Ektu paoyar maje onekta sunnota

14.08.2016

Amar jibonta ekhon kochu-patar oporer panir moto hoye ache. Jol tolmol obosta. Ekbar center e ashchi, abar ekbare kinare cole jacchi, pori pori obstha. Manoshik obsthar sathe physical obosthao same. Jibontake jokhon emon kore vabchi, tokhoni ekta news pelam. Tumar exam, baire ber hoba. Shuna matroi bola jai jur kore dekha korte ashbo bole tumake confirm korlam.

09.08.16 < aei tarikhe dekha korbo. R tai tar ager din bikele tumar ekhane ashlam and jothriti ager sei hotele othlam. Hotel ta te othlei serial er punnoprocar er moto cokher samne pichoner dingolo veshe othe. Wasroom e jacchi, cokhe vashe rater 10 tai gosol korte jaoa onek porisromer por room e fire. KIngab tumar basar samner goli diye jokhon gure ashi, veshe othe sondhar por sei goliyte janalai kaoke khujar somoigolo. Sara rat ghum hoina, aeisob vabte vabte.

Pordin sokal thekei cotfot korchilam, kokhon 10 ta bajbe. Tumi ashba. R jodi asho ow ammu ke nia ashba naki. Eto kichu vebe college e jeye opekkha korte laglam. Tumi ashla, r amar mon vhore othlo anonde. Kache ashate dekhlam, mutiye gecho specially pet ta. Dekha korei exam er jonno chutla. Majhe somoi kore 3 talai dariye amake ektu somoi dila. Kotha bollam, tumar obostha ask korlam. Ki korba jiggesh kortei kemon jeno neutral ekta answer dila. Ki hobe kingba somoi lagbe. Kichu kotha bolar por ami e tumake exam dite pathalam. Vablam pore kotha boli. Paser room e wait korchilam. Kichukhon pore tumi phone dila, ber holam. Bolla ami cole jacchi, baby kadche. Amake kichu na bolar chance diyei cole gela. Ami bisshito hoye takiye roilam. Eta amar babu? Jar jonno 14 hours journey kore gelam, amar jonno tar time nei? Matro 2 masher majhei change.

Kichui bollam na. Asole bolar to kono rastao nei. Sedin tumi syl giyechila doc dekhate. Amio rag kore dhakai cole gelam. Sara rastai vabte laglam, eta amar babu? Kar opekkhai ami din katacchi emon kore? Aeisobi cintai dube roilam sara rasta.

Bashai esei osostho. Pressure high. Tarmajhe tumi sylhet, tai extra tension. Sob kichu caphiye, tumi jedin syl theke ashla, sedin e ekta GP number theke phone kore bollo, E to suicide korte giyechilo. Obostha khub kharap. Taratari khobor nen. Shunetei ami sesh. Pressure bere obostha kharap. Vaggish Sakib chilo, sei amake taratari hospitalize korlo. 2 din chilam. Vebechilam vudhoi morei jabo. Iss more gelei valo chilo, eto tension nia baca jaina. Jokhoi vabi aeito r kichudin, tokhoni tumi sob elomelo kore dao. 2 din hospitale thakar por basai ashlam. Vaggish dhakai ami, tai keo janena. But, ami jai ami asolei valo nei. Emonki tumio janbena konodin.

Jano babu, ososthota niye jokhon aei kothagolo likhhi, tokhon mathai tumar sei kotha golo vashche.

- Baby houyar por ashbo. Ekhon ashle tumar problem hobe

- Baby houyar porei oi barite bole dibo, ami r jabona.

- Oi beta Beshi barabari korle, baby rekhei cole ashbo.

- Ekdom besi problem hole, tumake phn dile tumi cole aisho. Cole jabo.

- Ami ashboi, jodi ektu wait korte hoi, tumi koiro.

- Jodi tao na pari, tobe airport theke holeo amar kache ashba.

Sei kotha golor sathe tumar recent character milate gelei pressure bere jai. Amar thekeo now Baby important beshi tumar kache. Seita mayeder khetre savabik. Tai bole tumi amar sathe emon korba? Aeivabe vebtei gelei kharap lagche r o beshi.

Janina, ki hobe future e. Tobe ami sotti vishon vishon sick hoye jacchi. Class neya kingba ekta pothistan calanur motivation pacchina. Eto porisrom kore jokhon tumar theke emon behave pai, asolei ta onek monobol komiye dei. Tarsathe vabchi, jedin body r parbena, ami e dure cole jabo. Tumar ekta tension komiye cole jabo sei cena jogote jekhane amake keo cinena, cinbena. 

Dekhte dektei to jacchi. Dekhi tumi r ki korte paro. Onek age thekei to tumar decision er opor plangolo colche amar. So dekhi ebar ki hoi. Tao kichu bolbona. Kichu bollei tumar hoy mejaj kharap hoi R noito jogra koro. Sei jonnoi onek kichu na bole hojom kori. Tao tumi valo thako. Baby k niye sostho thako. R ami wait kori, valobashar manushtar jonno.

Opekkhar prohor hocche Dirgotoro . . .

29.07.2016

Sorir ta boddo rokomer kharap. Puranu somossa golo abar matha nara diye otche. Specially sei pither betha ta. Sarakhon shuye-bose Hash-pash koratai ekhon kaj. Taropor mathai royeche sei sopno kingba Manoshik torture namok cinta.

Eid er por onek din kete gelo. Tumar sathe sms e kotha hoy. Sobkichutei ekta durotto, ekta deyal. Jotoi vabi ebar buji sei deyal kingba durotto dur hobe, totoi somoi amake thamiye dicche. Opekkhar moto voyaboho kothin jinish r nei. Sei jonnoi jontronagolo matha theke sorire jeye misheche. Ekhon nissas namok shas vetor theke ber houyar age sorirer onno ongo goloke janan dei. Tobouo nirbikar hoye opekkha kore jacchi.

Janina kopale ki ache. Tobe aeitoko bujte parchi, amake hoyto ghure daranur poth bidai bole diye sei ager life e niye jabe. Sei Jobbar vaiyer shop, sei hoteler 107 number room, tarsathe sei sostha hotele sosta khabargolo. Sobkichu sostar vhire ekta vishon dami tumake prathona kore jaoa. Tumi je hotati bodle jaccho. Jano, sedin ekta kotha shune vishon obak holam. Baby k chere ami ekdom thakte parbona. Thik aei kothati  konodin to amar somporke boloni tumi. Amake chere thakte parba onno sobar kotha vebe, R ami kina ..... vabtei parina. Din k din shudu joto vabchi, totoi paoyar ecchata berei coleche. Amar asole kichui korar nei, lakh lakh takar pothistan ek nimishei fele rekhe cole jete pari sei life e. Vabchi r opekkha korchi. Potidin e mone hoy, aji buji sei life e fire jabar din.

Agami Friday Baby k niye tumi Syl e jaba doc dekhate. Abar sei bashai jaba. Janina abar ki wash korbe tumake. Oi bashai jaoa maneito tumar chane houya, bodle fela. Sei jonnoi vhoita barche. EBar ki hobe, shudu tai vabchi. Ouff. At least jodi shunte partam, tumi tar sathe thakchona. Tarpor na hoy opekkha kortam. Aei opekkha sesh hobe, eta vebe nijeke santona dite partam. Kitu, sei sopno ki purno hobe? Janina, kichui janina. Shudu bondho cokhe ondhokar chara r kichui dekhina samne.

Babu, valo thako tumi. Shudui valo thako. 

Ki opekkha korche ebar?

09.07.2016

Eid sesh holo aj 2 din hocche. Otocho Eid er besh kichudin age thekei vishon rokomer tension e achi. Ki hobe ebar? Ekebarei sesh naki notun shuru? Sarakhon mathai gurche, ki hobe? Ki hobe? Ottorer jonno opekkha colchei colche ....

Goto masher 13 tarikhe Baby hoyechilo. Tarpore jante parlam, se ashbe and tomar basha theke pressure dicche, tumar decision ki ta jananur jonno. Tumi jaba nah ole diyecho. But, ora tomake 40 days somoi diyeche, decision change korar. Hoyto aei eid e sobai ese tumake bujacche. R tato goto dui din kono text paini tumar. Janina, tumi ebaro jhorer samne darate parba naki?

Mone ache tumar babu last romzaner kotha? Goto bochor thik aei eid er porpor tumi oikhane cole giyechila. Ami nised korechilam, shuno nai. Abar sei romzaner age fire ashla, tobe sathe r ekjon k niye. Ami happy chilam tumi esecho bole. Abar amake sopno dekhala bole. Kintu, abaro ki amak ondhokare fele cole jaba? Aei vhoi amake kurekure khacche. Tao tumake kichu bolina. Amar mukhe aeisob sunle naki tumar valo lagena. Sei jonnoi sob somoi ekta valo thakar ovinoy kore jaoa.

Opekkha colchei. Janina ebar ki hobe. Shudu cai, ebar ontoto amar kotha ektu vebo. R je parchina nijer jibon ta niye voboghure thakte. Shudu tumar siddhanter opekkha .....

Valo thako babu. Baby k valo rekho. Love you. 

Congratulation Babu .....

14.06.2016

Alhamdulillah. Sukur Alhamdulillah. Onek happy ajke ami. Ektu age tumar sms pelam mobile e. Baby hoye geche and tumi sostho acho.

Gotokal jokhon tumar text pelam na mobile e tokhoni vebechilam, emon kichu ekta hoyeche. Jodio 18 tarikh chilo date, but, agei hoye gelo. 4 ta din tumar kosto komlo. Baby ta thik tumar motoi hoyeche, kotto cute. Vaggish whatsapp e pic. diyechila. Thank you babu.

Aj onekdin prai mash-khanek pore likhte boshlam. Asole sobkichu eto bestotai katchilo, nana gotona gotleo likhar sujug hoye othchilona. Kintu, ajke to likhtei hobe. Emon gotona to sob somoi gotbena.

Amar comillar new office ta valoi colche. Prai 2 lakh taka invest hoye geche already. Motamoti sob complete and 2 ta batch er class o colche. Aeisob niye etoi busy chilam, lekhar somoi pacchilam na.

13 tarikh sondhai baby hoyeche, tumar kothamoto. And, tumi ekhon sylhet acho. Kokhon gela, kichui janlam na. Kobe ashba tao janina. Allahoi jane, ebar amader kpale ki ache. Etodin dore to aei dingolo niye discuss korechi. Ebar dekha jak, ki hoi. Tobe ebar eta besh bujte parchi, tumake hoi pabo R noito hoyto ekebarei harabo. Sei jonnoi aei cintai pressure bere ache. Vaggish, ekhono aei diary er kotha tumi janona. Sei jonnoi mon khule ekhane sob likhte pari. AMi jani, jedin tumi aei diary ta pore, amar opor onek rag korba. Abar onek kadbao. Janina sedin amar duijon kothai thakbo. Tobe sedin jate tumi valo thako, aei doa kori.

Onek valobashi babu. Valo theko. Baby tao valo thakuk ..... 

Prothom onno rokom experience

25.04.2016

Matro 5 minutes. Hmm, only 5 minit er jonno Babur sathe dekha. Oi 5 minit vhuliye dilo sob kosto, hotasha. Abar porisromer sokti, digun tege future niye vabna o kaj kora. Matro 5 miniter dekha, etto hotasha o klanti muche dilo.

Sei gotomash theke tmk dekhar jonno hashpash korchilam. Tmi nij thekei idea dila, MBA exam er admit card ante jedin jaba, sedin jate ami ashi. Kotha moto, sob plan. 23 tarikh dupure rowna dilam and sondha houyar ektu age jeye pouchlam. Abar sei cena hotel e othlam. Eba jeye nam bolte hoini, nij thekei ora amke room set kore address kathai entry kore nilo. Shuru holo amar opekkha.

24 tarikh sokal sare 11 tar opekkha jeno furai na. Kothamoto sare 11 ta theke 12 tar moddhe tmi clg e ashba. Tmr sathe Tanin thakbe. So, o jodi thake tobe clg er commom washroom e dekha hobe.

Sei sare 11 ta theke clg e wait korchilam. 12 ta beje gelo tmr khobor nei. Vabchilam, cole jabo. May be sare 12 tar kachakachi, tmi ashla tobe sathe tanin athar moto lege ache. Ki kora jai? Barandhai ekbar tohol dilam. Hater esharai bujalam, ami wasjroom e jacchi. Tarkichu porei tmi ashla. Ouff, kottodin pore dekhlam. Cokh juriye dekhlam. Taratari koekta pic. tullam. Than, tmr hate new mobile ta guje dilam. Mobile sim ache, balance ache, so chance pelei jate sms dao. Sob kichu bole, tmk bidai dilam. Tmi rasta diye jacchila, R ami felfel kore takiye chilam. . .

Tar kichukhon porei ami firar poth dorlam. Dirgo 14 gonta journey kore tmk 5 minit matro dekhalam. Tao kono klanti nei, shudui shanti. Ouff, tmk hath diye chuyechi, kach theke dekhechi, etai to prapti. Abar opekkha, kokhon dekha hobe.

Majkhane tmk ektu mota legechilo pic. e. Kintu, abar sukye gecho. Bujchi, onek tension koro. Amio j kori. Kivabe ki hobe r 2 mash pore. Ta vabi, r dishehara hoye jai. Ebari j amar last chance. Ebar j hotei hobe. In sha allah ebar hobei, sei jonnoi to eto porisrom, eto opekkha.

Babu, tmi vale thako. Tmk j amar jibone onek proyojon. Miss you so much. Love you babu.

Abar Kun Porikkha?

12.04.2016

R ekdin pore Bangla noboborsho. R o ekti new year start hobe. R amar mathai rajjer cinta. Ouff, boshe shanti nei, shuye shanti nei, khaoar bepar seto bad e dilam. Shudui amar sathe keno emon hocche bolte paro babu? Tumake to ami kom valobashini, tobe amr keno eto exam nibe tumi?

Sei February 28 tarikh sokale last tumar sathe kotha hoyechilo. Erpor kete geche onek din, bashai back korecho, tarpor theke whatsapp e message pathau tai vorosha. Ami kono reply o dite parina, tumi bole jao. R ai FB e reply diye jai. Jodi kokhono FB e asho, tobe jate asnwer pai. Aeivabe colche and hoyto r o besh kichudin e jabe . . . 

Onek jurajuri korate FB e ekta pic diyechila kichudin age. Ager theke onek mota laglo tumake. Tarmane er pore mane aei koidine nishchoi r o onek mota hoyecho. Ouff, ki j dekhte ecche kore tumake, janina amr plan moto er moddhe dekhata hobe naki.

Accha, tumake bashai onek pressure dicche, taina? Sei jonnoi sedin khub hotash hoye amake bolechile, tumake vhule jete? Are pagol, jodi eta partam tobe sedin e partam. Amader dara eta hobena, we need each other so badly. Kintu, tumake jotoi bujai, edaning tumar mathai kisob plan je ashche. Valo kotha bolleow rege jaccho. Amari vhul hoyeche, tumake barite jete bola, tahole to aei gap ta create hotona.

Potitabar tumi tumar ja vabna, tai koro, R situaton r o kharap hoi Ami kichu bollei shunona. Koto kore bollam, oi loker kache jaoyar dorkar nei. But, tao gela. Ki holo? Seito problem bariye ashla. Tarpor nished korlam, oi barite jete, tao gela. Abar problem bariye ele. Ebar bolchi, cole ashte. Nah, abar tumar thinking. Ebar onototo amr kotha ta shuno please. Ami jani, baby houyar pore tumake ora jhur kore oikhane back korbe. Tumi jotoi self instict dekhao na keno. Ebar ki amar kotha shuna jaina? Ektibar?

Ouff, kaj kormo sob off. Saradin wait kori kokhon ektu text hoye tumar kotha ashbe. Khub dekhte ecche korche tumake. Dhaka te basha ache, tumi ashle othbe bole. Kintu, nah tumi job korbe, and tumar vaider niye ashba. Kono mane hoi? Eto tension r valo lagena, cole ashoto ja hobar hobe pore ....

Onek kotha mathai chilo, kintu r likhte ecche hocchena, cokh betha orche. Sorir ta valona. Tumi valo thako. Pore valo lagle baki kotha bolbo. Love you babu, miss u so much.

Abar atongko, Abar Vhoi

01.03.2016

Valo somoigolor sthayitto onek kom hoi. Abar ta ter pelam. Besh to dingolo kete jacchilo, duijoner hashi anonde. Kintu, sei sukh abar dukkher kalo meghe dekhe geche. Abar onishchoita, songshoi amar mone.

Tumi oikhan theke ashar por theke niyomito Nimbuzz, Whatsapp, Viber, Imu te kotha hocchilo. Emonki tumader basha theke oi barite ashar poreo. Thik jokhoi tumi bashai fire jaba koekdiner moddhe, tokhoni jamela ta hote dekhlo? Ouff, probem asolei amader duijonke charbena.

Goto 28th February, sokaleo valo kore kotha bollam. Ami lunch korlam derite cause tumi lunch koro 3 tai. Lunch kore eshe ektu bed e shuyechiam, R tar moddhei tumi nimbuzz e janala, Ora ter peye geche. Mobile diye ashte bolche and tumi ferot dite caccho. Abar kosto, abar dui cokher kone asru.

27th February, rate 12 tar dike amra johon kotha bolchilam Skype e, tokhoni se call diyechilo. Asole se dekhchilo, tumi phone ta doro naki. Jeheto doro nai, seheto sokale othei oita niye jamela. As a result mobile niye gelo. SOb e to bujlam, kintu, tumake imu te online dekhacche keno?

Tumi emon bokami ta keno korla? Mobile dite jaccho valo kotha, sim ta keno dite gela? R mobile jeheto dibai, deyar age Nimbuzz, Whatsapp, Imu, Viber, Skype golo delete kore dite parla na? Ouff tumar vhuler jonno sob somoi amake extra tension korte hoi. Dekho, viber theke message pelam, "Vedo Call Koro". Emonki amar Robi number e o same sms. Pore gelam confusion e. Viber e Dubai number theke call ashlo, Dekhei bujlam eta se. Tai dorlam na. Aei je ekhono tumi Imu te online e, eta k tumi nah onno keo? Kichui bujte parchina, R tai knock o korchina.

Viber e pothom jokhon call dilo, ami dorlam. Oi pash theke kotha bolchilona, onek pore Hello Hello bolchilo kintu oi voice ta tumar mone holona. Sei jonno amio kichu na bole chup kore roilam. May be sei jonnoi pune 12 tai oi dubai theke phone korechilo GP number e.

Ekta bar ki amake bola jaina, asole k mobile number ta calacche? At least amar tension or vhoi ta dhur hoto. Jodi tumi calao, tobe tarmane ki tumi take niyomito video call korcho? Sokal 12 tai, bikel 5 tai and now rater sare 10 tai online dekha jai. Tobe ki tumi e taar sathe kotha bolo? Amake ki ekta text kora jaina?

Dekho, matro dui diner bebodhanei ami sick hoye porechi. Onek jor amar, r moddhe diary likhchi. Ektu porpor mobile ta hate niye dekhchi, tumi jodi ekta text dao. Ouff, kotota osohai lagche. Pressure bere ache. Matha dore ache. Tao opekkha korei jacchi, ekta text daona na babu :'(