Puranu cinta abar ki samne ashbe?

22.10.2016

Onekdin dorei kichu likhbo. Onek kichu likhar ache. But, ekta didha kaj kore ekho. Jedin jante parlam tumi diary ta porecho. Janina puro diary tai porecho naki only ager ongshotoko. Jeitokoi poro, amar opor je tumar onek rag ta besh bujte parchi. Sei jonnoi arale rakhi diary er prosongota. Tao kichu likhbo aj.

Ki likhbo, FB e lekha kothagoloi ekhane likhe rakhlam. Babu, tumi ki abar shuru korla? Abar sei eki kotha, ekivabe amake abar tumi aghat korte caccho? Ami johoni sob kichu guchiye niye asi, jokhoni vabi aei buji opekkha sesh hobe, tokhoni tumi abar pichone sore jaba? Ami moteo oguchalu vabina, sobkichu vabi. Specially negeative tai besi tumi eta jano. Kintu negative er vire positive ta pai bolei to sob kichu ghuciye opekkhai royechi. R tumi abar shei puranu soto dore taan diccho?

Tumake ami keno bujate parchina, ami onnoder moto noi. Amar pokkhe somvob noi, tumake chara. Hmm ami hoyto ekhon ektu paltiyechi, kintu tumake chara ajo ki ektuo vabte pari. Ami bolle tumi rag korbe, tao boli. Sob kichui to tumar jonno kori. Na bolchina oi past e ja korechi tumar oikhane, sob depression theke korechi. Ami decide kore niyechi, tumake petei hobe, seita time lagle laguk. And, ami life niye deep cintao kori. Taito dhaka thekei sob settle korchi, jate kono somoi tumi amar lackings na pao. Jate gadhami na bole eksomoi bolo, sotti tumi amake eto valabsho babu. Oi ekti kotha shunbo bolei to eto kosto kore jacchi. Kintu, jokhoni tumi amake onno cinta korte bolo, tokhon kemon lage boloto? Amio to ekta manush, tumi keno barebar sob seshe ese emon kore bolo?

Tumar kotha ami sunechi naki ekdin bujba. Tumar sob kotha suni bolei ekhono ami achi, ekhono tumakei dinrat vabi, ekhono tumar kotha deoya kotha dore din par korchi. Sudu ekbar dekhei bujta, ami tumar sob kotha kotota mullayon kori. Hmm kichu jinish hoyto tumake hurt koreche, but amito tumar sathe contact na thaklei emon hoye jai. Nijer opor control thakena. Sei jonnoi always dure thekeo kache takar try korechi, korei jacchi.

Basai ki again jamela? Again oi bari theke kono news? Naki se kichu boleche? Gotokal onekbar try korlam sms pathate, giyechilo? Mbl e charge na thakle ki sms jaina?

Babu, tumi always right vabo. But, sob vabar majheo kichu vhul thake, kichu manush thake jara vhul proman kore dei. So, please aeivabe na vebe amar moto ektibar vabo. Jahid chapol ora stl hoyeche bole amakeo same hote hobe? Amioto hobo, jokhon tumar amake opkkha koranu sesh hobe. Aei kotha ta shudu amar noi, amader duijoneri. Somoi lagbe, laguk. Aei jibone aei ekta kaj ontoto thik moto kori. Amar poti amar nijeri aei caoya. So please babu aeivabe vebona. Ami achi babu always. Love u so much.

Valo thako babu. Tayat o valo thakuk. Tmra duijone valo thaklei ami valo. Miss u duijonkei.

Abar Sei Ekaki Jibone Fire Asa

14.09.2016

Eid mane Anondo. Gotokal chilo eid-ul-azha. Sesh kobe eid e anondo peyechilam, ta vhulei gechi. Vhule jaoyate  jei sunnosthan golo create hoyeche mostiske, sei jaigai shudu kostogolo berei coleche. R ami dindin ek matha mota manushe porinoto hocchi.

Emon dine, tumi ami eto dure, Babu and Baby - ovhoi k vishon miss korchi. Tumader pashe thakte ecche kore, hoi sollor korte ecche kore. Emon boba hoye nischup life lead korbo tumi thakte? Aei jonnoi r o kharap lage.

Opekkha, shudui opekkha. Kobe amar opekkha tumi sesh korba? Shudu chup kore tumar sob kotha shune jai R opekkha kori. Tumi jemon cao, temon vabe coli. Setateo tumar problem. Bekttito nei, meyeder moto hoye gechi. Sob kichui mene nei, tumar rag golo jate tao pani hoye jore pore amar jonno. Sesh obodi to valo kichu pabo aei vebei opekkha. Shudui opekkha.

Paye ki jeno hoyeche. Kotogolo treatment diyeche. Jaoa hoina, jabo jabo kore. Dhakai cole jabo kal-porshu. Tarpore somoi kore dekhabo. Tao dekhale problem ber hobe, ami jani. Goto 2-3 ash dore besi syndrom dekhchi. Sei jonnoi jani negative kichu hoyeche. Na janaar try kore jacchi. Abar janteo hobe, tumake to kotha diyechi. So, thik ekdin cole jabo, tumi vebona. Tumake deya potita kotha ami rakhte cai. Tumi jate ontoto ebar kotha rakho tai. Dekhi, ebar paro naki!

Sedin shunlam, tumi amar diary ta porecho. Thik bujte parlam na, kototoko porecho. Sob porle to ..... abar jodi kichu pore thako tobe thik kobe theke porcho, tao jante ecche korche. Aei diary te ekhon kichu likhatao mone hoi thik hobena. Abar na likhe rakhle, bujabo kivabe ami kemon achi. Kichui to bola hoina tumake. 1 ta sms tao 1-2 din porpor, sei ek sms e ki r bola jay? Kichu bola hoina kingba tumake dekhar sujug paina bolei hoito etota beshi kharap lage. 

Babu, valo thako tumi, baby takeo valo rekho. Tension korona. Tumi opekkha korte bolecho, amio opekkha korei jacchi. Jete thaki, dekhi er sesh kothai. Onek valobashi babu tumake. Miss you so much .... 

Amar Dinguli - sotti khub oguchalo

19.08.2016

Sotti khub khub bishonno lagche. Aj etodin hoye gelo amar chele take dekhlam na. R tumar kotha ki bolbo? Vishon tumar sathe kotha bolte ecche kore, tumar pashe bose tumake dekhte ecche kore. Jodi aeisob boli tumake, rag korba. Sei jonno bola hoina, onno onek kothar vhire capa pore roi. Kintu, vitore vitore ami chupse thaki.

Ami Ashbo - kintu wait korte hobe. Janina tumar aei wait koranu kobe sesh hobe. Tumake r cheletake niye onek dure cole jete ecche kore. Emon ekta plan ready o korechilam. But, tumi sob elomelo kore dila. Amake opekkha koriye ekhon tumi ki vabcho allah jane. R tai, ami mone mone onno ekta siddhanto niyechi. Aeivabe dhakai na theke tumar oikhane thaklei to hoi. Tahole sujug pele tumake dekhte parbo. R oikhanei kichu ekta korar try korbo. Tahole tumar kachakachi thakte parbo.

Babu, vishon tumake dekhte ecche korche. Sahosh kore bolteo parchina. R tumi to potidin 2 ta sms diyei gayeb. R ami ekhane tumar sms er jonno opekkhai thaki. Sobkichu chapiye, opekkha kori -- kobe ashba amar kache. Amar oguchalo jibon take duijon mile ektu shanti dite? Jodi kichui na hoi, tobe sei cinta, sei past hobe future ..... janina tumi ki cao...

Miss you babu, onek onek miss korchi. :'(

Ektu paoyar maje onekta sunnota

14.08.2016

Amar jibonta ekhon kochu-patar oporer panir moto hoye ache. Jol tolmol obosta. Ekbar center e ashchi, abar ekbare kinare cole jacchi, pori pori obstha. Manoshik obsthar sathe physical obosthao same. Jibontake jokhon emon kore vabchi, tokhoni ekta news pelam. Tumar exam, baire ber hoba. Shuna matroi bola jai jur kore dekha korte ashbo bole tumake confirm korlam.

09.08.16 < aei tarikhe dekha korbo. R tai tar ager din bikele tumar ekhane ashlam and jothriti ager sei hotele othlam. Hotel ta te othlei serial er punnoprocar er moto cokher samne pichoner dingolo veshe othe. Wasroom e jacchi, cokhe vashe rater 10 tai gosol korte jaoa onek porisromer por room e fire. KIngab tumar basar samner goli diye jokhon gure ashi, veshe othe sondhar por sei goliyte janalai kaoke khujar somoigolo. Sara rat ghum hoina, aeisob vabte vabte.

Pordin sokal thekei cotfot korchilam, kokhon 10 ta bajbe. Tumi ashba. R jodi asho ow ammu ke nia ashba naki. Eto kichu vebe college e jeye opekkha korte laglam. Tumi ashla, r amar mon vhore othlo anonde. Kache ashate dekhlam, mutiye gecho specially pet ta. Dekha korei exam er jonno chutla. Majhe somoi kore 3 talai dariye amake ektu somoi dila. Kotha bollam, tumar obostha ask korlam. Ki korba jiggesh kortei kemon jeno neutral ekta answer dila. Ki hobe kingba somoi lagbe. Kichu kotha bolar por ami e tumake exam dite pathalam. Vablam pore kotha boli. Paser room e wait korchilam. Kichukhon pore tumi phone dila, ber holam. Bolla ami cole jacchi, baby kadche. Amake kichu na bolar chance diyei cole gela. Ami bisshito hoye takiye roilam. Eta amar babu? Jar jonno 14 hours journey kore gelam, amar jonno tar time nei? Matro 2 masher majhei change.

Kichui bollam na. Asole bolar to kono rastao nei. Sedin tumi syl giyechila doc dekhate. Amio rag kore dhakai cole gelam. Sara rastai vabte laglam, eta amar babu? Kar opekkhai ami din katacchi emon kore? Aeisobi cintai dube roilam sara rasta.

Bashai esei osostho. Pressure high. Tarmajhe tumi sylhet, tai extra tension. Sob kichu caphiye, tumi jedin syl theke ashla, sedin e ekta GP number theke phone kore bollo, E to suicide korte giyechilo. Obostha khub kharap. Taratari khobor nen. Shunetei ami sesh. Pressure bere obostha kharap. Vaggish Sakib chilo, sei amake taratari hospitalize korlo. 2 din chilam. Vebechilam vudhoi morei jabo. Iss more gelei valo chilo, eto tension nia baca jaina. Jokhoi vabi aeito r kichudin, tokhoni tumi sob elomelo kore dao. 2 din hospitale thakar por basai ashlam. Vaggish dhakai ami, tai keo janena. But, ami jai ami asolei valo nei. Emonki tumio janbena konodin.

Jano babu, ososthota niye jokhon aei kothagolo likhhi, tokhon mathai tumar sei kotha golo vashche.

- Baby houyar por ashbo. Ekhon ashle tumar problem hobe

- Baby houyar porei oi barite bole dibo, ami r jabona.

- Oi beta Beshi barabari korle, baby rekhei cole ashbo.

- Ekdom besi problem hole, tumake phn dile tumi cole aisho. Cole jabo.

- Ami ashboi, jodi ektu wait korte hoi, tumi koiro.

- Jodi tao na pari, tobe airport theke holeo amar kache ashba.

Sei kotha golor sathe tumar recent character milate gelei pressure bere jai. Amar thekeo now Baby important beshi tumar kache. Seita mayeder khetre savabik. Tai bole tumi amar sathe emon korba? Aeivabe vebtei gelei kharap lagche r o beshi.

Janina, ki hobe future e. Tobe ami sotti vishon vishon sick hoye jacchi. Class neya kingba ekta pothistan calanur motivation pacchina. Eto porisrom kore jokhon tumar theke emon behave pai, asolei ta onek monobol komiye dei. Tarsathe vabchi, jedin body r parbena, ami e dure cole jabo. Tumar ekta tension komiye cole jabo sei cena jogote jekhane amake keo cinena, cinbena. 

Dekhte dektei to jacchi. Dekhi tumi r ki korte paro. Onek age thekei to tumar decision er opor plangolo colche amar. So dekhi ebar ki hoi. Tao kichu bolbona. Kichu bollei tumar hoy mejaj kharap hoi R noito jogra koro. Sei jonnoi onek kichu na bole hojom kori. Tao tumi valo thako. Baby k niye sostho thako. R ami wait kori, valobashar manushtar jonno.

Opekkhar prohor hocche Dirgotoro . . .

29.07.2016

Sorir ta boddo rokomer kharap. Puranu somossa golo abar matha nara diye otche. Specially sei pither betha ta. Sarakhon shuye-bose Hash-pash koratai ekhon kaj. Taropor mathai royeche sei sopno kingba Manoshik torture namok cinta.

Eid er por onek din kete gelo. Tumar sathe sms e kotha hoy. Sobkichutei ekta durotto, ekta deyal. Jotoi vabi ebar buji sei deyal kingba durotto dur hobe, totoi somoi amake thamiye dicche. Opekkhar moto voyaboho kothin jinish r nei. Sei jonnoi jontronagolo matha theke sorire jeye misheche. Ekhon nissas namok shas vetor theke ber houyar age sorirer onno ongo goloke janan dei. Tobouo nirbikar hoye opekkha kore jacchi.

Janina kopale ki ache. Tobe aeitoko bujte parchi, amake hoyto ghure daranur poth bidai bole diye sei ager life e niye jabe. Sei Jobbar vaiyer shop, sei hoteler 107 number room, tarsathe sei sostha hotele sosta khabargolo. Sobkichu sostar vhire ekta vishon dami tumake prathona kore jaoa. Tumi je hotati bodle jaccho. Jano, sedin ekta kotha shune vishon obak holam. Baby k chere ami ekdom thakte parbona. Thik aei kothati  konodin to amar somporke boloni tumi. Amake chere thakte parba onno sobar kotha vebe, R ami kina ..... vabtei parina. Din k din shudu joto vabchi, totoi paoyar ecchata berei coleche. Amar asole kichui korar nei, lakh lakh takar pothistan ek nimishei fele rekhe cole jete pari sei life e. Vabchi r opekkha korchi. Potidin e mone hoy, aji buji sei life e fire jabar din.

Agami Friday Baby k niye tumi Syl e jaba doc dekhate. Abar sei bashai jaba. Janina abar ki wash korbe tumake. Oi bashai jaoa maneito tumar chane houya, bodle fela. Sei jonnoi vhoita barche. EBar ki hobe, shudu tai vabchi. Ouff. At least jodi shunte partam, tumi tar sathe thakchona. Tarpor na hoy opekkha kortam. Aei opekkha sesh hobe, eta vebe nijeke santona dite partam. Kitu, sei sopno ki purno hobe? Janina, kichui janina. Shudu bondho cokhe ondhokar chara r kichui dekhina samne.

Babu, valo thako tumi. Shudui valo thako. 

Ki opekkha korche ebar?

09.07.2016

Eid sesh holo aj 2 din hocche. Otocho Eid er besh kichudin age thekei vishon rokomer tension e achi. Ki hobe ebar? Ekebarei sesh naki notun shuru? Sarakhon mathai gurche, ki hobe? Ki hobe? Ottorer jonno opekkha colchei colche ....

Goto masher 13 tarikhe Baby hoyechilo. Tarpore jante parlam, se ashbe and tomar basha theke pressure dicche, tumar decision ki ta jananur jonno. Tumi jaba nah ole diyecho. But, ora tomake 40 days somoi diyeche, decision change korar. Hoyto aei eid e sobai ese tumake bujacche. R tato goto dui din kono text paini tumar. Janina, tumi ebaro jhorer samne darate parba naki?

Mone ache tumar babu last romzaner kotha? Goto bochor thik aei eid er porpor tumi oikhane cole giyechila. Ami nised korechilam, shuno nai. Abar sei romzaner age fire ashla, tobe sathe r ekjon k niye. Ami happy chilam tumi esecho bole. Abar amake sopno dekhala bole. Kintu, abaro ki amak ondhokare fele cole jaba? Aei vhoi amake kurekure khacche. Tao tumake kichu bolina. Amar mukhe aeisob sunle naki tumar valo lagena. Sei jonnoi sob somoi ekta valo thakar ovinoy kore jaoa.

Opekkha colchei. Janina ebar ki hobe. Shudu cai, ebar ontoto amar kotha ektu vebo. R je parchina nijer jibon ta niye voboghure thakte. Shudu tumar siddhanter opekkha .....

Valo thako babu. Baby k valo rekho. Love you. 

Congratulation Babu .....

14.06.2016

Alhamdulillah. Sukur Alhamdulillah. Onek happy ajke ami. Ektu age tumar sms pelam mobile e. Baby hoye geche and tumi sostho acho.

Gotokal jokhon tumar text pelam na mobile e tokhoni vebechilam, emon kichu ekta hoyeche. Jodio 18 tarikh chilo date, but, agei hoye gelo. 4 ta din tumar kosto komlo. Baby ta thik tumar motoi hoyeche, kotto cute. Vaggish whatsapp e pic. diyechila. Thank you babu.

Aj onekdin prai mash-khanek pore likhte boshlam. Asole sobkichu eto bestotai katchilo, nana gotona gotleo likhar sujug hoye othchilona. Kintu, ajke to likhtei hobe. Emon gotona to sob somoi gotbena.

Amar comillar new office ta valoi colche. Prai 2 lakh taka invest hoye geche already. Motamoti sob complete and 2 ta batch er class o colche. Aeisob niye etoi busy chilam, lekhar somoi pacchilam na.

13 tarikh sondhai baby hoyeche, tumar kothamoto. And, tumi ekhon sylhet acho. Kokhon gela, kichui janlam na. Kobe ashba tao janina. Allahoi jane, ebar amader kpale ki ache. Etodin dore to aei dingolo niye discuss korechi. Ebar dekha jak, ki hoi. Tobe ebar eta besh bujte parchi, tumake hoi pabo R noito hoyto ekebarei harabo. Sei jonnoi aei cintai pressure bere ache. Vaggish, ekhono aei diary er kotha tumi janona. Sei jonnoi mon khule ekhane sob likhte pari. AMi jani, jedin tumi aei diary ta pore, amar opor onek rag korba. Abar onek kadbao. Janina sedin amar duijon kothai thakbo. Tobe sedin jate tumi valo thako, aei doa kori.

Onek valobashi babu. Valo theko. Baby tao valo thakuk .....