Sesh Lorai Colche .....

30.12.2014

Dumketur moto hotat hotat asha-jaoa ki shuru holo? Shudu tumar khetre noi, hoyto amar khetreo hobe shuru. NIssho houyar jukita niye nilam. Ami r parchina. Hoi ekebare rastai boshbo noito ja ceyechi, tar kachakachi jabo. Kintu, tiltil kore ami morte parbona.

Babu, sedin phone kore Rummon er sathe kotha bolar nam kore naki amake phone korechile, erporer din call diba boleo dilana. Jani, manage korte paroni. Kintu, sei din theke shudu tumar phone er opekkhai achi. Amar opekkha sesh hoina, hobe ki kokhono? Hmm hobe jedin sob chere cole jabo. Janina, she din ta kobe ashbe.

Goto 3-4 din khub tension e achi. Tumar vabna niye buk vora kosto, R tumar name dora sesh baji. Harle ekebarei sesh, R jitleo temon kichu hobena. Tobe, hobe kichu ekta. Kintu, tumake bolbona. Tumake bole ami ja kichui kori, ta r finishing touch chute parena. Sei jonnoi, ebar end houyar porei tobe tumake janabo. Janabo??? Vebe dekhte hobe.

Ebar r somoi katchena. Ek ek ta din jeno katcheina. Sotti, somoi e jacchena. Buke je koto kosto, koto betha, keo bujena. Amar kosto bujar ekjon manush, R se to tumi. Amar valo-mondo bujar ekjon manush, se tumi. Sei manush tar buke jokhon eto kosto, nijer kolijateo kapon ashe sei bethar. Ouff, 10 tarikh kobe ashbe. Amar babuta ektu sosthi pabe!

Tumar dingolo kemon katche? Ager theke ki ektu savabik hoyecho Naki sei ager motoi? Amake ki ager motoi valobasho naki aste aste r o sokto hoccho? Potibar emon kore amader majhe ekta biroti pore, R tumake ami notun rupe dekhi. Sei jonnoi aei mone onek vhoi. Ebar abar temon kichu gotte jacchenato?

Janina, ki hobe. Shudu jani, tumar songsporsho kingba tumar pashe thakar sujog jototoko pabo, sui hath vore nibo. Tumar mukhe hasi futanur jonno, buke pathor cepe tumake hashabo. Tumar mon kharap dur korar jonno, ami valo achi dekhabo. Tumake thikmoto khaoya-daoya koranur jonno, khaoya niye aei ekta mitthe caliye jabo. Sob valo hok tumar, sostho thako babu :'(

Valo achoto Tumi?

25.12.2014

Aj jotota na tumar kotha vebe kharap lagchilo, taro beshi tumar voice ta shunte ecche korchilo? Mone hocchilo koto bochor tumar sei golar sor, misty hashita shunina. Aj sondhai tumi bashai eshecho. Amar kosto golote owshud lagiye dile, jontrona ta 5 ta minute er jonno vhule gelam. Kintu, tumi valo achoto?

Tumar voice ta kemon jani laglo? Valo kore jiggesh ow korte parlam na, Ki hoyeche? Kichu ekta hoyeche, eta ami sure. Sei jonnoi jante khub ecche hocche. Oni deshe eshechen sei 18 tarikh and aj 25 tarikh. Etodin oi barite chila, kichuto nischoi hoyeche. Tumake niye je amar boddo cinta hoy. Aei buker majhe jodi konodin joriye dori apon kore, tao sei cinta sesh hobena. Eto beshi valobashi, etto etto je tumake peyeo hoyto tokhono harabar vhoi ghire thakbe amake.

Ki korbo, bujte parchina. Oni 10 tarikhe cole jabe. Tar age amar oikhane jaoya ki thik hobe? Jabona bolei to ctg cole ashlam. Kintu, thakte to parchina. Agamikal comilla jete pari, Robibare dhakai jete hobe. Janina, comillai jaoyar por nijeke control korte parbo naki.

Babu re, amar je vishon kosto hocche. Tumake bolte parina, vitore vitore soite je amar r o beshi kosto bere jai. Tumar kache sob boli, R tai nijer koster kotha bolte jeyeo bolte parina. Jani, ete tumar kosto r o barbe. Ouff, eto bukhe betha kore keno? Eto kosto theke to more jaoa valo, Morina keno? :'(

Tumi R 2 din thakb may be, but phone korte parba naki ta sure na. Ouff, khub osthir lagche. Ecche korche ki je kori :@ Ekdom sojjo hoina :'( :'(

Eto Kosto keno Babu?

23.12.2014

Babu, ami je R parchina. Kichutei nijeke control korte parchina. Ecche korche ekkhoni abar tumar oikhane cole jai. Ohhh, ki j kosto, ki je jontrona, keo nei bujar. Amar je vishon kosto hocche. Babu, amake khoma koro, ami bece thakte tumake emon kosto pete dekhte hocche. Allah, emon sasti keno dile amake?

Jani tumi valo nei. Khub kharap acho. Sarakhon bukta jolche, tumi valo nei bolei. Tumar sathe je amar attar badhon, tumar kichu hole ami thik ter pai. Jokhon tumi amar kotha beshi vabo, ami bujte pari. Eto valobasho amake, R tai eto kosto tumar. Ouff keno je tumake valobasha sikhate giyechilam. Tahole aj tumar jibonta emon hotona. Sob amar dosh. Nijeke ami konodin khoma korte parbona. Sotti babu, ami emon caini. Amar sob sopno, amar sob future plan, sob kichutei tumi chile. R aj sob venghe amar cokher samne tumar emon kosto dekhte hocche. Bolo, ki kore ami valo thaki?

Ami jani, baki jibon kanna koreo, eka thekeo aei paper sasti hobena amar. Tao ami emon sasti pete raji, jodi tumi emon na thako. Tumake emon manai na, sei jonno goto 6 ta bochor tumar mukhe hashi futanur apran cesta kore gechi. Jani ami bertho, tao kharap rakhini eta ami jani. Ami cai, tumi valo thako, shudu happy thako. Aei jibone r kicchu caoyar nei. Tumake na pai, tumi valo thaklei amar sei kosto kichu holeo kombe.

Sob buji, mon to bujena. Ki je osojjo jontrona hocche. Ouff babu, ekti bar tumake joriye dore jodi kadte partam, ekti bar tumar mukh ta dekhte partam :'( 

Allah, amar babutake emon koste rekhona :'(

Kemon acho babu?

20.12.2014

Kemon acho babu? Khub kosto hocche taina? Ami ki kosto pacchi, ami jani amar ceyeo tumar beshi kosto hocche. Ami tumar emon valobashar manush, ceye ceye dekhchi tumar kosto. Tumake ciniye anar sahosh toko amar nei. Tumar opor jur korbo ki kore? Tumake ciniye anar kotha vablei tumar oi kotha ta mone pore jai "Ami jodi ashte na chai, tumi parbena amake jur kore nite"

Babu, kothai acho tumi? Tumar barite naki Habiganj e? Khub jante ecche hocche. Ishh tumake khub dekhte ecche hocche. Kosto cepe rakha je ki kosto, keo bujbena jotokhon se emon situation e na porbe. Shuye shanti nei, khabar mukhe jaina, sarakhon tumar cinta. Ki korcho tumi? Thikmoto khaccho to? Ishh ektibar jodi phone dita, tumar voice ta shuntam. Tao hoyto ektu sosthi petam. Kintu, jani sei souvaggho amar nei.

Aj sokale comilla theke ctg cole ashchi. Besh bujte parchilam, ami jodi comilla thaki tobe must 2-1 diner moddhe ami abar habiganj e cole jabo. Tumar jonno oi more sarakhon opekkha kortam. Ek polok dekhar jonno. Abar tumar kosto golo ami dighun kore ditam. R emon korte caina bolei ctg cole eshechi. Tao jate tumi ektu holeo valo thako. Kosto se to amar nijeri toiri, so amakei ekaki purte hobe, kadte hobe.

Babu, ki korbo ami? Ami j parchina. Vishon kosto hocche, vishon :'(

Pura Gondho Pacchi ....

18.12.2014

Aj sei 18 tarikh. Ajke tumar oni BD te eshechen. Ekhon tumi onar sathe. Hoyto, kichu age eksathe dinner korecho. Hoyto, duijone or sobai mile ekhon kotha bolcho. Kingba, onnora jur kore tumader ghumate patiye diyechen. Jani tumar cokhe ghum nei. Tumar majhe shudui ekta atongko, ekta vhoi. Sei jorota tumake sob kichu theke odhasin rekhei coleche. R tai tumar kosto golo shudu mukti pete caiche.

Vitor ta pure jacche. Pocondo betha hocche buke. Ouff, eto kosto keno? Tumake eto valobashi, tao emon drissho amake dekhte hocche. Tumar cokhe asru and mone vishon kosto, emon situation e tumake dekhte hocche. Ouff, sojjo kora jaina. Valobashar manusher emon cehera dekhar khomota kono premiker nei. Jodi thake, tobe se asolei valobashe ni. Ami to tumake procondo valobashi, kokhono bujate giyechi, abar kokhono nije kosto cepe mone mone valobasha jomiye rekhechi.

Babu, kemon kore ami thakbo? Amar je vishon kosto hocche. Mone hocche, amar vitore agun jolche, sob pure jacche. Kemon kore thakbo ami? Na parchi tumake kache ante, na parchi tumar kache tumake vikkhe caite, na parchi tumake emon situation e dekhte, na parchi ....... Ouff.

Aei 20 kingba r o beshi din amar ki emon korei jabe. Ami ki emon cotfot kore jabo. Bethai kokabo kintu kaoke bujteo dite parbona. Allah, emon sasti keno dile amake? Onek beshi pap kingba onnai hoyto korechilam, tar sasti Allah emonvabe dicchen amake. R papir sathe thakle valodero sasti pete hoi. Tumio paccho. Amar oporadher sasti tumio paccho, boloto eta kemon kore mani?

Kosto hocche

khub kosto hocche

eto kosto

onek kosto

sob kichu tumake eto valobashi bole :'(

Tao cai, tumi normal jibone fire jao. Amar jonno tumar jibon ta nosto korona. Onek valo thako babu :'(

Kosto shudu berei coleche ......

16.12.2014

Goto dui din dore ami comilla te. Ami comilla te esechi, tumar sathe dekha korar jonno! Othocho tumakei janaini. Tumar sathe dekha korte esechi bolei, tumake etobar request korechilam Tumi ki ber hoba naki? But, tumar problem R tai mukh fute bolte parchina. Bolte parchina bolei comilla te boshe achi.

Khub ecche korche Hobiganj e jai and abar sei tumar poth ceye boshe thaki. Kintu, onek koste nijeke control korchi. Bukta jole jacche, tao nijeke atkiye rakhchi comillar flat e. Ami caina, tumar moner kosto golo r o bariye dite. Amake dekhlei tumi r oshanto hoye porbe. Gotobar jei vhul korechi, dekho ebar R ami sei vhul korbona.

Jano, jedin rate tumi bolla oni 20 diner chutite ashche, Shunei koste kede othechilam. Vebechilam, tumi R 20 din porei onar sathe cole jaba. Sei jonnoi R o beshi kosto hocchilo. Saradin koto kosto peyechi, hoyto kedechio janina. Jokhon gotokal sondhai shunlam, ekhon just passport ready hobe. Jete jete r o 2-3 mash lagbe, shune keno jani ektu sosthi lagche. Koto kharap ami dekhecho, tumi R o BD te thakba shune ami koto happy! Kintu, ki korbo? Tumi eto dure cole jaba, R ami ekhane ki kore thakbo?

Janina, agami 20 ta din amar kivabe katbe. Besh to amake bujala, dore nao amar problem, tai contact korte parchina. Hmm dorei nite hobe. Dore niyei kosto vhular oshomo lorai caliye jabo. Ouff, eto kosto keno? Abar, sei der masher kosto shuru hobe, hoyto baki jiboner jonno.

Goto dairy post e tumake bolechilam, tumar ami exam nibo. Valobashar exam. Kintu, vebe dekhlam, etao thik hobena. Tai, ami ekhon cai, tumi exam e fail koro. Tumi onek sukhi hoye amake happy koro. Tumar mukhe jate ovinoy kora hashita na dekhi. Sabolil hashi, jei hashi ami dekhe esechi goto 6 year .....

Babu, agamikal tumi oi barite cole jaba. Aei matro call dila, but phone back korte parlam na. Porita kanna korche, tai sobai sojag and birokto. Sei jonnoi tumar sathe kotha bolte parlam na. Ouff, kosto r o bere gelo. More jete ecche kore khub. R noito ekhan theke onek dure cole jete. At least shantimoto kadte parbo, tumar kotha vabte parbo, kosto golo niye nijer majhe thakte parbo. Kobe je sei somoi ashbe amar jibone ...

Jani, tumar onek kosto hocche. Amar thekeo tumar kosto beshi. Kintu, tao cai tumi valo thako, onek valobashi tumake :( 

Count Down Start .....

13.12.2014

Amra sukh khub olpo somoyer jonno pai and dukkher somoita hoi dirgo. Aei kothata ageow bolechi tumake, aei diary te. Goto 1 masher opor onek sosthite chilam, tumi pashe chile bole. Tumar voice ta poti rate shunte petam bole. Tumar hashigolo amai chuye jete bole. Tumar jonno opekkha ta tumake peye purnota peto bole. Kintu, sukher somoye Joti porte jacche.

Amar monta jei voye etodin vitore vitore gumre morchilo, sei somoy cole esheche. Count DOWN sesher dike. Oni agami Brihospotibare (18.12.2014)ashtechen and 20 diner chutite. Gotokal rate tumake confirm korlen and tumi amake. Shunei kokhon jeno cokher kon beye ek rashi somodrer deo chute ashlo. Parlam na phone ta dore rakhte. R line kete dilam. Tartari thik kore nijeke abar phone dilam. Tumake ami amar kono kosto dekhate caina. Shudu cai, tumi vabo Ami valo achi.

Tumar kache R kokhonoi mukh fute kichu caibona. Tumi ja dibe tai nibo. Tumake R kosto dibona. Tumake R bolbona fire asho amar kache. Amar valobasha jodi sotti hoi, tobe kono ekdin tumi ashbai, etai amar driho bissash. Dekhi, tumar ekta exam niye. Jei exam er kotha tumi janbena. Jei exam colbe uito moner majhe. 10 year keno, ami sara jibon opekkha korbo sei exam er result er jonno. Khub je ecche korche, tumi sei exam e pass koro.

Ami jani, ebar oni ashle tumake sotti change hote hobe. Karon, ebar kono masher basis e tumi onar sathe thakte jacchona. Ebar jaccho, masher por mash, hoyto sara jiboner jonno. Jetai hok, shudu cai tumi sukhi hou. Ami tumar jiboner 9 ta mash nosto korechi, R eki vhul korte caina. Ebar ontoto cesta korbo, tumake kono ku-montrona na dite. Cesta korbo, Habiganj e na jeye thakte. Tumi jaoyar por jabo. Abar hariye jabo sei sob dingolote. Amar shurur diker diary er likha golo porle jante parbe, tumake vhule thakte amake koto kosto korte hoi. Tao parina, ami here jai.

Onek vabi, and nijeke onek boka dei. Ami caina, tumake amar future plan or amar somporke kichu bolte. Amar kostogolo amar kachei rakhte cai. Kintu, tumar sathe phone e kotha bollei sob vhule jai. Kothar fake fake nijer kosto, osukh etc etc bole feli. Pore eto rag hoi. Ami jani, tumi amar thekeo beshi kosto paccho. Tumar mone eke amake niye cinta, taropor onno r ekjoner oposthiti. Kintu, janina er solution ki. Khub cai tumake aei obostha theke oddhar korte. Ishh ami jodi mara jetam, tahole somadan hoto. At least amake niyeto R vabte hotona. Ami more giye tumake hoyto ektu sosthi diye jete partam.

R matro koekta din, tarpor tumar R amar poth ki alada hoye jabe? January mashe tumi cole jaba amar theke onek dure. Ami ki amar kotha rakhte parbo? Tumake je ami kotha diyechilam ekta. Parbo to ami rakhte? Kintu ki vabe? Taka golo fire pacchina, onno kono way ow dekhchina. Kintu, jani amake partei hobe. In Sha Allah ami parbo. Tumi cole gele oi ekta plan niyei je amake beche thakte hobe.

Onek onek mon kharap babu amar. Sotti, khub kanna pacche. Shuye shuye tumar kotha vabchilam. Vablam, ektu dairy likhi. tai aei ratei boshlam. Babu, phone e to bolte parbona, tai ekhane boli. Babu, bukhta fete jacche, ami kivabe thakbo tumake chara ..... :'( :'( :'(

Ekta prosner answer pelam

09.12.2014

Abar sei eki pain hocche buker vitor. Abar sei eki vhoi, eki kosto kora narche amar jiboner dorjai. Ebar R tar sesh nei. Er sesh kothai ami janina. Tobe, amar mritto chara er sesh nei eta ami bujechi. Janina, sei dinti kobe ashbe amar jibone. Tobe jedin e ashuk, buker majhe ek na bola kosto niye prithibi teg korte hobe. Jante cao, seita ki? Amar valobasha niye tumar mone prosno. Aj etogolo bochor poreo ami tumake bujate parini, tumake kotota valobashi. Ajo tumi driho konthe bolte parona amar moto, Ami jani babu tumi shudu amake valobasho. Tumi ja korecho, er ceyeo boro sasti holo eta amar jonno.

15,16,17 << 3 probable days when your ONI will came to BD. Tarpore janina tumar sathe amar jogajog hobe naki R jodi hoy ow ami sostho manusher moto R tumar sathe kotha bolte parbona. Ekhoni to amar puranu rug golo matha cara diye othche. Aei sorir niye ami ki parbo ager sei life e fire jete, Habiganj er life e???

Saradin shuye-boshe eki cinta kure kure khacche. Ki hote jacche samner dingolote. Oni 20 diner chutite ashbena and tumio ekhan theke cole jete parlei baco!! Hmm bachba, R karo theke noy Kompokkhe amar theke. Amar sathe jugajug bondho korle, tumar jonno Habiganj er bashar samne jabona, Tumar dulavai er sathe dekha korar jonno Sylhet jabona, Kingba tumar soshur bari Nasirnagar e ow jabona. Sobceye boro kotha kaner kache eki penpen korbona, fire asho amar jibone. Ishhh ami kotota kharap. Tumar eto sundor jibon ami din k din nosto kore dicchi. Majhe majhe nijer opor eto ghenna hoy bujate parbona.

Gotokal Shimur bepare tumar sathe share koratai vhul hoyeche. Shimur obostha dekhe tumar nishcoi mon r o kharap hoye geche. Asole tumar mon kharap korar moto ami kichui bolte chaina. Tao, mukh foske ber hoye jai. Ki korbo bolo, sara somoi to aeisob vabna niyei pore thaki. R tai kothar vhir theke hut kore era cole ashe.

Ami jani and buji, amar thekeo tumar kosto beshi hocche. Jei kajta tumi juker mathai korecho, sei kajta tumar mon mene nite parchena. R tai sei manushtar khoti cao. Keno jani mone hocche tumar moner caoya ta puron hobe, tobe tumar manushtar khetre noy, tumar Bautar khetre. Jodi tai hoi, tobe amar ceye kushi r keo hobena. At least tokhon to dhire dhire eksomoi savolil hoba. R jodi amar kichu hoi, tobe amar aei kothagolo to kokhono jante parbena. Tai vebe dekhlam, tumar FB ID te aei blog er linkta diye rakhbo. Aj na hoi Kal, kingba 1 year pore holeo to tumar cokhe porbe amar dairy ta. Sedin tumi jante parbe, ami moteo valo chilam na. Tumake valobashar name koto potarona korini. Goto prai 8 mash til til kore jolchi and koster agun k songhi kore Nirbashito ekta jibon japon korchi.

Jedin e dairy ta poro, shudu ektai caoya thakbe, amake vhul bujona. Aei dairy er potiti kotha jemon sotti, temni Amar valobasha niye kono sondheho rekhona. Tumar Tarzan tumar chilo and tumari thakbe jotodin beche thakbe. Tumake fire pabar ashai thakbe. Hoyto R konodin mukh fute bolbena fire asho. Aeita tumar opor chere dilam. Valo thako sob somoi, and amake khoma kore dio jodi tumar jibon theke tumake na bolei hariye jai.

Sotti ki hariye Jabe?

07.12.2014

Ekekta din jacche R ami vitore vitore mushre porchi. Monta bikkhipto hoye othche manoshik cintai. Hut kore hoyto shunbo, ami R may be tumar sathe jogajog korte parbona regular. Sotti, emonti hobe ami jani. R sei jonnoi tumake haranur vhoi amake ghire doreche.

Onek cesta kori, tumake valo ekta future dibar jonno. Cesta kori bolte, onek kotha. Kichui bola hoina nijer kotha vebe. Tumar sathe kotha na bole, tumar oi golar shor na shunle ami osthirotai vhugi. Tumi hoyto sotti bolo, age tumake eto valobashi bujte parini. Bujar kono proyojon ow chilona. Karon, bissash chilo, din seshe tumakei pabo amar pashe. Tumar amar joto kichui hok, tumi amar jonnoi opekkha korbe. Kintu, oi ekti ghotona paltiye diyeche sob kichu. Ami nijer majhe peyechi, tumar valobashar ghobirota. R tai ekhon proyojon nei jeneo barebar sei valobasha jahir kori R tumar koster tribrota bariye dei. Khoma chai vitore vitoe. Sahosh kore bolte parina, tate jodi r o kosto pao. Tumar cokhe jol ami j sojjo korte parina. Otocho ami jani, potidin vitore vitore amar jonnoi kanna korche tumar mon.

Goto porshu nanu bari giyecho R tai dui din kotha bondho thakbe (tumar sms er text onujayi). Dekho, koto osthir lagche. Mone hocche kotodin tumar voice ta shunini. Ouff kivabe ami thakbo. Ki kore tumi buker moddhe pathor capa diye acho?

Aei jibone onek pap kore felechi R tai Allah amake sasthir opore rekhechen. Valoi hoyeche ek dike. Aei prithibitei sasthi peye jacchi. Porokaler sasthi to R o voyanok. Ekhon sasti diyeo jodi tini amake khoma kore porokale tumake amar kache den, tobe sukriya janiye sesh korte parbona. Jodi emon kichu hoy tobe sotti ami r o onek kosto pete raji achi. Tumake ami kichui dite parini. Shudu kosto, opekkha R mitthar vandhar chara. Boddo beshi chilo ojuhath. Jiboner sobceye kothin decision ta jokhon nile, tokhono ojuhath dekhalam, tumar family k happy koro. R dekho, sei sasthi ami koto nisthur vabe peye jacchi. Prithibite er ceye nisthur R kichu hote parena. Nijer Babuke onno karo sathe thakte dekha!

Hariye jabe amar kach theke? Jodi sotti jao, tobe ektai caoya thakbe, tumi tumar otit vhule jao. Nijeke happy koro. Tuni jodi happy thako, tobe kosto holeo sei kosto nisthur hobena. Amar pashe thakleo to happy hota. Tumake happy rakhar jonnoi to amar pashei rakhte ceyechi. Seita na hole onno karo pashe theke hola, khoto ki. Valobashar kono mandondo hoina. Valobashi valobashi bole jotoi cikkar kori, kono tar ghobirota tumi bujte parbena. Ami nijeto sei ghobirotai hariye jacchi. Amito satar janina, so seikhan theke othe asha amar pokkhe somvob noi. habudubu kheyei amar jibon kete jabe ......

Valo thako lokkhi babu. Jekhanei thako ektu valo theko amar kotha vebe.

Eshe gelo shei kalo mash .....

01.12.2014

Abar shei cirosotto ta amar samne otthapito hote jacche. Abar ami ceye ceye dekhbo nisthur shei chobi. Abar hridoyer gohine potiti din roktokhoron hote thakbe. Ebar r sesh hobar noy. Ebar shei jontrona shuru hobe sara jiboner jonno. Jotodin beche thakbo, potiti din ami beche thekeo mara jabo abar er porer din shei kosto pabar jonno.

December month shuru holo, buker heart bit ta abar bere giye bethar sristy korche. Aei mashei hoyto tumar sathe amar jugajog bondho hobe, hote pare ta sara jiboner jonno. Majhe majhe vabi, ami keno aeirokom? Jake beshi valobashi seto ekhono amar bepare confused, tobe ami keno tar jibonta nosto kore dicchi? Keno ami barebar take amar kache ashte boli, amar moddhe ki lojja bolte kichu nei. Kotota nilojjo hole barbar eki jinish caoya jai r ekta manusher kache, jar kache caoya-paoyar kono manei hoina. She to dibbi sopno dekhe buri hoye jabe, sontan thakbe, eksomoi take pashe rekhei mara jabe. R ami eki korchi? Til til kore nijeke kosto dicchi. Ami jani, BD theke cole gele sei koster matra r o onek bere jabe, and aei jibonta sei manushtar jonno songhihin katiye dite etotoko didha hobena. Kintu, keno? Amar valobashar jur to khubi durbol. Aei halka tan diye ki ekta pathor hridoy k ami konodin narate parbo?

Majhe majhe amar manushtar opor khub rag othe. Se amake valobashe, R amakei sei bole baki jibon emon korei katiye dibe tar sathe. Ekti baro bolena, ami ashbo tumar kache. Koi, nimbuzz e jokhon kotha bolte, tokhon to bolechile, Ami tumar jotoi valobashar exam nei, tumi harba na. 10 year pore holeo amar kachei fire ashba. Eki vhul r korbena. Aj sei tumi koto sohoje sob mene niyecho. Tumar apuke dekho. Onar hubby kharap chilo, sei karone oni janni. Oni onar jide otol chilen and oni seita perechen. R tumi, oni valo bole emon korte parbena. Tar mane ki ami kharap? Kingba onar valor kache aj amar valobasha ke tumi hariye dila? basha theke ashteo tumar onek vhoi. Gramer ekta meye je sohorer kichui bujena, se cole jete pare, R tumi parona. Goto rate eta shune mone mone khub hashi pelo, but tao kichu bollam na. Bole ki hobe, tumi ki cao tumi ekhon nijei tao janona. Ami ekhon jai boli, tumar ek kan diye jabe AND onno kan diye ber hoye jabe. Tumi onar sathe thakba, Dubai jaba, eta dorei niyecho. Joto taratari jete paro, totoi tumi kushi. Kadbo na hashbo tumar emon kotha shune, bujina. Aei meyetakei ami pagoler moto valobashi!!!

Jani aei masher kono ekdin theke tumar sathe amar jogajog bondho hoye jabe. Tarpor theke shudui opekkha, kokhon tumi ekti bar amar sathe jogajog korba. Tumar korunai ekta bimorsho manush shanti pabe. Sei koruna tokow hobe naki tumar, ta vebei ami sondhihan. Tumar kaner kache jeivabe valobashi valobashi shuru koreche, hoyto sotti konodin TARZAN er jonno valobasha odhao hoye jabe. R ami Jenir jonno Valobashar vandhar niye opekkhai kore jabo .....

Ja kichui hok aei mashe, shudu ektai pratthona tumi happy hou. Tumar emon complex life amar ekdom sojjo hoina. Ami kosto pete raji, jodi tumi happy thako. Namaj pori R allahor kachei pratthona kori, Babutake ager moto kore dao. Se jodi amar jibone nai ashe, tobe tar mon theke amake muche dao. Ami caina tar pother kata hoye thakte.

Janina, R kotodin tumar konther sei misty surta shunte parbo. Oi sur, oi manush, oi mon sob je shudu amar. Tumi bolo, kemon kore ami ta onno kaoke dite pari? Majhe majhe ecche kore suicide kore feli. Tao parina porokaler kotha vebe. Ouff, janina samner dingolo amar kivabe jabe. Abar ki Habiganj e sei peshai fire jete hobe?