14.08.2016
Amar jibonta ekhon kochu-patar oporer panir moto hoye ache. Jol tolmol obosta. Ekbar center e ashchi, abar ekbare kinare cole jacchi, pori pori obstha. Manoshik obsthar sathe physical obosthao same. Jibontake jokhon emon kore vabchi, tokhoni ekta news pelam. Tumar exam, baire ber hoba. Shuna matroi bola jai jur kore dekha korte ashbo bole tumake confirm korlam.
09.08.16 < aei tarikhe dekha korbo. R tai tar ager din bikele tumar ekhane ashlam and jothriti ager sei hotele othlam. Hotel ta te othlei serial er punnoprocar er moto cokher samne pichoner dingolo veshe othe. Wasroom e jacchi, cokhe vashe rater 10 tai gosol korte jaoa onek porisromer por room e fire. KIngab tumar basar samner goli diye jokhon gure ashi, veshe othe sondhar por sei goliyte janalai kaoke khujar somoigolo. Sara rat ghum hoina, aeisob vabte vabte.
Pordin sokal thekei cotfot korchilam, kokhon 10 ta bajbe. Tumi ashba. R jodi asho ow ammu ke nia ashba naki. Eto kichu vebe college e jeye opekkha korte laglam. Tumi ashla, r amar mon vhore othlo anonde. Kache ashate dekhlam, mutiye gecho specially pet ta. Dekha korei exam er jonno chutla. Majhe somoi kore 3 talai dariye amake ektu somoi dila. Kotha bollam, tumar obostha ask korlam. Ki korba jiggesh kortei kemon jeno neutral ekta answer dila. Ki hobe kingba somoi lagbe. Kichu kotha bolar por ami e tumake exam dite pathalam. Vablam pore kotha boli. Paser room e wait korchilam. Kichukhon pore tumi phone dila, ber holam. Bolla ami cole jacchi, baby kadche. Amake kichu na bolar chance diyei cole gela. Ami bisshito hoye takiye roilam. Eta amar babu? Jar jonno 14 hours journey kore gelam, amar jonno tar time nei? Matro 2 masher majhei change.
Kichui bollam na. Asole bolar to kono rastao nei. Sedin tumi syl giyechila doc dekhate. Amio rag kore dhakai cole gelam. Sara rastai vabte laglam, eta amar babu? Kar opekkhai ami din katacchi emon kore? Aeisobi cintai dube roilam sara rasta.
Bashai esei osostho. Pressure high. Tarmajhe tumi sylhet, tai extra tension. Sob kichu caphiye, tumi jedin syl theke ashla, sedin e ekta GP number theke phone kore bollo, E to suicide korte giyechilo. Obostha khub kharap. Taratari khobor nen. Shunetei ami sesh. Pressure bere obostha kharap. Vaggish Sakib chilo, sei amake taratari hospitalize korlo. 2 din chilam. Vebechilam vudhoi morei jabo. Iss more gelei valo chilo, eto tension nia baca jaina. Jokhoi vabi aeito r kichudin, tokhoni tumi sob elomelo kore dao. 2 din hospitale thakar por basai ashlam. Vaggish dhakai ami, tai keo janena. But, ami jai ami asolei valo nei. Emonki tumio janbena konodin.
Jano babu, ososthota niye jokhon aei kothagolo likhhi, tokhon mathai tumar sei kotha golo vashche.
- Baby houyar por ashbo. Ekhon ashle tumar problem hobe
- Baby houyar porei oi barite bole dibo, ami r jabona.
- Oi beta Beshi barabari korle, baby rekhei cole ashbo.
- Ekdom besi problem hole, tumake phn dile tumi cole aisho. Cole jabo.
- Ami ashboi, jodi ektu wait korte hoi, tumi koiro.
- Jodi tao na pari, tobe airport theke holeo amar kache ashba.
Sei kotha golor sathe tumar recent character milate gelei pressure bere jai. Amar thekeo now Baby important beshi tumar kache. Seita mayeder khetre savabik. Tai bole tumi amar sathe emon korba? Aeivabe vebtei gelei kharap lagche r o beshi.
Janina, ki hobe future e. Tobe ami sotti vishon vishon sick hoye jacchi. Class neya kingba ekta pothistan calanur motivation pacchina. Eto porisrom kore jokhon tumar theke emon behave pai, asolei ta onek monobol komiye dei. Tarsathe vabchi, jedin body r parbena, ami e dure cole jabo. Tumar ekta tension komiye cole jabo sei cena jogote jekhane amake keo cinena, cinbena.
Dekhte dektei to jacchi. Dekhi tumi r ki korte paro. Onek age thekei to tumar decision er opor plangolo colche amar. So dekhi ebar ki hoi. Tao kichu bolbona. Kichu bollei tumar hoy mejaj kharap hoi R noito jogra koro. Sei jonnoi onek kichu na bole hojom kori. Tao tumi valo thako. Baby k niye sostho thako. R ami wait kori, valobashar manushtar jonno.
