05.18.2021
Onek onek din por elam amar dingulite. Lokkho korlam aei year e ekbaro ashini :-O Sotti, nijeke tahole aei life e guchiye niyechi, cepe rakhte rakhte nijeke boba bodhir baniye felechi. Ahh ki chilam R ki holam!
Goto koek din age amar birthday gelo. Ebari maybe pothom bday er din tumar sathe kotha hoini (chat e). Ebari j tumi permanently tar sathe RAK te thaka start korecho. Eto kache amar, chat er proyojon nei r. Amar nissas R tumar nissas to kub kachakachi, shudu ek deyal er parthokko. Ecche korlei hbgnj er basar samner moto oki diye ashte pari kintu, nah. R noi tumake emotionally blackmail. Kingba un-wanted situation e niye asa. Ekhon tumi onek porinoto, taina?
Eid gelo, tao tumake eid mubarak bolar jonno o gelam na. Bday kingba Eid, dingulite age at least ekbar holeo amar kotha tumar mone porto. Ami jani ebari prothom mone koroni. Ami korechi kintu, nijeke lukiye rekhechi. Asole, eto kache thaki bolei besi kore nijeke control korte hocche. Amar dara jate kono vhul na hoi.
Amar dui cousine asche and apatoto amar ekhanei oteche. Job holei cole jabe. Papers joma hoyeche. Sotti bolte amar present position oder samne cole ashate khub kharap lagche. Etodin to vabto vaia onek good ekta position e ache. Ebar to dekhei fello, kopal amar.
Besi kichudin dorei tumar sathe kotha bolbo bolbo kore bolchina. Kemon acho ki korla aei typer kothar majhe nijeke khubi hotash lage, khuje firi sei tumake. Pabona vebei r o niras, mood off r o barbe bolei durotto. Aei durotto jodi tumake r o present life e valo rakhe, tobe tai hok na.
Koto kichu vabi kintu, ekhon r ager moto likhte boshle likha hoina. Choto choto gotona golo tumake bola hoina, tumar mridu sashon kingba adure sor r shuna hoina. Akkhepe pure jai eka, hath bariye tumake dorte jeye sopneo ekhon dorte parina. Nikosh kalo adhar dekhi, dekhi ami shuru toliyei jacchi.
Tumi valo thako, sobaike valo rakho. Valobashi ekhono tumake babu.
