01.12.2014
Abar shei cirosotto ta amar samne otthapito hote jacche. Abar ami ceye ceye dekhbo nisthur shei chobi. Abar hridoyer gohine potiti din roktokhoron hote thakbe. Ebar r sesh hobar noy. Ebar shei jontrona shuru hobe sara jiboner jonno. Jotodin beche thakbo, potiti din ami beche thekeo mara jabo abar er porer din shei kosto pabar jonno.
December month shuru holo, buker heart bit ta abar bere giye bethar sristy korche. Aei mashei hoyto tumar sathe amar jugajog bondho hobe, hote pare ta sara jiboner jonno. Majhe majhe vabi, ami keno aeirokom? Jake beshi valobashi seto ekhono amar bepare confused, tobe ami keno tar jibonta nosto kore dicchi? Keno ami barebar take amar kache ashte boli, amar moddhe ki lojja bolte kichu nei. Kotota nilojjo hole barbar eki jinish caoya jai r ekta manusher kache, jar kache caoya-paoyar kono manei hoina. She to dibbi sopno dekhe buri hoye jabe, sontan thakbe, eksomoi take pashe rekhei mara jabe. R ami eki korchi? Til til kore nijeke kosto dicchi. Ami jani, BD theke cole gele sei koster matra r o onek bere jabe, and aei jibonta sei manushtar jonno songhihin katiye dite etotoko didha hobena. Kintu, keno? Amar valobashar jur to khubi durbol. Aei halka tan diye ki ekta pathor hridoy k ami konodin narate parbo?
Majhe majhe amar manushtar opor khub rag othe. Se amake valobashe, R amakei sei bole baki jibon emon korei katiye dibe tar sathe. Ekti baro bolena, ami ashbo tumar kache. Koi, nimbuzz e jokhon kotha bolte, tokhon to bolechile, Ami tumar jotoi valobashar exam nei, tumi harba na. 10 year pore holeo amar kachei fire ashba. Eki vhul r korbena. Aj sei tumi koto sohoje sob mene niyecho. Tumar apuke dekho. Onar hubby kharap chilo, sei karone oni janni. Oni onar jide otol chilen and oni seita perechen. R tumi, oni valo bole emon korte parbena. Tar mane ki ami kharap? Kingba onar valor kache aj amar valobasha ke tumi hariye dila? basha theke ashteo tumar onek vhoi. Gramer ekta meye je sohorer kichui bujena, se cole jete pare, R tumi parona. Goto rate eta shune mone mone khub hashi pelo, but tao kichu bollam na. Bole ki hobe, tumi ki cao tumi ekhon nijei tao janona. Ami ekhon jai boli, tumar ek kan diye jabe AND onno kan diye ber hoye jabe. Tumi onar sathe thakba, Dubai jaba, eta dorei niyecho. Joto taratari jete paro, totoi tumi kushi. Kadbo na hashbo tumar emon kotha shune, bujina. Aei meyetakei ami pagoler moto valobashi!!!
Jani aei masher kono ekdin theke tumar sathe amar jogajog bondho hoye jabe. Tarpor theke shudui opekkha, kokhon tumi ekti bar amar sathe jogajog korba. Tumar korunai ekta bimorsho manush shanti pabe. Sei koruna tokow hobe naki tumar, ta vebei ami sondhihan. Tumar kaner kache jeivabe valobashi valobashi shuru koreche, hoyto sotti konodin TARZAN er jonno valobasha odhao hoye jabe. R ami Jenir jonno Valobashar vandhar niye opekkhai kore jabo .....
Ja kichui hok aei mashe, shudu ektai pratthona tumi happy hou. Tumar emon complex life amar ekdom sojjo hoina. Ami kosto pete raji, jodi tumi happy thako. Namaj pori R allahor kachei pratthona kori, Babutake ager moto kore dao. Se jodi amar jibone nai ashe, tobe tar mon theke amake muche dao. Ami caina tar pother kata hoye thakte.
Janina, R kotodin tumar konther sei misty surta shunte parbo. Oi sur, oi manush, oi mon sob je shudu amar. Tumi bolo, kemon kore ami ta onno kaoke dite pari? Majhe majhe ecche kore suicide kore feli. Tao parina porokaler kotha vebe. Ouff, janina samner dingolo amar kivabe jabe. Abar ki Habiganj e sei peshai fire jete hobe?
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