26.03.2017
Onek age ekta somoi chilo thik ajker moto. Koto somoi keteche ejker moto. Koto bikel sondha rat keteche ajker moto. Ajker moto chilo sob kichui, shudu ajke ekta shunnota chilo sob kichur majhe. Shunnota bolte buk vanghe tobu mukh futena type er. Ki sundor pari amra emon korte taina!
Tar sathe jokhon kotha boli, prithiba onek sundor jemon lage, thik temni nisthur o lage. Ki chilona amader majhe ta khuje firi. Etto golo bochor eksathe par kore debar por jokhon nijeke emon ekta obosthai khuje pai, sotti Coward hote ecche kore. Abar tar kotha vebe sei pothe pa barate didha hoi. Amake je partei hobe, emon ekta tarona ashe. Se hoito bujteo parbena konodin, othoba ami take r bujate jabona. Ajke ekta sujog chilo, aj oekdin por onekkhon kotha holo. Jodio etake kotha na bole tar sathe amar sei X kothopokoton bola jay.
Prithibite hoyto ami emon kopal e niye esechilam. Valobasha jinisti kaoke ojar kore diye tar opekkhai valobasha fire pete somoyer dike takiye thakbo. Tumi sedin thiki bolechila, amar life ta to emon houyar kotha chilona. Amra sobai nijeder dosh dekhina. Asolei tai, sei jonnoi nijeke always right vaba jai etto sohoje. Ami right kingba wrong, kunta ami nijeo janina. Tobe may be ettota wrong chilam na je tar kach theke etota shoch paoyar opojukto chilam. Jodio kosto sei dei je onek valobashe, sei sutro mene colle emon r o hazar kosto bochorer por bochor mene nibe je keo. Eto kache tao bujte na deyar kosto, rater adharer oi nikosh kalo jane sei adhare koto shobdohin kannar lona jhol jome porche.
Ajke sei somoyer prekkhapote etotokoi bola jai, take bissah koranu ta keno jeno majhe majhe amar kache nijer day mone hoi. Kintu, sei bujte caina. Jotoi vhabi jaha bolibo sotto bolibo, tar kache - tar samne orthohin hoye jay. Tobuo cestar kom thakena, jokhon dekhi choto choto kothagolo tar mone ache. Ecche korei baniye puranu kichu bolle, se line to line bole dei na eta kotha chilona. Promise ta emon chilo. Tokhon shudui vabi, simple aeigolo jodi mone thake, tobe 2015 er october kingba 2016 er March, April, May, June, July, August, September er promisegolo kothai gelo? Jani tar answer nei. Mobile e ekta sms gele je MAIR khete parar sonka niye bose thake, tar kache ettogolo masher promise mone rakhato to incident.
Khub ecche korchilo, kingba ber hoye jacchilo, oops bole ja katanu giyechilo. Hoyto ajke eto caoyar majhe kichu caoya opurno rekhe amritto pushe rakhar bebostha kora holo. But, amito take always happy rakhte ceyechi. Jokhon jevabe boleche, promise keep korechi. Tobe amar sathe keno hobe? Keno amar kach theke soriye rakhbe? Kokhono to bolini, oikhane jeona, eta korona. Boroncho, October 2016 teo nirobe mene niyechi amake eka thakte dao kothata. Tobu keno ajke ami emon behave pabo? Ki oporad chilo amar? Keno ami ajke Coward word shunte hobe tar kache je amake aei possition e dar koriyeche? Etto kenor answer ektai, ami emoni - tar vassho eta.
Ajke 2 hours + (5:48PM to 7:54PM) somoye ekta jinish ceyechilam, ta blank hoye roilo. Tateo khoti nei. Oi shunnosthan shudu amar hoye ache, etotoko bujte somossa hoini. Promise golo rakhte jeye jodi ami sostho thaki, savabik thaki, tumi ashbeto, aei kothata ask kora orthohin hoto, tai pash katiye jaoya. Kingba rege giye mood off kore fela - amar jonno, amar sathe etato common drissho. Barebar jokhon bolo, ki promise rakhtecho ta to dekhchi, lojja lagena kharap lagteche bolte. Monouta dekhiye shudu ektibar shunte ecche kore, sei promise er kothata. Jotobar tumi bolo, ami promise rakhina, totobari mone pore, tumar mone ache aei promise golo. Valo laga ase, destination tumi jano. Tumar diary er na bola kothagolo konodin pora hobe naki janina, shudu jani oi diary er potita patai amar jonno onek valobasha royeche. Sei valobashar karonei lojja na rekhe babu bole deke bose tmake bibroto kore tuli.
Se jotoi cai amake onnoder katare niye ashte, parbe se? Ami ki parbo? Kopal bole oikhane eta cross kora ache, tai jokhoni fire ashi, sei ceherai, sei matha kharap manush hisebe. Amar hridpinder volume tumake janan ditei thakbe, keep your promise. Jotoi ignore koro, jodio ba na thaki, se tumake alarm diyei jabe. Tumake emon ekta koto dite khub kharap lage, but, oi j likhar shurur kotha - amra amrai to, ekjon betha pele r ekjoner majhe vhumikompo hobei. Etato proved, etake osikhar kora jabena.
Sarirk kharap lagata jodi limitless hoye thake, tobe kostogolo ki? Tader kintu limt ache, jekono somoi result ashe. Ami jodi tumar promise rakhi, kostogolor limit sesh kore tumi result niye ashbeto 10-15 years kingba r o pore. Jani mukh fute r bolbena. Matro 6 month amar absence, tumake janan diye dibe - tarzan r nei jemonti se kono ekdin diary er patate likhe diye giyechilo. Onek ceyechilam # ta, daoni hoyto aei voye. O na mair khaoyar voye. Hoyto duitai. Ajker sondheta asolei roye jabe diary te onek ajaira kothar vhire soronio hoye.
Sesh kobe ekhane tumake valobashi bolechilam, sotti mone nei. Tobe may be somoi jodi thik hoi, tobe aj bole jetei hobe. Etto bochoreo jemon tumake amar valobashar depth bujate parini, temoni ajo jani bujate parbona, sotti tumake deya kono promise ami vanghi ni. Khub ecche kore 5-10-15-20-25-30 years opekkha kore tumar promise ta fulfill korte. Valobashi to tai, valobashar manusher aei j nirob ovhiman bujte pari. Kintu, je adhare ami nijeke gutiye niyechi, tumake alo te rakhlei sarthokota. Jani ekhon tumi sojag, tao lukiye bachiye kothagolo amar adharei chure diye gelam.
Khub ecche chilo ekta muhurter. Ki sei muhurto? Bola hobena r. Onek na bola kothar vhire tara lukiye thakbe R tumake obiram bibroto korbe, ki ceyechilo? Tumake ragate jemon valo lage, jograkorte jemon valo lage, temni bakruddo murti banateo valo lage. Ekta sotti kotha bolbo, babu sotti onek valobashi tumake. Valobasha valobasha shunte shunte tumar to oruchi hoye geche, tai aeisob r tumake bola hoina. But, ajke boltei holo. Amar dingulite etai hote pare bolar opojukto muhurto. Noito, aji keno emon hobe, hoyto aeivabe likha chilo.
Valo thako sob somoi, nijer plan o baby niye plan. Fisfis kore boli, kotodin pore tumar mukhe hashi dekhlam. Kokhon hasla??? Mone kore dekhoto. Sotti, oi hashitar jonnoi to CTG theke 1st tumar oikhane jaoa. Tarpore ta hoye ache amader valobashar romio-juliet er final touch :-) Love you so much Babu, oikhane bola hoini, tai amar astanai ami Baag hoye valobashar gorjon kore gelam. Oumma kolija.
