08.10.2017
Onekdin por ashlam. Amake jhor elemelo kore diyeche. Jhorer aghate ami aj r o mritoprai. Janina aei nishtur prithibi amake niye keno emon korche. Sob kosto golo shudu amar jonnoi budhoi alada kore rakha. Taito eker por ek aghat amake manoshik rugi na baniye charbena. 2010 kingba 2012 teo konodin ki vebechilam aj amake emon ekta din dekhte hobe?
17.09.2017 < Amar ammu prithibi chere cole gelo. Aei prithibite amake niye cinta korar sesh manush tao cole gelo. Amake ekebaresikhor chara kore diye gelo. Aei ekta manusher jonnoi hoyto fire jetam kono ek somoi. Kitu, nah amar kopale Na firai likha hoyto. Sei jonnoi nijer mayer sesh mukh tao dekhte parlam na. Ohh aei j ki kosto, ki tribbo jontrona keo bujbena. Se cole jaoyar por, aei mayer sathe koto onai korechi, kotha shunini, kothar obaddho hoye ekhane cole ashlam. Aj der mash pore se nei, aei kotha likhar jonno budhoi :'(
Amar ammur kotha bolte gele ekta boi e sesh hoe ki? Ekta manush kotto porisrom korte pare tar sontander valo rakhar jonno, ta dekhechi potiniyoto. Kaj korte korte sorire eto ruger basha baniyechilo j seshe kono owshud e kaj kortona. Shunechi tana ghumato owshud kheye, last jedin amar sathe video call e kotha hoi, sedin clear dekhte parini. Janalar opposite side e boshechilo khate, ak adhar oboyob dekhechi. Sesh dekhatao clear chilona, ohhh Allah ami j r parina :'(
Nijer sorir tao edaning valo jacchena. Gonogono problem hocche, aj aeita kal aeita.Amar to ekhoni owshud khete valo lagena, tai budhoi problem golo barche. Tao mone thakle khai, amake mone koriye debar manushtao nei. Oi j 2 jon manushi chilo, amake niye cinta korto. Tarao nei, amaro oguchalo jibon colche elemelo vabei. Vebechilam doctor dekhabo. Tarpore kajer cape R noito doctor er nam nile sorir valo hoi, pore abar sei. Aeivabe jacche, kaj r mon kharaper jontro, ami.
Onek kotha likhar chilo aj. Kintu, likhte boshlei matha theke sob hariye jay. Tumar kotha! Nijeke niye hoyto valoi acho. Hoyto bolchi karon ager moto kotha bola hoina, tai kothar marpeche kichui ber hoina. Ohh ekta kotha mone porlo. Kichudin agei jante parle amar sei accident er kotha. Mojar bisoy, abar sei sondheho tumar mone. Kintu, nah ami r kichui tumake proman korte caibona. Onek to hoyeche, eker por ek proman diye ki peyechi? Santona kingba du-shopno. Jar nirmom porinoti aj amar jibon.
Khub bolte ecche kore, tumar ki ektu lojja hoina amake ekhono obissash korte? More geleo hoyto sobaike ask korba, asolei ki se moreche? Vaggish sedin ami thakbona, aei drissotao dekhte. Old memory vhulte giye nijer sotta k fele diyecho. Tao valo, tumi valo acho. Aei sudur mile dure, ekhono to aei ektai prottasha kore jai.
Sarakkhon mathai gure berao, etto dakadakir shobdo tumake chui na. R tai ami nijei nijer sathe kotha boli, ager sms pori, buk pocket e tumar chobi niye guru, ektu betha pele ohhh babu bole tumake daki, bed e shuye babu amake joriye doro bole kanna kori, sob ami eka ekai kore jai. Amar sei ekaki onuvhuti golo tumake chuina, tumi acho digital life with analog home life niye. Jake etto valobashi, jar jonno koster pahar nieyo hashi mukhe bolte pari, babu valo achoto, tar jonno noyto emon vabei life cole jak. Aei achi, valo achi. Sukhi hok se.
Tumi, Ammu amake maf kore dio. Tumader kosto diyechi bolei aj ami return pacchi. Ta chara r kono answer paina. R tai eta vebei nijeke santona dei. Hmm tumar moto santona dite parina, taito kostogolo majhe majhe bicchinno kore fele tumar kach theke. Owshud kheye abar fire ashi, abar valo thakar ovinoy korte, tumar valo thaka life dekhte.
Matha vonvon korche. Ki likhechi etokhon nijeo jaina. Shudu jani, ami valo nei. Din k din klanto hoye porchi. Amake ami hariye felchi shudu . . . .
