Ki Lukaccho Tumi?

31.01.2015

R kichukhon por aei bochorer pothom mash ta sesh hobe. Tumar R amar alada houya jiboner notun bochorer pothom ekta mash sesh hobe. Dhire dhire tumar kach theke amake dure soriye diccho, R ami ceye ceye dekhchi. Kichu bolar dussahosh dekhai nah.

Mone mone saradin rat tumake eto daki, hoyto tumio amar kotha emni vabo. Kintu, kothai jeno ekta lukocuri. Tumi ki lukaccho? Hut kore cole jaba? Jaoyar ager din amake bolla, babu ami cole jacchi. Valo theko. Emon kichu! Holeo hote pare, karon tumi to ekhon vabna cinta kora chere diyecho. Nodir panir moto shudui boye jabar plan korecho, jedike niye jabe seidikei jaba. Ishh jodi tumar moto vabte partam.

Gotokal tumar sathe kotha hoini. Tumar bashai mehman eseche. Tai kotha bolate problem. Ekta question ask korte ecche korche, accha problem er karone ki onar satheow kotha bola off rekhecho? Jani, odvhot ekta question. Onar sathe kotha bolate problem face hobena, etai savabik.

Babu jano, goto porshu kotha bolar somoi ekta jinish kheyal korlam. and ekta jinish bujte parlam. Keno tumi tumi cole jabar pore amar theke dure dure thakcho, ami kichu kichu kotha bolle ariye jaccho. 16th November er babur sathe aei babur difference khuje pelam. Eta lukanur ki ache. Amio ektu beshi barabari korchi. Tumar private bepare shudu nak golai, sei odhikar ki amar ache?

Somoi golo boddo sthir hoye ache amar jonno. Ek ek ta din jeno kattei caina. Ki korbo ta buje othina. Etotta osohai lage tumar kotha vable, bujate parbona. Keno emon holo, keno eto kosto?

Tumar oikhane jete khub ecche korche. But, abbu osostho, taropor oborod & hortal. Desher obostha ektu savabik holei tumar kache cole ashbo. Kotodin dekhina tumar sei mukh, sei thot, sei kalo duiti cokh, amar jonno alada kore rakha sei ciro omolin hashi. Amake je jetei hobe tumar kache.

Jano, aj shimu ke call korechilam and oboseshe phone receive korlo. Ami bokaboki shuru korar agei dekhi kanna korteche. O naki onek cesta korteche takata manage korar jonno. But, tanjir naki guracche. Ami majhkhane porechi didhai. Ki korbo mathai dorena. Ekta date dite bollam, bole o pore janabe.

Caropashe eto eto kahini gotche, tumake pore bolbo. Ami sotti r parchina. Tumi amar pashe ager moto thakle, sotti overcome korte partam. But, ekhon ami je boddo eka. Tumio amar sathe lukocuri khelo. Ami kar sathe khelbo, R tai nijeke vuliye rakhar apran cesta kore, berto hoye sarakhon bed e pore thaki ...

Sob Kichu ekhane ache,

Kichu nei amar kache.

Moner majhe eto sob kosto,

Kore jai nischup krondon.

Shunar sei manushtio nei r,

Jiboner hoyeche aj chondo-poton.

Cole jaccho tumi obelai,

Ojana kono ek thikanai,

Aei jala jolche buker majhe.

Sob kichu ekhanei ache,

Kichu nei amar kache :'(

Tobu cai tumi fire asho,

Ekbar amake asha dekhao,

Tumi noi kichu na pele,

Ami pabo tumake ..... :'(

Aj Onekdin Pore .....

29.01.2015

Aj onekdin por diary likhte boshlam. Majhkhaner dingolote etokichu gote geche, jar kichu kichu tumake bolechi phone e kotha bolar somoi. Aei pothom feel korlam, prithibite r o koekta manush ache jader ami feel kori. Jader koste amar cokhe jol ashe, tik jemon tumar kotha vebe prai dui cokh vije jai.

Goto 22 tarikhe rat sare 11ta. Hotat CTG theke vaia phone kore bollo abbur obostha valona. Shuna matro ratei, aei hortaler moddher pune 1tai bus e korec ctg er oddesshe rowna dilam. Giye pouchlam vor 5 tai. Jeye dekhi abbu k slaain diye rekheche. Tarpor, PDB er doctor dekhanur pore taratari private medical center e admit korlam. Sob amakei samlate hocchilo, cause ami ekai chilam abbu and ammur sathe. Sara rat jege thaklam. Ektu porpor abbur sorir gorom hocchilo, R ami rumal diye sorir muche dicchilam. Salain ta hate dore abbuke dore washroom e giyechi. Sara rat ektu o ghumaini. Emon korei kete geche etota din.

Amar life e aei pothom etogolo rat na gumiye katiyechi. Onnorokom ekta oviggota. Srakhon ekta vhoi, abbur jodi rate kichu hoi. Rat jagar somoi tumar kotha shudu vebe gechi. Emon koto rat tuni nirghum katiyecho, ekhono kataccho. Tumar kostogolo amake chuye gelo. Tumake khub miss korechi. Amar ager sob bipode tumi amar pashe chila. Aei pothom etoboro ekta bipore tumake pashe paini. Tumi tumar mamar biyete busy chila.

Goto porshu oikhan theke back kore amake call dila. Amio haspatale etodin dore kosto korte korte etoi upset hoyechi, tumake onek bokaboki korlam. Sorry babu. Tumar voice ta shune abar jeno energy fire pelam. Mone holo, amar babu eshech, R cinta nei. Emon kore sara jibon tumi thakba to?

Doctor 1 month Abbu ke bed rest e thakte boleche. R tai office theke chuti niye aj abbu comillai cole esheche. Ekhanei thakbe. Kichukhon age comillai pouchlam. R mathai now r ekta plan gurche. Tumar sathe dekha korbo. Kobe , at thik korini. Dekhi kobe jaoa jai tumar sathe kotha bole.

Janina, amar moner vhul naki. Tumi ki jeno ekta vabcho. Amake bolchona, aei jonno majhe majhe khub rag hoi. Tao kichu bolina. Tumake jur korar odhikar to tumi r rakhoni. Sei jonnoi opekkhai thaki, kokhon nij thekei tumi kichu amakr sathe share korba. Opekkhai achi r o onek kichur jonno. Janina pabo naki. Tao, opekkha korata naki onek jontronayok. Sei jontrodayok kajtai amar kore jete hobe.

R o ekta bisoy chilo tumake bolar. Pore bolbo. Aj r valo lagchena. Sorir ta valona. Age to shudu buke betha hoto. Now, buker caropashei betha hoi, komore betha hoi kidney er kache. Hok betha, sob sesh holei to mukti milbe tumar koruna theke. Amake aruna kore baciye rekhecho, tai continue caliye jao.

Abar Somoi Sthir Hoye Jacche

17.01.2015

Goto koekdin dore abar regular kotha hocche. Onek valo lagche. Saratdin mohiser moto shuye theke somoi par kori and R opekkha kori, kokhon tumar sathe kotha hobe. Gharer bethai osthir, pressure ta budh hoy abar bereche. Gharta naratei parchina. Tao tumake kichu bolina. Emnitei amake niye cinta koro, amar sorir kharap shunle r mon kharap hobe.

Agamikal ctg theke comillai jabo. Desher jei obostha, eto long journey kortei ososthi hocche. Agamikal jodi kichu hoye jai amar, tobe hoyto etai hobe amar last post!!! R beche thakle kothao hobe, and ekahne likhalikhi ow hobe.

Comillar bashai jeyeo shanti nei. Aei koidin ekhane chilam, valoi chilam. Keo birokto korena. Oikhane Porir cikkar cecameci, mehmaner ottachar just disgusting lage ekhon. Tumi age amake sonnasi bole cetata, majhe majhe mone hoi asolei sonnashi hoye jai. Janina, agamikal theke kotha bolte parbo naki. Tao try korbo.

Tumar sathe goto koidin kotha bole bujlam, tumi kichu ekta vabcho. But, amake bolchona. Ami ektu guess korechi. But, dekhi age tumar cintar sathe amar mile naki. Tobe jai kichu hok, keno jani mone hoy tumi ager moto tension korona. Jeno kichui hoini, mane mene niyecho sobkichu. R tai amakeo savabik korar tumar apran cesta, blacmailing kora. Asole amio cao, savabik hoi. Tobe tumi jemon cao, temon noi. AMi cai, onek dure kothao jeye ekaki ekta life lead kori, jekhane tumi thakba amar mone mone kono osthirota chara.Tumake niye vabar ofuronto somoi pabo. Tumake potidin ager thekeo valobashte parbo.

Amar lokkhi babu, tumar kache jotoi amar oshuk, moner capa kosto lukai, asole kichui lukanu hoi. Tumi amake je tumar theke valobasho, R tai kichu na bolleow tumi feel kore felo. Sei jonnoi mitthe hashi, dustami diye tumar sathe kotha bolar muhurtogolo anondomoy korar cesta kori. Jotodin deshe acho, at least oi koita din kore jabo in sha allah. Bakita? Seita na hoi porei dekha jabe.

Valo thako Babu sob somoi. Aei pagolta tumake asholei onek valobashe ....

Congrats Babu

13.10.2015

Onek ovinondon Babu. Onek onek shuvokamon tumar jonno. Onek valo lagche onekdin por. Amar babuta aj onek boro success peyeche.

National university er Honors final exam. er result diyeche and amar babu 2nd class peyeche. Ouff etto valo lagche. Amar babutar oboseshe ekta certificate achieve kora holo. Amar babuta nijer paye darate somossa hobena. Dhet, nijer paye to daranur proyojon nei. Onar onek taka ache, so oke nijer paye na daraleo hobe. Tachara babur oirokom plan ow nei. Tarceye borong babu tar future generation k bolte parbe, ami oi mofossol elaka theke na porei 2nd class peyechilam. Dhet na pore keno? Poreche dekheito pass koreche, tao abar valo vabei pass koreche. Congrats Babu.

Ekta jinish vabchilam tumar result ta shunar por theke. Tumar sathe amar poricoy Honors e admit houyar por and tumar amar poth alada hoyeche Honors exam. sesh houyar por. Mane majkhnaer somoitokotei shudu tumar sathe ami chilam. Eto kothar moddhe main kotha ta holo, Honors life seshe tumar jibonta asolei onek valo somoi eseche.

17th March jodi tumi oi kajta na korte, aj ki tumar result ta emon hoto? Ami jotodin tumar sathe chilam, valo kichui hoini. Aj tumar pashe sobar cokhe valo ekjon manush, tumar sopno desher baire jaoa-seitao hocche, Honors er valo result. Dekhecho, sob puron hocche. Ekhon tumar valo somoi, sob valo jinish golo tumar hate dora dibe. Sokol kosto tumi vhule jaba. Ishh vabtei valo lagche.

Babu, khub jamelai achi. Janina, ki hocche amar sathe. Shudu etotokoi boli, thanai doura-douri korte hocche. Ami pother fokir hoye gechi almost. Taropor cokher obostha 12 ta. Japsha dekhi, doc. cokher cream diyeche. So goto du rat dore cream dei bolei tumake rate phone dite mana korechi. But, agamikal theke r dibona. Tumi eshecho abar. Amar sob nosto hoye jak, oshar hoye jak aei sorirta. R etotoko tumake birokto korte ecche korena. Tumar mone amar jonno sthan thakuk ami caina.

Dirgo HONORS life e tumake onek kosto diyechi. Valobasha sikhate jeye aj tumar montakei morovumi baniye diyechi. Jano, eta vebei r o beshi koste achi. Sotti bolchi, cesta korchi sei moruvomite abar bonayon korte tumake help korei ami hariye jabo adhare. Agamikal theke sei mission ta shuru korbo. Tumar sob kichutei valo achi, valo hocche etc. 

Jibone ekjonkei trust korechilam, sei hoccho tumi. Amar trust hoyto nore geche, kintu emotion ta roye geche. Tumar jonno ajo amar cokhe pani ashe, ajo ami rate ghumate parina. Kokhon ghum ashe, kokhoni ba jege othi, sobkichui aj osthir. Thak, emon ekta dine tumake kichu bolbona r. Shudu cai, aj jei kushir barta peyechi, samner dingolote jate emon r o hazar ta kushir khobor pai. Tumar jibonta kushir juare abar veshe jak. R ami? Dur thekei valobeshe shuvokamona kore jabo :-)

Poriborton ....

10.01.2015

Jantam, emonti hobe. Emonti hoyeche. Tumar majhe notun poriborton. Etar voi amake dirgo 20 ta din ghire chilo. Sei vhoi sotti hoye samne dariyechi. Poribortoner vhoi. Tumar majhe poriborton.

Aj 10 tarikh and Tumar ONI cole gechen. Tumi naki aj bikele cole eshecho bashai. Tao abar eka!!!

Tumar voice ta eto normal lagchilo, bujai jacchilo tumi onek furfure mood e acho. Otocho, potibar emon muhurto golote tumar voice ta khub soft and joriye thake. Bujai jai, tumar mon kharap. Kintu, ebar tumar majhe poriborton dekhlam, Tobe ki tumi amar theke r o dure sore gela? 1 tarikhe and 10 tarikhe, tumi same voice e amar sathe kotha bolecho? 1 tarikhe thekei aei vhoi ta bereche and aj seita purnotota pelo.

Aj tumi ki ONI cole geche, aei vebe eto kushi naki onno kichu? Keno jani mone hocche, tumi kichu ekta lukaccho. Kichu ekta hoyeche, ja tumi amake janate cacchona. And, tumi caccho, tumi amar sathe emon valo thakar ovinoy kore amake back to work korba. Ta ki hobar ache?

Ami kemon achi, janina. Tobe hoyto sotti valo nei. 20 ta din to onek din, shudhui jolechi and kosto cepe rakhte  rakhte nijeke niye ja korar noy tai korechi. Jani, koster sesh nei. Hobeo na konodin. Je korbe, tar majhe je notun Poriborton hoyeche. Hok poriborton, tao se valo thakuk.

Tumi amar kache kichu lukale, amar onek kharao lage. Kintu, tumake jur korina bolar jonno. Karon, ami nijei to onek kichu tumar kache lukiye rakhi. Kharap thaka, khaoya niye, plan niye etc. amar jibondhara, seto ekhon shudui lukanur jinish. Caina, amar jonno tumi notun kore kosto pao potidin. Shudui ektai doa koro amar jonno, ebarer kajta jate successful hoy. Tahole budhoi tumake r o valo rakhte parbo.

Khub ecche korche tumake dekhte. Kintu, BNP er onidistokal Hortal colai, kothao jete parchina. Ishh tumi ekta ashba eta amake age janale to, ami tumake niye ashte partam. Ektu amake sms kore janalei to hoto. Oops amake janaba keno? Tumar majhe je Poriborton.

Agamikal kotha hobe. Ki bolbo? Dirgo 20ta din mittha bolini kaor sathe, cause kothai to bolte hoini. Cesta korbo, jate tumake kono mitthe na bolte hoy. Tao, tumi emon vabe kotha ask koro, tumake kosto diye feli opriyo kotha bole. Tobe ekta kotha tumake ask korte khub ecche korche, Tumar VISA er kaj dhaka theke sesh kore eshecho? Cole jabai amake chere? :'(

Notun kono Poriborton ???

08.01.2015

R matro 2 din. Kintu, r o 48 ghonta amake tribbo jontrona date dat cepe sojjo korte hobe. Tumar pashe onno keo gure firche, eta vablei sorir ta guliye othe, mathai rokto othe jai. Nijeke tokhon dongsho kore felte ecche kore. Kintu, parina ekebare sesh korte. R tai diner por din sorir namer mohasoi ke jontrona diye jacchi.

Desher obostha valona, na hoi kobei tumar oikhane cole ashtam. Comillai boshe achi, jodi sujog pai jabo vebe. Kintu, opekkha korte korte sesh hoye esheche opekkhar pala. Kobe dekha hobe janina, tobe tumake na dekha porjonto matha thanda hobena, osthirotao kombena. Tumi cole gele amar aei paglamita kivabe off korbo, tai vebei goto 19 ta din ami r o sesh. Ouff, babu eto kosto keno?

Janina, kemon acho, kothai acho? Tumar khobor neyar moto amar kono way nei. Namaj pori R Allahopaker kache pratthona kori, sob somoi valo thako. Tumi sukhi hole ami hobo kushi. Kosto kome jabe, nijeke niye thakte parbo. Aeivabe jokhon vabi, sob somoi normal mone hoi. Kintu, jokhon vabi tumi amar theke onek dure cole jaba, tokhon r nijeke thik rakhte parina. Janina, Allah amar r koto porikkha niben. Exam diye jacchi, binimoye tumar mukhe oi hashita abar dekhte pelei ami shanti.

Agamikal ctg jabar plan chilo. Kintu, ekhane problem er opor r o ekta problem hoyeche. Problem ta solve hole tumake pore bolbo. R amar problem manei holo, tokhon sara deshei problem cole. Otocho oi muhurte amar aeidik seidik jaoyar vishon proyojon hoye pore. Sob amar kopal, R allahopaker eccha. Tai mene niyei opekkhai achi. Jodi tumar jonno kichu korte pari ......

Dingolo jacchena keno?

05.01.2015

Ouff!!! R o 5 ta din. R o 145 ghonta. Somoi golo ebar jeno jaccheina. Sarakhon buker moddhe keo ekjon churi diye kucacche and amar vitore roktokhoron hocche. Eto betha, eto jalaton, shudui osthirota. Eto kosto niye manush keno bache? Kingba Allahopak kenoi ba eto porikkha koren?

Goto 1 tarikhe tumar sathe kotha hoyechilo. Tarpor theke r khobor nei. Hoyto, tumi ekhon dhakai or onar barite. jekhanei acho, onar sathe acho. Eta vablei jontronagolo matha nara diye othe. Bangla chobir kichu gaan achena, Buk jole, kolija jole oi typer. Sotti, oi gaan golo khet typer holeo sotti feelings represent kore.

Desher ja obostha, tumake niye to tension hocche. Tumi ki dhaka te? Allah tumake sostho rakhuk. R jodi sotti sediner kothamoto valo thako, tobe amar ceye khusi r keo hobena.

Hoyto, 10 tarikhe oni cole jabar pore tumar sathe kotha hobe. Abar sei rater 12 ta, tarpor lukiye kotha bola. Tarpor, eksomoi amake rekhe cole jaba. Tarpore hoyto, abar somoi kore amar sathe contact korba. Emni kore colbe tumi jotodin cao. Etai amar jibon, tumar jonno opekkha kore jaoa. Amar kaj bolte etai ache, and etai thakbe.

Jano, keo Valobasha ke dore rakhte pare, R keo parena. Ami parini, bolte didha nei. Amar valobashar manush hariye geche. Hariye jaoa valobasha kokhono fire ashena. Prithibite onek kom songkhok manush thake, jader kache hariye jaoa valobasha fire ashe. Ami sei soubagghoban manushder moddhe ekjon hote ceyechi koto diner por din. Jani, onek deri ami kore felechi or r o deri hoye jabe.

Ekta jinish dekhte pele onek shanti petam. Tumi hoba sei manush, jar jibone amake khub dorkar hobe. Amake chara tar colbena. Mukhe se jai boluk kingba amar sathe jai koruk. Ami sei manushtar jonno opekkha korte cai. Ajibon opekkha korte cai. Bisash kori, tumi fire ashba amar kache.

Sorry, tumake eto kosto dibar jonno, tumar oi dui cokhe eto jol anar jonno, tumar sundor sopno golote bedonar nil rong coriye deyar jonno, tumar valobashake osthir somoye thele diye jibontake osthir kore dibar jonno. Amake khoma korba to? Khoma jedin korba, jani tumi amar kachei fire ashba. Tumi chara R keo nei aei amake bujhar, amar pashe apon atta hoye thakar. Miss you babu, miss you lokkhi ta :'(

Notun Jibon Shuru hocche amar

01.01.2015

Aj bochorer pothom din. Goto ekta bochor amar opor diye shudu tufan e boye geche. Tufan bolle budhoi vhul hobe. Er ceyeo onek beshi, jotodin pran thakbe Totodin aei bochor "2014" take vhulte parbona. Amake ekbare nisso kore diyeche 2014. Sob sopno haoyai miliye geche.

Goto bochor aei dineo amar kache sob chilo, mone chilo bissash, chilo amar praner manush. Ah 365 din pore notun ekta bochorer pothom dine, sei sob sukh srity sob miliye geche. Se nei, nei amar R beche thakar eccha. Bachte hobe bolei beche thaka.

Bisesh dingolote onek din tumake wish kora hoina, sei March mash theke. Goto rate kotobar mone mone tumake dekechi, shunecho tumi? Sarati din tumake eto kore dekhechi, tumi shunecho bolei Dupure phone korechila. Bochorer pothom din tumar golar sei sor shuna theke amake bonchito koroni, onek donnobad tumake. Tumar voice ta khub normal lagchilo, besh hashikushi lagchilo, besh valo acho eta vebe valoi lagche.

Dupure jokhon phone korechila, ami tokhon namaj porte mosjide chilam. Eshe dekhlam, tumar misscall. Mejaj ta je ki kharap holo. Jar jonno poth ceye bose thaki sarakhon, tar sathe kotha bolar sujog ta miss korlam. Kintu, jantam tumi abar phone korba. Amar darona sotti holo, tumi sondhai phone dila.

Valo-mondho ask korar pore, khub jante ecche hocchilo tumar onar sathe now somporko kemon. Jiggesh korei fellam. Valoi colche, shune valo laglo. R o valo laglo, agami porshu dhaka jaba Embassy te visa pokria complete korar jonno. Sobai paliye bachte cai. Amio palate cai. Amar jonno ektu doa korona please. Amar valo thakar jonno doa korte hobena, shudu doa koro jate sobaike chere onek dure paliye jete pari. Jekhane r karo kotha vebe amake ovinoy korte hobena. Janina, kobe ashbe sei palanur sujog ta.

Bochorer pothom din shudu ajebaje kotha bolchi. Kichui korar nei. Amar sarata bochor emoni jabe. Sei jonno pothom dinei nijeke seivabe ready korchi. 

Tumar agoto dingolo sundor houk. Tumar moner eccha, dubai jaoya puron hok. Tumader songshar sukher hok, onek onek sopno rochito hok tumader cokhe. Sei sopner pichone chutte chutte sokol otit damacapa pore jak puranu bochorer moto. Shudu samne agiye jao.