শুক্রবার, ২৮ নভেম্বর, ২০১৪

Sob amari dosh chilo

28.11.2014


R koekta din. Tarpor sesh hobe amar R tumar soronio ekta mash kingba kicui manoshik shanti paoya ekta masher. Shuru hote jacche hoyto asol khela. Tumar R amar alada hoye jabar nisthur somoi ta ki ghoniye ashlo? December er 10-15 tarikh oni ashben and next month er moddhe tumi cole jaba bohu dure! Sotti ki hariye jaba amar jibon theke bohudure?

Tumake onek bisshas kori, ageo korechi and samneo korbo. Bissash kori bolei ekhono moner vitor theke keo ekjon bole othe, tumake fire pabo jibone. Jodio tumar sathe jokhon kotha hoy mobile e, moner aei bissash ta hariye jay. Kokhonoi tumi aei bepar ta serious vabe niye kotha daoni amake. Ariye giyecho barebar. Tai vhoi hoy abar vhoy niyei tumar opor bissash rekhe colechi. Keno jani mone hoy, tumi parbena amake chere thakte. Abar vabi, tumi thik e bolo. Hoyto notun kono somossa tumake sob mene nite baddo korbe. Sob buji jokhon tumi bolo, and oi bujatei sesh. Jokhon nijer sathe kotha boli ekla eka room e, mon bole tumake ashtei hobe. We made for each other ....

Edaning kotha kothai bolo, amar doshei eto kichu hoyeche. Tumi thik, ami all time wrong chilam. And, samneo thakbo ete kono sondheho nei. Ami all time wrong bolei, ekhono tumake wrong pothe ashte bolchi. Kotota kharap dekhecho. Nijer jonno tumake cacchi. Nije thakte parbona tumake chara, R tai barebar tumake amar kache cole ashte boli. Ouff control korte parina kichutei.

Ja bolchilam. Tumar basha theke refuse houyar por sotti ami onek venghe porechilam. Mathai shudu ekta plan e chilo, je korei hok amake onek money earn korte hobe. And, khub druto. Tokhon oDesk e kaj o chilo amar onek. Rat-din kaj korechi. Tumar sathe 30 minute kotha bolar somoi ow chilona. Din golo kivabe katchilo kolponao korte parbena. Sara sorir betha hoye jeto kaj korte korte, tao kaoke kichu boltam na. Mathai je amar oi plan. Tumakeo boltam na, tumi bada diba. Porisrom kom korte bolba. Tokhon karo kotha shunar moto obosthai chilam na. Onek vebei oi cinta ta korechilam. Eto porisrom britha gelo, jokhon tumi biyete raji hoye gela. Sotti bolte, ami konodin kolponao korini tumi emon ekta decision niba. Onek venghe porechilam. R tai tumar valor kotha vebe tokhon meneo niyechilam. Kintu, joto tumar biyer din ghoniye ashchilo, totoi ami pagol hoye jacchilam. Janina tumi kivabe oi dingolo par korecho. Tobe amar tokhon gumiye keteche gumer owshud kheye. Eta chara r kichui korar chilona. Somvhoboto tumar biyer 3 din pore sondhai sojag hoye tumake sms korechila (jei sms tumar ammu porchilo - pore shunchilam). Tarporer gotona sob tumi jano.

Hmm amar vhul chilo. Sob kichur mule ami. And, ekhono amari vhul. Tumi amake eto valobasho, R ami tumar jonno ki korchi? Tumar jibonta elomelo kore dicchi, tumar sundor somoi houyar muhurtotake kosto diye vhore dicchi. Eto vhul kori keno ami? Mathai ekta plan gurche. Dekhi eta kore tumar jibonta ami settle kore dite pari naki. Kosto jodi pete hoy, ami e pai. Tumake diner por din aeivabe kosto dite ami parbona. Allah please ektu help koro, oke onek valo rakho. Oi misty hashita sob somoi jate dite pare, temon ekta situation create kore dao. Amin.

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