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28.04.2019

Sorir ebong mon ek sathei onek kharap. Besh kichudin thekei colche emon. Janina etodin bade keno mone abar jhor oteche. Sorirer kotha to bole r lav e nei.

Chele houyata o asolei jamelar. Aei koidine seita besi feel korchi. Buker kosto golo asru hoye jorate parle valo hoto, seita o parchina. Khub dom bondo lagche, khali dirgosash ashche. Oxyzen er ovab, tumar ovab. Tumi ager basai esecho koidin hocche. R amar shudu sei srity golo mone porche.

Hoyto tumaro mone porche. R tai aei kodin amar theke budhoi aei karonei r o besi dure dure thakcho. Tumar basar samne shudu chute jete mon caiche. Mone hocche, ami cailei pari, sondha bela thik ager moto tumar basar samne hatahati. Tumi janalar pase ese bosba, R ami dur theke tumake dekhe cole jabo amar sei room e. Mone ache tumar, ami nich theke tumake thiki dekhtam but, ami ondhokare thaktam bole tumi amake dekhte petana. Aj sotti ami ondhokare hariye gechi. Tumake sob somoi dekhi, tumi amake dekhte kingba feel korte parona.

Nijeke khub osthir lagche. Ekhaneo shantite nei. Jamela amake charena R tumar kosto seto amar nitto songhi. Manush je eto pressure niye tikte pare, ami nijeke diyei vabi. Ki chilam, ki korchi or ki porinotir dike ami jacchi. Doctorer kache giyechilam. Koekdin dore blodd jacche, test korate bollo. Janina abar ki news opekkha korche. Hoyto sesher bashir sur ashte shuru koreche. Tumake bolbo ki, na thak. Shuru te tumi chila, majeo tumi chila, amar seshe na hoi tumi naiba thakle :'(

Valo thako babu, emon kore amake ignore kore sukhi hou.

*aj oboseshe amar location ta share kore dilam tumar sathe.

10

05.04.2019

Jacche dinguli ebong amio bechi achi. Eta janan ditei amar diary er buke fire asa. Asolei to jacche dinguli. Vore theke rat R amar jibon theke ekti diner somapti. Ocena jibon amar.

Maje maje amar puranu dinguli amake nara dei. Jake poti rate vebe gumate jetam, ekhono jai. Kintu, ek onimises durotte se nijeke niye geche. Se cailei sob pare. Eta to ajker bisoy na. Sei shuru thekei se ja ceyeche tai korte pereche. R ami? Borabori or kotha vebe nijeke kosto diye gechi, ekhono dicchi. Ami buji, tothapi tar kotha vablei nijeke change korar kono ecchai jagena. Taito colche ek pa ek pa kore sesh diner dike amar nisthur somorthoner proyash gonona kora.

Onek kichu vabi ami. Sei onek age thekei, sad gaan gulu amake khub nara dito, ami shunteo like kortam. Kingba ami jokhoni kobita likhtam, seita dekha jeto sad kono poem hoye geche. Kotobar tmk sunate jeye boka sunechi, mone ache tumar? Aj sei tumi 2nd wicket er opekkhai acho. R ami shudu dirgosash fele tumar jonno shuvo kamona kore jai. Asolei odvhut. 

Jano, ekhon ektai kotha vebe nijeke santona diye rakhi. Seita ki tumi jano, valobaso tumi amake. Din palte geche, tai nijeke khub jotone palte niyecho. Ami e parlam na, khoti ki. Ami chele bolei probem nei, hmm eta ekdin tumi e amake bolechila. Sob bujo tumi, shudu aei amakei bujlana. Kosto, onek kosto hoi, etai amake aghat kore potiniyoto.

Valo thakuk sobai. Tumar agami sopno puron hok. Er cheye besi ki r bolte pari?

Ekhon nijeke shudu eka lage!

Caridike baronto sopnora hase
Bimutro rat kade nil batase.
Here gechi aei ami
jiboner kache
Duronto potivara
pore ache nice.
Hese bole sagorer nil jolorasi
Nobojatoker mukhe jodi pai hasi.
Mrito kono bayuler
atta ta kade
Hotashai bukh badha
amar buke.
Cayer cup hate potidini vabi
Jibonta chai makha akasheri chobi.