Abar bishal problem !!!

20.04.2015

Eta ki holo abar amader sathe? Ouff, keno barebar emon hoi? Potita bar keno tumi emon bokami golo koro, jar kosto golo pete hoi amader duijon kei. Kichudin valo thakar pore emon houya ta thambe na? Naki ebar ekebare sesh e kore dila?

Etto etto prosno, keno emon holo? Khub to valo chilam. Moner moddhe ekta vhoi, kokhon tumi cole jaba R tumake pashe pacchi aei somoigulute (hokna kichu somoyer jonno). Sob abar tumi elomelo kore dila. Nah, budhoi ami e korechi. Ouff osojjo.

Sediner por theke aei cintaci cintaci etotai sick hoyechi, aj 3 din pore sei diner kotha ta ekhane likhte boshlam pain killer and golai kapor pechiye. Allah, keno amder duijon ke eto kosto diccho? Eker por ek aghate je duijonei tal-matal hoye porchi. Jodi sostho thaktam, tobe sotti agamikal e tumar oikhane cole jetam. At least amake jodi ekta bar dekho, hoyto tumar monta ektu change hobe kingba kotha bolar ekbar cesta korba. Tao parchina aei muhurte. Tobe, ektu sorirta valo holei, cole ashbo. Ebar na hoi tumake na janiyei tumar oikhane ashlam. Kopal valo hole hoito janala diye ekbar dekhte parbo.

17 tarikh rat 12 tar kichu por. Valoi to kotha bolchilam. Hotat korei mobile tipatipir sobdho shunlam and tumi line kete dila. Amio wait korte laglam tumar phone back er jonno. Ektu porei phone dila, ami call kete call back korlam. Kintu, eki? Aei j aunty er gola. AMi chup hoye roilam and kichukhon pore line kete dilam. Bujlam, sorbonash hoyeche. Tarpore r o 2 bar phone diyechilo, but dorini. Er por rate arai tay airtel number theke call ashlo. Last e 106. Tao receive korlam na. Totokhone mathai tufan colche, ekhon ki hobe? Babuta ki korche? Eto oshanti lagchilo ki korbo ta vebe vebe.

Sokale shunlam JC bd te esheche. Taratari ekta plan korlam. JC ke sob khule bollam and bujiye bollam ki bolte hobe. JC sujon vaiyer sathe kotha bollo and janalo, phone ta se korechilo. But, tumar basha theke onno karo sathe kotha bola nished, sei jonnoi se chup korechilo. Keo jate tumake vhul na buje. R tokhoni se jante parlo, tumi karo nam boloni, R sei jonnoi tumake sobai sondheho beshi korche. Tai sujon vaike naki o request koreche, oni jate tumake help koren. But, sujon vai barbar onar sathe kotha bolte caichilo. But, JC esheche or baba sick dekhe. O prai ICU te thake or babar pashe. Phone dorata possible na. 18 tarikhe oi airtel number theke again call korechilo oke, o naki silent korte jeye call ketediyechilo. Tarpor, FB e sujon vaike eta bolte eshe dekhe, onar profile disable. Oni JC k delete koreche naki profile temporarily off koreche, ta bujte parchena.

Jai hok, ekhon ami ki korbo? Tumar sathe aj 4 din kotha hoina. kemon acho? Ekta bar ki ekta sms pathanu jaina, call na hoi bad e dilam. Please babu, eto toko koro. Ami je parchina.

Notun bochor ta shuru hoyechilo tumar sathe jogra diye. R tar 3 din porei emon ekta gotona. Tobe ki tumar sathe abar amar jogajog off hoye gelo? Na hobena, ami ashtechi tumar oikhane. Dorkar hole again ager moto hoye jabo . . .

Shuvo noboborsho 1422 Babu . .

16.04.2015

Noboborsher aj 2 din pore tumake ekhane shuvo noboborsho janalam. Jodio Bangla notun bochorer dinei tumake wish korar souvaggho kingba durvaggho amar hoyeche. Jodio etake ki bola ochit, janina. Cause, phone dorei tumi shuru korla jogra. Sesh porjonto to r phone e dilena oidin. Emonki er porer din ow valo kore kothai bollena amar sathe. Khub mon kharap kore diyechile amar oi duita din.

R o ekta new bochor shuru holo. Pohela boishaker din khub mone porchilo last year er srity golo. Ki na korechi sei rodh fata dingolote. Hut kore bristy nama, R ami vije vije hotel eshe dekhi current nei. Tarpor ondhokare room e boshe boshe ebar ghame vijte hoto. Tar majhe cotfot kortam, kokhon tumi online e ashba. Tumar sathe kotha bolbo. Ouff, sei dingolo . . .

Thak, aj r oishob niye kotha bolbona. Amake mitthe anondho dite tumar valo lage R ami gadha tao asole sob jeneow anondho nei/pai. Gotokal tumake ask korechilam, tumar oikhane jabar bepare ki holo? Tumi answer dila, jaoa hobena. Oni naki tumake ekhanei rakhben. Shune je amar ki holo. Onek kushi hoye gelam. Sotti, eta hole amar theke kushi r keo beshi hobena. Sotti jodi eta true hoto. But, ami jani hut kore ekdin bolba, babu amake cole jete hobe. Aei kothar voye dindin tension berei coleche. R ami abar osostho hoye porchi.

Joto kichui hok, tumar jonno valo thakte hobe amake. Tumar jonno amake jeivabei hok opekkhar prohor ghune jete hobe . . . 

Kichu ekta hocche amar majhe?

10.04.2015

Thik buje otte parchina. Kintu, feel korchi ek capa ososthi kingba kosto. Sotti, onek kharap lagche. Matha jam hoye ache, sorire betha korche, R mon se nijeo janena tar ki hoyeche. Eto kosto hocche keno? Dom bondho hoye ashche, eto tension ami je R nite parchina.

Ouff, eto kosto, eto manoshik bikar, etto etto cinta . . . ami je r parchina. R parchina ami ovinoy korte, R parchina amar sei stong power "Doirjo" dore rakhte. Mukhe kulup ete boshe achi, karon aei mukh khula mane bashai ekta agun lagbe. Rager mathai ki na ki bole hulsthul badiye dibo. Caropasher problem amake frustration e dubiye diyeche R ami shudhui nishphish kore jacchi.

Babu tao khub cintaci ache. Bashai boleche se Rujar pore chara oikhane jabena, eta niye naki khub somossa hocche. Goto 4-5 dine valo kore 10-15 minute tar sathe kotha bolte parini. Ki hocche, amake khuleo bolchena. Shudu aeitoko bujchi, babu valo nei. Ouff, tumar kosto dekhle je amar mathat r o beshi nosto hoye jai. Ki korbo ami?

Ajke nana bari giyechila. Janina, kotha hobe naki tumar sathe. Jodi hoi, ami jani staright problem somporke jante caile, tumi ariye jaba or mon kharap kore felba. Sei jonnoi tumake kichu ask korina kingba amar bepare kichu kichu jinish bolina. Tumar mon kharap hoi emon kichu korte je amar vishon badhe. R tai tumi jemon cao, temon behave kore colechi tumar sathe . . .

R valo lagchena, aj r likhte parbona ... boddo kosto hocche buktate 

4 mash pore dekha . . .

06.04.2015

Dirgo 4 mash pore tumake dekhlam. Dirgo 4 mashe tumar majhe ki ki poriborton esheche ta bujhar onek cesta korlam. Tobe, amar samne jotokhon chila, totokhon kichui bujhte parini. Bolte paro, tumake dekhle ami hipnotized hoye jai. Tumar sob kichui amar valo lage (shudu ragta chara). Aei j tumar dike takiye thakle, tumi cokh bondho kore felo kingba amar dike takate bolle, lojjai mukh nichu kore felo, sob kichutei onek onek valo laga joriye ache.

Dirgo 4 ta mash. Sei November er 16th day te tumar sathe amar sei soronio dekha houyar por oboseshe gotokal. Jano, ebar dekha houyar ag porjonto ami sure chilam na, adho ki dekha hobe? Karon sei 16th November er por theke tumake ami jotoi dekhechi (shunechi), totoi nijer majhe vhito hoye porechi. Amar babuta ke hariye felar vhoi, ekek din jai, R tar majhe shudui driota dekhe ami vitore vitore nishpish korchilam. Kintu, gotokal tumake dekhar por, bolte paro kichu sosthi peyechi.

Amar aei dairy ta amar (kingba pore hobe tumaro) sritir vandar. Tumar amar jibone ja kichui gote, cesta kore ekhane likhe rakhte. Hoyto, kono eksomoi srity boka banate pare, take khuje petei ekhane sob likhe rakha. Jodio jani, kono ekdin jodi tumi eta poro, amar kopale dukkho bohugun bere jabe.

5th April, tumar sathe dekha korlam. Amar kolijar sathe dekha holo. Ouff tumake dekhlei buker majhtate ek shnati boye jai, tumake chartei ecche hoina. Ecche kore buk tate joriye dore rakhi.

Shuru thekei boli. Tumar amar plan onujayi ami gelam Shonibare tumar oikhane. Sei sokal 11 tar bu e othe tumar oikhane jeye pouchlam, pone 5 tai. Jothariti amar sei puranu hotel e othlam. Ora room rent bariyeche. Rent baranur karone naki janina, tobe ebar theke valo legeche. Room e shuye chilam, tumar sms pelam. Tumar kothamoto sondha 7 tar ektu age tumar oikhane gelam. Giye dekhi amar babuta janalar pashe boshe ache. Ouff eto sundor lagchilo, seita ki bujanu jabe! 1 bar dekhe mon vorlona, r o ekbar ghure tumake dekhlam. mathai cinta, keo dekhbenato. Jai hok, tumake dekhe Shimur aunty'r bashai gelam. Bidhi bam, dorjai ek tala julche. Niche namar somoi ek aunty k ask kore sure holam, onara achen but may be aei muhurte onno kothao ache. Plan edit kore thik korlam, sokale r ekbar try korbo. Aei vebe oikhan theke hatte hatte Library te dukhlam.

Tumar jonno 7ti nilpoddo, mane 7 ti boi kinlam. Ecche chilo, rat jege sobgolo boi pore felbo. Kintu, ami ashlei budhoi tumar aeikhane current er problem beshi hoi! Sondha theke current nei, r tai Sumonto aslamer boigolow pora holona. Tumar jonno ekta aunty kinbo vablam. Kintu, hotat mone porlo, aei muhurte amar kache eto taka nei. Shimu taka dicchena, sathe selim ow guracche. R oidiker sare 3 er problem to colchei. Manushke help korte jeye ekhon amar nijeri help nebar proyojon hoye poreche. Jodio jani, amar problem hobena in sha allah, tumar doa ache + amar nijer exam to sesh hoini. Amito ekhono exam diye colechi tumar kache kingba tumi amar kache.

Jai hok, rate tumi sms dila sokaler plan janiye. Ami seivabei ready hoye tumar campus gate er pasher hotel e wait korchilam. Tar majhei tumi phone kore confirm korla, tumi ashtecho. Ouff shunei khub sosthi pelam. Karon, etokhon tension e chilam, tumi ashbato. Jai hok, kichukhon pore tumi ashla but borka pore. Pothome to ami cintei parini. Tarpore tumar pichone pichone department e gelam. office e jeye MBA admission er khobor nilam. Tarpore, tumi ami hariye gelam.

Tumake niye gurte laglam Lakhai road e, tarpore bus stand er road e, tarpore city er main road e. Emon ekta ricsha driver nilam, ja mone thakbe bohudin. Tumar sei hashi, sei chani amake shudu bolchilo, tumake r beshi valobashte cai babu. Jate kokhono tumar valobashar kache amar harte na hoi. Tumake ador korlam, tumio amake. Onek valo lagchilo, jotokhon thako pashe shudui mone hoi, keno thakona sob somoi emon kore?

Dupur 2 tar dike campus e fire eshe sirite dariye tumi borka khulla. Tumake aei dress ta te onek sundor lagchilo. Tumake jei dress e dekhi, seitai valo lage. Hoyto tumake beshi valobashi bole. Sirite kichu pic tole tumi amake bidai janiye cole gela. Tumar pichone gate porjonto ashlam and tumar cole jabar dike taike roilam. Sathe sathe ekta ricsha niye pichone pichone ashlam kichudur. Kintu, nah ekti bar pichone fire takale na. Monta khub caichilo, ekbar pichone takao. Tumar oi mukhta r o ekbar dekhar sujog kore dao.

Bikel thik 3 tar bus e othlam. Eto pocha garite maybe tumar oikhan theke ashar somoi r kokhono othini. Thik rater 9 tai bashai duklam. Sara sorire betha, kaoke kichu bolteo parchilam na. Eto bethar majhe ekta sukh kingba sosthijonok onuvhoti. Amar babutake kichu somoyer jonno holeo pabar proshanti.

Janina, abar kobe dekha hobe. Tumar opor depend korche. Tumi bollei abar chute jabo, amar attar tan je tumar sathe. Eto valobashi tumake, tumake chere thaka je koto koster, ouff. Janina, tumi amake aei koste fele dile, tao kono ovijog nei. Shudu onurod, amar kache fire esho kono ekdin. Kono ek boroshai, kingba kono ek ojjoltomo dine, amake r o ekti bar bacar sopno dekhate. Totodin tumi valo thako, sostho thako Babu.

Countdown shuru hoye gelo . . .

29.03.2015

Kichukhon age (sare 9tai) tumi dhaka theke esecho. Fire eshecho sei news niye, jeitar voye goto koek mash dore ami vitore vitore shudui jolechi. Tumake ektuo bujte dei nai, tumake to r kichu bujate jabona. Specially, amar kosto golo shudu amari thakbe. Tumi bolona, tumi amar keo na, to tumake keno bolbo ami? :'(

Embassy'r kaj sesh kore eshecho, 15 din, 1 mash or 2 masher moddhei tumi cole jaba amake chere onek dure. Jeikhane jaoyar suovaggo amar hobe kina janina. Tobe, tumake kotha jokhon diyechi, ekdin na ekdin jaboi. Hoyto, tumi tokhon vhulei jaba amake. Tao khoti nei. Tumi amake kora sob promise vhule giye aj onar sathe thakar jonno oikhane cole jetei paro, tumar vashai etai naki vaggo. Kotha deyar somoi amra eto emotional hoye jai, pore oishob promise golor kono manei thakena. Tumar deya promise golo sarakhon amar mathai jontrona dei R tumar aei notun rup dekhe ami shudui bisshito hoi.

Janina, amar vagghe ki ache. Tobe eta thik samne amar onek kosto ache. Tumi cole gele ami nijeke control korte parbona, eta ami jani. Tumar pashe onake dekhlei je kingba ache vablei je, amar matha nosto hoye jai. Ami tokhon ki kori mathai thakena. Mone pore jai, goto year er sei dingolor kotha. Abar dekho ghure-fire sei eki somoye arekti jhor amar jonno opekkha korche. Tobe ki March mash ta amar jonno opoya!

Babu, sarata din aj kivabe keteche, koto kedechi, shudu tumar jonno. Amito voi e peyechilam, naki embassy's kotha bole tumi cole gecho. Babu, na gele hoina. Kothai tumar sei rag? Bolte parona, ami kothao jabona. Koi, onar gramer barite tumi jaona, eta to tumi na giyei thakte paro. Tobe keno bideshe jaoata off korte parchona kingba parlena?

Koto question moner moddhe. Tumake ask korte vhoi hoi. Tao majhe majhe kore feli, R tumi pash katiye jao. Hoyto, kono ekdin aei amakei pash katiye cole jaba future er kotha vebe. Jai koro tumi, sob ami mene nibo. Ami je tumar opekkhai thakbo, ami je dekhte cai tumi amake koto kosto dite paro. Kotodin onar sathe theke amake emon jontrona diye jete paro. Etai hobe valobashar porikkha. Keo naki emon porikkha dite caina. Ami na hoi dilam. Tumake valobashe opekkha kore gelam ....

Khub Kosto Hocche ....

26.03.2015

Onek Kosto Hocche, tumake bujate parbona. Hoyto tumaro. Kintu, abar vhabi, hoyto tumar noi. Karon, sob kichui to tumar plan mafik hocche. Aj 26 tarikh, aj sokal sare 9 tar train e dhakai cole gecho. Hoyto ekhon fufur bashai boshe onar sathe kotha bolcho phone e. Aei somoi to tar sathe potidin kotha bolo. Sob kichui tumar routine hoye geche, bolte gele tumi ovvosto hoye gecho.

Amar sathe keno emon hocche? Ja kichui ami korte jai, hoy tar thik biporit. R amar karone tumar sundor somoigolo hocche kostokor. Khoti ki, Allah amar kosto golo r o bariye tumake sosthi dile. Ouff, aei karone r o beshi kharap lage, r o beshi amake kosto pete hoi potita muhurte.

Valo lagchena, sorir ta vishon kharap. Abar ki amake ager moto hoye jete hobe? Tobe ki ebar permanently? Amake chere colei jodi jabe, tobe keno amake promise korechile? Keno amake ashai buk badte diyechile?

Kichui mene nite parina. Tumi ekhon shudu amake dosh dao, kothar majhkhane majhkhane ta boleo dao. Hmm amari dosh, sob amari dosh. Amake khoma kore dio babu :'( Tumake eto valobesheo tumakei aj emon ekta position e dekhte je ami parchina :'(

Dingolo chute jacche .....

22.03.2015

Goto koekta din dore, mone ekta eccha potiniyoto jagche. Ecche kore somoi gori take tene dore rakhi. Ek ek ta din jacche, tumake haranur cinta ta amar cetonake obosh kore dicche. Ek ek ta din jacche, R mon bolche ""Aeito r kichudin, tor babu toke chere cole jabe". Ki sohoj jiboner kache emon ekta nisthur kotha mone koriye deoya. Kintu, jar kosto lagar kotha, seto nijei caiche amar theke dure cole jete. Hoyto, amar kopale eto kharapi chilo.

Goto porshu court e giyechilam. Amar advocate er kache ek client eshechilo. Tar story shune tumar kotha mone porlo. Client er wife naki biyer age kono ek cheler sathe relation chilo. AJ prai 1 year hoye geche, tao take niyei tar shob. Client er bari theke cole esheche, se r jabena. Jate Divorce diye dei. Client ow R sojjo korte na pere, amar advocate er kache eshech, sei kaj korte. Story ta shune koto easy mone holeo vitore kotha ta amar khub mon kharap diyechilo. Sei meyetir sathe tumar tolona korlam. Janina meyeta oi cheletake kototoko valobashe. But, ami to jani Tumi amake onek valobasho. Tumi emon kichu korte parlena? Boronco aj tumi tar kache jaoyar jonno ready hoye boshe acho . .

Tumar kache to amar kokhonoi caoa beshi chilona. Sob somoi jenechi, aei ekjon manush amake onek valobashe. Amar jonno se sob kichu korte parbe. Amake oneke onek kotha bolto tumar name, ami shudu monke bolechi, ami more geleo believe korbona amar babu amake chara onno kaoke vabte pare. Otocho vaggher ki porihash, sei tumi amake etota obak and kosto diyechile. Shudu kosto diyei khanto thakoni, sei manushtar sathe thakar jonno cole jaccho amar simana theke onek dure. Parte na shudu amar kotha vebe, family er sob kotha shune eka thakte? Savabik jibon pete tumar eto ovilash?

Thak, eto kotha aj etodin pore vebe r lav nei. Tumi decision niye niyecho, ekhon amar kaj shudu ceye ceye dekha. R jotodin deshe acho, remote pakhir moto phone e kotha bole jaoa. Karon, mon bolche tumi r o paltaba. Deshe acho bolei, ekhono 100% nijeke change korte parchona. Amar poti durbolota ta kaj kore ekhane acho bolei. Janina, aei durbolota ta kobe abar ager sob promise er haoyai miliye jabe.

26 tarikhe tumi dhakai jaba and hoyto koek diner vitore back korba sei sukhobor niye, kobe jaccho amake chere. Vabtei dekho cokh duita bolche, eki penpen na kore off ja. Kosto amar prappo chilo, so eta mene niyechi. R tumar opekkha kore jabo kostogolo buker moddhe cepe rekhe ....