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30.12.2017

Bochorer sesh likha likhchi, ami jani. Ekhon to ager moto ashai hoina. Bestotar owshud diye kolijar khotoke ghum pariye rakhar apran cesta cole. Tao rokte mangsher sorir ta majhe majhe bbidroho kore Amar dingulite amake firiye niye ashe. Aeivabe colche, hoyto colbe . . .

Ekti bochor. Amr Babu k chara katiye dilam, Amar moner songinike robotic vabe songho diye gelam. Abeg, onovhuti, srity sob kichu ekpashe rekhe somoi aj 1 year pore ene daar koriyeche. Ami aei ekti bochore shudu hariyechi. Pothome tumake, Tarpore nijeke, Erpore Ammuke, R ekebare seshe ese Babake. Sesher haranu manushta onekta tumar motoi. Prithinite ache tobu ekta durotto. Sob shune i bola jai aei bochor take? Amar aei jiboner ekta omor bochor, hahahaha.

Shuye shuye vabi R hashi. Sotti, age cokher kone pani cole ashto. Edaning Nah taro besi, vabte vabte hashi ashe thoter kinarai. Etake ki hashi bole? Tumi amake micka bolta, tahole micka hashi e hobe taina? Amar aei hashir araler dukkho keo bujbena, kaoke bujateo jaina. Dukkho golo shudu ekar hoi, khushi golo sobar. Tumake diye jei koster shuru ta to sesh hobar noi. Aei betha j amake boye berate hobe ammur kache jabar ag porjonto.

Ek somoyer amar jonno etto valobasha, etto kosto, sob korte para, shudui srity aj. R amar khetre? Kichui na korte para aj sob kichui korate pare amake diye. Ami ekhon hashte hashte tumake vebe jibon dite pari, somoi amake aj emon jaigai eneche. Kintu,sei manushta to aj onek dure. Aei ekta bochore amar theke se dure jabar pothe egiyeche R ami tar kache ashar pothe aei vindeshe somoi khepon korchi. Love and War e kokhono sesh bole kichu nei, shudu aei ashatei abar shurur opekkhai achi. Na hok, tao ekta asha na thakle to tumar sei Coward hoye jabo. Koto kichu vabte hoi amake!!!

Ekta bochore dekhechi onek kichu, hariyechi, praptir khatai kichui nei. Amar jiboner may be aei ekta year e shudu hariyechi. Vangar khelai ami pore gechi, Gorar khelai porboto aei jibone? Nah ta to hobar noi. Page of Sorrow < tar pristhai shudu dukkho thakbe aei j nijeri ojante likha hoye geche amar maddome. R Smiley Babu ta hoye geche bastob. Hahahaha :D

Morovhumir majhe jokho dula jhor othe, cokh khula rakha jaina. Mukher samne khabar niyeo khaoya jaina. Amar jibon tao murovhumir jhorer agahte osprisso hoye geche, dora chuyar baire cole geche. Nishi rat Baka chad, chupi chupi R gaan gaina, Ganer pakhi seto ekti bochor hoye geche, amake opekkhai rekhe cole geche. Etai amar niyoti, sob mene niyechi. Opekkhai korchi. Matro to ekta bochori gelo. Aei poth sesh hote onek deri, ami jani ammu. Ami ashbo . . . amar j r kichui valo lagena. Bachte hobe bolei beche thaka, bochor ghure fire dekha. 

Valo thakuk sobai. Sobar jonno valokichu kore jaoyar broto niyei to pore achi. Seita hok familyr jonno, kingba tumar jonno. Sobai valo thako, bidai 2017 :'(

4

05.12.2017

Onekdin pore ashlam. Koto kichu gote jai, koto srity ashe jai cintai cetonai, tar kichui bola hoina. Khub besi sick na hole, asole Amar Dinguli vasha khuje paina. Shudui paliye beracchi, tai ekhane dora diteo mon sai deina.

Goto kichudin dore kub sick ami. Tarsathe mon tao vishon kharap. Tumar sathe share korte jai, kintu tumi to sei tumi nei etai mone thakena. Sei jonnoi bolte jeyeo fire ashi barebar. Jokhoni valo ekta mon niye goto koek mashe giyechi tumar kache, tumar kotha kingba kucha amake r o mormahoto kore amari adhar jibone achre feleche.

Khub tension e achi. Tumar cintar sathe r ekta cinta jug hoyeche. Ammu cole jaoyar pore basai khub jamela jache, ami ekhan theke kichui korte parchina. Shudu shune jai, r amar pressure er lokocuri khela kheli. Tumake bolle hoyto ektu relife petam, sei sujug tumi daona. Tumake bolbo keno - emon kothao bolte charona amake!

Mojar bisoy ki jano, ekhono sei paglamigolo amar majh theke jaini. Age bole kortam paglami, r ekhon bolar to way nei, sei jonnoi niribili paglami kore nijei abar bichanai pore thaki. Tumi amake hurt kore kotha bolo, r ami ager motoi kaj kori, shudu bola hoina. Na kheye kingba na rest niyei cole jai poroborti muhurtogolo. Jai hok, kosto deyar jonnoi to ami achi, R tumi dite didha korona. Kosto deya neya niyei amar jibon colbe. Page_of_sorrow hobe kivabe amar dinguli.

Ekta year kete gelo taina babu. Tumar kache hiseb nei, R amar kache potita din hoye ache ek ek ta bochor. Ki dusshoho dinguli amake opohar diyechile, ekhono diccho. Cokher samne theke amar sopnogolo kere niye amader sopnoke tumar ekar sopno kore niyechile. Santona dite jeye ekbaro vaboni keno oke niye ami emon korchi, ami to oke cini, ami to jani amar jonno o ki korte pare. Na eto vaboni, vabar ecchei chilona, taito aj tumar din kete jai kono hiseb chara. R amar, se to bollami.

Ami k kingba ami kemon korchi, ta ask kori ami nijeke. Kokhono kokhono answer paina, tokhon mone hoi ami budhoi asolei sonnashi hoye gelam. Eto porisrom koreo, buker vitor eto kosto niye kingba sorire bethar cinho niyeo tumar kachei sokol sukh pai. Tumar deya santona dekho aj amake kothai ene daar koriyeche. Tao pratthona, tumi valo thako.

Sedin bolechila, 20 years keno 10 years o bachar somvabona nei amar. Hoyto tumi thik. Amar jekono din saak cole ashte pare. Aeivabe more theke beche thaki kingba sotti e cole jai, sorbabosthai bolbo, babu tumi valo thako. At least tumi sukhi hou amader majh theke.

Amar ekla jibon, aei vindeshe cole jabe. Ekhane taka hole sob paoa jai, so cole jabe ekhon jemon jacche. Shudu caoa ektai, tumake emon valobasha jeno sesh muhurto porjonto bese jete pari. Ektai amar tumi chile jake valobeshe sob charte pari, ta jeno sesh somoi porjonto proman kore jete pari.

Valo thako Babu, Onek valobashi tumake ajo. Kolijar tukra to tumi, valibashi tai ettogula :-)