24.06.2017
Ajker dinta amar jonno khub special. Aj oboseshe In Sha
Allah ami doito ovinoy theke mukti pete jacchi. Etokichu kora kingba sorbosho
ojar kore baire jaoyar reason to etai. Ami j valo thakar ovinoy korte korte aj
boro klanto. Mukti caichilam. Cena manushgolo theke onek durer pothe hariye jaoyar
opekkhai chilam. Aj r kichukhon porei se pothe jatra shuru hobe. Adhare noi,
nijeke bichinno ek dipe hariye khujar apran cesta . . .
Aj 24th June, 2017. Aj theke thik ek bochor ageo amar pashe
tumi chile valobashar manush hoye. Amar kostogolo, dukkhogolo tumake chuye
jeto. Amake sopno dekhate ashar. Jodio ta mitthe sopno chilo pore jenechi. Tobu
asha dekhate bolei khub jotne kosto cepe opekkha korechi. Sob ayojon kore dhire
dhire sopnota sotti hobe vebe, tumake surprise dibo bole nijeke guchiyechi. Zero
theke bangle cenemar moto ek sathe duita nijei office korlam. Dhaka office er
pashe ekta flat vara nilam. Kotto ayojon. 23rd October tumar birthday er thik
porer din e abiskar korlam, amito morovumite pani ceye dikbidik chute jacchi.
Amar sara jibon prosno theke jabe, aei ek diner moddhei tumar ki emon holo,
tumi amake NA korei nimishei change hoye gele? Hotat ki emon holo ta janar ek
trisna theke jabe.Tumar R amar onekgolo plan er moddhe hotat kore tumi emon
tumar kun plan k samne niye ashla, khub jante ecche hoi. Ohh na plan kore tumar
to naki kichui hoina, tobe ki bolbe etao plan chara chilo?
Aj aei deshe amar sesh din hoyto. Aei deshe sesh aei jonnoi
bolchi, amar r fire ashar ecche nei. Ekebarei jacchi. R kichukhon badei ami ber
hoye porbo. Tai aj sob bole jai. Tumake lukanur nei amar kichu, sei valobashar
shuru thekei. Jani tumi osikar korba. Kintu, ami sob bole gechi, sathe sathe R
noito mouno theke pore somoi buje. Jani ekhono bolbe, mitthe kotha. Babu, tumar
kache kichu lukiye ami shanti paina, bolbona boleo bole feli. Ajo tai. Sei
November theke aj obodhi amar jibone ja ja gote gelo aj bidai belai sob bole
jai. Karon, amar kotha shunle ekhon r tumar mone jhor othbena. Tumar prithibi
ekhon shanto, occhol, ek valo lagai joriye acho tumi. Amar kothagolo jodio ba
ektu achor kate, tobuo jhor tulbena. Ektu bataser beg bariye hoyto du ek futa
bristy jorate pare, er besi kichu noi. Amar jonno to shudu koruna toko
obosishto rekhecho, seita last year e bolecho. Sei korunar jaiga theke Jodi
ektu bristy ashe, bidai belai khoti ki.
Sotti bolte tumar amar majhe ami kokhonoi alada kore kichu
vabini. Tumi jemon amake amar moto thakte dao bolte paro, ami temon kore
kokhono cintao korte parini. Sob somoi vebechi amra ek atta. Tumar betha kingba
kosto hole ami jemon bujtam, amio vebechi tumaro thik emoni lage. Sei jonno
valobashar etogolo bochor periye geleo borabor tumake amar ekta ongsho vebechi.
Valobashar sei shurute jake bissash kore mon diyechilam, konodin vabini sei
manushti amar jibon ta emon kore dibe. Sotti tao tumar poti amar rag, ovhoman
kingba grinna ashena. Ami jani, December e jokhon sei masnuhta deshe eshechilo,
tar sathe tumi chobi tule post korechile amar majhe grinna or rag anar jonno. Hmm
sathe sathe onek rag hoyechilo and may be FB te kora ekta message
pathiyechilam. Tatei sesh. Tarpor elo sei ratri.
Amar borabori buker ba dike betha korto. Specilally tumar
sathe jogra hole. Tumi eta jante and pore prai amake sorry bolte. Tumake majhe
majhe ami prai boltam, ekdin tumar jonno sure amar heart attack hobe. Tumar
biyer koidin ageo boltam, hoyto ami sorbo konisto manush hobo aei age e heart
attack kore. Kintu, na oi kosteo amar kichui hoini. Kosto peyechi onek sei
rate. Jei rate dekhlam, sei rume jei rume bose tumi amake video call diyechile,
Valobashar kotha bolechilam amra. Duion pashapashi hobo bole sopoth korechilam.
Jei hashi shudu amar jonno chilo. Jar chaya o tumar sojjo hotona, sei manushtar
pashe dariye jokhon tumi family picture dila. Sotti mone hocchilo kolije ta keo
efor ofor kore dilo. Rager mathai tumake text likhe - r o dilam sei jontrona
bariye. Sei ratei amar Minor Heart Attack hoi. Rumei porechilam. Jamal vai,
amar room mate. Dekhte peye amake hospitalized kore. Tarpor kete gelo onekgolo
din. Amar bece thakar ecche chilona bolei amake sarate r o beshi time laglo.
Onekgolo din par kore jokhon ashlam, tokhon dekhi almost 1 mash hoye geche. Ami
jokhon hospitalized, tumi tokhon besto family picture FB te share kora niye,
nijeke sukher michile hariye jabar basona niye. Obak holam R vablam, eta amar
Babu taina? Amar jonno se sob pare? 5-10-15-20 year pore holeo se ashbe? FB te Sob
dekhlam, tobu bindu matro rag or grina aslona. Asbe ki kore? Ami j aei
manushtake onek valobashi. Amake kosto diye, sobaike niye Jodi se sukhi hoy,
tobe tai hok na.
Etodin kothai chilam, ki hoyeche koekbar ask korecho?
Borabori ektu ososto bole ariye gechi. Tokhono medicine colchilo. Amar
depression karone doctor guess korechilo hoyto abar major heart attack hobe.
Nah, abar life pelam, sostho hote laglam. Jano babu, 1st heart attack ta amake
ektu palte diyeche. Sei jonnoi er porer koekta mash koto sohoje tumar sathe
savabik vabe kotha bolte perechi. Ami sure, 2nd heart attack tao tumar jonno
hobe and keno hobe setao jani. Aj bolbona. Jai hok, medicine kacchilam R Tari
majhe tumar notun vuboner sathe nijeke mananur apran sadhona korchilam. R o
ekbar jibon peye gure fire sei drisso koekbari dekhlam. Hashita zoom diye
dekhlam. Nah eta sotti hashi, amar pashe dariye jei hashi diyechila thik setai.
Decision nilam, onek hoyeche. Tumake tumar motoi thakte dei. Sei jonno dirgo ek
mash pore eshe khub savabik vabei tumake FB te knock korlam. Kichui hoini amar,
all is well typer. Kintu, na. Amar jibonta tumi amol paltiye dile. Amar diary
er buke onek bar amar promise and tumar promise golo bolechi. Sob tumi vhule
gele. Nijer promise golo vhular sathe sathe amar golow vhule gele. But, ami
vhulini. Taito shuru korlam plan B niye din katanu.
Tumi jokhon desher baire chila, tokon ami kothai thaktam, ki
kortam tumi janta. Tokhon tumake ami bolechilam, ami basha khujtechi. Hotel
chere dibo. Bolechilam tumader basher kachei ek room er ekta basha peyechi. Hmm
ami sei bashatate othechilam. Tumake bola hoini. Cause, tar kichudin porei
tumar kothamoto ami kaj niye besto hoye pori. Tumake amar ekta promise chilo,
ebar Jodi tumi seshe eshe abar ekta jamela pakao tobe mone rekho tumi nij hatei
amake mere fella. Ami abar amar ager jibonei fire jabo. Onek kothar vhire tumi
aei kotha tao vhule gele. Heart attack er pore – r o kichudin por jokhon sostho
bud korlam ami abar cole ashlam promise rakhte. Ohh, oi bashata ami charini
mashe mashe vara diye gechi. Keno jani mon agei bolto, tumi emon kichu korba.
Sei bashatai thaktam r sondha hobar opekkhai thaktam. Tumar basar samne diye
duita cokkor deya amar main kaj hoye gelo. Mone ache, prai boltam, tumar
nisshaser khub kache amar nisshash, tumi ki bujte paro. Ekdin tumi nasta
korchile, ami khhub canacur khaoyar jonno tumar sathe argument korlam. Tumi ca
khele R ami tumar basar samne dariye chilam. Aeivabei Ami chaya hoye gelam. Na
ebar r oi kaj korini, kono kharap kaj. Sorir to ager moto nei. Tumar pashe Jodi
naiba thakte pari, tobe tumar chaya hoye thakatai amar ekta promise chilo. Sob
somoi tumar kache thekeo chilam ami chaya. Ekdin tumake dekhlam, na samne
ashini. Oi j chaya manob ami tai. Tumar sathe amar jokhoni kotha hoto, ami
dhakai noito comillai thaktam. Tai tumar oikhane ami nei, ami mitthe bolte
hotona. Dhakai tokhon majhe majhei jetam visa processing er jonno. Sob holo
jedin, tokhon theke tumake bolte shuru korlam, r kichudin amar ottachar sojjo
koro. Ami vebe dekhlem aei kopale eto sohoje mitthu nei, tumi amake kosto dibe
kivabe jodi mara jai. Etoboro osukh theke je nistar pete pare tar jibone tumar
deya r o kosto ache. Sei jonnoi cole jacci. Kosto golo ke niyei to amar bachte
hobe. Jodi konodin amake deya promise rakhar eccha jage tumar mone, sei khino
ashai. Majhe majhe mone hoi, nah ekdin obosshoi tumi tumar promise rakhba. Amake
Jodi sotti valobeshe thako, obosshoi sedin ashbe. Hoyto sedin ami r thakbona.
Tao tumake request korte ecche kore, aei ekta promise rekho. Tahole moreo
shanty pabo. Hahaha pagoler paglami chara e request r ke korte pare! Tai ki
vabcho tumi?
Jano Babu, khub ecche chilo, jabar age tumar sathe ekbar
dekha korbo. Chaya manob theke ektibar tumar samne ashbo. Koekbar bolte
ceyechilam dekha korar kotha. Nah pore vablam thakna Babu ta valo ache. Happy
ache. Tumar sukh eto amar kache onek boro. Jei valobasha shuru hoyechilo amar
pash theke, jei valobasha mishe ache aei attai, ta ekanto amari thak. Jani
nekami or cinema dialog kingba teenage premikader kothar moto shunai, tao jai
hok amra amrai to. Tumake valo rakhar jonnoi to etto kichu, sob mukh buje sojjo
kora. Noito, amio partam tumake blackmail korte kingba tumar sopnotake jhorer
aghate elomelo kore dite. Emni tei to age bolte, ami tumake blackmail kori. Nah
babu, boddo valobashi tumake. Ekhane thaka mane tumake joto kach theke dekhchi
amar durbol mon olta-plata idea dei. Sei jonno cole gelam onek dure. Virtual
jogote hariye gelam. Sorry Babu ettogolo kotha cepe rekhe aj eksathe bissforon
korar jonno. Amra amrai to, tai rag korona. Tumar tarzan ta tumari thaklo. Kono
mohe kingba onno sopno take tumar kach theke dure sorate parlona. Valobashi
onek tumake. Valo thako sob somoi.
Amake khoma koro, tumake etto kosto deyar jonno. Sotti onek
kharap lage, sei jonnoi emon ekta onishcit jiboner pothe pa baralam. Jekhane
amar jonno keo cinta korbena, amar pressure bere jabe bole tension korte mana
korbe, amar jor hobe bole chata niye ber hote bolbe, amar sorir kharap korbe
bole khete jete bolbe – sei manush take vishon miss kori. Etotokoi to
ceyechilam tumar kache. Sob to mene niyechilam, amar aei caoyatao vishon
barabari hoye porlo – tai etota durer pothe aj hariye gelam. Tumake r o valo
rakhte, tumar pashe caya manob hoye thakte.
Sun raha he to, Ruhh raha hei hum
Sun raha he to, Ruhh raha hei hum . . .
