25.10.2016
Goto porshu Babur jormodin chilo. Rate room
e eshei sms korechilam. Erpor sara din e koekbar sms pathalam, kono reply paini. Tokhoni moner ojante vebechilam, nischoi bashai kono problem.
Sei thinking je mile
jabe ekdom etota vabini.
Cz tumar mbl e to charge
thakena. But,
recent F message amake emon vabiyechilo. Gotokal ektai sms peyechilam, tate shudu 3 ta line.
Buja gelo, problem
ta asole critial. October mash tai ashle ekhon buk ta kepe othe. Kono na kono news ase ja hoye othe amar procondo tension er karon.
Kivabe ki korbo or tumake bujabo ami janina. Tumi
onek manoshik tension e
acho. So,
ami ekhon bujaleo tumi bujbena. Sei jonnoi kichu kotha bolte jeyeo borabori na bole rekhe dei. Hoyto konodin ekhane bolbo, jodi beche thaki. Shudu etotokoi bolbo, Babu, Ki bolcho aeisob? Ami Jid kore emon korchi? Tumake valobeshe kichu koratake tumi jid bolcho? Aj etodine tmi tai bujla? Tumake sostho poribeshe, sostho obosthai rakhar jonno etto porisrom korata ki Jid? Tumake valo poribeshe rakhata, kokhono kosto dibona bole kaj kore jaoata jid. Kintu, tumake paoya ta noi.
Oitai to
valobasha. Ami jodi tumake valoi na bastam, tahole tumake paoyar jonno, tumake valo rakhar jonno, tumar kothai sob sunno theke abar shuru kora, sob ready kore opekkha korte partam?
Tumi nijer mukhei to bolechila, vhul ekbar korechi. R
korbona. Baby
houyar ageo bolechila. R aj amar sob kajrokolap tumar kache nichok jid, ojotha hoye gelo? Amake santona dite jeye barebar amake emon korba? Accha, ami jodi jid kortam, tahole aj dintato onnorokom hote parto taina? Oije bollam, onek kotha bolte jeyeo bolina. Tumi bole
felte paro,
jemonti amake narrow minded or sick
people bolteo tumar didha hoina.
Accha, Tumake vabbo na to ki korbo? Pothom jedin tumake valobashi bolechilam, erpor thekei to tumakei shudu vebechi. Hmm kaj niye cinta korte jeye sei vabna golo share kora hotona. Kintu, jokhon vhul ta dora porlo, tokhon thekei sei vhul r korbona vebei to ashchi. R tai
tumar kothar moto,
vhul r
korbona vebei colechi. Babu, tumake paoa amar kono jid, lalosha noi. Sref valobashi bolei eto kore tumake boli, eto paglami kori, eto depress hoye pori, eto kore tumake daki, etota kosto niye opekkha kori.
Life to ektai. Tumi
na bolo. Jar caoya shudu ektai, se oi ekta niyei thakuk. Tumi na bolla, sob caoya puron hoina. Abar etao to sotti, je jeita aim kore cole, se seitai pai. So, ami na hoi amar sei ek caoya niyei thaklam. Ekta life
tumake pelei hobe sarthok. Mitthe hok R sotti hok, opekkhai kori. Tumi na bolechile, aei jibone na peleo porer jibone hole jate pai. Ami age
aei jibonei opekkha kori.
Tumio amar valobashar exam
ta nao. At least
tumar mone amar jonno jate koruna noi, feelings
thake sei ager moto. Valobashar manush theke keoto koruna caina.
Ecche korlei ami valo thakte pari. Kintu,
sei ecchetai to
r nei,
ashbeona. R
onno kaoke vaba,
seto r o
jujondur. Jeikhane tumi acho, jake ondher moto believe kori, jar potita kotha follow kori, jake emon kore valobesheo mone hoi kom korchi, tar jaigai to takei rakhte hobe, So, please babu, koruna koro, tao aeisob bolona. Mitthe hok, sotti hok, opekkhai to korte bolecho, oitai valomoto kori. Amito to kichui korte parina bolechila, so aeita onototo kore dekhai.
Ami vhul korechilam, sei dush tumar opor chapaini. Bolechilam, blv korechilam bolei eto vabini. Cz tumake barebare boli, tumake onek blv kori. So, tumi jokhon bolechile, opekkha korte hote pare, ek kothai raji hoye gechilam.
Vhultake songsodoner ashai. So vhul koreo jodi opekkha kori, tobe amar life ta nosto hobena.
Cz bujte parbo,
vhuler pore
sothik kichui to
pabo. So, please
babu emon kore lav khotir hiseb kosona. R tumar opor amar vhul capiye dibona. Tumi
nije strong
hou. Ekdin bolechi ajebaje kotha bolba na. Again
morar kotha.
Tumar age jate amar mritto hoi, always
aei doa kori. So
vhuuleo emon kore think korbana. Tumake onek valo thakte hobe babu.
Janina tumi r ki vebe rekhecho. Aj jemon bolla, amake santona deyar jonno, amake kaje busy korar jonno opekkha koriyecho, seita ami kintu agei halka bujte perechilam. Specially, Baby
houyar age
tumar hotat turn back
kora. Jei tumi airport theke amar kache cole asho, sei tumi jokhon amar sathe 5 ta minute kotha bolar time nei bole recently bashai cole giyechile. Actually, tumake niye saradin vabi bolei, tumar small stepgolow amar cokhe pore. Tao kichu bolina, dosharop se to noi e. Ababro, life ta ektai, ami sei life tumar opekkhai katiye dibo bolei decide korechi. Now,
opekkha coluk. R
amio dekhi tumi r ki
bolte paro amake. Sick mentalityr manush, tai tumar kothagolo amar medicore hsebe kaj kore.
Ouff, r ki korar ache. Shudu pratthona kori, valo thako babu. Baby k
valo rakho. Onek valobashi bolei barebar eki kotha repeat kori. R
jotodin thakbo,
bolei jabo. Love you so much
babu.
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