Amar Jonno Sthobir Prithibi

16.09.2014

Prthibita eto palte jabe amar kokhono kolponao korini. Kintu, etai jibon. Jibon majhe majhe kolpona keo hariye dei, eta ami nijei bujhlam. Joto din jacche, ami shudhu hariyei jacchi. Jacchi to jacchi, er sesh kothai janina ......

Khub mone porche, Sylhet er dulavai er bashai washroom e jeye tumar, amar sathe lukiye kotha bola. Aeito goto masher kotha, tarpor prai 1 mash kete gelo tumar r kono khobor nei. Tumi Salma apur bashai jaoyar somoi bole gela, manage kore pore contact korba. Din jacche, amar kosto barche, but tumar kono sara pelam na. Nijeke khub osohai lage, bichanai gelei tumar kotha vebe cokher kun beye pani cole ashe .... 

Tumi ki ashbena amar cokher pani muchiye dite?

Somboto, July month er seshe (25 or 26) Shimur biye chilo. Or biyete jaoyar kotha thakleo, tumar sathe onno plan thakai R jaini. Ki plan ..... Hmm amar jiboner ekta soronio din.

3rd August - hmm tumar deya kotha rakhar jonno ami chute giyechilam 2nd August. Hotele chilam and just wait korchilam kokhon sokal hobe, tumar sathe dekha hobe. Jodio 2nd August sondhai tumi tumar bashai jete bolechila, tumar Hand Bag niye ashte. But, risk hoye jabe bole R jaoa hoini.

Hmm oboseshe sokal holo, amar vabnar akash beye eker por ek vabna ashte laglo. Tumi parba to amar sathe meet korte!!! Tumar exam chilo, tumi 1 hour exam diye ber hoye jaoar plan chilo. Ebar r tumar collage er samne jaini tumake anar jonno, jodi keo tumake follow kore sei jonno. Ami Bus Stand more ricsha niye tumar ashar opekkha chilam. Beshikhon wait korte hoini.

Babu, tumi ashle mukhe sei cirocena snighdho hashita niye, sob kosto nimishei cole gelo. Shuru holo tumar amar kothopokoton. Tumi R ami Lakhai road e hariye gelam, ojosro sopno bunbo bole. Tumake amar shob plan bollam. Tumi o bolle, janina tumi rakhte parba naki. Tobe eta thik, ami tumar jonno sara jibon wait korbo.

Jodio amader plan chilo 1 hour ghurbo, but duijon eke onner jonno etoi pagolo chilam, kokhon je 1tar opore beje gelo ter e pelam na. Ouff ki j valo lagchilo, tumake chartei ecche hocchilona. Tao pore problem hobe bole tumake bidai janate holo. CNG station er samne tumake bidai janalam, aj khub voi hocche. Etai ki tumar sathe amar sesh dekha ......

Sob kichu plan mafik korar poreo bashai jeye sei tumake sondhehe porte holo. Erporer din tumake Sylhet niye jaoa holo. Tarpore sekhan theke Salma apur bashai, tumar exam next month e sei jonno. Tarpor theke tumar r khobor nei, amar j khub osthir lagche.

Tumar exam er date ta janleo to hoto, collage er samne dariye thakle tumake at least dekhte to partam. Ki j kri, kichui mathai ashchena. Tumar kono Bandobir number ow amar kache nei, je exam er date ta janbo. Kichu ekta to kortei hobe. Tumi to janoi, tumar sathe dekha na hole, amar paglami bartei thakbe. Dekhi ki kora jai .....

Sob kichur ordhe, tumar valo thaka. Tumi valo thako sob somoi. Sostho thako. Er beshi to Sristokortar kache kichui caite parina :'( 

Somoi Hoyeche Kichu Likhar !!!

23.07.14

Onek Diner Vabna Moner Gobire Jomte Jomte AJ Somoi Hoyeche Ta Srity Kore Ekhane Likhe Rakhar. Koto kichu ghote gelo majhe, amar jibone, tumar jibone. Amar amake paltiye neya, tumar tumiye niye paglami kora. Hmm etake ami paglami ekhon bolbo. Keno ta paglami, sei kotha pore bolchi ....

Majkhane to onek gotona hoyeche, tarmajhe kichu ekhane mention na korlei noi.Tumar bashai amader sob plan janajani hoye jaoa, tumar family te ghote jaoa bibidho gotona. Tarpor tumar Sylhet cole asha, ekhane tumar opor r o manoshik pressure create kore tumar mot change korara apran cesta! Sob e jani, but tomake na jana kichu kotha boli ekhane.

Tumar bashai ghote jaoa sob gotona jante pari Shimur kach theke, o amake onek boka-joka korechilo. But, shudu matro oi j MONEY er jonno beshi hardline e jay nai. R tomar bashai tumar opor manoshik torture, sob e jana amar. Kintu, ki korbo ami? Tumake jodi ekhon oikhan theke niye ashte pari, tobe to tomar biyer agei eta korte partam. Tokhon jei karone emon kichu korini, ekhono ta korbona. Tumake valobashi eta jemon true, temon tumar family te amar jonno kono BAD effect ashuk tao ami caina. AMi ekhono mone prane cai, tumi amar hou. Abar etao cai, tumi Dubai cole jao, jototoko paro manage kore life take paltao. Aeita kono jibon noi tumar, tumi jeita caccho ekhon r oita somvob noi. Hmm somvob, tobe tar jonno r o onek year wait korte hobe. Ekkhuni ta somvob noi. Amito bideshe cole jabo jabo bole onek mash katiye diyechi. But, ebar in sha allah colei jabo. R noi confused, ebar shob maya charar pala.

Robi thakurer ekta gaan ache "Tumi robe nirobe", hmm tumi shudu amar hoyei robe jotodin aei dehe pran ache. Hokna tumar pashe hath dore naiba hata holo amar, kintu jotodurei thaki tumi amar sokol vabna jurei thakba eta true.

3rd July, 14 - tumi amar sathe ekbar dekha korte cao. But, mon khub caiche dekha korte. Kintu, nah ami jabona. Ami tokhoni dekha korbo, jokhon tumake amar kore niye ashte parbo. R tumake mittha assash dite chaina.  Valobeshe valobashar manusher jonno teg koratai naki real valobasha. Ami na hoi, tai korlam. Khoti ki tumake na pelam, kintu tumar mone amar jonno jei valobasha, ta to kokhono kombe na. Eta niyei beche thakte cai.

Valo thako Babu. Sob somoi shuvo kamona tumar jonno. Dure hariye jabar age jokhoni somoi pai, tumar-amar jibone gote jaoa kotha golo ekhane abar likha shuru korbo vabchi. Somoi amake ekebare paltanur age, khoti ki aei kajta kore jaoate .......

Osthirotai Katche Somoi

25.05.14

Manoshik Jontrona Je Kotota Kostokor Hote Pare Ta Ter Pacchi Ekekta Dine. Potita din sesh hocche osojjo matha betha niye. Sarakhon mathai tomar cinta gurche. Kemon acho tumi, Ki korcho, Eshob janar jonno monta pagol hoye ache. Kono poth pacchina tomar sathe jogajog korar jonno. Nijeke khub oshohai mone hocche.

Keno jani mone hocche tumi valo nei. Tomar opor onek pressure create kora hocche. Tumi thikmoto kacchona. 23 tarikh theke tomar exam. shuru houyar kotha chilo. Examgolo diccho to naki dao nai? Ouff khub jante ecche korche. Amar plan chilo aj abar tomar kache fire jabo. Jodi exam dao, tobe college er samne to dekhte pabo. Kintu, nah sob somoi amar somoi sob bipotti dekha dei. R tai jaoa holona aj. Amar boro chacha mara gechen gotokal bikele. Amar oi Japani uncle ta, cancer e sesh porjonto dehoteg korlen. Onek valo manush chilen :(

AHH SHANTI ............................................

Babu, tumi je amar kolija aj r ekta bar promanito holo. Tomar kotha vebe aj onekdin por likha shuru korechilam, R tumi sathe sathe sms dila Rishad er number theke (Sylhet). Ouff ki je shanti lagche buktate. Oboseshe tomar voice ta shunte pelam.

Ami ja vebechilam, tai holo. Amar mone ekta vhoi chilo, tomar nimbuzz ID ta jodi keo dekhe tobe sob fash hoye jabe. Ouff tomar amar shob plan now tomar family members jane. So tara amader plan er negative plan korbe. Ishhh tomar sathe amar je dekha hoyechilo, ta jene geche onara. Jeheto aunty diyechi tomake eta jane onara, So erpor tomar sathe joto kotha hoyeche amader future niye, jishar nam kore dekha kora, ricksha niye Lakhai road e gurte jaoa, sob jene geche. Ishh babu shob jene geche. Ki korla tumi? Sob plan to ekhon veste jabe. Janina R ki opekkha korche. Opekkha kore jacchi r o shocking news er ......

Babu, amar Malaysia jaoa ta budh hoi r hobena kingba geleo r o somoi lagbe. Cause, ami procondo manoshik jontrona onovob korchi. Tomar kosto dekhe nije r o jolchi. Ouff pain babu .......

Allah tomar mongol koruk. Amar jonno vabina. Tomake vebei ami osthir. Tumi tomar dulavai er sathe gotokal rate Sylhet cole ashcho. bashai jaoyar por mobile ferot na dile naki tumi ki korba. Amar to ekhoni tension hocche, abar ki korar baki ache tomar. Tumi sob plan elomelo kore diyecho. Ekhon jodi amar bashai janajani hoi, tobe amar pokkhe sobkichu control kora possible hobena r. Eta vebei ekhon bideshe jaoya ta bad diyechi. Dekhi samne ki opekkha korche amar jonno ......

Abar Sopno Dekhlam ?!?

11.04.14

Arekbar Abishkar Korlam, Sopner kono sesh nei. Eto sopno vanghe, tobu abar ashai buk bede sopno dekha. Mone prane caoya sopno ta bastob kora. R ekbar sahosh kore onek boro ekta sopno dekhlam. Allah jodi ta puron kore, tobe duiti manush eki sathe hobe sukhi. R ebar sopno vangha mane, sara jiboner jonno boba hoye jaoa.

amader alapcaritar kichu kotha:

tmi jodi fire jao, then parbena easy hoye life take guchate aste aste. Tmar hate to somoy ache oni ashar age. Tmina bolechila, nijeke guchaba

Babu says:

Nah ami r parbona. Oita to emni boltam nijeke r sobaike just ekta kotha bola. Jar dike takaite o iccha korena tar shate kmne shongshar hobe

2nd qstn: jodi fire jao parbena amar kotha vebe ovinoy na, mon theke sob mene niye nijeke dhire dhire sob matche kore nite?
Babu says:

Oi kotha boltam shudu tmi jate tmr ager life a fire jau she jonne, amr ai kotha gula shunle hoyto tmi amk vule jawar try korba tai

21:11

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Ovinoy ami korte parina  age o parini akn to r shomvob e na

Babu says:

Amr to r kuno chawa pawa nai  she vanguk r ami aita kuno metter na. Jodi she amk chere dito thn chok jedike jay, jmne partam emne life lead kortam 

21:17

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Kicchu kortamna  shojjo kore jetam hoyto r na hoy oije jekhane khusi chole jetam. Uddesshohin pote

Babu says:

Fmlyr kotha vebe ami amr life shesh korsi, tmi tmr life noshto korso to lab holo ki? Keu shuke ase?  eto r manuser kotha vabina ami

Babu says:

Tmr shate ami thaki ba na thakiai fmly te same ghotona abr hobe aita shotti aj na hoy kal

Family jodi emon ghotona abar hoy tobe apur moto tmr obostha hobena, amr sathei tmr bai jibon katbe etaow aj na hoi kal sotti
Babu says:

Aj na hoy kal jodi aita hobe taile shudu sudu tym noshto korbo keno? 2i jone keno dure thakbo r kosto korbo?

accha ami jodi dure cole jay, hotat kore eshe tmk boli, colo amar sathe, jaba tmi?
Babu says:

 bolei dekho Jekhane jaite bolba
Ami to hotat ashbo, kono thik nei kokhon ashbo, 1 year poreo hote pare 10 year poreo hote pare. Parba amar jonno wait korte?
Babu says:

Ashar iccha thakle emne keu bolena
tmi amr xam niccho? Nau dekho
Parbona kore dekhabo
tmi amake bollena keno ki boleche mili?
Babu says:

Mili bole nai  shi bolse milike. Mili naki shi ke amr r tmr kotha ask krsilo ki obosta amdr 2ijoner. Shi bolse r_y thik ase bt e_r obosta valona. E_a jotota venge porse r_y totota na. 

22:35

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Mane tmi amk valobasho na aita bujhaise milike

Aei holo abar sopno dekhar pichoner reason. janina kopale ki ache ......

Amar Jiboner Kothin Somoy

09.05.2014 + 10.05.14

Blog Post er Shironam Ta Porei Nijeri Obak Lagche. Amar jibone abar ki kothin somoy ashte pare? Sobceye kothin somoy seto par kore eshechi and ebong ekhono katacchi. Kintu, na aj mone hocche asholei shei kothin somoy theke r o beshi kothin somoy goto koek din dore katacchi. Ki j osojjo lagche. Ouff Allah ami je ar parchina.

Aj Mone Shudhui Proshanti

05.05.14

Aj Sokal Thekei Sorirta Khub Kharap. Vebechilam, r o ekta din budhhoy kharap jabe. Kintu, Nah! Obak korar moto jei kotha ta shunar jonno odhir vabe opekkha korechi etota din, Sei kothata shunlam. Hmm ami etto bedonar vhire kichuta sosthi pelam. Proshantite hridoy ta vore ache. Mone sukh sukh ekta vhab. Onno rokom lagche aei mone. Mone hocche Haranu kono jinish abar fire peyechi. Adho ki fire peyechi?

Jano, Babu Gotokal rat theke monta khub kharap. Ami amar onek sormanito ekta manusher sathe onek boro mitthe bolechi. Nijeke khub ghenna lagche. Kintu, kichui korar chilona. Tobe vishon kharap lagche ekhono. Accha khulei boli.

Gotokal rat 9:56 minute e Jokhon ami tumar sathe Nimbuzz e chat korchilam, Ammu phone diyechilo. Hmm Sotti ammu phone diyechilo, tomar ammu. Amar number e unknown number theke call ashle, ami chup kore thaki jotokhon oi pash theke age kotha na bole. Prai 30 sec. pore ammu kotha bollo. Ami Babur Ammu. Amito eta shunei OBAK. Amake keno phone korlen pothome to kichui bujhlam na. Tarpore ammu bola shuru korlo. Baba, tumi babuke valobasho. Tumi or jibonta nosto korona. Tumar sathe ki babur jogajog ache? Ami daha mitthe bollam. NA AUNTY. Kintu, ammu bollo, Amar keno jani bissash hocchena. Tomar sathe nischoi Babur jogajog ache. Ami bollam, Na aunty. 6th March, Babuke ami request korechilam Biyete raji hoye jete. Se jonnoi o biyeta koreche. O to amar opor onek rege ache. Then Ammu ki bollo jano !!!

Baba, tumi Babuke ekta call dao. Bujiye bolo. O jate or jibonta nosto na kore. O Jamaiyer sathe onek kharap behave kore, amar satheo. Emon korle to bujhtei parcho ki hobe. Please baba, tumi oke phone kore bolo. Ami bollam, aunty or sathe to amar jogajog nei, ami phone number ow janina. Tarpore aunty ki bollo jano? Keno tumi amar sathe mitthe bolcho? Biyer poreo Babur mobile e tomar sms paoa geche. Ebar to porlam moha fafore. Bujhlam, ammu sobkichu guchiyei amake phone koreche. Tarpore bollam, Aunty ami oke sms diyechilam kintu o to reply deini. O to number change kore feleche. Tarpore ammu ektu thanda holo. Tarpore amake bollo, accha baba tomar sathe jogajog hole tumi ektu bujiye boilo.

Tarpore bollo, tumi mone hoy gumiye gecho (amar golata mota hoye giyechilo ammur call peye). Ghumao baba. Tumar abbu-ammu kemon ache? Aeito alhamdulillah. Tarpore Ammu phone rekhe dilo, monta vishon kharap hoye gelo. Sei jonnoi tomake nimbuzz e oi kothagolo bolechilam. Apu ammuke sob sikhiye diyechilo, cause apu pashe chilo. And tomar pichone apu valo korei legeche. Janina kotodin aeivabe nijeke lukiye rakhte parbo.

Aeito gelo dukkher kotha. R anonder kotha, Aj tumi amake Tumake Biye Korar Jonno vabte bolecho. Ahh Babu, aei kotha tai etodin tomar mukhe shunte ceyechilam. tomake je boddo valobashi. Derite holeo tumi bujhte perecho, amake tumio onek valobasho. Tomar mukher kotha > "Tomake je etto valobashi age bujini. Ager theke onek beshi valobashi". Ouff pran ta juriye geche. Tumi amar sathe thik ager moto kore kotha bolecho. Valo laga muhurto ekhono prane roye geche.

Tomake grohon korte amar etotoko didha nei. KIntu, tumi je ekhon r ekjoner. Oi somporko chinno na hole, ami je kichui korte parbona. Amio chaina tumi sei somporko chinno koro. Kosto pete pete onek sokto hoye gechi. Tomar Jibonta ami nosto korte parbona. Ammur cokher joler karon ami hote chaina. Abar tomakeo harate chaina. Ami porechi, moha songkote.

Babu, ami ki korbo? Amake onek vabte hobe. Amar nijer sukher kotha vable colbena. Amake tomar kotha age vabte hobe. Allah amake r kono vhul siddhanto nite sujog diona. Ami cai, ebar ontoto ekta siddhanto sothik hok. Amar jonno noy, amar babutar jonno .....

Ami Bece Achi Tahole !!!

04.05.14

Prthibite kotto manush buke onek boro kosto niyeo bece ache. Sobai ki shei koster jonno nijer jibon dongsho korte parche kingba aeirokom cinta-vabna kore? Somvhoboto amar moto manoshikvabe osostho manushgului aei cinta kore. Nijeke kosto diye or koste rekhe, ek doroner pashobik anondo pai. She aei koster majhei dukkhogulu vule thakar apran cesta kore. Asholei ta ki somvob?

Majhe majhe nijeke donnobad dei, aei boyoshei emon ekta sokto aghat amar jibontake palte diyeche tai. Jokhon ekta chele aei boyoshe sopne dekhe Onek boro houyar, Thik sei boyoshe aj ami nijeke dongsho korar ek pagol khelai metechi. Aj ami nijeke nijei cinina. Aei ami ki sei ami? Jei ami tomake niye onek sopno dekhe tiltil kore nijeke gucacchilam, hotat ekdin tomake amar wife korar propose korbo. Shob aj gure-bali. Jibon aj Bali jhorer moto shudu orei jacche, cokhe kichu dekhchina. Ondho hoye digbidik chute beracchi. Keo nei amake sothik pothe feranur .....

Aj shei 4 tarikh. Tomar vashai, tomar aj onek anonder din. O na, tomar aj EID. Onek anondo hocche tomar mone, taina? Moner sukhe hashi ashche, aj theke tomar pashe tomar vashai "Haramita" aj ghumabena. Aj theke tumi shei ager Babu houyar cesta korba. Tomar bondhuder sathe kotha bolba. Baire ghure beraba. Khao, Doao, Ghum, Adda, Shob colbe thik sei ager moto. Ekta baro ki vebcho, parbe aei amake sei ager moto pashe rakhte?

Amake niye tomar vabna nei. Vabcho, aei ami Habiganj achi. So amar sathe adda marba and dekha hobe, emni kore tomar din kete jabe. Ekta baro vebecho, aei amar buke ki jala hocche? Ami ki tomar sathe sei ager moto kore mishte parbo? Tumi je ekhon r ekjoner wife. Parlena to amar jonno aei somporko cinno korte. Tumi perecho DER ta mash onar sathe pashapashi Ratri japon korte. Tomar sorire tar hater sporsho grohon korte. Tar ador nite. Ekta baro tomar more jete ecche kore nai? Kivabe parla tumi Ja chilo shudhui amar, Tate onno kaoke hath dite. Aei chilo tomar valobasha?

Hayre valobasha! Aei jinishtar nam shunlei bisher jontrona hoy aei mone. Tumar jemon Biye jinishtar opor ghenna dore geche, amar temni valobashar opor. Etto valobeshe ami ki pyechei? Sobceye prio manushta theke sobceye voyaboho kosto. Aj she amake tar poribarer man-sormaner kotha bole!! Amar jonno tar kichui korar nei. She aj moha kushi, kaoke niye vabnar sagore dube thakte hobena. Nijer ecche-moto she colbe, anondo korbe. Ahh shanti buji ekei bole .....

Aj besh kichudin pore Laptop e boshlam. Ashole boshar moto sokti chilona. Khub osostho ami. Kivabe je aei koita din keteche, ami nijeo janina. Shudhu shuye shuye 4 tarikher jonno tumar moto amio opekkha korechi. Amar ektu kosto to lagob hobe. Tomar pashe oi manushta R ghumabena. Amito tomar kache shudhu etai ceyechilam. Tumi amar na hou, kintu tumake jate onno kaor sathe thakte ami na dekhi. Ami more gele se r ek kotha. Isshhh jodi ami more jetam kotto valo hoto, taina?

Aei koita din je kivabe keteche. Dussoho jontrona aei buke, jor, pet betha, Shob ek sathe. Buker jontrona ta beshi vugacche. Kobe je Heart Stroke kore aei hotele pore thaki, tar thik nei. Tumi ki amake dekhte ashba sesh barer moto? Aei gantar moto ....

"Jibone Jare Tumi Daoni Mala,
Morone Keno Tare Dite Ele Ful.
Akhi Pane Kobu Jar Caoni Tumi,
Morone Keno Tar Tore Felo Ashrujol.
Morone Keno Tare Dite Ele Ful"

Accha Babu, Oni abar 1 year pore ashbe and abar tar sathe tumi hoyto emon kore thakba. Hoyto tumi change ow hoye jete paro. Hoyto ami nao thakte pari. Hoyto ami thekeo tomar jiboner caya hoye thakte parbona. Shob HOYTO. Ashole amra keo e janina samner dingulite amader vagghe ki opekkha korche. Etai jibon. Shei Vaggher opor chere diye dekhina kotodin tike thaki tomar deya Jontrona niye. Parbeto amar aei dingulir kotha pore cokher Jol atke rakhte???