Ki kora ochit amar?

08.05.2015

Bukta dukduk korche. Sei dupure tumar sathe kotha bolar por theke. Ebarer ososthotar por theke olpotei ami tired or osthir hoye pori. Self control budhhoi hariye felchi. Aj hok, kal hok, ja ekdin hobei ta vebei ami din din vitore vitore sesh hoye jacchi. Kichutei nijeke control korte parina.

Jao sob kichu theke nijer akorson kome ashchilo, ebarer ososthota r o amake life somporke akorshonhin kore feleche. Beche theke lab ki? Ekek ekek ta din baca manei to pap kore jaoa, r buk vora afsos pushe rakha. Sorir ta jao ektu valo hocchilo, again may be fall korbe. Khub betha hocche buker moddhe. Ki onayeshe tumi bole felo, amake ektu santonao dite ecche korena?

Sediner gotonar por theke tumar sathe valo kore kotha bola hoina. Alpo somoi porei tumi rakhi rakhi shuru kore dao. Aj kothar fake ask korechilam, jaoyar ki holo? Bolla, eid er pore (july er seshe). Bah, ki valo news. Odhik sukhe amar buk kapteche, matha jhim dore ache.  Amake chere oi tar sathe thakba, tao oikhane. Aei jinishta ami keno mante parina? Aei je tumi deshe eka acho, amar keno nijer moddhe ekta sosthi kaj kore? Tumar pashe ami j onno kaoke vabte parina. Parona tumi ekta jamela lagate onar sathe? Aj porjonto bolte parlena, tumar pokkhe onar sathe thaka somvob noi. Sob kichu mene niye amake chere cole jaba, taina? Jao, tao valo thako. R kichu tumake bolbona. Aei jonnoi to amar ososthota kingba bad news golo tumar sathe kom share kori. Tao jorer ghore ebar sick er beparta tumake janiye felechilam.

Babu, tumake je onek valobashi. Onek miss kori. Amar nijer jaoyar bepartao jule ache. Keno emon hocche amar sathe? Jeitatei hath dei, shudu problem. Allah ki aei ekta bepare amake help korte parena? Janina, r o ki opekkha korche. Tobe ami cesta korei jabo. Amake je partei hobe, tumake ami kotha diyechi. Tumar moto ami hote parbona. Amake koto promise kore tumi konotai rakhoni. Sesh tumar kache caoya, tumi fire asho amar kache, at least tumi eka thako. Tumake emonvabe onno kaor sathe somporke joriye thakte dekhle amar vishon kharap and rag hoi. Amio to manush, kivabe ami sojjo kori ekbar vaboto?

Kichudin age shunechilam, onar sathe tumar jogra hoyeche and oni boleche tumake oni niben na oikhane. Shune ki kushi hoyechilam vitore vitore. But, aj abar olta kotha shune sei vhoi amake sesh kore felche. Onar sathe tumar kotha bolte kemon lage, jante ecche kore? Parona onar sathe jogajog off korte? Na, ta korle ki hobe? Tumar to bideshe jete hobe, nijer life settle korte hobe family er jonno. Sobar kotha vabo, shudu amar kotha chara. Valo, khub valo, kichu bolar nei :'(

Khub miss korchi tumai

03.05.2015

Babu, khub miss korchi tumake. Dirgo 10 din por aj ektu valo lagai PC te boshte parlam. Aei ostho sorir niye goto rat 1 ta porjonto tumar jonno wait korechi. Aj saradin, sara sondha phone ta niye boshe achi. Amar life e may be emonvabe sorir kokhonoi venghe poreni. Tao, kichuta valo hoyeo shanti pacchina. Besh to goto 10 ta din ghumiye kingba jimiye katiyechilam. Aj cetona golo jagroto hoye ami ki dekhchi?

Amar babu amake phone korchena! Otocho 29 tarikhe bikele se oi ID er password change koreche, amake ektu bolar proyojon ow mone koreni! Abar ki tumi amake paglami korar jonno odvhukto korcho?

Mathata sotti thik nei, janina ki korbo. Tobe eta thik abar ami ashchi. Ebar na hoy tumi na bolatei ashlam. Tumito jano, tumar sathe kotha na bolle amar matha kaj korena. Ami onno rokom hoye jai. But, ki holo, kenoi ba emon korcho? Amar sorir take dekhle bodhhoy emon korte partena babu :(

Emmnite sediner gotonar por theke amar matha thik nei. Tao jedin veblam aei osostho sorir niyei tumar oikhane jabo, sedin tumi phone dila. Valoi to kotha bollam. Erporer koidin ami hospital e admit chilam, jor komchilona. Eta tumake bolini, cause tumi onek mon kharap and vhoi peta. Sei jonno ami phone receive ow korte parini. But, tumi eta niye amar sathe ragaragi shuru korla. Onek bujalam. kichui bujte chailena. Sob amar kopal. Ouff nijer life ta niye ami etota depress, sotti amar life ta ami nijer hatei nosto korbo.

Tumar bashai problem bole sedin phone rekhe dila. But, sei brihospoti bar theke tumar kono khobor nei. Aj robibar, tao phone pelam na. Aeidike kichuta sostho houyar por theke tumar voice ta shunar jonno mon kemon korche. Babu, daona ekta phone. Khub kosto hocche to amar.

O accha, amar ki hoyeche shunba? Rokto shunnota, chest e problem, and may be diabetics ow. Main problem hocche, reportgolo amake dekhte dicchena. Shudu bolche, 7 din aei anitibiotic er course caliye jete hobe and then again oi doctor ke dekhate hobe. Hok, ja kushi. R o hok, ami to tai cai. Sesh hoye jai ami. Emnitite jokhon moron hobena, ruger basha badhiye sesh hoy. Nah, kaoke jontrona dibona. Jokhon beshi sick hobo, dure kothao cole jabo.

Moner vhoita to amake ghire dorche. Tobe ki tumi cole gecho? Naki cole jaba kichu diner moddhe, tai emon gutiye niccho  nijeke? Ouff, valo lagena. Ekhon ektu cinta korlei matha vishon betha kore. Gharer rogta chire jabe mone hoi. R parina babu, fire asho amar kache. Amake aei kosto theke rehai dao babi, please :'(