Hariye gelam oboseshe . .

24.06.2017

Ajker dinta amar jonno khub special. Aj oboseshe In Sha Allah ami doito ovinoy theke mukti pete jacchi. Etokichu kora kingba sorbosho ojar kore baire jaoyar reason to etai. Ami j valo thakar ovinoy korte korte aj boro klanto. Mukti caichilam. Cena manushgolo theke onek durer pothe hariye jaoyar opekkhai chilam. Aj r kichukhon porei se pothe jatra shuru hobe. Adhare noi, nijeke bichinno ek dipe hariye khujar apran cesta . . .

Aj 24th June, 2017. Aj theke thik ek bochor ageo amar pashe tumi chile valobashar manush hoye. Amar kostogolo, dukkhogolo tumake chuye jeto. Amake sopno dekhate ashar. Jodio ta mitthe sopno chilo pore jenechi. Tobu asha dekhate bolei khub jotne kosto cepe opekkha korechi. Sob ayojon kore dhire dhire sopnota sotti hobe vebe, tumake surprise dibo bole nijeke guchiyechi. Zero theke bangle cenemar moto ek sathe duita nijei office korlam. Dhaka office er pashe ekta flat vara nilam. Kotto ayojon. 23rd October tumar birthday er thik porer din e abiskar korlam, amito morovumite pani ceye dikbidik chute jacchi. Amar sara jibon prosno theke jabe, aei ek diner moddhei tumar ki emon holo, tumi amake NA korei nimishei change hoye gele? Hotat ki emon holo ta janar ek trisna theke jabe.Tumar R amar onekgolo plan er moddhe hotat kore tumi emon tumar kun plan k samne niye ashla, khub jante ecche hoi. Ohh na plan kore tumar to naki kichui hoina, tobe ki bolbe etao plan chara chilo?

Aj aei deshe amar sesh din hoyto. Aei deshe sesh aei jonnoi bolchi, amar r fire ashar ecche nei. Ekebarei jacchi. R kichukhon badei ami ber hoye porbo. Tai aj sob bole jai. Tumake lukanur nei amar kichu, sei valobashar shuru thekei. Jani tumi osikar korba. Kintu, ami sob bole gechi, sathe sathe R noito mouno theke pore somoi buje. Jani ekhono bolbe, mitthe kotha. Babu, tumar kache kichu lukiye ami shanti paina, bolbona boleo bole feli. Ajo tai. Sei November theke aj obodhi amar jibone ja ja gote gelo aj bidai belai sob bole jai. Karon, amar kotha shunle ekhon r tumar mone jhor othbena. Tumar prithibi ekhon shanto, occhol, ek valo lagai joriye acho tumi. Amar kothagolo jodio ba ektu achor kate, tobuo jhor tulbena. Ektu bataser beg bariye hoyto du ek futa bristy jorate pare, er besi kichu noi. Amar jonno to shudu koruna toko obosishto rekhecho, seita last year e bolecho. Sei korunar jaiga theke Jodi ektu bristy ashe, bidai belai khoti ki.

Sotti bolte tumar amar majhe ami kokhonoi alada kore kichu vabini. Tumi jemon amake amar moto thakte dao bolte paro, ami temon kore kokhono cintao korte parini. Sob somoi vebechi amra ek atta. Tumar betha kingba kosto hole ami jemon bujtam, amio vebechi tumaro thik emoni lage. Sei jonno valobashar etogolo bochor periye geleo borabor tumake amar ekta ongsho vebechi. Valobashar sei shurute jake bissash kore mon diyechilam, konodin vabini sei manushti amar jibon ta emon kore dibe. Sotti tao tumar poti amar rag, ovhoman kingba grinna ashena. Ami jani, December e jokhon sei masnuhta deshe eshechilo, tar sathe tumi chobi tule post korechile amar majhe grinna or rag anar jonno. Hmm sathe sathe onek rag hoyechilo and may be FB te kora ekta message pathiyechilam. Tatei sesh. Tarpor elo sei ratri.

Amar borabori buker ba dike betha korto. Specilally tumar sathe jogra hole. Tumi eta jante and pore prai amake sorry bolte. Tumake majhe majhe ami prai boltam, ekdin tumar jonno sure amar heart attack hobe. Tumar biyer koidin ageo boltam, hoyto ami sorbo konisto manush hobo aei age e heart attack kore. Kintu, na oi kosteo amar kichui hoini. Kosto peyechi onek sei rate. Jei rate dekhlam, sei rume jei rume bose tumi amake video call diyechile, Valobashar kotha bolechilam amra. Duion pashapashi hobo bole sopoth korechilam. Jei hashi shudu amar jonno chilo. Jar chaya o tumar sojjo hotona, sei manushtar pashe dariye jokhon tumi family picture dila. Sotti mone hocchilo kolije ta keo efor ofor kore dilo. Rager mathai tumake text likhe - r o dilam sei jontrona bariye. Sei ratei amar Minor Heart Attack hoi. Rumei porechilam. Jamal vai, amar room mate. Dekhte peye amake hospitalized kore. Tarpor kete gelo onekgolo din. Amar bece thakar ecche chilona bolei amake sarate r o beshi time laglo. Onekgolo din par kore jokhon ashlam, tokhon dekhi almost 1 mash hoye geche. Ami jokhon hospitalized, tumi tokhon besto family picture FB te share kora niye, nijeke sukher michile hariye jabar basona niye. Obak holam R vablam, eta amar Babu taina? Amar jonno se sob pare? 5-10-15-20 year pore holeo se ashbe? FB te Sob dekhlam, tobu bindu matro rag or grina aslona. Asbe ki kore? Ami j aei manushtake onek valobashi. Amake kosto diye, sobaike niye Jodi se sukhi hoy, tobe tai hok na.

Etodin kothai chilam, ki hoyeche koekbar ask korecho? Borabori ektu ososto bole ariye gechi. Tokhono medicine colchilo. Amar depression karone doctor guess korechilo hoyto abar major heart attack hobe. Nah, abar life pelam, sostho hote laglam. Jano babu, 1st heart attack ta amake ektu palte diyeche. Sei jonnoi er porer koekta mash koto sohoje tumar sathe savabik vabe kotha bolte perechi. Ami sure, 2nd heart attack tao tumar jonno hobe and keno hobe setao jani. Aj bolbona. Jai hok, medicine kacchilam R Tari majhe tumar notun vuboner sathe nijeke mananur apran sadhona korchilam. R o ekbar jibon peye gure fire sei drisso koekbari dekhlam. Hashita zoom diye dekhlam. Nah eta sotti hashi, amar pashe dariye jei hashi diyechila thik setai. Decision nilam, onek hoyeche. Tumake tumar motoi thakte dei. Sei jonno dirgo ek mash pore eshe khub savabik vabei tumake FB te knock korlam. Kichui hoini amar, all is well typer. Kintu, na. Amar jibonta tumi amol paltiye dile. Amar diary er buke onek bar amar promise and tumar promise golo bolechi. Sob tumi vhule gele. Nijer promise golo vhular sathe sathe amar golow vhule gele. But, ami vhulini. Taito shuru korlam plan B niye din katanu.

Tumi jokhon desher baire chila, tokon ami kothai thaktam, ki kortam tumi janta. Tokhon tumake ami bolechilam, ami basha khujtechi. Hotel chere dibo. Bolechilam tumader basher kachei ek room er ekta basha peyechi. Hmm ami sei bashatate othechilam. Tumake bola hoini. Cause, tar kichudin porei tumar kothamoto ami kaj niye besto hoye pori. Tumake amar ekta promise chilo, ebar Jodi tumi seshe eshe abar ekta jamela pakao tobe mone rekho tumi nij hatei amake mere fella. Ami abar amar ager jibonei fire jabo. Onek kothar vhire tumi aei kotha tao vhule gele. Heart attack er pore – r o kichudin por jokhon sostho bud korlam ami abar cole ashlam promise rakhte. Ohh, oi bashata ami charini mashe mashe vara diye gechi. Keno jani mon agei bolto, tumi emon kichu korba. Sei bashatai thaktam r sondha hobar opekkhai thaktam. Tumar basar samne diye duita cokkor deya amar main kaj hoye gelo. Mone ache, prai boltam, tumar nisshaser khub kache amar nisshash, tumi ki bujte paro. Ekdin tumi nasta korchile, ami khhub canacur khaoyar jonno tumar sathe argument korlam. Tumi ca khele R ami tumar basar samne dariye chilam. Aeivabei Ami chaya hoye gelam. Na ebar r oi kaj korini, kono kharap kaj. Sorir to ager moto nei. Tumar pashe Jodi naiba thakte pari, tobe tumar chaya hoye thakatai amar ekta promise chilo. Sob somoi tumar kache thekeo chilam ami chaya. Ekdin tumake dekhlam, na samne ashini. Oi j chaya manob ami tai. Tumar sathe amar jokhoni kotha hoto, ami dhakai noito comillai thaktam. Tai tumar oikhane ami nei, ami mitthe bolte hotona. Dhakai tokhon majhe majhei jetam visa processing er jonno. Sob holo jedin, tokhon theke tumake bolte shuru korlam, r kichudin amar ottachar sojjo koro. Ami vebe dekhlem aei kopale eto sohoje mitthu nei, tumi amake kosto dibe kivabe jodi mara jai. Etoboro osukh theke je nistar pete pare tar jibone tumar deya r o kosto ache. Sei jonnoi cole jacci. Kosto golo ke niyei to amar bachte hobe. Jodi konodin amake deya promise rakhar eccha jage tumar mone, sei khino ashai. Majhe majhe mone hoi, nah ekdin obosshoi tumi tumar promise rakhba. Amake Jodi sotti valobeshe thako, obosshoi sedin ashbe. Hoyto sedin ami r thakbona. Tao tumake request korte ecche kore, aei ekta promise rekho. Tahole moreo shanty pabo. Hahaha pagoler paglami chara e request r ke korte pare! Tai ki vabcho tumi?

Jano Babu, khub ecche chilo, jabar age tumar sathe ekbar dekha korbo. Chaya manob theke ektibar tumar samne ashbo. Koekbar bolte ceyechilam dekha korar kotha. Nah pore vablam thakna Babu ta valo ache. Happy ache. Tumar sukh eto amar kache onek boro. Jei valobasha shuru hoyechilo amar pash theke, jei valobasha mishe ache aei attai, ta ekanto amari thak. Jani nekami or cinema dialog kingba teenage premikader kothar moto shunai, tao jai hok amra amrai to. Tumake valo rakhar jonnoi to etto kichu, sob mukh buje sojjo kora. Noito, amio partam tumake blackmail korte kingba tumar sopnotake jhorer aghate elomelo kore dite. Emni tei to age bolte, ami tumake blackmail kori. Nah babu, boddo valobashi tumake. Ekhane thaka mane tumake joto kach theke dekhchi amar durbol mon olta-plata idea dei. Sei jonno cole gelam onek dure. Virtual jogote hariye gelam. Sorry Babu ettogolo kotha cepe rekhe aj eksathe bissforon korar jonno. Amra amrai to, tai rag korona. Tumar tarzan ta tumari thaklo. Kono mohe kingba onno sopno take tumar kach theke dure sorate parlona. Valobashi onek tumake. Valo thako sob somoi.

Amake khoma koro, tumake etto kosto deyar jonno. Sotti onek kharap lage, sei jonnoi emon ekta onishcit jiboner pothe pa baralam. Jekhane amar jonno keo cinta korbena, amar pressure bere jabe bole tension korte mana korbe, amar jor hobe bole chata niye ber hote bolbe, amar sorir kharap korbe bole khete jete bolbe – sei manush take vishon miss kori. Etotokoi to ceyechilam tumar kache. Sob to mene niyechilam, amar aei caoyatao vishon barabari hoye porlo – tai etota durer pothe aj hariye gelam. Tumake r o valo rakhte, tumar pashe caya manob hoye thakte.

Sun raha he to, Ruhh raha hei hum

Sun raha he to, Ruhh raha hei hum . . .

Aei sesh ashrugolo amar onek sukher. Sotti ami onek kushi. Ami hariye jabar anonde khushi, cena manushgolor sathe r amake valo thakar ovinoy korte hobena, tumake guchanu ekta prithibite dekhe ami khushi. Valo thako sob somoi. Valobashi Babu, onek tumake. Onek onek miss kori tumake. Oumma Babu, Allah Hafiz.

Oboseshe holo tahole . . .

17.05.2017

10th May, amar jormodin chilo. Jiboner 28 ta bosonter kete jaoya dekhechi, kostoder vhire sukh peye valoi keteche. Kintu ebar? Aei bosontota amake diyeche du-hath vhore shudui kosto. Kostoder vhire ami mango people hoye ami shudu chute beriyechi Dhaka, Comilla, HbGJ. Sukh kothao nei amar jonno.  Sob sesh, shunno ami shudui chute berai golper sei brommachari manush hoye.

Ebarer jodrmodin ta tumar ekhane katanur plan chilo. But, hotat sei news ta asate fire gelam bashai. Jabar age tader sathe sesh jormodin ta kore jai. Nijeke khub oporadi lade jano! Nijer vhule sob chere ajke amake aei pothe hariye jete hocche. Onek cesta korechi promisegolo ekpashe sorate. Parini! Ami tumar mote hote parini! Ami coward o hote parini! Sei jonnoi aei plan B niye hariye jacchi sobar theke. Hoyto jiboner sesh nissas porjonto.

Jormodin niye bolchilam. Sei rat thekei tumake vabchilam, dakchilam. Tumi sms korla, even sondhai call dila. Etai chilo amar jormodiner opohar. Sotti bolte etar jonnoi opekkha korchilam. Jormodin ta par kore r o koekdin theke, sobar bishonno mukh dekhte dekhte oboseshe abar beriye porlam. R to koita din. Ja dekhar dekhe nei, aei pothe r jodi sotti r na fera hoi. Khub miss korbo kichu kichu place, Tumar college, kingba Sei room golo jekhane onek sopno bunechilam amra.

R o kichu kotha jodi pari bole jabo tumai. Jodio tar r ortho nei, tobuo sob kichui to tumake bola hoi. Aeigolo bad jabe keno? Tumi to ekhono amar sob, tumake valo rakhtei to nijeke eto gutiye rakha, dure dure thaka, R ekhon ekdomi frame er baire nijeke niye jaoyar apran cesta. Shudu tumi valo thako. Valobashi to tai ekhono paglamigolo roye geche. Boyosh ta sei 25 e atke ache, crazy queen Jeni esechilo valobasha hoye jokhon. Ek rash sopno niye amake bissasher dolai hariye dite . . . 

Nei Sucona . . .

27/4/2017

Aj r nei kono niddisto kichu bolar. Karon, oboseshe holo sesh. Gontobbo amake dekeche. Ami jacchi . . .

Last year aei din take mone porche. Aj mobile dora pora, sei barite, sei room e - jei room take kichudin age dekhechilam onno kaoke tar pashe. Tarpor fire asha abar aj aei dine sei dinke mone rakhte. Somoi pare, rat k din korte, sopno k vanghte. Promise dite, vangte abar keo tene niye jete diner por din . . .

Roye gelam sei pothe

19.04.207

Notun ekta bangla bochor. Notun plan niye shuru korche sobai. Sobar majhei ekta notunotto. Tar majheo hoyto. Seto nijeke nije chariye jabar mission caliye jacche, nijeke kotto notun kora jai. Amio caichi. Nijeke amar kachei notun vabe ante. Pichoner sob srity soho notun pothe pa barate. Notun pothe, sathe thakbe tar deya promise, r amar nijeke notun kore cenar bestota. Khub sigroi ta hobe in sha allah.

Pohela boishak chilo koekdin age. Special day asha manei to take vebe r o besi koste dube thaka. Tar mone pore kina janina, but, amar nijeke ekta room e aboddho kore tar kotha vebe katiye deoya. Amar kostora asru hoye bichanai lutiye pore. Kosto golo emoni hoi. Karone-okarone sob mone koriye dei. barebar pichone tene niye jai. R tai ami eka manush, ekaki sei pichoner dorja diye pichone hete berai. Valoi hoi, valobasha golo tokhon koster sathe jogra kore, sukh sritygolo cokher pordai niye ashe. Koster majheo sukh khuje pai. Mone hoi, amar jono etai beche thakar mane.

Ekta odvhut bepar kheyal korlam. Ami jokhon tumake khub kore daki, tokhoni tumar osthitto amar samne ase. Lakhai er samner road kingba Jony der sei raod, amar gondho khuje berate ecche jage. Mone hoi, bochorer por bochor aei pothe hete jai R sei gran ta nake leghe thakuk. R to kichudin. Tarpor aeisob chere colei jeheto jabo, joriye nei tader. jemon kore seshbar amar mukher dike takiye bolechile, babu r ektu thako. Ekhon jabona. Kingba ricshai other age, ami tumar sathe jabo. Tokhon jantam emon kichu hote pare aj ja hoyeche amar sathe. Kintu, valobashi bole valobashar manushtar khoti na korte sedin o bolechilam, r to kichudin. Tumi jeivabe ceyechile, seivabei niye jabo. 

Hmm boye beracchi kostogoloke. Bolechilam na, aj theke amar jonno r kichui caibona. Tumar sob osukh, rag, ovhiman, ghumer somossha sob ami niye ashbo amar kache. Dekhoto ami ja bollam oigolo tumar majhe ache ki? nei, sob kichutei ekta poriborton kheyal korecho? Hoyto korecho, kintu bolbena. Somoi jacche tumar douriye, r amar kocchop o hoyto tarceye drutu hate. Vaggoke r dosh dibona kingba tumakeo. Amra amrai to. Tumi r amar majhe kono difference ajo dekhina.

Valo acho, valo thako. Ki jeno bolo tumi, jibon to ektai. Asolei! Sei jonnoi budhoi kaoke aghat koreo eto sohoje amra valo thakte pari. Ki jeno bole, parte hoi. Kichui bolar nei. Thik tai, sobai parena. Jara parena, tader jonnoi somossa. Amar jonnoi joto somossa. Somadhan ami peyechi. Shudu opekkha r kichudiner. Aei opekkha shobdo ta choto holeo er bepti onek koster, allah r kaoke na dek.

Abaro, miliye jai sei rastai. Lukuchuru khelai nijeke haranur michile. Somoi bole dibe kono ek somoi - amra amrai to. So, all is well.

Kichu Kotha Bolte Mana

09.04.2017

Shhh! Asolei kichu kotha bolte mana. Sob janle problem. Ke jeno bolechilo, besi jana britha, matha nosto. Kotha ta thik. Sei jonnoi kichu jinsh lukayito rakhai valo. Obossho lukayito boltao vhul. Sob kothar vhire ta to agei bole diyechi. Just pick koratai holo asol.

Shhh! Kichu na bola kohar vhire, kichu ashar prapti likuye thake. Oi j bole, keo kheye nache, R keo na kheye. Amio taderi ekjon. Na bole lukiye baciye shanti khuje firi. Nissaser kache thekeo carbon-di-oxide hoye ure cole jai dure. Chaya songhi kingba tumar oi dusopner Chaya hoye gure firi nisiddo onchol jure.

Shhh. Bolbona bolbona bole ki kore jeno oprostut obosthai pore jai. Bola jabena kichui abar sob to takei bola jai. Sob to boltei cai. But, sostho hoye ni. Tarpor sob chere cole jabo, tumake relax kore. Tumar oi kothatar moto, amake amar moto thakte dao. Taito dicchi R opekkha korchi.

Shhh. Kichu kotha thak lukayito. Sondhar lamp post er arale ekta caya tumar janalar pashe ese oxyzen khuje berai, Khujuk na se, kaoke to bolechena. Adharei to miliye jabe, kichu srity boye beriye se jodi shanti pai, tobe pak. R to kichuidin. olpo kichudin . . . 

Kotodin pore . . .

26.03.2017

Onek age ekta somoi chilo thik ajker moto. Koto somoi keteche ejker moto. Koto bikel sondha rat keteche ajker moto. Ajker moto chilo sob kichui, shudu ajke ekta shunnota chilo sob kichur majhe. Shunnota bolte buk vanghe tobu mukh futena type er. Ki sundor pari amra emon korte taina!

Tar sathe jokhon kotha boli, prithiba onek sundor jemon lage, thik temni nisthur o lage. Ki chilona amader majhe ta khuje firi. Etto golo bochor eksathe par kore debar por jokhon nijeke emon ekta obosthai khuje pai, sotti Coward hote ecche kore. Abar tar kotha vebe sei pothe pa barate didha hoi. Amake je partei hobe, emon ekta tarona ashe. Se hoito bujteo parbena konodin, othoba ami take r bujate jabona. Ajke ekta sujog chilo, aj oekdin por onekkhon kotha holo. Jodio etake kotha na bole tar sathe amar sei X kothopokoton bola jay.

Prithibite hoyto ami emon kopal e niye esechilam. Valobasha jinisti kaoke ojar kore diye tar opekkhai valobasha fire pete somoyer dike takiye thakbo. Tumi sedin thiki bolechila, amar life ta to emon houyar kotha chilona. Amra sobai nijeder dosh dekhina. Asolei tai, sei jonnoi nijeke always right vaba jai etto sohoje. Ami right kingba wrong, kunta ami nijeo janina. Tobe may be ettota wrong chilam na je tar kach theke etota shoch paoyar opojukto chilam. Jodio kosto sei dei je onek valobashe, sei sutro mene colle emon r o hazar kosto bochorer por bochor mene nibe je keo. Eto kache tao bujte na deyar kosto, rater adharer oi nikosh kalo jane sei adhare koto shobdohin kannar lona jhol jome porche.

Ajke sei somoyer prekkhapote etotokoi bola jai, take bissah koranu ta keno jeno majhe majhe amar kache nijer day mone hoi. Kintu, sei bujte caina. Jotoi vhabi jaha bolibo sotto bolibo, tar kache - tar samne orthohin hoye jay. Tobuo cestar kom thakena, jokhon dekhi choto choto kothagolo tar mone ache. Ecche korei baniye puranu kichu bolle, se line to line bole dei na eta kotha chilona. Promise ta emon chilo. Tokhon shudui vabi, simple aeigolo jodi mone thake, tobe 2015 er october kingba 2016 er March, April, May, June, July, August, September er promisegolo kothai gelo? Jani tar answer nei. Mobile e ekta sms gele je MAIR khete parar sonka niye bose thake, tar kache ettogolo masher promise mone rakhato to incident.

Khub ecche korchilo, kingba ber hoye jacchilo, oops bole ja katanu giyechilo. Hoyto ajke eto caoyar majhe kichu caoya opurno rekhe amritto pushe rakhar bebostha kora holo. But, amito take always happy rakhte ceyechi. Jokhon jevabe boleche, promise keep korechi. Tobe amar sathe keno hobe? Keno amar kach theke soriye rakhbe? Kokhono to bolini, oikhane jeona, eta korona. Boroncho, October 2016 teo nirobe mene niyechi amake eka thakte dao kothata. Tobu keno ajke ami emon behave pabo? Ki oporad chilo amar? Keno ami ajke Coward word shunte hobe tar kache je amake aei possition e dar koriyeche? Etto kenor answer ektai, ami emoni - tar vassho eta.

Ajke 2 hours + (5:48PM to 7:54PM) somoye ekta jinish ceyechilam, ta blank hoye roilo. Tateo khoti nei. Oi shunnosthan shudu amar hoye ache, etotoko bujte somossa hoini. Promise golo rakhte jeye jodi ami sostho thaki, savabik thaki, tumi ashbeto, aei kothata ask kora orthohin hoto, tai pash katiye jaoya. Kingba rege giye mood off kore fela - amar jonno, amar sathe etato common drissho. Barebar jokhon bolo, ki promise rakhtecho ta to dekhchi, lojja lagena kharap lagteche bolte. Monouta dekhiye shudu ektibar shunte ecche kore, sei promise er kothata. Jotobar tumi bolo, ami promise rakhina, totobari mone pore, tumar mone ache aei promise golo. Valo laga ase, destination tumi jano. Tumar diary er na bola kothagolo konodin pora hobe naki janina, shudu jani oi diary er potita patai amar jonno onek valobasha royeche. Sei valobashar karonei lojja na rekhe babu bole deke bose tmake bibroto kore tuli.

Se jotoi cai amake onnoder katare niye ashte, parbe se? Ami ki parbo? Kopal bole oikhane eta cross kora ache, tai jokhoni fire ashi, sei ceherai, sei matha kharap manush hisebe. Amar hridpinder volume tumake janan ditei thakbe, keep your promise. Jotoi ignore koro, jodio ba na thaki, se tumake alarm diyei jabe. Tumake emon ekta koto dite khub kharap lage, but, oi j likhar shurur kotha - amra amrai to, ekjon betha pele r ekjoner majhe vhumikompo hobei. Etato proved, etake osikhar kora jabena.

Sarirk kharap lagata jodi limitless hoye thake, tobe kostogolo ki?  Tader kintu limt ache, jekono somoi result ashe. Ami jodi tumar promise rakhi, kostogolor limit sesh kore tumi result niye ashbeto 10-15 years kingba r o pore. Jani mukh fute r bolbena. Matro 6 month amar absence, tumake janan diye dibe - tarzan r nei jemonti se kono ekdin diary er patate likhe diye giyechilo. Onek ceyechilam # ta, daoni hoyto aei voye. O na mair khaoyar voye. Hoyto duitai. Ajker sondheta asolei roye jabe diary te onek ajaira kothar vhire soronio hoye.

Sesh kobe ekhane tumake valobashi bolechilam, sotti mone nei. Tobe may be somoi jodi thik hoi, tobe aj bole jetei hobe. Etto bochoreo jemon tumake amar valobashar depth bujate parini, temoni ajo jani bujate parbona, sotti tumake deya kono promise ami vanghi ni. Khub ecche kore 5-10-15-20-25-30 years opekkha kore tumar promise ta fulfill korte. Valobashi to tai, valobashar manusher aei j nirob ovhiman bujte pari. Kintu, je adhare ami nijeke gutiye niyechi, tumake alo te rakhlei sarthokota. Jani ekhon tumi sojag, tao lukiye bachiye kothagolo amar adharei chure diye gelam.

Khub ecche chilo ekta muhurter. Ki sei muhurto? Bola hobena r. Onek na bola kothar vhire tara lukiye thakbe R tumake obiram bibroto korbe, ki ceyechilo? Tumake ragate jemon valo lage, jograkorte jemon valo lage, temni bakruddo murti banateo valo lage. Ekta sotti kotha bolbo, babu sotti onek valobashi tumake. Valobasha valobasha shunte shunte tumar to oruchi hoye geche, tai aeisob r tumake bola hoina. But, ajke boltei holo. Amar dingulite etai hote pare bolar opojukto muhurto. Noito, aji keno emon hobe, hoyto aeivabe likha chilo.

Valo thako sob somoi, nijer plan o baby niye plan. Fisfis kore boli, kotodin pore tumar mukhe hashi dekhlam. Kokhon hasla??? Mone kore dekhoto. Sotti, oi hashitar jonnoi to CTG theke 1st tumar oikhane jaoa. Tarpore ta hoye ache amader valobashar romio-juliet er final touch :-) Love you so much Babu, oikhane bola hoini, tai amar astanai ami Baag hoye valobashar gorjon kore gelam. Oumma kolija.

Mounota . . .

21.03.2017

Mounota! Nirob attosamorpon. R ki bola jay? Mathai aschena. Mathai kichui thakena, medicine diye jodi r o kichu kora jeto, r o valo hoto. Abcha abcha thakar ceye na thaka valo. Kichu ekta vablei mone hoy, ami jani. But, mone porchena, R eta vabte vabte r o sesh. Aei j olta palta likha shuru korechi ta r ekta proman.

20.03.2017 - at 5:30 PM, ki mone kore tumi phone korla! Beche achi naki ta check korla taina? Othoba onno keo dorle jante caita more giye amake oddhar kore geche naki? Nah, tumake deya promose rakhte jeye kichui olta -palta hoina amar sathe. Boroncho seigolo 100% fulfill korar cestai ache amar somoi, amar kopal. R Sei jonnoi tumar deya phn ta receive korei golar sor ta savabik rakhar apran cesta shuru holo, who care ekta vhab. Aeidike aei ekta voice shunar jonno kotto rat balish vijiyechi, deke deke rat par korechi, korchi, korbo. Amar khobor neyar somoi holo tumar? December, January te kothai chilo aei abeg? Tokhon to khub proyojon chilo aei sor, voice toko amar.

Kono kotha shunina or na bujar vaan kori, aeigolo amar name fixed hoye geche. Sei jonnoi r jege jege ghumanu hoina. R tai ebar kore dekhate hobe, sei jonoi sesher patai ekta amar dingulir perfect ending anate hobe. Just kichu somoyer opekkha. Opekkha korte raji or nijeke sesh kore dibo, emon kotha to sobai bolte pare. But, koijon pare. Duitar ekta to kore jete hobe. Promise to sobai korte pare, rakhar mentality niyei hete jai amar dingulike niye . . .

Na bola kothagolo opekkha korche sei dintir jonno. Shudui opekkha, Mounota . . . . . . . .