Onekgolo prosno mone . .

25.10.2015

Aj may be sesh diary likhchi kingba onirdhissto somoyer jonno bondho. Aj ki r o ekta red letter day amar jibone? Manusher jibone red letter day ki duita hoi? Janina! Tobe, aj seirokomi ekta din amar jibone. Nijeke new life somporke strict hote, aj dinta mone robe ajibon.

Mone mone ekta vhoi niye chilam goto koekta din. Tumi amake ki bolba? FB e kokebar giyechilamo, hoyto seikhane likhecho. Jodio ami guess korechilam tumi ki bolte caicho. Kintu, koekta jinish amake barebar prosno korche. Tar age boli, tumi ki bolecho? Sukhobor! Hmm etai ami guess korechilam. Jei tumi 21st e amake ekbar nij theke phone korecho, aj abar sokal 11 tai phone dile, tokhoni vebechilam, tumar kichu bolar ache. Kothar sesh porjaye ami barebar rakhte bolchilam, kintu tumi amta amta, chup hoye jacchila. Tokhoni vablam, sei kotha ta shunte jacchi ami . .

Babu, congratulation. Tokhoni amar aei kotha ta bola dorkar cilo. R ami aeisob ki question korlam? Eto gadha keno ami? Eta to kushir kotha, tumi nijer life take apon kore nite jaccho, bachar ekta obolombon paccho, aeirokom ekta poribeshe happy ekta life tumar jonno await korche. Ami bokata olta odvhot question kore tumake r o mood off kore dilam!

Matro 3 mash. Aj theke 3 mash age amar theke oi dure cole gecho, tumar kono somossha nei aei kotha bolechile onake, mone ache tumar? Jabar age amake ki bole giyechila? 3 ta masher bebodhane aj aei kotha? Kotha ta mone porche, r pagoler moto hashchi. 7 bochor dore jake cini, jar kache ami chara onno purosh manush sob jogonno, tar mukhei aei kotha? 2-3 din hocche, and gotona 10-12 din age, ektuow badhlona bolte? Ami jani eta willingly chilona, tao tar sathei abar friend er bashai berate jaoa, manager er bashai vhor 5 ta porjonto party attend kora! Hmm asolei tumi sob paro babu, jeita ami parina.

Kotogolo prosno mone gurche. Ami to tumar sob e jani. Tumar sathe amar last 15 tarikhe normal kotha hoyechilo. 10-12 tarikhe tumi amake pet betha bolechila, and oita chilo tumar problem er somoi. Tahole jodi 15 tarikheow problem hoi, 22 tarikh tumi valo houyar kotha. Tumar sathe 15 tarikhe por amar 21 tarikhe kotha hoi. So, aei somoye kichui houyar kotha na. But, tumi bolecho, yes hoyeche. Tobe tumi ki amake mitthe bolcho???

Amar mon bolche, tumi amake dure sorate aei kotha bolcho? Ekhono believe hocchena, tumar kotha. Tumar jei rag, jodi emon kichu hoto tobe tumi must amar sathe 21 tarikhe kotha boltena, and onar satheow eto normal thakte na. Sob kichui kemon jeno confusing.

Jodi hoyei thake, tateo ami kushi. Oi je bollam, tumi aste aste normal hoba, life niye vabba, etai to amar ekhon kamona. Ami to gadha. Sei jonno agamikal theke paglamir jibone probesh korchi. Janina, kivabe tumar deya kostogolo niye thakbo. Tobe eta jani, oi life e physical kostogolo kichu holeo amake sosthi dibe. Tumi jeikhane AC bashai shuye TV dekhbe, seikhane prokhor rodhe amar diner khabar jugate besto thakte hobe.

Aj sokale amar sob kichu jar jar accout e pathiye diyechi. Amar bolte r kichui nei. Nah, kichu taka rekhechi shurur dingolo settle korar jonno tumar oikhane.  Nah, tumake janabona ki korbo, kothai thakbbo. Jotodin onar sathe thakba, vebechi r mukh dekhabona. Amake emoni valobashte tumi, aj sob peye valobashar kichu mul sortoi vhule gele? Tao valo, valo thako.

Ekta mitthe sesh muhurte sikar kore nilam, oikhane ami job peye jacchina. Oikhane amake keo cinena, so ager life ta lead korte amar problem hobena. Vaggish tumi phone ta rekhe diyechile, noito r o onek na bola kotha bole dilam. Valo na thekeow tumar samne valo thakar ovinoy kingba r koto kosto diba amake, aeigolo bole dicchilam. Ki gadha ami dekhecho?

Sesh kori ebar. Jodi konodin aei diary te cokh pore, tobe amake khoma koro. Tumar moto ami hote parbona, tumar sob kotha onek believe kori bolei opekkha korbo zero result pabo ta jeneow. Eta chara r kichui to korar nei amar. Onno sobar moto amina, ami sotti tumake chara osohay. Onek beshi valobashi tumake babu. Tumar area te hoyto tumar ase pashei amake khuje pabe kono ekdin, cinbe to amake sedin?

Valo theko, sobai ke valo rekho. Tumar kotha vablei cokh japsa hoye othe, likhte boshle r o beshi. So, ekhanei bidai. I love you babu, will wait for you to my death . . . .

Special day for me

23.10.2015

Shuvo Jormodin. Shuvo Jormodin Babu, onek onek good wish tumar jonno. Agami dingolo onek valo katuk tumar. Sob somoi sostho thako, and in sha allah happy tumake hotei hobe.

Jano, monta vhison kharap. Aei bishesh dintate tumake wish kora holona. Etai pothom birthday, tumake wish kora hoini. Last year e eto problem er moddheow kintu thiki wish korechilam tumake. R ebar dekho, soptahe derta din chara baki somoi tumi bashai eka thako. Tarporew shudu dure sore jaccho. Just 3 months, tumake amar theke kromei dure soriye niye jacche.

Babu, janina tumar mone ki colche or ki plan korecho. Tobe eta bujte parchi, tumi hoyto hard kono decision niba. Nao, problem nei. Amio amar destination thik kore felechi. Mone ache tumar, tumake ekdin bolechilam, ami totokhon porjonto savabik cinta korte pari, jotokhon tumi amar sathe pran khule kotha bolo. Tumake hashanur jonno amar jhur kore hasha, tumake okay rakhar jonno amar nijeke sobsomoi valo rakha. Kintu, tumi hoyto ager sob kothar moto aei kotha tao vhule gecho.

October 15th, tumar sathe normal kotha hoyeche, tumi chile savabik. Janina, tumar ekdiner moddhe ki holo, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Thursday - 5 din amake call na diye tumi thakte parle? Kivabe parle tumi? Koi, bashai to kotha bola off koroni? Sob kosto ki tumar amakei dite ecche hoy?

5 din pore Wednesday te nijei phone korechila. But, eta to amar babu noy? Nirdidhai bole dila, karon charai aei koidin phone daoni. Samne r dibana. Ki sohoje bole dila. Otocho tumar oi voice ta je amar oxyzen er moto. Tumi emon kore ki lab holo? Hoyto tumar nijeke guchate help hocche. But, amar sob sopno sesh kore dila.

Koekdiner moddhe amake naki FB e ki message pathaba. Kichuta hoyto bujte parchi abar vabchi, dekhi tumi r ki koro. R kichudin pore tumake ami paltate help korbo. Tumar moto thakte cao to, thako. Tobe tumar tarzan ke tumi nijer hate sesh kore felecho, eta mone rekho. R kichu bolbona, hoyto porer post e ki korecho ta janiye sesh korbo . . .

Ami ki tumar kache beshi kichu ceyechilam? Shudu ektu sosthir jonno tumake ager moto kore ceyechilam, potita din oxyzen hisebe tumar kache tumar voice ta ceyechilam. Amar prithibite amaketo eka korei diyecho, dur theke ektu alo jaliye rakhte parlena? Amake eto kotha diye, aj emon korcho? Kortei paro, kokhono to amar kotha vaboni. Vebecho sobar kotha, r dinseshe amar jonno rekhecho kosto. Hmm kosto, koster ek jibone permanently cole gelam. Aj Friday, agami sunday theke.

Emon shuvo dineo ajebaje kotha bole fellam. Sorry Babu. Onek valobashi tumake, konodin bujate parini. Asha kori ebar parbo. Tumar jormodine janai, agami dingolo onek sundor hok. Tumar kachakachi thekeo odrissho hoye valobashi valobashi bole jabo jotodin tumi tumar kotha na rakho. Joke korlam, valo thako babu. Shuvo jormodin and I love you Babu. 

* tumake ekta mitthe bolechi, pore konodin sotti ta bolbo. Ekhane mitthe thakuk ami caina, sei jonno.

Ki Hoyeche Tumar?

18.10.2015

Accha, kostogolo shudu ki tumar amakei dite ecche hoi? Jei koste rekhecho, R o kosto deoyar moto jaiga rekhecho ki? Nah, budh hoy. Tumar amake r o kosto debar baki royeche. Sobar kache valo thakar jonno, nijeke paltanur jonno, amake sotti mone hoy r o kosto opohar diba tumi? Sei jonnoi goto 3 din age dupure phone kore bolla, ami phone na dile phone diona. Aeidike tumio phone diccho na, amakeo stobdho kore rekhecho. Besh acho taina?

Kichudin age kothar majhe bolechila, jodi r konodin phone na dei to ki korba? Ki korbo seto amar mone mone ache. Sokol sopno, asha ek pashe chure fele diye, fire jabo ek ondhokar jibone. Vebechilam, tumar theke kichuta support pabo sob somoi. Ekhon to amar r kichui caoyar nei, ektu kotha bolte caoya seitaow tumar kache ojotha hoye gelo? Tumi koruna kore jototoo somoi dao, seitai nei R opekkhai thaki sei asha niye.

Pochondo pressure bere ache. Ghar narte parchina. Amar high pressure tumi jano. Tarporo amar sathe emon korte tumar kharap lagena. More gelei tumi nistar pabe, taina? Rater 5 tai party theke ashba eki garite pasapashi seat e boshe, holiday golo kataba nana jaigai ghure. Sukh seto tumar jonno. Kichu manusher jibone badluck kokhonoi charena. Ami tader ekjon. Sei jonnoi kaoke kichu bolar nei, emonki tumakeo nao. R kichudin, tarporei hariye jabo.

Vebechilam, ager job ta jeheto chere diyechi, Kamal vaiyer office e time dibo. Sekhan theke tumake Skype theke call ow kora jai. Rater 9-10 tai bashai ashi. Tumar kotha mone porlei moneybag theke tumar oi chobita dekhi. Mone ache tumar? Onar kache jaoyar jonno chobi tolechile jedin, amake ek copy diyechile. Sedin theke sob somoi amar sathe acho, thakba sob somoi.

Aei mashe tumar jormodin. Koto plan chilo R ki korcho tumi? Ekta phone dite ecche hoina tumar? Kivabe paro tumi? Valobashar manushtake kosto dite tumi kivabe paro? Sobai ke valo rakhte jeye nijer (aei amakei) diner por din nissesh kore diccho. Tao valo, tumito valo ekta poribesh e acho. Sei thako, sob somoi valo thako :(

Onnorokom lagche tumake!

10.10.2015

Onekdin pore kadlam. Kadlam na bole kadale tumi amake. Eker por ek kosto diccho, r aei pashe ami kostogolor mukh cepe sojjo kore jacchi. Amar kotha ajkal tumar valo lagena, ektu kotha bolei rekhe dite ecche hoi. Aeito mash khanek ageo 30-40 minute er age call rakhte caitena. R aj 15 minute holei rakhi, majhe majhe bye bolei onayeshe line kete dao.

Tumake aj duibar ask korechilam, amar sathe keno emon koro? Answer diyecho, kichui koroni and porer bar nischup thekecho. Tumi ki abar sei vabna vaba shuru korecho, emon korle ami hariye jabo dure? Naki sotti tumi ager kono kotha mone rakhte caona?

Aj tumake pothom Skype theke call korechilam. Ami $10 dukiye call korechilam, ami r thakte parchilam na tumar voice na shune. Call diye shunte pelam, r kichudin pore jodi phone ekebarei na dei, tokhon ki korba? Tumar mathai aeisob cinta ashe, taina? Din k din tumi nijeke paltanur cetsa kore jaccho, amar theke je dure sore jaccho. Ki kore bujai tumi, please paltiona. Tumi paltiye gele ami ki niye sopno dekhbo? Tumar deya kotha, amar pottasha sob je mitthe hoye jabe.

Recently, mone santona peyechilam tumake net er connection dicchena eta shune. Kintu, sei shanti tao budhoi r roilona. Tumake net er line dicche, new set ow naki kine dibe. Hotat eto change? Sob kotha shuncho tar? Tar jor hoyeche, office korche. Ekta baro ki feel korecho ami valo nei? Amar table er opor rajjer owshud er vandar. Ektar por ekta legei ache, kichui bujte paroni. Kosto kore hashi, seitao ki bujte paroni? Eto normal ami kivabe thaki, taki tumake vabai?

Net er connection manei friend der niye busy, aeije obosore amake vhabo, ta ki vabba r? Hoyto aeidik seidik theke majhe majhe khobor niba, r besir vag e rat jege chat kora. Hariye jaba sobar majhe, amake niye vabar somoi hobena. Chure felte cao amake, taina? Amio kichu bolbona, dekhi ki paro tumi. Din seshe amake tumar pashei paba, hoyto cinbena amake. Khoti ki, tumi valo acho etai to cai.

Valo thako babu. Onek valobashi tumake. Kintu, matro 2 ta mashei deyal esheche amader majhe, samne r ki ache? 10 ta bochorer exam er kotha vhule gecho?

Somoi jacche, Kostogolow barche

05.10.2015

Babu, soulmate bujo? Soulmate mane attar somporko. Ekjoner kichu hole r ekjon bujte pare. Ekjon kharap thakle r ekjon ow kharap thake. Tumar amar somporko thik emon. Jani, tumi mukh fute sikar korbena. Kintu, ami eta besh buji. Tumi amake dakle kingba ami tumake mone mone feel korlei, amader majhe mon bole othe, keo tumake dakche.

Ami valo nei kingba tumi valo nei, duijonei jani. Kintu, valo thaka dekhanur ek apran cesta kore jai duijone. Aei je ami 5 ta tablet, ekta drop, ekta crim nicchi, tao tumake bolte caina. Lukiye rakhi tumake tension mukto rakhbo vebe. Tumake happy rakhbo bole ager sei dustamigolo korar cesta kori. Kintu, tumi ager moto nou, sei jonnoi barebar amake mone koriye r o kosto bariye dao. Keno emon koro? Vabnagoloke ekpashe rekhe tumi R ami ki ager motoi thakte parina? Jeitoko somoi kotha hoi, at least tokhon mone koro, ami R tumi sei ager motoi achi.

Tumake ekta mitthe bole jacchi besh kichudin dore. Aei jaigai seita sikar kore nilam. Hoyto kono ekdin jante parbe. Ami job ta chere diyechi. R parchina. Tumi konodin bissash korbena, tumake kotota miss kori, kotota kosto hoi amar. Tumi to TV dekhe time par koro, R amar somoigolo sthir hoye thake. Tumar vabna amake sesh kore dicche otocho tumake ta bolina. KI hobe bole? Dhong or ajaira kotha ta shunte ecche korena tumar mukhe.

Babu, keno emon koro? Tumi janona amake tumi dure soranur try korle amar matha nosto hoye jai, paglami bere jai. Ebar jei paglamita korte jacchi, seitai ki cao tumi? AMi dekhte cai, tumi amake koto kosto dite paro? Koto amake aghat korte paro?

Kotodin hoyeche tumake dekhina. Vebechilam aei eid e hoyto kichu picture FB e ashbe. Nah, ashlona and tumake dekhao holona. Khub dekhte ecche korche tumake. Etodin tumake na dekhe thakini kono somoi. Aj sokale phone kore bolla, balance sesh. Janina, abar kobe phone diba. Sei opekkhai achi R tumake dakchi. Babu, shunte parcho? Tumar tarjan tumake valobashi valobashi bole dakche, shuncho tumi? :'(