Sob amari dosh chilo

28.11.2014

R koekta din. Tarpor sesh hobe amar R tumar soronio ekta mash kingba kicui manoshik shanti paoya ekta masher. Shuru hote jacche hoyto asol khela. Tumar R amar alada hoye jabar nisthur somoi ta ki ghoniye ashlo? December er 10-15 tarikh oni ashben and next month er moddhe tumi cole jaba bohu dure! Sotti ki hariye jaba amar jibon theke bohudure?

Tumake onek bisshas kori, ageo korechi and samneo korbo. Bissash kori bolei ekhono moner vitor theke keo ekjon bole othe, tumake fire pabo jibone. Jodio tumar sathe jokhon kotha hoy mobile e, moner aei bissash ta hariye jay. Kokhonoi tumi aei bepar ta serious vabe niye kotha daoni amake. Ariye giyecho barebar. Tai vhoi hoy abar vhoy niyei tumar opor bissash rekhe colechi. Keno jani mone hoy, tumi parbena amake chere thakte. Abar vabi, tumi thik e bolo. Hoyto notun kono somossa tumake sob mene nite baddo korbe. Sob buji jokhon tumi bolo, and oi bujatei sesh. Jokhon nijer sathe kotha boli ekla eka room e, mon bole tumake ashtei hobe. We made for each other ....

Edaning kotha kothai bolo, amar doshei eto kichu hoyeche. Tumi thik, ami all time wrong chilam. And, samneo thakbo ete kono sondheho nei. Ami all time wrong bolei, ekhono tumake wrong pothe ashte bolchi. Kotota kharap dekhecho. Nijer jonno tumake cacchi. Nije thakte parbona tumake chara, R tai barebar tumake amar kache cole ashte boli. Ouff control korte parina kichutei.

Ja bolchilam. Tumar basha theke refuse houyar por sotti ami onek venghe porechilam. Mathai shudu ekta plan e chilo, je korei hok amake onek money earn korte hobe. And, khub druto. Tokhon oDesk e kaj o chilo amar onek. Rat-din kaj korechi. Tumar sathe 30 minute kotha bolar somoi ow chilona. Din golo kivabe katchilo kolponao korte parbena. Sara sorir betha hoye jeto kaj korte korte, tao kaoke kichu boltam na. Mathai je amar oi plan. Tumakeo boltam na, tumi bada diba. Porisrom kom korte bolba. Tokhon karo kotha shunar moto obosthai chilam na. Onek vebei oi cinta ta korechilam. Eto porisrom britha gelo, jokhon tumi biyete raji hoye gela. Sotti bolte, ami konodin kolponao korini tumi emon ekta decision niba. Onek venghe porechilam. R tai tumar valor kotha vebe tokhon meneo niyechilam. Kintu, joto tumar biyer din ghoniye ashchilo, totoi ami pagol hoye jacchilam. Janina tumi kivabe oi dingolo par korecho. Tobe amar tokhon gumiye keteche gumer owshud kheye. Eta chara r kichui korar chilona. Somvhoboto tumar biyer 3 din pore sondhai sojag hoye tumake sms korechila (jei sms tumar ammu porchilo - pore shunchilam). Tarporer gotona sob tumi jano.

Hmm amar vhul chilo. Sob kichur mule ami. And, ekhono amari vhul. Tumi amake eto valobasho, R ami tumar jonno ki korchi? Tumar jibonta elomelo kore dicchi, tumar sundor somoi houyar muhurtotake kosto diye vhore dicchi. Eto vhul kori keno ami? Mathai ekta plan gurche. Dekhi eta kore tumar jibonta ami settle kore dite pari naki. Kosto jodi pete hoy, ami e pai. Tumake diner por din aeivabe kosto dite ami parbona. Allah please ektu help koro, oke onek valo rakho. Oi misty hashita sob somoi jate dite pare, temon ekta situation create kore dao. Amin.

Vhoi amake gire dorche

24.11.2014

November mash ta ki sesh hoye elo? Hmm, taito dekhchi. R matro koek din pore Decmber month cole ashbe. Etai ki hobe amar jiboner r o ekti soronio mash? Ouff vabtei ekhon thekei vhoi amake gire docrhe. Ki hobe amar? Ki korbo ami? Eto vhoi hocche keno amar?

Nijeke niye ami khub hotash. Ami keno emon vhul korlam? Tumar family k valo rakhar jonno, ami tumake firiye diyechilam. Tumar choto sister er problem er jonno amra dui jonei sesh porjontoi tokhon sob mene niyechilam. Kintu, aj abar emon gotona? Sotti, mante parchina. Tumar choto sister er opor amar onek rag. Or jonnoi tokhon tumi amar dake amar kache ashoni, biye korechile. Mone ache tumar? Aj sister er jonno again tumar bashar sobar matha kharap obostha, emonki nijeder bari chere cole jabar cintao korte hocche. Ouff, shune eto kharap lagche. Kisher jonno sedin ami emon Gadhamita korlam???

Potidin rat 12 tai tumar sathe kotha hoy. Saradiner kosto golo vhule jai, tumar golar aowaz ta shunar sathe sathe. Sosthi kingba valo laga buji ekei bole. Amar manoshik jontronar cikissa hocche oi somoitoko. Oi somoitar lovhe sarata din katiye dei bishonno mon songhi kore. Kintu, r koidin tumi amake emon kore aei owshud ta diba? Aei owshud ta chara je amar beche thaka hobe Mrito manusher moto. Ki ek odvhut jontronai achi ami. Jani, tumio valo nei. Tumakeo kure kure khacche eki jontrona. Tao, kono solution ami dekhina. 10 tarikhe ekta kotha bolechila, amar opor tumar bissash ache? Jodi bissash thake, tobe vebe nio ami firboi. Aei ashatei beche thakte ecche kore. Joto kostoi pai, tao tumake jodi pore pai tobe ami sob kosto sojjo korte parbo.

Janina, samne amar jonno ki opekkha korche. Khub manoshik jontronai achi. Bashai hocche eker por ek mejaj kharap korar moto kahini. Sob kharap kichu ek sathei gotche. Janina kobe sob chere chure dure kothao hariye jete parbo. Hoyto, sedin tumake ektu shanti dite parbo. Amar sathe jogajog thaka manei tumar jibonta settle na houya. Tumake manoshik ekta jontrona diye jaoya ..... R valo lagchena :(

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Sopnogolo khub alpo somoi thake keno?

18.11.2014

Sopner ceye sundor somoigolo keno eto alpo somoi thake? R kosto golo jeno sesh e hote caina. 100 din koster por jodi vhul kore 1 hour sukh paoya jay, tobe oitai jeno hoy onek paoya. Nijeke nije prosno korchi, 2 din age asolei ki sukh peye chilam? Ki dorkar chilo emon sukh paoyar, jeita koster matra k digun-tingun kore dicche? Vitor ta jaliye dicche, ouff!

16 tarikhe jibone eshechilo onek sukher somoi, R thik 2 din pore ami just bipodostho. Gotorate tumar sathe kotha bolar por theke, monta again depress e acchonno hoye ache. Saradin keteche amar emon kore, hoyto shuru holo amar sei koster dingolo ....

Next month, tumar oni ashben. May be 1 month er chuti niye ashben. Kintu, tumi cao jate chuti kom hoy, 15 diner moto hole tumi shanti paba. Joto taratari ekhan theke jete parba, tumi totoi kushi. Onar kotha tumi khub vabo, taina babu? Oni onek valo, R tai onar sathe thakte tumar apotti nei. Sarata jibon par kore dibar ow sahosh rakho. Oikhane gele R deshe ashba nah. Oni R tumi oikhanei settle hoye jaba. Somoyer srote montao settle kore niba. Amar jonno miche vabo tumi. Ekhon amar sathe kotha hoy bolei, tumar mathai eto vabna amake niye. Oni ashar por, ekhan theke cole jabar por dekhba aste aste amake vabna kora theke hariye jaccho. Jani, tumi ekhon bolba, eta amar vhul darona. Kintu, amar mon bolche, ebar oni ashar por sotti ami tumake ekebarei hariye felbo. Amar opekkha kokhonoi sesh hobena, tumi sesh korte caibana.

Babu jano, tumar opor amar respect onek bere geche. Keno? Eta tumake bolte giyechi onekbar. Kintu, mukh diye ber korte parini. Jani, ekhon bolleow tumi kharap vabbe. Tai na bola thakuk aei kotha ta, aei ekti kotha joma roilo sei diner jonno jedin tumi amar life e ashba. Jodi aei dinti na ashe, tobe na bolai thakbe aei kothati. Ami sotti onek lucky tumar valobasha peye. Ishh sotti ami onek GADHA, r tai vaggolokkhike peyeo dore rakhte parini. Vhul kora budhoy konodin ow amar jabena.

Tumi amake blackmail kore onek kichu korate cao. But, tumar sathe aei ekta bepare ekhon amar mitther asroi nite hoy. Ki korbo bolo, amar pokkhe je somvob noy savabik jibone asha. Tumi ekhan theke cole gele again oguchalo jibone fire jabo. Hoyto Jobbar vaiyer oikhane. Jobbar vaiyer kotha mone porate R ekta kothao mone porlo. Accha, Jobbar vaiyer oikhane jaoyar por tumar mathai kono prosno asheni? Ami onake ki kore cinlam? Onar Rocshar garage ta dekheow ki kichu ach korte paroni? Ouff, ja ekta tension e chilam aei beparta niye. Jobbar vaiye nished korechilam, jate vhuleo amar sei dingolor kotha na bole. Onar wife ow jate bole. Onader barite onar wife jokhon ager kotha bolchilo, amito nervous feel korchilam. Aei buji bole diben sei diner kotha. Jak, tumar mathai emon kono prosno asheni etai valo hoyeche. Ami j tumake janate caina, tumar jonno sorry tuamke valo rakhar jonno ki korechilam sei der mash.

Babu, tumake ami onek kosto dicchi. Onek cesta korchi, tumake r o valo rakhar jonno. Tumar sob kotha rakhar vhan kore tumake valo rakhar jonno. Aei ekta bepare tumar sathe ovinoy kore jete hobe amar. Kintu, mitthe bole shanti paina. R tai ektu sothir jonno ekhane sottigolo bole dei. Jodi kopale thake, kono ekdin to sottigolo jante parba.

NIjer kotha ki bolbo. Tumar sathe dekha kore ashar por theke, buke pain hocche BAM pashe. Sob somoi hoina, hotat hotat. Na, eta ager betha noy. Buker ektu niche. R cokher problem ta abar bereche. Tumar samne cosma porleo asole ami cosma porina. R tai cokh diye again pani porche. Ja eccha hok, r parchina. Joto aei mash ta sesher dike jacche, totoi ami again crazy hoye porchi. Janina, ebar ki korbo.

Joto kichui hok, tumake amar valo rakhtei hobe. Tumi jeivabei valo thako, tai korbo (proyojone mitthe bole). Tumake onek valobashi, onek. Emon valobeshe jete cai, jate somoi amake paltiye na dei.

RED LETTER Day in my life

16.11.2014

Sopner ceyeo sundor ekta din. Na, sopnokeo har mananu ekta din chilo aj. Emon hobe kingba amra korte parbo, eta dekhai jekhane vhul kingba vhoi chilo, seikhane amra sopno k chariye ta bastobe korechi. Ekhono mone hoccche, asolei ki emon korechi? Sotti ki amra hariye giyechilam adim sei sukh anonde? Buker pajor jure ki mishe chilam amra?

Sara din vor eto natokiyotar por ami perechilam babur sopnotake sotti korte. Tar moner supto eccha take bastobayito korte. Eta ki shudui babur ecche chilo? Na, amaro chilo. Ami kokhonoi babuke sahosh kore bolte parini kingba amar valobasha amake barebar pichone tene doreche. Ektai vhoi kaj koreche, jodi babur poti amar valobasha kingba akorshon kome jai. Ami je babuke sarajibon onek valobeshe jete chai, take na peleo eki rokom valobeshe jete chai. Tar mukhe ektu hashi futanur jonno onek kichui korte pari. Aei ekta manush ke valobeshe, pashe thakte parle amar MON namok jinishta proshantite hoyto moreo beche thakbe tar kache.

Babu, amra perechi, ami perechi, tumi perecho. Amra buker jalata besh kichudin vhule thakar owshud ta nite perechi. Sotti bolchi, buk tate ekta shnati shanti vhab biraj korche. Nissash nicchi sabolil vabe, mukher majhe ekta sukhi sukhi vhab. Ami tumake sukh dite perechi. Jei sukh tumi kokhonoi paoni, and amar mone hoi konodin pabao na. Aei sukh ta je shudu amari debar khomota ache tumake. Buke joriye janina abar kobe sei sukhi manush banabo tumake!

Oboseshe amar plan mafik ekta kaj ami korte parlam. Plan ta 100% kaj koreni, kintu sesher dike kaktolio vabe plan ta success holo. Sesher ongshotoko amar plan e chilona. Hoyto, Allah ceyechilen duiti manusher aei eccha ta puron kore dei. Jodio, moteo valo kaj noi eta. Tobuo, Allahor kache oshonkho sukria amader k emon ekta din opohar deyar jonno. Tumar mukhe Gadha Gadha shunte besh kharap lagchilo, R tai risk amakei nitei holo. Ami successfull hoyechi, tumake happy korte perechi, ouff shanti shanti :-)

Dintir kotha ektu likhe rakhi. Hoyto kono eksomoi likha golo porle potiti gotona mone porbe tumar R amar, jeigolo boyosher vahre ek somoi muche jete pare. Tumar kothamoto Shonibare 15.11.2014, tumar oikhane cole ashlam bikel 5 tai. Eshei room e bag ta rekhei Bojlur vaiyer kache chute gelam. Onake sob bollam khule. Oni raji holen, onar barite amader daoyat korlen. Rate tumake sob bujiye bollam. But, tumi bolla, tumar sathe ke ashbe kingba ber hote parba naki sure na. Mejaj ta eto kharap holo. Tobuo tumake kichu bollam na, tumar sathe ekhon r ami mejaj dekhai na. Tumar sob kichui mene nei ek kothai. Sara rat valo kore ghum holona tumar oi kothar jonno. Opekkha korchilam kokhon sokal 10 ta bajbe. Sokale nasta ow korlam na tension e. 10 tai tumar department er samne boshe roilam. Tumi ashle and ekai ashla. Ouff tension theke bachlam.

Tarpor, campus e tumake niye gelam and tumi change hoye duijone Bojlur vaiyer kache gelam. Riksha niye gelam onar barite.Onar baite gelam jei jonno, kichui holona. Bari dekhei tumi R ami shanti hoye gelam. R onar meyer kotha shune to r o shanti :D Tumi to vhoi peye giyechila, tumar face dekhe bujechilam. R tai oikhan theke cole ashlam. Kintu, majkhane mulloban 2 ta gonta somoi nosto holo. Tarpor!!!

Bojlur vaiyer sathe dekha korlam. Onar thekei Alif and * er sondhan pelam. Tarpor holo amar asol porikkha. Ouff tumar theke aei pothom ekta valo idea pelam. Oi Bag ta kinatei kaj 80% easy hoye gelo. Bela 1 tai 402 @*, dream puron holo. Nah, dream nah, tar thekeo beshi kichu. Sumaiya er sathe poricoy oikhane :D (wink). Situation critical hole, tumar mathai kothin kichu buddi ashe, good babu :D

Tumar buke ami, amar buke tumi, duijoner buke shanti.Tumar buke ami, amar buke tumi, duijoner buke shanti. Bela 2 tai buker majhe shantir vandar niye, ber holam pothe. Araitar dike duiti mon proshanti niye fire elam ager jaigai. Amar sathi holo dirgo ek jouney, R tumar bashai eshe nijeke cimti kete dekha "Asolei ki babuke peyechilam". I love you, tumar kane hajar bar aei kotha tai bolte ecche hocche. Tumake emon kore jodi sarajibon valo rakhte partam, tumar oi mukhe hasitake bodhi kore rakhte partam, tobe ami hotam happy ekjon manush.

Rate kotha holo. Tumar naki ekhono beileive e hocchena, asolei emon ekta din katiyechi amra. Tumar onek valo lagche. Aei pothom tumi ekrash sukh niye mone thik 12 tai ghumate ashla. Sotti onek valo lagche. Emon kore tumake sostho ekjon manush hisebei ami dekhte cai. Tumi hoyto vabbe, ki bepar sarakhon tumar valo legeche, sukh peyecho etc bolchi. Amar ki valo lageni? Hmm onek valo lagche. Onek onek onek......

Janina, abar kobe dekha hobe. Dekha jedin e hok, aei dinti konodin ow vhular noi. Keno jani mone hocche, etai sesh dekha. Tumar to r scope nei basha theke ber hobar. Taropor oni next month e eshe porbe tumake neyar jonno. Ouff aei kotha ta mone porlei monta chupse jai. Thak, aj r eshob kotha mone korbona. Aj valo lagate niyei valo thaki and tumake valobeshe jaoyar sokti ta mone poshe rakhi :-)

Khub Oshantite Achi ......

14.11.2014

Khub manoshik jontronai achi. Sobkichu amar biporite cole jacche. Khub beshi pap kore felechi budhoi. Tar sasti pacchi. R tai tumar sathe Sunday te meet korte ecche hocchena. Abar meet na koreo thakte parbona. Karon, ami jani er pore dekha korar agei oni cole ashbe Dubai theke. Kingba, er pore dekha holeo hoyto etota apon kore tumake r pabona. R tai jabo. Ek pa agacchi, abar nijei mone mone picacchi. Tumi ja caccho, jodi ta hoi TOBE tumi ki amake vhule jaba? Keno jani mone hoi, tumi paltiye jaba. Tumar moddhe ekta self satisfaction cole ashbe, Babutar mone to kono afsos rakhoni eta vebe.

Amar mathai khub jontrona hocche. Eto cinta r mathai nite parchina. Dirgo 4 mash dore gurar por, Bahrain e jabar plan ta bad e dite holo. Amar medical report er date cole geche goto 9 tarikhe. So, again medical korte hobe. Again sob kaj korte hobe. Tar opor etogolo taka oi lok cheat kore amar theke hatiye niyeche. Now, oi taka fire pabo naki etai sondheho. Ki korbo kichui buje otte parchina. Amar je desher baire jetei hobe. Amar family er sathe thakle, amar nijer moddhe lukanu eto kosto ami sojjo korte parbona. Dire dire ami manoshik rugi hoye jacchi, mejaj ta khitkhite hoye porche. Baba-mar sathei gola coriye kotha boli. Ki korbo bolo, kaj-kormo korina. Alos  mostisko to soytaner addhkhana.

Gotokal rate phone e kotha bolar somoi amake ask korechila, amar ki hoyeche? Ki bolbo tumai. Emni tumi onek koste acho, amar eshob kotha shunle tumi r o kosto paba. Tarceye amar kosto amar moddhei thakuk. Tumake amar happy rakhtei hobe babu. Shudu ektai pratthona, jate amar kora promise ta ami rakhi pari.

Ajke choto aunty ke bashai deke analam. Onar cele bideshe thake, oke diye jodi kichu kora jai. Dekhi aunty ki kore. Amar je aei masher moddhe ekta destination thik korte hobe. Dorkar hole 2 mash pore jabo, tao ekta aim niye agate hobe. Tumi to cole jaba in sha allah January te. Ami ki korbo? Ki niye thakbo? Tumi acho bole aei deshe ekhono achi, mon ta thakte cai. But, tumi cole gele amar ki hobe? R tai othe-pore legechi baire jabar jonno. Dekhi ebar ki korte pari.

Babu, tumar cinta korte korte vitore vitore ami sesh hoye jacchi. Koto kosto je aei buke, ta keo bujena. Sarakhon ekta valo mon, sotho manusher ovinoy kore jete hocche. Family chere paliye jete parchina. Cause, family er support na pele amar bairer bepar ta samne agabena. Tar opor cokher problem ta abar bereche. Owshid khaina, cokher drop tao deya hoina. Cosmao porina. Laptop er samne boshtei parina. Ouff Allah keno je eto sasti dicchen amake ..

In sha allah, agamikal tumar ekhane ashbo. Sondhar dike Jobbar vai er sathe dekha korbo. Janina, phone e jeivabe kotha hoyeche, bastobe emon korei amar kotha shunbe naki. Tao dekhi cesta kore. Tumar eccha and amar caoya ta jodi puron hoy. Jibone to onek vhul korlam and tai afsos ow kori. Tumi r caona ami afsos kori, R amio caina tumar sathe mishe jabar hatchani firiye dite. Hoyto onek deri hoye jabe, jokhon tumake pabo. Kintu, valobasha ta kokhonoi old hobena eta sure ....

Sunday te amader dekha korar plan. Janina sob thikmoto hobe naki. Oikhan theke eshei likhbo, ki holo. Jodi beche thaki, tobe nishchoi valo kichu shunate parbo. Valobashar sagor theke babu ke niye dub diye otte parbo. Fi amanillah

Fire eshechi Shanti niye

11.11.2014

Sosthi kingba shanti ki ekei bole? Janina, tobe jeitai hok Gotokal dinti chilo shudui shantir. Buker jalatake komanur moto ekta din. Etota valo legechilo bujate parbona. Shudhu cikkar kore bolte ecche korche, Shanti, Shanti and Ommm Shanti.

Ajke abar jaoyar kotha chilo amar shantir pakhi Babutar kache. 13 tarikhe or exam. So, onekkhon babutar pashe thakte partam. Or kache gelei sob kosto kothai jeno cole jai. Cokher somossa, kashi, jor sob odhao. R mathai take niye ekrash cinta dur hoye shnati shanti ekta vhab thake. Ajkeo tar kache abar chute jete mon caichilo. But, onek koste monke baddo korlam na jete.

Babu, tumake je ami boddo beshi valobashi. Tumi amake sob dite cao, ami jodi ta niye nei Ta kivabe hoy. Tumi jototoko diyecho oitai to amar neya ochit hoyni. Tumake eto valobashi je, shudu tumake amar pashe pelei ami hobo sukhi manush. Gotokal rate phone e bollana, amar jate kono afsos na thake, sei jonno tumi amake tumar sob kichu dite cao. Aei kotha tai mathai gurche. Ami ki tumar sorolotar sujog nicchi? Suja banglai, ami ki tumar sorirer jonno emon kori? Na babu, tumar sathe amar bondon ta holo mone. Oi mon jure jotokhon ami thakte parbo, oitai hobe prapti. R kichu caina ami. Aj abar gele, agamikal hoyto abar tumake ador korbo. Tumio jani kichui bolba na. Tobuo, ami je ta caina. Jedin tumake amar pashe pabo, sedin e tumake poripurnovabe ador korbo.

Aj sei sokal 7 tai othechi. Ekhon dupur 2 ta. Sokal 7 ta theke 11 ta porjonto bed e shuye shudu nijer sathe, moner sathe juddo korechi. Amar jaoya thik hobena. Tumi jao ekto sokto hoccho, abar ami tumake emotional kore dicchi. Ajke abar jaoya mane, r o ekta din tumake sopno dekhabo. Ami j parbona, tumar jibonta nosto korte. Tumake valo rakhtei je amar nirontor cesta. Tobuo vebechilam, tumar moner eccha ta puron korte amar jaoa ochit. Kintu, ajto poribohon dormogot. Tai, kono bus charchena Sylhet er oddesshe. Bujhlam, amar mon tahole thik siddhantoi niyechilo. Kosto lagche ekta kotha vebe, tumi sondha 7ta theke 8 ta porjonto hoyto sara rat amar jonno opekkha korbe janalar pashe. Amar ashar poth ceye mon kharap kore boshe thakba :'(

10.11.2011 < tumar sathe dekha holo prai mashkhanek pore. Ki korecho nijer? Mukher obostha, sorirer obostha! Samna samni dekhe kichu bolini. Keno nijeke aeivabe kosto diccho. Tumi janona, tumake emon dekhte amar sobceye beshi kharap lage. Ouff tumake pothom dekhe vishon kosto lagchilo. Tarpore, ami tumar majhe hariye gelam. Duijonei hariye gelam onno ek vhubone. Eke oporke ador korlam. Eto valo lagchilo bujate parbona. Jokhon tumar chule hat bulalam, tumar hate amar hat rakhlam, ami hariye gelam tumar majhe. Erporer somoi ami chilam sopner vitore. Konodin ki tumake purnagngho vabe amar pashe emon kore pabona? Janina, kopale ki ache. Shudu jani, tumar jonno opekkha kora chara amar r kichui korar nei.

Bus terminal er samne eshe tumake ekta question ask korlam. Sotti tumi amar jibone ashba to? Tumi bolle, bissash jeheto koro amake, obosshoi ashbo. Sotti babu, tumake onek bissash kori. Ondher moto bissash kori bolei, ekhono asha kori, tumake amar jibone paboi.

Goto rate kothar fake ekta kotha ask korechilam. Tumar plan ki? Tumi bolechila, apur and choto apur biye hole, tobe kichu ekta korba. Tachara onno kono opai nei. Mane at least 3 ta year tumi onar sathe thakba. 3 ta year amar buke roktokhoron hobe, ghum vengbe cikkar kore. Kadteo parbona, cokher problem. Ami ki kore katabo etogolo din. Aei 3 ta bochore ki tumi emoni thakba? Tumi paltiye jaba. Vhule jaba aste aste amake. Tumi joto kichui koro, tumi used to hoye jaba. R tai amar jibone ashte caibana, ami jani. Ami jani bolei, tumi amake sob deyar pore ami nite caina. Tarpore niye fellam gotokal! Ouff vabtei kharap lagche. Ami amar majher oi manush take domiye rakhte parlam na tumake peye. Sorry babu, amake khoma kore dao. :'(

Tumake gotokal r o ekta kotha bolechilam. Tumi jekhanei thako, ami seikhanei jabo. Janina, kotha ta rakhte parbo naki. Jodi na pari, tobe vene nio Tumar tarzan ta r beche nei. Jotokhon aei dehe pran thakbe, tumar chaya hoyei ami thakbo. Hoyto kokhono samne ashbo, kokhono lukiye tumake dekhe jabo ...... 

Etai ki hobe sesh dekha?

08.11.2014

Kichukhon age Babur sathe kotha holo. In Sha Allah agamikal sokale sylhet jabo. Amar babur sathe dekha korte. Hote pare etai sesh dekha. Sotti ki tai hobe?

Goto kichudin dorei or sathe dekha kora niye alocona hocche. But, amar nijer jonnoi shudu date picacchilo. In Sha Allah agamikla gele er porer din babur sathe dekha hobe. Kintu, mone ekta ashonkha. Babur sathe ki Apu ashbe? Tahole je babutake valo kore dekhtei parbona. Ishh Apu jodi na ashto tobe babur hat ta dortam. Oi hat ta dorlei bukher jalata komto, ami sure. Kintu, sei sujog ki ami pabo?

Janina, ek onishchoita niye abar babur oikhane jaoa. Potibar emon ekta obostha thake. Dekhi, mohan allahopak kopale ki rekhechen. Onek rat hoye geche. Jai shuye pori. Sokal sokal otte hobe. In Sha Allah oikhan theke gure eshe likhte parbo ki hoyeche. Janina valo mon niye boshte parbo naki amar diary ta niye......