asha e dekhate parchona. Jano to ekta kotha, asha chara manush beche thakte parena. Jodio ba bace, seita hoi mrito manuhseri namantor.

Janina, adho tumar sathe r ektibar dekha hobe naki. Tobe dekha houyata amar jonno khub dorkar. Tumake chere ami je thakte parbona, hoyto Habiganj e amar next abashsthol. Opekkha korei ki jabe amar jibon naki tumi amar exam niba? Jai koro, kichui bolbona r. Obossho bolbona bolbona koreow to sob tumake bole feli. Sei jonnoi nijer opor control nei eta besh bujhte pari.

Aj tumi onar barite Eid korte giyecho. Agamikal in Sha Allah cole ashba. Tarpor naki abar gramer bari jaba. Erpore hate thakbe r matro 3 din. Tarmoddhe ki amar jonno somoi hobe tumar? Khub tension hocche, tumake dekhte parbo to?

Tumi onar sathe thakle ami ki ba korte pari bolo? Shudu nijeke kosto deya chara. Thik agerbar jemonti korechilam. Sei jonnoi jhur korina. Thakna valo thako. Sobar kotha to vabo, nijer R amar kotha naiba vabla. Tumi kore jaba compromise or adjust and ami kore jabo life destroy or waiting for death . . . 

Valo thako babu, sob kichu thik hoye jak tumar life er. Kosto hocche and er sesh nei, so coletei thakuk. Etai amar prappo . . . . .

Kichu kotha ja hoyni bola

15.07.2015

Kichu jinish onek kosto kore lukiye jacchilam. And, besh parchilam ow. Kintu, sotti seito ekdin ber hobei. Jantam emon hobe kono ekdin. Kintu, amar apran cesta ke bertho kore aei sesh belai eshe sei secret golo keno ber hobe? Ki sei kotha?

Amar bashai tumake R amake niye khub jamela colche. Ek kothai, tumar bepar ta niye amar bashai ami khub jontronai achi. R sei karonei goto mashe basha theke cole eshechilam and office er bashai othechilam. Amar nijeri aeivabe lukiye kotha bolte valo lagena. Tumake ami valobashi, tumake pabar jonno proposal pathiyechilam, sob kichu live chilo. Lukanur proyojon chilona. Aj tai kotha bolte hobe lukiye, eta amar sojjo hoina. But, bashai sei kajta korte parchilam na sosthite.

Amar mejo vabi, tumar r amar sob kotha janen. Emonki tumar present situation. Amake age tumar kotha ask korto. majkhane amar obostha dekhe, ammu naki amar ki hoyeche ta jante bolechilen. Sedin amar mukh theke sob shune, oni bolechilen, tumi raji thakle tumake niye ashte. Aei bashai ante hobena, jeikhane amader valo lage seikhane thakte. Mot kotha amake inspire korechilo, amake normal life e ashte bolechilo. Tumake aei planta share korar agei tumi ki jeno ekta jamela korechila. So, tumake bola hoini. Indirectly, mejo vabio tumake vhul bujlo. Sathe amakeo. Tarpor theke amar sathe temon ekta kotha bolen na. R amito parotpokkhe bashai thekeo nei.

Eto kotha bolar ki karon? Gotokal ami ctg theke ashar por mejo vabi tumar phone dorechilo. And, tumake emon ekta kotha bolechilo, jeita shune tumi sthombito hoyechila. Hoyto again amake suspect korao shuru korechila. Asole tumar sathe ami kotha boli or jogajog thakuk, keo caina. Thik tumar bashar moto obostha amaro. Kintu, tumake r amake alada kora osomvob. So, ja ache amar monei ache and ami ja korchi, ta korei jabo. Ke ki bollo ta shunina or shunteo caina. Shudu tumi amake emon kore valobeshe jeo, etaito amar santona.

R kichudin, tumar mon kharap ami jani. Amaro boddo beshi kharap lage. Kintu, tumake ami mon kharap kore thakte dite caina. Sei jonnoi jotokhon kotha boli, ektai cesta thake tumake happy rakhar. At least kotha bolar somoitokote tumar mukhe hashi thakuk. Tumar oi hashitai to amar hridspondon. Oi hashita shunle nijer mukher ovhibekti change hoye hashi hashi ekta face hoye othe.

Valo thako babu, beshi vebona. Shudu nijeke niye vabo, amakeow noi. Ami achi, thakbo. So, jedin mon caibe, fire esho amar buke. Ami to r mukh fute caibona. Kostogolo amari thakuk.

Eto pani kothai theke ashe?

13.07.2015

Abar shuru hoyeche amar. Ekaki thaklei cokhgolo japsha hoye othche. Anmonei panio beriye ashche. Cosmata use koreo solution hocchena. Ekta chele kivabe pare emon korte? Keno barebar 23 tarikher kothata mathai gurche? Jotobari mone porche, ojantei cokh duto panite vhore jacche.

Eto kosto keno? Tarceyeo boro kosto sei kostogolo lukiye rakha. Tumake happy rakhar and smiley rakhar apran cesta kore jaoa. Sorir or mone jai coluk, tumar sathe sei ager Trazan er behave kore jaoa. Ektuo bujte dite caina tumake. At least samner dingolo, jei koidin regular kotha hocche. Valo achi ami, etai to amar meki face.

Goto 09/07/2015 tumar sathe dekha holo. Ami er ager din office kore rater 9:30 tar bus e tumar oikhane jaoar jonno rowna diyechilam and vhor sare 6 tai pouchlam. Ekta hotel ow khula nei, oboseshe rastai rastai ghurar por 8 tar dike sei SHAPLA te othlam. Mone pore gelo sei dintar kotha. Tumar biyer 4 din age tumake nite eshechilam.Aei shapla te othechilam pothombar tumar elakai. Sedin onek kedechilam, tao tumar mon golate parini. Tumi amake firiye diyechile. Aei hoteler oi roomtate hoyto ajo amar kannagolo cikkar kore kade, koster cikkar jara tumake sedin tolate pareni. Amake mukher opor bolchila, tumi cole jao. Amar dukre dukre kannagolo koto osohai chilo, firti pothe bus er moddhe bosheo kedechilam. Sei Shapla hotel theke ber holam sare 9 tai.

Pothome gelam Saifuddin hall er samner market e. Tumake kokhono valo kichu dite parini. Sob somoi ecche chilo, kitu ami jabar porei somoi paina kichu kinbo. Kintu, ebar kinlam. Tumar jonno ekta nil shari. Dokane sharita dekhei etto valo laglo, ek kothai kine fellam. Kinar pore cinta korchilam, tumi porba to?

Seikhan theke tumar clg er gate e opekkha korte laglam. Sare 10 ta beje gelo, tumar ashar nam nei. Sharita kine ki bokami korlam? Tumi ashba to? Emonto kokhono hoini? Na, tumi pune 11 tar dike ashla sei dress e. Erpore duijoner cinta kothai jabo? Star e? Kintu . . recently last bar dekha korar por kichu hoyeche ja tumake bola hoini. Sei jonnoi vihon vhoi hocchilo amari. Tao oi jayga chara to opai nei. Jano, sara rasta ami doa porte porte ashchi shudu star er jonno. Jate ja vabchi ta na hoi. Jaoyar por Harun vaike na peye onek kushi holam.

Amra sei 11ta theke araita porjonto chilam. Amader sobceye sukher somoye. Aei somoitoko jodi theme thakto kingba sara jibon emoni thakto, mone mone ekhono boli. Tumake eto kach theke dekha, aei pothom samna samni sharite dekha, thik amar lokkhi babutar moto. Eto sundor lagchilo tumake, shudu chobi tolte ecche hocchilo. Tumar jonno tolteo parina. Tao tolechi besh kichu chobi. Jeigolo amake songho dibe samner dingolote.

2nd bar try koreo amra ki perechi ja ceyechi? Janina, jante ecche korbe sarata jibon. Tumake ordek rastai diye ami cole ashlam dhakate. Dhaka theke ctg. Tarpor, tumar sathe r ekbar dekha korar apran akuti. Kintu, jani ebar ontoto r dekha hocchena. Sei jonnoi kostogolo vishon jontrona dicche buktar vitor.

R matro 9 ta din. Ek pa ek pa kore shudu amar theke dure jabar din goncho. Aeito sesh hoye jacche. Cole jaba tahole, taina? Jao cole, ami ki kore tumake atkabo? Tumar biyer 4 din agei to atkate parini, r aj seto r o osomvhob. Thakna, cole jeye tumi jodi aste aste okay hoye jao, tatei hoyto kichuta shanti pete pari. Hmm rater adhare kingba ekaki somoigolote cokhgolo vijiye dibe kostogoloke. Amar moddhei to thakbe, dekhabona tumake. Tumake je valo thaktei hobe, amar jonno. Tumake sob kichu niye sostho thakte hobe, shudu amar jonno. Tumake sob valobasha niye amar kotha vabte hobe, vabba to?

Etai ki sesh?

06.07.2015

Babu fire esheche. Dhaka theke aj sondhai fireche. Amake jodio khule kichu boleni, tobe visa er problem solve hoyeche nischoi. Etar jonnoi to dhaka jaoa. Sondhai fireche. Kintu, aei kothata ami duibar bollam keno? Karon, babu sondhai esheo amake ektibarer jonno call deini. Emonki aeito kichukkhon age ekta sms pathalo, tar onek matha betha korche. Parle rate phone dibe. Motamoti dore neoya jai aj r phone dibena. Ami eto kotha bolchi keno aei bishoye?

Babu, sei sondhai eshche. She facebook e onekkhon chilo, half an hour er opore. Se ekhon regular facebook e jai, tar friend der sathe adda dei. Kintu, se amake ekti baro bolena, babu facebook e asho kingba oi somoye facebook e aisho. Tar amar sathe kotha furiye jacche. Amake tar sojjo hoina, edaning shudu jogra kore. Otocho tarjonnoi aj amar kono friend nei, facebook bad, mig bad, sob bad. Shudu tar kotha vabtei valo lage. Kosto pacchi and pabo, eta amar niyoti. Tobe jokhon dekhi, babu amar sathe emon korche, tokhon sei kostogolo r o onekgun bere jai. Aj pc te boshbona vebechilam. Kintu, mon bolchilo, babu cole esheche. Mon r o bolchilo, facebook e check korlei bujbo. Jothariti moner daronai sotti holo!

Dekhte dekhte somoigolo sesh hoye jacche. Jani tumar onek kosto hocche, thik amar jotota. Ki korbo ami kichui vebe paina. Mukh fute tumake kichu bolteo parina. Mone mone shudu ekta kothai boli, aj theke 5 year er ager sei babuta kemon kore eto change hoi? Sob kichu mene nei! Amake chara onno kaoke jei jaygai vabtei partona, sekhane aj se onno ekjoner sathe thakte cole jacche onek dure. Amar sobi emotion, late valobasha aj tar kache. E o somvhob, aei sei babu amar.

Dekhi, kemon kore tumi paro amake chere jete. Kemon kore tumi amake kotha diyeo kotha na rakho. kemon kore amar sesh request ta tumi ograjjo koro. Amake deya sesh kotha tao ki rakhba na tumi? Sob kichuur answer er jonnoi ami opekkha korbo. Onar sathe somporko rekhe amake kotodin tumi kosto diye jete paro ta dekha je amar khub dorkar. Jake eto valobashi, je amake naki onek valobashe, sei manush tar ekta exam neyar right nishchoi amar ache. Shudu dur theke opekkhai korbo, konodin shunbo bole, tar sathe babu r thakena, relation nei.

Majhe majhe vabi, apur oni kharap chilo bole apu jayni. Tumi ki emon partena? Tumake ki basha theke ber kore dito? Tumi just mukhei rag dekhiye gecho, kono result ante paroni. Hoyto ecchei chilona. Sei jonnoito aj porjonto konodin onake ektibar bolte paroni, onar sathe tumi thakte parbena. Breakup cao. Olto, aj tumi matha nichu kore onar kachei cole jaccho. Valo babu, amar cokher panigolor hoyto aj kono dam nei tumar kache. Tobe, bujbe kono ekdin jedin ami r thakbona. Shudu doa koro oi dinta jate amar jibone druto ashe. Ami beche theke tumake onno karo sathe dekhte parbona. Dekho bukta fete jacche, dekhcho tumi? :'( 

Bidai Ghonta Beje Gelo

02.07.2015

Amar jiboner sei ondhokor dingolo abar fire ashche. Barbar mone pore jacche last year er sei dingolor kotha. Jodio sei dingolo seibar kichudiner jonno sthayi chilo. Kintu, ebar? Ebar amake sei ondhokar dingolote pore thakte hobe diner por din, hoyto ajibon.

Babu'r desher baire jaoyata confirm hoye geche. Aei masher 23 tarikhe tar flight. Ki obolilai bole felchi. Kintu, amar vitore ki hocche ami shudu janchi, amar cokh shudu dekhiye jacche, amar sorir shudu janan dicche. Kotota kharap lagche keo e bujbena. Amar babutao bujbena, take bujar chance e to dibona. Besh achi, ekhono tar sathe hashchi, dustami korchi. Eto kosto cepe rekhe take shudu dekhanu, tar cole jaoa ta savabik. Ta ami mene niyechi. Asole ki mene niyechi?

Goto 29 tarikh rate tumi amake bad news ta dila. Tumar ticket confirm hoye geche, 23 tarikhe. Cole jaba amar kach theke onek dure. Janina erporer kotha. Ami kivabe thakbo, ager moto paglami shuru korbo. Jei paglamigolo tumi janbena, unless aei diary ta pothom theke pora shuru koro. Ami jani, amar paglamigolo shunle tumi amar opor onek rag korba. Kintu, ami nirupai. Tokhon ami nijei janina ami actually ki kori. Eto valobashi tumake, aj porjonto tumar theke ekta assash pelam na. Tahole bolo amar life ta voboghure hobena to ki hobe?

Agamikal tumi dhaka jaba. Hoyto embassy te final kotha bolte. Sob kichu ghuchanu sesh. Tumio hoyto aste aste nijeke ghuchiye niccho, jodio jani tumi valo nei. Tumar thote kichu ekta hoyeche. But, amar keno jani mone hocche, etai shudu noi. Tumi r o kichu amar theke lukaccho. Tumi eto sohoje doctor er kache jabar moto nou. R nischoi tumar ghum hocchena bolei tumi alatrol mane ghumer owshud khaoya shuru korecho. Sob e amar dharona. Janina, tumi kotota osostho. Duijonei ek onno theke shudu nijeder problem golo lukanur ek apran cesta. Mon kharap koranu off kora. Kintu, samne ki r parbo?

Tumi gele ami kemon kore thakbo? Tumake chara je amar colbena. Jogra korbo abar valobashbo. Sob to tumi amar. Sei tumi kivabe parba amake chere jete? Shudu nijer family er kotha vabla? Valobashar manushtar kotha ekbar vablena? Valobashar manush bolei r o kosto deya jai, taina? Sobai mukh buje sojjo korbena, shudu aei ekta manush chara, taina? R tai sobaike valo rekhe amakei beche nila kosto dibar jonno. R nijeo kosto paba. Keno eto sacrifice?

Amar mone ekta question onek age theke ghure. Sahosh kore tumake konodin bola hoina. Aj ekhane kore feli. Accha, tumi amar jonno family te eto torture or mental pressure e thakla, but keno onake ekbaro bollena tumar-amar kotha? Ammu ki tumake promise koriyechilo? Naki tumi nij thekei caona onake bolte? Khub ecche amar eta janar.. Tumake shurur dike ami onekbar bolcheilam, eta korte. Tumi koroni, emonki kono answer ow daoni. Kintu keno?

Tumi cole jabar sathe sathei job ta chere dibo. Agamikal office e bole dibo. Amar pokkhe somvob noi. Tumi onar sathe thakba, eta je ami mantei parina. R tai janina ebar ki korbo. Shudu vabchi, tumi kemon kore thakba? Onek kosto hobe jani. Tumar jonno shudu doa korbo, jei obosthai thaki. Thik jemon gotobar korechilam. Tumi valo thako, shudu valo thako. Sobai ke valo rakho. Valobashi bolei etai kammo kori.