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20.07.2017

Desher baire pa bariyechilam musafirer moto. NIjeo jantam amar gontobbo ki, amar jonno asole ki opekkha korche. Desher baire ashatai chilo oddessho and hoyeche. Shudu ovinoy theke mukti caichilam. Ektu valo kore kostogolo opovug korte ceyechilam. Opovug!!! Hmm koster majheo sukh ache jokhon kosto deya manushta hoi valobashar manush. “Jiteo j here jai sei eto asol bijoyi” onekta seirokom. Take jitiye diye ami ekhane ese nijeke bijoyi vabte ceyechilam. Kintu, nah. Matha vorti eto eto srity amake kore tolche r o osostho.

Shohor theke onek dure achi ami. Ekhane aeigoloke gram bole, jodio eta amader desher ekta city er moto. Niribili, sob kichu koto guchanu. Shudu groom ta onek beshi. Normal temperature 40 degree er opore. Aei goromei amake sei vor theke sondha obodhi baire kaj korte hoi. Sorir tar vitore jei koila jolche, aei tapeo sei koilar kichui hoina. Minus Minus naki Plus hoi, tobe eteo ki ektu thanda hote parena sei khoto. Sondhar por room e ese ranna banna and tarpor jokhon ghumanur kotha, amar tokhon bichanai epash opash kore rat kate. Aj almost ek mash hoyeche, ekti din o tana 3 gonta ghumate parini. Cokher niche kalo dag pore geche, sorrier kotha nai ba bollam. Taka nei tai net o kinte parchina. Mash seshe beton pele hoyto kinte parbo. Kotodin Babur sathe kotha hoina. Mobile e call dibo vebechilam kintu, Jodi mobile silent na thake tobe to problem hobe. Aei vebe pichiye esechi onekbar. Ashar somoi valo kore kothao bolte parlam na.Othocho se jokhon desher baire jai, koto kotha, koto promise, koto kanna, koto asha niye kotha hoyechilo. Amar belai shudu shunnota, solpota . . .

FB te dukte parchina. Coz wifi diye ashle Jodi ID tar problem hoi, sei voye wait korchi nijer net connection er jonno. Jani, ami ashar pore amar jonno ami jototoko tumake vebechi, tar 10% o tumi vaboni. Vabar somoi kothai tumar. Koto cena manush, koto frnd, koto anonder opolokkho tumar. R aj dekho, amake tumi ek bicchinno dip baniye diyecho. Amar kono frnd nei, poricito munush nei. Amar sob kotha bolar manush ekjoni ekhon. Aei diary, amar dinguli. Jekhane likhbo bole ashi onek kotha, pore kichu bolei likhar r kichu khuje paina. Sob kotha jeno tumi kere niyecho, shudu digosash kingba hotasha golo amake diye gecho. Tao valo anondotoko to tumi niyecho. Happy thako, sobaike happy rakho.

R koekdin pore ekhan theke cole jabo. Tumar r o kache. R o koster kaje. Dekhi, ami koto porisrom korte pari, koto kosto tolerate korte pari. Aei jibon to eto sohoje jabena. Kata diye kata tulte hoi Jodi tobe kosto diyei koster jibontar nash hobe. Tumi dekho, hotat kore 1 year aei diary er buke r o kono likha ashbena. Tokhoni buje niba, oboseshe amar nash hoyeche. Tumake r kosto deyar keo nei. Ami joto ososthoi thakina keno, amar koster kingba japito jiboner rosh tumi ekhanei khuje paba. Shudu pran na thaklei aei amar dingulir somapti hobe.

Bed e shuye chilam ghumanur jonno. Nah, ghum tao kere niyecho tumi amar. Tumar sob kichui ekhon amar. Kosto, ghum, nirob kanna, amar sompotti ekhon. Othe bose abol-tabol likhchi R wait korchi Fazar er azan er jonno. Namaj porei cole jabo kaje. Abar jokhon kostogolo amake hash-pash korbe, ashbo chute amar dingulite. Depression katanur aei ekta way khula ache amar jonno. Dekhi samne ki hoi. Abar ashbo janate, jani setao hotashar deo hoye achre pore amar dingulir buke.

Valo thako babu. Sobaike valo rakho. Miss u so much. Love u a lot.

Notun vhubone amar shuru

02.07.2017

25th June, thik sokal 5 tai ami land korlam. Onekkhon delay hoyechilo. Janina keno, hoyto amakei charte caichilona amar desh. Hoyto keo bujte na parleo se bujeche, amar matrivhumi bole kotha. Se bujeche, tar ekta sontan cole gelo take chere ekebarei. Jar jonno gelam, seki kedeche?

Ekhane pa diye shunlam, aj ekhane eid. Middle east er sobai eki din eid palon kore. Amake je nite eshechilo, oni eid er namaj porar jonno ekdom ready hoye eshechen. Amake bollo, colen age eid er namaj pore ashi tarpor rume jabo. Otoyeb bag somet eidga te hajir and namaj porlam. Pothom abaiskar korlam, amar desher eid r ekhaner eid onek parthokko. Eid mane anondo, sei jinistai nei. Sobai ki amar moto abeg fele esechhe naki? Amar sokol anondo to ami take diye eshechi. Se nishchoi notun jama pore, gurte ber hobe, koto anondo korbe. Hmm tar oi occhol hashir jonnoi to eto kichu. Ki odvhut bepar tar anonder kotha vebe cokh duita pani aslo keno? Eri nam ki valobasha?

Sokal belai eto tap? Amar desher highest tapmatra! Ouff mone hoccchilo, rokto togbog korche.  Namaj seshe onar room e ashlam and r o onek bangali pelam. Amake koekdin naki ekhane thakte hobe, amar albab eid er chutite naki kothai geche. Shunei vitore vitore uneasy laga shuru holo. Jei ami ekai ekta flat niye thaktam (jodio Babuke vebei niyechilam), sekhane etojoner sathe thakte hobe. Kichui korar nei, oikhanei thaklam. Adjust kora matro to shuru.

Amar albab asche gotokal mane 1 tarikh. Lomba forsha. Ceherai ekta nurer avha. Jobba pore thake. Onek sundor lage. Arabi te kotha bole. Ami kichui bujina. Ami English e bolle se abar kichu bujena. Porlam moha jamelate. Allahor rohomote Hindi abcha abcha buje. Amar sei hindi-bangla boli, ja shunle tumi hashte. Dhur gadha ki bole, eta chilo tumar common dialog. Hahaha. Ekhon Albab Dekhte valoi kintu kaj chara kichu bujena buja gelo. Ajke amake niye asche medical korate. Ekhane naki niyom, eshei medical koranu lage kaje jabar age. Ohh work permit o naki lage. Aj medical hole tarpor amar work permit ber korbe. Ki sob notun niyom ber koreche. Jai hok, sim nai, net nai, sathe takao besi nei, R tai Free wifi peye aei dairy likhchi. R o kichukhon lagbe, tarpor ajke albab or basai niye jabe. Oikhanei amar thakte hobe. Ki kaj korbo ekhono sure na, tobe bolechilo or naki dates er company ache, oikhane plus or kaj o korte hobe. Vari kaj na holei holo, pet e betha kore oi operation er por theke.

Hospital ta onek sundor. Guchanu. Kono hui hollor nei. Mone mone vabchi, etatei ki tumi esechila? Hahaha. R o Ekta kotha mone porlo. Baby asle, oita kutta ta amar kache r ashbena, valoi hobe. Aei kothata bolechile, mone ache tumar? Aj amakei sei pranita mone hoche R hashi ashche. Pagol hoye jacchi naki ami!

Ohh valo kotha. Albab amake tar phone ta diyechilo kaoke phone korar thakle korte. Koekbar vebechilam tumake ekta call kori. Tumi hoyto cinta korcho. Abar vabi amar jonno cinta korte tumar time kothai. Tao phone korte jeyeo korini. Jodi mobile silent na thake, Jodi tumi jamelai poro. Abar mon bole phone korle to bideshi or unkown number othbe, so problem hobena. Abar boli, tao Jodi problem hoi. Sesh mesh eto kichu vebe phone kora holona. Barbar bollam tumar phone number ta dite. Dilena. Ami ki sei ager ami achi naki, tumar problem bujbona. Aei tarzan ekhon r shudu nijer kotha vabena, tar thekeo beshi tumar kotha vabe. Seita ki bujo tumi?

Amar serial asche. Abar kobe sujug hobe net e ashar janina. Work permit na houya porjonto sim o dibena. So out of network. Ekhan theke suja albaber barite. Seita kothai ekhono janina. Pore janabo amar ami k. Aei dairy ta chara amar kotha bolar kingba shunar manush to keo nei. Babu shunbe? Hmm shunbe kintu mouno thakbe. Amader kotha je ekhon mone mone hoi. Ami besh bujte pari. Babu ami dakchi, shuncho tumi? Valo thako. Love you so much kolija.