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Kichui Bolar Nei .....

02.10.2014


Tirther kaker moto tumar khobor janar jonno opekkha korchilam. Ajke janalam, but emon kichu shunbo!!! Babu, tumi etota palte gela 2 masher moddhe??? Na, nij theke kichui bolbona, Aeita to amar sritir vandar. So, tumar amar kothagoloi ekhane likhe rakhi Facebook theke ....

2:09 am

Babu

kmn achi ta na hoy na e bollam, kokono r jibone valo thakbo kina ta o janina. Etodine ekta kotha bujte parsi j vaggo jodi khrp hoy taile evbei hoy. Ami tomake kuno excuse dibo na, coz tmr r amr rltn houar por thke tumar sate kichu nia rag ba jhogra hole tmi bolta j amr kase sob somoy sob kisur jonno ekta excuse thakei so r kuno excuse nai. Tmi onk try korso amk paite, amio j ekdom e korinai tao na. Korsi bt tmr thke kom hoyto. Tmr r amr jura allah banay e nai hoyto tai amdr ajk ai obosta. Koto kisu korlam tao kuno kaj hoyna tar mane amdr kopale eksate thaka likha nai. Ontoto ai jibone. Amdr dure thkei koshto korte hobe aita bujhe nio r ki bolbo. Amk tmi kuno din o map koirona, joto bod dua ase dio, emne o hppy hobo na, temne o hobo na. Shes kotha ektai j ai life e to tmk paua holona bt morar por jodi kuno din allah oi shujug dey j tar pochonder manusher shate thakar taile oidin ami shudu tmkei chaibo r kauke na. Akn shudu morar opekkha kore kore din katabo. Onk koshto kore apur mbl thke net a duklam r sms ta dilam. Valo thko. R tmr jonne ja valo hoy tmi tai koiro Alwys. Tc


7:50pm

Eta ki tumi likhecho? Tumar text pore pothomei jei question ta mathai gurche, eta ki amar shei babu? Eto taratari here gelo, changed? Amar cesta to ekhono sesh hoini. Ami sesh cesta kore dekhbo, ami Dulavai er sathe dekha korbo. Tumar ammuke phone korechilam, but oni amake khub bokaboki korlen. Tumi shunechila? Disha k phone korechilam, 29 tarikhe tumar last exam er din tumar sathe dekha hole jate amar sathe ekbar kotha bolai. But, disha kotha rakhe ni. Phone ta porjonto r doreni. Sobai mukh firiye nicche. 27 tarikhe tumar oikhane giyechilam, but tmk ektu ow dekhte parlam na.

Babu, vebechilam kichu bolbona. But, moner kotha golo bolei feli. tumi na amake promise korechila, tumi shudu amari thakba? Tumi r 2nd bar sei eki vhul korte caona? Dorkar hole eka thakba? Ekhon tumi aei kotha bolcho? Tumi final exam. dila, othocho amar sathe ektibar contact korlana? 3 tarikhe keno amake sopno dekhala? Tumi shudu ekbar bolo, basha theke cole ashba. Ami dekhbo ki kore amader alada kore

Jani, tumar onek kosto hocche and korecho. Tumi cestar kono komti koroni. Kintu, tumi jodi sotti eka thakte chaita, tobe oder family member der bolta, amar dara somvob noi, ami r ekjon k valobashai. Apnara amar sathe r contact korbana. Amar mone hoi, eta korlei beshi kaj hoto. Eid er somoi to ora ashbe, parba eta korte? Parba na, karon tumi vhoi pao. Onar sathe tumar kotha hoi ekhon, onake ektibar bolecho tumi cao aei relation vangte? Goto 2 mashe tumi etota change hoye gela je amake tumi firiye diccho? Ekti baro vablena, tumake chara ami amar valo kokhonoi chaibona. Parbena tumi, ami jeita bolechi seita korte? Tumar opor etota manoshik jontrona deya hocche, tumi er potibade aei kothagolo onar family and onake cikkar kore bolte parbena? Tumi shudu ekbar bolo, tumi eta korba. Ami j tumake chara thakte parbona. R koto kadabe amake? Amake sara jibon emon kostokor jibone chure felte tumi parba?

Jodi decision niye thako, baki jibon onar sathe katiye diba, than amar kothagolo kane niona. Ami sorry aeigolo bolar jonno. Oni to December er dike ashben tomake nite, cole jeo. Hoyto, oni parben tumar sob kosto vhuliye savabik jibone niye ashte. Borolok manush, dubai te thakba, aei amake mone porbena. Hoyto eksomoi vhule jaba, keo ekjon tumar opekkhai ache, jodi vhul kore holeo kokhono take tumar jibone fire pete cao. Jani, emon cinta ashbena tumar mathai. 2 mashei to sei cinta matha theke jhere felecho. Vebechilam, tumar sathe r ektibar dekha kore jabo. But, amar sei babu to amar jonno r nei. She monosthir kore niyeche aei niyoti. Valoi korecho, duijoni unhappy hole kivabe hobe? Ami na hoi eka, so amake niye keo vabbena tumar moto kore. Majhkhane tumar etogolo din oguchalo kore dilam. Amake khoma kore dio, valo hok tumar agami dingolo. Shudu ekta kosto niye baki jibon ekaki katate hobe, R seta holo tumar pashe je onno kaoke ami sojjo korte parbona. Shudu ektai caoya chilo, tumi eka thako jodio bujchi ekta meyer jonno eta kora onek kostokor. Kintu, ki korbo, tumake je onek valobashi. Tumar jonno amar cokher potita jol, hoyto tumake kokhon decision change korate parbena. But, asha kori tumar mongol boye anbe.

Onek boro text likhe fellam. Ki korbo, ami j r parchina. Tumi to jano, tumake chara ami koto chonnochara, osthir. R allah jate tumake amar age prithibi theke na nei aei doa kori. Tumi morbe keno? Tumar sobai ache. Amari taratari cole jaoa dorkar. Sarakhon tumari cinta, ghumer owshud kheyeo ghumate parina. Janina samne ki hobe. Shudhu pratthona kori, tumi jate amake vhule jete paro songsharer bestotai. Tumar onagoto dingolo sundor hok. R ami jate tumake emon kore sara jibon velobeshe jete pari. Somoi thakte to tumake bujate parini, r ekhon bujiyeo lav nei. But, self satisfaction er jonno tumake emoni valobeshe jabo. Hat jur kore ektai onurod, jokhoni dekhba R parchona, ekbar deko. R ami kichu vabbona. Onar sathe tomar kagoj potrer relation thakuk. Tao ami tumake niye hariye jabo dur ojanai. Pore ja hobar hobe. Tumi ekhoni chaile, ekhoni. 10 year pore chaile, tokhono. Onek beshi valobashai, valobashi, valobashi Tumi j amar Kolijar tukra

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Aj eta ki shunlam ami? Oporer text ta likhechilam tumar sms paoyar porei. But, aei ki shunlam ajke? Ekta sms pathiye tumi tumar dayitoo sesh kore fella? Matro 2 mashei tumar sob cesta sesh, tumar potirodh sesh!!! Tumi sobkichu mene niye Soshur bari cole gela Eid korte? Kivabe tumi eta parla? - Khaoa daoa na kore, - Kotha na bole, - Mukh fute amar kotha bolei tumi onek kichu kore felcho?

Aei shobe kaj hobe tumi eta vable ki kore? Tumar ochit chilo, tumar oi barite and onake tumar amar bepar jananu, hole etatei kaj hoto. But, tumi sei barite eid korte cole gecho? Tumi j amar sesh plan take sesh kore dila. Ouff babu, koste bukta fete jacche. Kivabe parla tumi oi barite jete?

Tumake FB e sms pathalam, ora eid e ashle oder corom opoman kore diba, R tumi kina oder barite jeye boshe acho EID korte!!! Tumake aei eki kotha 2 mash age bolechilam, but keno tumi oder bollena? Tobe ki tumi age thekei cacchila, tumar shushur barir rasta jate thik thake? Amar sathe thakar try korba, but jodi na paro than jate oidiker rasta ta bondho na hoye jai??? Amar vabtei to obak lagche!!! Tumi kivabe parla, babu tumi amake r kotobar marba?

Bolte paro, ekhon ami Dulavai er sathe dekha kore ki bolbo? Amito vebechilam, Dulavai k voi lagabo oni jodi kichu na koren tobe tumi r sojjo korbana. Olta-palta kichu ekta korba. And, ami jantam kaj hole etatei hoto. But, tumi sob sesh kore dila. Na, ami here jabona tumar moto eto sohoje. Ami Dulavai er sathe dekha korboi. Ki bolbo, ta niyei vabte hobe. Ekta kichu korboi. Ami tumake kokhonoi kichu dite parini. Ami jeivabei hok, tumake amar jibone anboi. But, ki kore? Tumi potibar amar sob plan elomelo kore dao Keno emon koro? Ektu doirjo dorona, kosto to korecho, r ektu koro. Amake ektu plan onujayi kaj korte diba, please

Koto technique khatiye Dulavai er address and tumar sob update information collect korte hocche, ta to tumi janona, kotojoner hath-pa dora baki rekhechi. Tumi j amar dhen gen, amar sokol somoi tumar kotha vabte vabte kete jacche. R tumi acho tumar future life niye? Bah valo, aei na hole amar babu. Amake aei jibone na peleo, porer jibone cao aei valobasha niye? Aei valobashar sokti tumar? 2 mashei sob promise, sob doirjer badh venghe gelo? Hashbo na kadbo kichui bujte parchina.

Ja kichui hok, ami amar saddomoto cesta kore jabo. Mejo vaia and Vhabi k raji koriyechi, tumake ami biye korte. Tumi cailei ami ekhoni tumake habiganj theke niye ashbo. Amake tumi poro jibone noi, aei jibone paba. Just tumi amar sathe ektu contact koro please. Tumi jodi cao, Dorkar hole tumake ami bideshe jeye ciniye niye ashbo. Eta amar promise.

Babu, vishon obak lage ki kore tumi amar sathe contact na kore thakle? Oi barite to kono problem chilona, tumi partena amar sathe contact korte? Tumar phone er pottikkhai koto rat nirgum katiyechi jano? R tumi onar sathe phone e kotha bolo!!! Aei, tumi take and tar poribar ke sojjo korte parona, taina?

Jai hok, Tumar moto hole to amar colbena Tumar paye pori, tumi emon korona, shudhu ami ja boli ekto koro, aeivabe amake hariye diona. Tumi janona, tumi jodi amar sathe contact na koro, ami ki korte colechi. Tumar paye pori, just ekbar amar sathe phone e contact koro. Aei bashai problem hole, oi barite jao. Than amake kichu bolar sujog dao. Please. eto koste sob ready korechi, tumi amake hariye diona :'(

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