10.04.2015
Thik buje otte parchina. Kintu, feel korchi ek capa ososthi kingba kosto. Sotti, onek kharap lagche. Matha jam hoye ache, sorire betha korche, R mon se nijeo janena tar ki hoyeche. Eto kosto hocche keno? Dom bondho hoye ashche, eto tension ami je R nite parchina.
Ouff, eto kosto, eto manoshik bikar, etto etto cinta . . . ami je r parchina. R parchina ami ovinoy korte, R parchina amar sei stong power "Doirjo" dore rakhte. Mukhe kulup ete boshe achi, karon aei mukh khula mane bashai ekta agun lagbe. Rager mathai ki na ki bole hulsthul badiye dibo. Caropasher problem amake frustration e dubiye diyeche R ami shudhui nishphish kore jacchi.
Babu tao khub cintaci ache. Bashai boleche se Rujar pore chara oikhane jabena, eta niye naki khub somossa hocche. Goto 4-5 dine valo kore 10-15 minute tar sathe kotha bolte parini. Ki hocche, amake khuleo bolchena. Shudu aeitoko bujchi, babu valo nei. Ouff, tumar kosto dekhle je amar mathat r o beshi nosto hoye jai. Ki korbo ami?
Ajke nana bari giyechila. Janina, kotha hobe naki tumar sathe. Jodi hoi, ami jani staright problem somporke jante caile, tumi ariye jaba or mon kharap kore felba. Sei jonnoi tumake kichu ask korina kingba amar bepare kichu kichu jinish bolina. Tumar mon kharap hoi emon kichu korte je amar vishon badhe. R tai tumi jemon cao, temon behave kore colechi tumar sathe . . .
R valo lagchena, aj r likhte parbona ... boddo kosto hocche buktate
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