Countdown shuru hoye gelo . . .

29.03.2015

Kichukhon age (sare 9tai) tumi dhaka theke esecho. Fire eshecho sei news niye, jeitar voye goto koek mash dore ami vitore vitore shudui jolechi. Tumake ektuo bujte dei nai, tumake to r kichu bujate jabona. Specially, amar kosto golo shudu amari thakbe. Tumi bolona, tumi amar keo na, to tumake keno bolbo ami? :'(

Embassy'r kaj sesh kore eshecho, 15 din, 1 mash or 2 masher moddhei tumi cole jaba amake chere onek dure. Jeikhane jaoyar suovaggo amar hobe kina janina. Tobe, tumake kotha jokhon diyechi, ekdin na ekdin jaboi. Hoyto, tumi tokhon vhulei jaba amake. Tao khoti nei. Tumi amake kora sob promise vhule giye aj onar sathe thakar jonno oikhane cole jetei paro, tumar vashai etai naki vaggo. Kotha deyar somoi amra eto emotional hoye jai, pore oishob promise golor kono manei thakena. Tumar deya promise golo sarakhon amar mathai jontrona dei R tumar aei notun rup dekhe ami shudui bisshito hoi.

Janina, amar vagghe ki ache. Tobe eta thik samne amar onek kosto ache. Tumi cole gele ami nijeke control korte parbona, eta ami jani. Tumar pashe onake dekhlei je kingba ache vablei je, amar matha nosto hoye jai. Ami tokhon ki kori mathai thakena. Mone pore jai, goto year er sei dingolor kotha. Abar dekho ghure-fire sei eki somoye arekti jhor amar jonno opekkha korche. Tobe ki March mash ta amar jonno opoya!

Babu, sarata din aj kivabe keteche, koto kedechi, shudu tumar jonno. Amito voi e peyechilam, naki embassy's kotha bole tumi cole gecho. Babu, na gele hoina. Kothai tumar sei rag? Bolte parona, ami kothao jabona. Koi, onar gramer barite tumi jaona, eta to tumi na giyei thakte paro. Tobe keno bideshe jaoata off korte parchona kingba parlena?

Koto question moner moddhe. Tumake ask korte vhoi hoi. Tao majhe majhe kore feli, R tumi pash katiye jao. Hoyto, kono ekdin aei amakei pash katiye cole jaba future er kotha vebe. Jai koro tumi, sob ami mene nibo. Ami je tumar opekkhai thakbo, ami je dekhte cai tumi amake koto kosto dite paro. Kotodin onar sathe theke amake emon jontrona diye jete paro. Etai hobe valobashar porikkha. Keo naki emon porikkha dite caina. Ami na hoi dilam. Tumake valobashe opekkha kore gelam ....

Khub Kosto Hocche ....

26.03.2015

Onek Kosto Hocche, tumake bujate parbona. Hoyto tumaro. Kintu, abar vhabi, hoyto tumar noi. Karon, sob kichui to tumar plan mafik hocche. Aj 26 tarikh, aj sokal sare 9 tar train e dhakai cole gecho. Hoyto ekhon fufur bashai boshe onar sathe kotha bolcho phone e. Aei somoi to tar sathe potidin kotha bolo. Sob kichui tumar routine hoye geche, bolte gele tumi ovvosto hoye gecho.

Amar sathe keno emon hocche? Ja kichui ami korte jai, hoy tar thik biporit. R amar karone tumar sundor somoigolo hocche kostokor. Khoti ki, Allah amar kosto golo r o bariye tumake sosthi dile. Ouff, aei karone r o beshi kharap lage, r o beshi amake kosto pete hoi potita muhurte.

Valo lagchena, sorir ta vishon kharap. Abar ki amake ager moto hoye jete hobe? Tobe ki ebar permanently? Amake chere colei jodi jabe, tobe keno amake promise korechile? Keno amake ashai buk badte diyechile?

Kichui mene nite parina. Tumi ekhon shudu amake dosh dao, kothar majhkhane majhkhane ta boleo dao. Hmm amari dosh, sob amari dosh. Amake khoma kore dio babu :'( Tumake eto valobesheo tumakei aj emon ekta position e dekhte je ami parchina :'(

Dingolo chute jacche .....

22.03.2015

Goto koekta din dore, mone ekta eccha potiniyoto jagche. Ecche kore somoi gori take tene dore rakhi. Ek ek ta din jacche, tumake haranur cinta ta amar cetonake obosh kore dicche. Ek ek ta din jacche, R mon bolche ""Aeito r kichudin, tor babu toke chere cole jabe". Ki sohoj jiboner kache emon ekta nisthur kotha mone koriye deoya. Kintu, jar kosto lagar kotha, seto nijei caiche amar theke dure cole jete. Hoyto, amar kopale eto kharapi chilo.

Goto porshu court e giyechilam. Amar advocate er kache ek client eshechilo. Tar story shune tumar kotha mone porlo. Client er wife naki biyer age kono ek cheler sathe relation chilo. AJ prai 1 year hoye geche, tao take niyei tar shob. Client er bari theke cole esheche, se r jabena. Jate Divorce diye dei. Client ow R sojjo korte na pere, amar advocate er kache eshech, sei kaj korte. Story ta shune koto easy mone holeo vitore kotha ta amar khub mon kharap diyechilo. Sei meyetir sathe tumar tolona korlam. Janina meyeta oi cheletake kototoko valobashe. But, ami to jani Tumi amake onek valobasho. Tumi emon kichu korte parlena? Boronco aj tumi tar kache jaoyar jonno ready hoye boshe acho . .

Tumar kache to amar kokhonoi caoa beshi chilona. Sob somoi jenechi, aei ekjon manush amake onek valobashe. Amar jonno se sob kichu korte parbe. Amake oneke onek kotha bolto tumar name, ami shudu monke bolechi, ami more geleo believe korbona amar babu amake chara onno kaoke vabte pare. Otocho vaggher ki porihash, sei tumi amake etota obak and kosto diyechile. Shudu kosto diyei khanto thakoni, sei manushtar sathe thakar jonno cole jaccho amar simana theke onek dure. Parte na shudu amar kotha vebe, family er sob kotha shune eka thakte? Savabik jibon pete tumar eto ovilash?

Thak, eto kotha aj etodin pore vebe r lav nei. Tumi decision niye niyecho, ekhon amar kaj shudu ceye ceye dekha. R jotodin deshe acho, remote pakhir moto phone e kotha bole jaoa. Karon, mon bolche tumi r o paltaba. Deshe acho bolei, ekhono 100% nijeke change korte parchona. Amar poti durbolota ta kaj kore ekhane acho bolei. Janina, aei durbolota ta kobe abar ager sob promise er haoyai miliye jabe.

26 tarikhe tumi dhakai jaba and hoyto koek diner vitore back korba sei sukhobor niye, kobe jaccho amake chere. Vabtei dekho cokh duita bolche, eki penpen na kore off ja. Kosto amar prappo chilo, so eta mene niyechi. R tumar opekkha kore jabo kostogolo buker moddhe cepe rekhe ....

Emon keno korcho?

19.03.2015

Din por din tumar behave change hoyei coleche. Amake kosto diye ki tumi nije sukh pao? Keno shudu amake aghater por aghat kore jaccho? Amar jonno etotoko maya ki hoina tumar? Ki shuru kore cho tumi amar sathe? Amake aghat korar r to rasta tumi baki rakhoni. Tobe, keno tai shudui kosto diye jaccho, bolba amake?

Ami jani, tumi aeigolo korcho intentionally. Jate ami tumar theke kosto peye dure sore jai, nijer life niye vhabi. haire, aei bujla tumi amake? Tumi je amake r o week kore diccho, amake vhul decision nite help korcho. Aeito r koekta mash kingba r kichudin, tarporei to amake chere cole jaba, tokhon ami ki korte pari vebe dekhecho? Mathai je plan ta chilo, oita theke ektu pichu firechilam. Kintu, nah tumar emon behave amake abar sei cinta korte baddo korche.

Ektu age phone e amake ki bolla tumi "Onno kaoke niye vabar eccha tumar nei. Nijeke valo rakhar jonnoi tumar now sob theke nijeke soriye rakha". Hmm thik e bolecho and ami eta chai. Tumi nijeke valo rakhar jonno ja korar proyojon mone koro, tai koro. Aj theke ami r kichui bolbona. Kichu caibona boleo hotat emotional hoye ceye feli tumar kache. R tumar kach theke pai prottakhan. Dekhecho amar kotha ta sotti hocche? 16 tarikhe tumake ami aei jonnoi amake kichu dite tumake nished korechilam. Ami jantam, aei ek ojuhate tumi amake onek dure soriye diba. But, tumi mon ki cai ta bujte caichona. Koto kosto diccho ta ki tumi bujte parcho?

Babu, emon kore tumi amake paltanur jei cesta kore jaccho, tate kono fol ashbena. Boroncho, amar mathai aj tumi notun kore sei puranu rug ta jagiye tulle. Tumi dekho, r tumake ami mon kharap korte dibona phone e kotha bolar somoi. Ja korar seto tumar arale korbo, so ekhane na bolle tumi janteo parbena. R indirectly tumi to cao, jate ami savabik hoi, taina? Thik ache, aj theke tumake ami tumi jemon cao, temon e ovinoy dekhabo. Tao, tumar jate na bolte hoi, "Ami phone dilei tumar now mon kharap hoi".

Babu, keno bujona tumake ami onek valobashi. onek. Sei valobaha tumar kache r caibona, tumar exam niyei jabo. Dekhi, amake tumi koto bochor opekkhai rakhte paro, koto amar valobahar exam nite paro :'(

1 ta bochor hoye gelo ...

17.03.2015

Aj sei kalo rat, amar jiboner. Aj sei bisher jontrona buker moddhe jormanur din. Aj theke thik 1 bochor age aei dine ami here giyechilam. Amar babu amake hariye diyechilo. Amar babu, amake deya sob promise vangte perecgilo. Jene shune se amar jibonta and tar jibonta elomelo kore diyeche. Aj sei din, amar babu amake chere r ekjon ke tar jiboner ongsho hisebe accept korechilo.

Babu, tumake janai pothom bibaho barsikir shuveccha. Kichukhon ageo tumar sathe kotha hoyeche, onek cesta korechi aei kothatai mukhe bolte. Parini, dintar kotha mone koreito matha ta kemon faka faka lagche. Ki kore wish korbo tumai? Jei tumi, 26 tarikhe dhaka jaccho, onar kache jabar rasta ta thik korte. 26 tarikhe dhakar kajta okay houya mane, erpor jekono ekdin tumi amake chere cole jaba. Ouff, vabtei cokh duita r kichu likhte dite caichina. Asole aei jonnoi likhte boshina. Cokh golo emon vhab dekhai, mon theke tader kosto beshi.

Babu, aj 1 bochor holo. Goto 1 bochor amar sathe somporko rakhar karonei tumi ajo normal hote paroni. Asha kori, aei bochor ta hobe tumar change houyar bochor. Aei bochor to tumake r ami pashe pabona, amake chere tumi cole jaba onek dure. R amar emon kopal konodin ow hoyto tumar kache kothao jeye amat future abash gorte parbona. Etai vebe r beshi kosto hoi. Tumake ami promise korechilam, tumi jeikhane jaba, ami seikhane jabo. Ekhono asha charini, jotodin pran ache cesta kore jabo.

Dekhte dekhte 1 ta bochor kete gelo. Koto lukochuri, koto cokher jol, tumar change hoye jaoa, sob mene niye palte fela nijeke, amar ignore kora, sob dekheche aei dui cokh R saradin rat vebe vebe monta kede geche. Aei manushtake mere felte tumar etotoko kosto hoini sedin. Sei 17th March, tumar sei sundor saje amake pathanu 2 ta chobi. Mone pore tumar? Thik porir moto lagchilo tumake. Khub chute ecche korechilo tumake sedin! Kintu, ami chute parini, dekhte parini tumake oi saje.

Rat 2 ta baje. Ki korbo kichui vebe otthe parchina. Bokar moto, aj tumake bidesher bepare bole dilam. Jotodur mone pore, agerbar tumi besh kushi hoyechila. Kintu, ebar thik tar olto. Tumi caona tumar kachakachi ami thaki. Sei jonnoi mana korla, and rag korla. Oikhane jete labour er kaj korbo eta vebe. Deshe ki er ceye valo kaj korechilam?

Thank, aj r beshi kotha bolbobona. Mohan Allahopaker kache pratthona kori, tumi jei plan or sopno buker moddhe lalon korecho, ta jonno purno hoi. Tumar family ke tumi jeno sukhi korte paro, ma-sorman bojai rakhte paro. Somaj jate tumar family er dike kokhon angul tulte na pare. Aei family er jonnoi to aj eto kichu :'(

Jhorer Purbabas Pelam ...

11.03.2015

Mone mone jei vhoi amake potidin kure kure khai, sei vhoike R o jagroto hoye othlo. Nij mukhe Babu amake shoron koriye dilo sei vhoi jaganu kotha. Janina, ki kore ami nijeke control korbo. Kintu, Babur jonno amake sob sojjo korte hobe. Shudu cai, Babuta valo thakuk.

R 2-3 masher moddhei tumi cole jaba, taina babu? Amake ekhane eka rekhe. Amar samne onno ekjon ke niye gurte dekhechi tumake. Ebar baki ache, amar theke onek dure jeye onno ekjoner sathe baki jibon par kora! Vabtei cokhe pani cole ashe. Ki kore parchi sei dintar por theke, tumi konodin ow bujte parbena. Shudu tumake savabik rakhar jonno, oi topics niye ami kono kotha bolina. Cesta kori, thik ager sei amai hoye tumar sathe kotha bolte, tumake hashate. Ajkal tao parina. Tumake Gamvirjo grash koreche. EKhon r ager moto occholota dekhina.

Jodio, beparta ebar oni jabar por thekei beshi dekhchi tumar moddhe. Ki lukaccho amar theke? Jani aei prosno kore tumar kache answer pabona. Sei jonnoi nijei sarakkhon vabi, jar answer pai 00. Tobe amar mon bolche kichu ekta tumi lukaccho amar theke. Jai hok, kingba jai koro, tumar family er kotha vebe to aj emon situation tumi create korecho, so tader niye valo thako aei doa kori. Ammur kotha shune amar sob kotha vhule gecho, amake deya sob promise ekta ekta kore vengecho, kichui bolini. Kichu r konodin bolbow na.

16 tarikh tar jonno boddo kosto hoi. Ishh oi dinta ami jodi tumar theke na nitam, tobe sara jibon tumi amar kache dai theke jete. Kintu, aj tumar moddhe kono dai nei, amar jonno kokhonoi tumi crazy hobana. Crzay houyar rasta tai je ami off kore diyechi. Mon bole, tumi r kokhono amar kache ashbena. Ebar shudui durrotto barar pala. Abar ami e cai, tumi fire asho. Kintu, bolte sahosh paina. Tumar kache kichu ceye na pele, amar je boddo kosto hoi.

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Aei matro tumar sathe kotha holo. Bukta fete jacche R cokh diye pani porchei. Tao, likhe jacchi. Eto kosto hoi amar, tumar ki ektu maya hoina? Kivabe paro tumi sob kichu mene nite? Onader barite ki sova hobe, tumi agamikal oikhane cole jaba and Sunday te in sha allah back korba. Oi Shmm may be tumake niye jabe. Tumi jaba!!! Aei kotha golo shunlei tumar opor onek rag hoi, mukhe koto kichu ashe. AJke koto kosto kore nijeke control korechi. Chup thekechi R kedechi. Tao, ami caina kono kostojonok kotha tumake bolte. Tumi aste aste sob mene niyecho. Je ja bolche tai shuncho. Aeito tumi hariye jaccho amar theke.

Jao, ghure asho. R o beshi family k somoi dao, R o tumi normal hoba. Fire asho tumar sei ager jibone. Purapuri na paro, tar kachakachi.

Ajke pa kete felechi pereker kucha lege. bam pa ta onek betha korche, maybe jor ashbe. Valoi holo agamika 3 din tumi oikhane thakba, so amake mitthe bolte hobena tumake. Ki j hocche, tumi emon korle keno amar sathe? Ektuow bujte parlena jake eto valobasho tumi? :'(

Na, r pachina. Goto rate gum hoini, fazar namaj pore gumiye chilam. Abar 7:30 tai ghum sesh. Ajkeo hoito same hobe. Nijer cehera dekhle nijeri vhoi lage. Tumar sathe dekha korte ceyeo dekha korar onumoti pacchina tumar kache. Ami jani, tumi mone mone vabcho, sediner oi gotonar por theke tumar sathe amar dekha korar intensity ta kome geche. Tai noi babu. Tumar sathe amar sob somoi dekha korte, thakte ecche kore. Kintu, amar jonno jate tumar kono porblem na hoi, seita ami cai. Sei jonnoi opekka korchi. In Sha Allah tumi oikhan theke ashar por dekha korbo.

Kintu, aei koidin amar kivabe katbe? Tumar oi call tar jonno saradin opekkha kori. Aei buji babu phone dilo. Saradin aei ekta room e shuye boshe din-rat katai. Aei ki jibon dile amake tumi? Amake emon rekhe tumi cole jaba dure, taina? Jao, sobar mukhe hashi futao. Nijeo valo thako. Tumi valo thakle amio valo thakbo. At least kostogolo r jhorer moto sarakhon moner moddhe betha dibena .......

Onek Sorir Kharap ..

08.03.2015

Kichudin porpor ekhon likhte boshi. Kichui korar nei. Sorir ta ekdomi valo jacchena. Sara sorire betha. Recently, bukh theke bethata tol pete cole jai, ouff ghum hocchena. Boshe thakle ghume pore jai. But, bed e gele ghum ashena, ashe ek rash cinta.

Aei soptahe tumar oikhane jabar kotha chilo tumar sathe dekha korar jonno. Kintu, amar ceherar jei obostha hoye ache, tate tumar samne ami darate parbona. Cokh lal hoye ache, mukh ekta fule ache. Aei cehera niye tumar oikhane gele, hotel ow jaiga dibena. R tai, tumi jokhon ashte na korle, ami ek kothai raji hoye gelam. Dekhi sorir ta valo hole tarporei jabo.

Tumake amar sorirer bepare kichui bolini. Ami jani, aeigolo bolle tumar kosto hobe. R o mon kharap kore boshe thakba. Tumake mood off ami dekhtei parina. R tai goto kichudin dore tumake mitthe bole jaoa. Babu, please amake khoma kore dio. Aei diary te mitthe golo bole dei jeigolo ami tumake bolechi, jate at least tumi sottigolo jante paro. Jodi janina konodin tumar sei sujog or eccha jagbe naki, aei likhagolo porar.

Tumaro hotat kore keno eto jor ashlo bujlam na. Jor and thanda lege tumar obostha je khub kharap, ta ami kotha bolei bujte perechi. Khub kosto hocchilo tumar jonno. Saradin shuye shuye tumar kotha vebechi R namaj pore doa korechi. Allahor rohomote tumi sostho hoyecho, alhamdulillah.

Ajke dupure hotat korei sei dinta cokher samne veshe othlo. Mone hocchilo, ami jeno sotti dekhchi kingba sei somoitatei achi. Sjon Bro R Trun, amar office e ashlo. AMar room e gosol kore fresh holo, amar office er picture tollo. Amaro pic. tullo. Accha oi picta tumar kache ache? Khub dekhte ecche korche, sediner amitake.

Tarpore gotona ta mojar chilo. Onara 2 jon ke niye ami raozan e bashar kache ashlam. Sjon bro misti and fol chara amader bashai jabena. Aeidike oikhane valo dokan jeigolo chilo, off. So, abar sei der gontar rasta back kore amar office e ashlam. Abar fresh hoye then marketing kore tarpore amader bashai niye gelam. Abbu ammu onek excited chilo. Sotti, amar parents amar opor khub khushi hoyechilo, ami je onader ke son khule bolechi and onara tumake sotti onek like korechilo. Amar ek kothatei tumader oikhane mane basai jete raji hoyechilo. Tumra jokhon exaxt kono kichu bolchilena, onara barbar amake question korto. Kire kobe jabi, ki khobor? Basia amake niye koto fazlami. Sob kichu sesh aj.

Ami holam now obaddo sontan. Ami jeita bolbo, seitai korbo. Ami oikhane jabo to jaboi, amake mana kore lab nei. Bahsia now eta buje geche. R aei jonnoi keo kichu bolena, amake keo gatai na. Sei jonnoi budhoi din din ami sringkholhin jibone ovbosto hoye othchi. Hoyto baki jibon aeivabei jabe. Kono kichui sojjo hoina. Smanno Porir ektu cikkare amar matha dore jai, ragaragi kori or parents er sathe.

Ouff, onek kotha bole fellam. Asole ajke je ki hoyeche. Matha ta vishon fakafaka lagche. Ki jeno nei. Tobe ki tumi cole jaba, R tai age thekei emon mone hocche? Janina, boddo vhoi hoi eta bolte pari. Vishon vhoi hoi, tumake ekebare haranur vhoi. Fire ashbeto amar kache?

Kichui Vhula Jaina . .

01.03.2015

Aj onekdin por mathai joto plan, tar kichu bolar jonnoi likhte boshlam. Jodio jani, sob plan e obekto theke jabe. Tumi amake joto dure thele diyecho diner por din, totoi ami hoye gechi Oguchalo. Tar sathe sathe amar plan golow hoyeche poth hara pothik. Konotai bastober rup dekheni. Plan golo bastob na houyar ekta reason ami dar koriyechi. AMi jani, amar valo ceye tumi sob somoi doa koro, R tumi tumi amar jonno ja pratthona koro HOI tar olto. Sei jonnoi budhhoi diner por din tumar nirliptota kingba "Kichui hoini" emon ekta face dekahr por ta sojjo kore achi.

Majkhaner dingolote asolei onek besto chilam. Tumar ekta kotha amio feel korlam, besto theke somoi par kora. Kintu, amar besto somoi golor majeo tumi oki dao sarakkhon. Matha ta majhe majhe fatiye felte ecche kore, keno emon holo amar sathe R Allahoi ba keno amake eto kosto dicchen? Tumake ami dirgo 5 year and ekhono onek kosto diyechi and Dicchi, sei jonnoi budhoi Allah amake sara jibon emon kore kosto diben, eta amar kopale likhe diyechen. Tarpor ow Tar kache potidin fire jai, Jodi ektu koruna kore tumake aei kosto theke mukti den. Amar jonno tumar kosto hobe, ami je ta sojjo korte parina.

Jano, vitore vitore ami onek voye achi. Onek din to holo, hut kore tumi jodi cole jao. Tumar behave amar kache suspicious lage daning, shudu mone hoi tumi na bolei hotat ekdin cole jaba amar theke onek dure. Kingba sob ready hole, jaoyar ager din amake janaba. Eta vebe potita din ami extra manoshik jontronai thaki. Tao tumake bujte deina, emonki tumake aei bepare ask ow korina. Aei topics tullei tumar mood off hoye jabe, mon kharap kore R hoyto pran khule kotha bolbana. Tumar oi voice ta shunar jonno saradin koto pnmukh hoye thaki.

Babu, tumake eto valobashi ami R tumi amar sathe goto ekta mash specifically oni cole jabar por theke emon korcho keno? Amar theke nijeke eto dure soriye rakhcho keno? Tumito jano, tumi emon korle amar prochondo rag hoi. Dekhecho, ekdin ow rag kore phone rekhe dite? Rakhini. Ami jani, phone rekhe dileo tumi change korbena, boroncho aei ojuhate hoyto amake phone deyai off kore diba. Tumar sathe contact off hobe eta je ami vabtei parina. Tumake potidin mone mone koto thanks dei, shudu amake soron kore phone dao bole.

Babu, janina konodon aei likhagolo tumi porba naki? Sedin jani amar opor onek rag hobe, cause aei likhagolo porle tumi bolba, ami tumar kache eto kichu lukiyechi! Kichui korar nei amar babu. Tumar mon kharap hoi emon kichu korte amar je nished. Tumake happy rakhtei to ajke ekhane to onno din r ek jaigai. Eto chutachuti, tao amar kichu hoina. Keno hoina? Etao Allahor eccha.

Ki shob bola shuru korechi, jeigolor kono mane nei. Tumar vahsai AJAIRA pechal. Otocho emon ajaira pechal korei monke ami besto rakhi R binimoye eto kosto pai. Tumar chobigolo dekhi, R cokher jol feli. Tumar nam dore daki, R valobasha tokhon amake Kutta, Bilai, Soytan, Bandor bole dake thik tumar moto. R parina babu, abar parchi to. Eto kosto niyeo baca jai, kintu shnati chara. Sukher jonno tumar family tumake jei manusher kache diyeche, ta ki ami nosto korte pari? Parina. Kintu, tumake chara thakte parbona. Odvhut koste din katche amar. Eto valobashi tumake, tao tumi bujlana, eta je r o boro sasti amar :'(