Prothom onno rokom experience

25.04.2016

Matro 5 minutes. Hmm, only 5 minit er jonno Babur sathe dekha. Oi 5 minit vhuliye dilo sob kosto, hotasha. Abar porisromer sokti, digun tege future niye vabna o kaj kora. Matro 5 miniter dekha, etto hotasha o klanti muche dilo.

Sei gotomash theke tmk dekhar jonno hashpash korchilam. Tmi nij thekei idea dila, MBA exam er admit card ante jedin jaba, sedin jate ami ashi. Kotha moto, sob plan. 23 tarikh dupure rowna dilam and sondha houyar ektu age jeye pouchlam. Abar sei cena hotel e othlam. Eba jeye nam bolte hoini, nij thekei ora amke room set kore address kathai entry kore nilo. Shuru holo amar opekkha.

24 tarikh sokal sare 11 tar opekkha jeno furai na. Kothamoto sare 11 ta theke 12 tar moddhe tmi clg e ashba. Tmr sathe Tanin thakbe. So, o jodi thake tobe clg er commom washroom e dekha hobe.

Sei sare 11 ta theke clg e wait korchilam. 12 ta beje gelo tmr khobor nei. Vabchilam, cole jabo. May be sare 12 tar kachakachi, tmi ashla tobe sathe tanin athar moto lege ache. Ki kora jai? Barandhai ekbar tohol dilam. Hater esharai bujalam, ami wasjroom e jacchi. Tarkichu porei tmi ashla. Ouff, kottodin pore dekhlam. Cokh juriye dekhlam. Taratari koekta pic. tullam. Than, tmr hate new mobile ta guje dilam. Mobile sim ache, balance ache, so chance pelei jate sms dao. Sob kichu bole, tmk bidai dilam. Tmi rasta diye jacchila, R ami felfel kore takiye chilam. . .

Tar kichukhon porei ami firar poth dorlam. Dirgo 14 gonta journey kore tmk 5 minit matro dekhalam. Tao kono klanti nei, shudui shanti. Ouff, tmk hath diye chuyechi, kach theke dekhechi, etai to prapti. Abar opekkha, kokhon dekha hobe.

Majkhane tmk ektu mota legechilo pic. e. Kintu, abar sukye gecho. Bujchi, onek tension koro. Amio j kori. Kivabe ki hobe r 2 mash pore. Ta vabi, r dishehara hoye jai. Ebari j amar last chance. Ebar j hotei hobe. In sha allah ebar hobei, sei jonnoi to eto porisrom, eto opekkha.

Babu, tmi vale thako. Tmk j amar jibone onek proyojon. Miss you so much. Love you babu.

Abar Kun Porikkha?

12.04.2016

R ekdin pore Bangla noboborsho. R o ekti new year start hobe. R amar mathai rajjer cinta. Ouff, boshe shanti nei, shuye shanti nei, khaoar bepar seto bad e dilam. Shudui amar sathe keno emon hocche bolte paro babu? Tumake to ami kom valobashini, tobe amr keno eto exam nibe tumi?

Sei February 28 tarikh sokale last tumar sathe kotha hoyechilo. Erpor kete geche onek din, bashai back korecho, tarpor theke whatsapp e message pathau tai vorosha. Ami kono reply o dite parina, tumi bole jao. R ai FB e reply diye jai. Jodi kokhono FB e asho, tobe jate asnwer pai. Aeivabe colche and hoyto r o besh kichudin e jabe . . . 

Onek jurajuri korate FB e ekta pic diyechila kichudin age. Ager theke onek mota laglo tumake. Tarmane er pore mane aei koidine nishchoi r o onek mota hoyecho. Ouff, ki j dekhte ecche kore tumake, janina amr plan moto er moddhe dekhata hobe naki.

Accha, tumake bashai onek pressure dicche, taina? Sei jonnoi sedin khub hotash hoye amake bolechile, tumake vhule jete? Are pagol, jodi eta partam tobe sedin e partam. Amader dara eta hobena, we need each other so badly. Kintu, tumake jotoi bujai, edaning tumar mathai kisob plan je ashche. Valo kotha bolleow rege jaccho. Amari vhul hoyeche, tumake barite jete bola, tahole to aei gap ta create hotona.

Potitabar tumi tumar ja vabna, tai koro, R situaton r o kharap hoi Ami kichu bollei shunona. Koto kore bollam, oi loker kache jaoyar dorkar nei. But, tao gela. Ki holo? Seito problem bariye ashla. Tarpor nished korlam, oi barite jete, tao gela. Abar problem bariye ele. Ebar bolchi, cole ashte. Nah, abar tumar thinking. Ebar onototo amr kotha ta shuno please. Ami jani, baby houyar pore tumake ora jhur kore oikhane back korbe. Tumi jotoi self instict dekhao na keno. Ebar ki amar kotha shuna jaina? Ektibar?

Ouff, kaj kormo sob off. Saradin wait kori kokhon ektu text hoye tumar kotha ashbe. Khub dekhte ecche korche tumake. Dhaka te basha ache, tumi ashle othbe bole. Kintu, nah tumi job korbe, and tumar vaider niye ashba. Kono mane hoi? Eto tension r valo lagena, cole ashoto ja hobar hobe pore ....

Onek kotha mathai chilo, kintu r likhte ecche hocchena, cokh betha orche. Sorir ta valona. Tumi valo thako. Pore valo lagle baki kotha bolbo. Love you babu, miss u so much.