17.05.2017
10th May, amar jormodin chilo. Jiboner 28 ta bosonter kete jaoya dekhechi, kostoder vhire sukh peye valoi keteche. Kintu ebar? Aei bosontota amake diyeche du-hath vhore shudui kosto. Kostoder vhire ami mango people hoye ami shudu chute beriyechi Dhaka, Comilla, HbGJ. Sukh kothao nei amar jonno. Sob sesh, shunno ami shudui chute berai golper sei brommachari manush hoye.
Ebarer jodrmodin ta tumar ekhane katanur plan chilo. But, hotat sei news ta asate fire gelam bashai. Jabar age tader sathe sesh jormodin ta kore jai. Nijeke khub oporadi lade jano! Nijer vhule sob chere ajke amake aei pothe hariye jete hocche. Onek cesta korechi promisegolo ekpashe sorate. Parini! Ami tumar mote hote parini! Ami coward o hote parini! Sei jonnoi aei plan B niye hariye jacchi sobar theke. Hoyto jiboner sesh nissas porjonto.
Jormodin niye bolchilam. Sei rat thekei tumake vabchilam, dakchilam. Tumi sms korla, even sondhai call dila. Etai chilo amar jormodiner opohar. Sotti bolte etar jonnoi opekkha korchilam. Jormodin ta par kore r o koekdin theke, sobar bishonno mukh dekhte dekhte oboseshe abar beriye porlam. R to koita din. Ja dekhar dekhe nei, aei pothe r jodi sotti r na fera hoi. Khub miss korbo kichu kichu place, Tumar college, kingba Sei room golo jekhane onek sopno bunechilam amra.
R o kichu kotha jodi pari bole jabo tumai. Jodio tar r ortho nei, tobuo sob kichui to tumake bola hoi. Aeigolo bad jabe keno? Tumi to ekhono amar sob, tumake valo rakhtei to nijeke eto gutiye rakha, dure dure thaka, R ekhon ekdomi frame er baire nijeke niye jaoyar apran cesta. Shudu tumi valo thako. Valobashi to tai ekhono paglamigolo roye geche. Boyosh ta sei 25 e atke ache, crazy queen Jeni esechilo valobasha hoye jokhon. Ek rash sopno niye amake bissasher dolai hariye dite . . .
