18.05.2015
Aj Eid-ul-Fitar, ekta kushir din. Aj sobar mone ekta kushi kushi vhab. R prithibite may be amra duiti prani osukhi. Khubi kostokor somoi par korchi, ecche korche somoi ghoritake thamiye dite. R matro koekta din, tarpor shuru hobe osojjo kostokor somoi, ek ek ta din hobe amar boddo oguchalo.
Na, aei diary ta te r kichu likha jabena. Shurute vebechilam, sob ekhane likhe rakhbo, jei kothagolo tumake bola hoina. Amar ovinoy or mitthegolo ekhane likhbo, jate kono ekdin sottigolo tumi jante paro. Amake jate vhul na bujo kingba amake niye jate kono prosno na thake tumar mone. Aei diary er link ta tumar sathe share kore bokami korechi. Agami dingolor obostha tumake ami jante dite caina. Sei jonnoi hoyto khub sigroi kichu kotha ekhaneo hide kora shuru korbo.
Hide kora ekta kotha sedin jante parlam. Aei kothata bohudin tumake ask korte jeyeo korini, goto kal korei answer ta peye fellam. Sotti, eta janar jonno koto try korechi, ta amar ager post golo theke bujte parba. Ki shei prosno?
Amar ektai question chilo, keno tumi onake ektibar amar kotha kingba tumi onar sathe thakte parbena eta boloni? Pelam sei asnwer, dui apur jonno tumi sob mene niyecho. Tumake oni oikhane nebar agei ask korechilo, kono problem ache naki? Tumi asnwer diyechile, kono problem nei. Hoyto tumi thik, asolei to kono problem nei. Tumar opurno ecchegolo to puron hobe. Amake niye vebe keno nijer life e problem deke anbe bolo? Answer ta shune onek kosto peyechei, tobuo tumake show korini. Aei ekta bepar niye tumar kache onek lukochuri amar.
Majhe majhe nijeke jokhon control korte parina, tokhon moner vitorer sob kotha bole feli tumake. R tumar straight asnwer shune kostogolo r o bariye tuli. Janina, ami ki korbo r koidin por tumi cole gele. Sotti, nijer opor control hariye felbo. Hoyto ager jiboni amar niyoti. Tumi to amake asha e dekhate parchona. Jano to ekta kotha, asha chara manush beche thakte parena. Jodio ba bace, seita hoi mrito manuhseri namantor.
Janina, adho tumar sathe r ektibar dekha hobe naki. Tobe dekha houyata amar jonno khub dorkar. Tumake chere ami je thakte parbona, hoyto Habiganj e amar next abashsthol. Opekkha korei ki jabe amar jibon naki tumi amar exam niba? Jai koro, kichui bolbona r. Obossho bolbona bolbona koreow to sob tumake bole feli. Sei jonnoi nijer opor control nei eta besh bujhte pari.
Aj tumi onar barite Eid korte giyecho. Agamikal in Sha Allah cole ashba. Tarpor naki abar gramer bari jaba. Erpore hate thakbe r matro 3 din. Tarmoddhe ki amar jonno somoi hobe tumar? Khub tension hocche, tumake dekhte parbo to?
Tumi onar sathe thakle ami ki ba korte pari bolo? Shudu nijeke kosto deya chara. Thik agerbar jemonti korechilam. Sei jonnoi jhur korina. Thakna valo thako. Sobar kotha to vabo, nijer R amar kotha naiba vabla. Tumi kore jaba compromise or adjust and ami kore jabo life destroy or waiting for death . . .
Valo thako babu, sob kichu thik hoye jak tumar life er. Kosto hocche and er sesh nei, so coletei thakuk. Etai amar prappo . . . . .
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