31.10.2014
Aj soronio sei October masher sesh din. Onno karo kache aei masher kono mane thakte na pare, but amar onek onel sritymoi ekta mash. Koto kichu bolar moto ache aei mash jure.
Aei mashe amar Rajkonnar jormodin. Aei amshe amar Jeni ta nijeke tar aim thik kore neyar sahosh fire paiye diyeche. Aei mashe eshe amar babutar mone holo, ami tar life complicated kore tulchi. Aei mashei Babur Ammu, Vhai, Dulavai theke corom opoman holam. Oops Dulavai er bepar ta r clear kora jabena. Aei mashei Pori hath and Matha pure gelo gorom dud pore. Aei mashe khub baje ekta comment shunlam r ekjon theke ja amar mejo vhabi amar somporke bolechen. Aei mashe eshe bujhlam, amar family er sobai etodin amake use koreche and now sobar valo cinta kore jar jar aim niye besto hoye poreche. Aei mashei onek taka loose khelam. Aei mashe, r ki? Mone porche na, tobe joto toko likhechi tate aei mash take baki jibon mone rakhar motoi.
Khub ososthi hocche. Aj k amar agent er sathe kotha holo, bollo Budbarer dike FLIGHT date dite pare. Jodi tai hoi, tobe tumar sathe dekha korbo kivabe? Som and Mongol bar to hortal. Ki korbo bujte parchina. Ouff, tumake na dekhe ami je konovabei aei desh theke jete parbona. Karon mon bolche, etai hote pare tumar sathe amar sesh dekha. Jodio, abar mon bolche, amar promise ami rakhboi, tumi amar jibone fire ashbai. Sarakhon matha betha or ghar betha kore. Besh bujhte parchi, pressure bere ache. Regular Gorur mangsho khacchi. Cokher doctor ow bolche alergy jatio khabar na khete. Amar naki alegy problem ache. Cosma ta porte khub kosto hoi. Uneasy lage. Eta hate nilei mone hoi, tumi mukh tipe hastecho R amake siyal pondit boltecho. Sei jonnoi r o cosma ta pora hoina.
Babu tumake promise korte amar khub kharap lage, cause sei promise amar pokkhe amar rakha somvob noi. Mone ache tumar, tumar biyer 4 din age ami bolechilam, tumake age kora promise golo ami konodin ow vangte parbona. Kintu, aj theke tumar r kono kothai ami shunbona. Tarporeo, tumake happy korar jonno amar promise korte hoi. Hoyto, tumi thiki bujhte paro ami aei kothagolo shunbona. Tao cetsa koro amake line e anar. Kintu, jei line tumi olot-palot kore diyecho, tumake chara ta r konodin ow thik hobena. Hoyto ashbena amar jibone, tao opekkha kora. Opekkha jinish tar moto kharap r kichui nei.
Aei bashai amar dom bondho hoye ashche. Kotota osojjo lagche, tumake bujate parbona. Nijere baba-ma ke kharap lage, bujo tahole ami koto psycho hoye gechi. Shudu count down kore jacchi, kokhon ekhon theke jete parbo. Khub niribili thakte parbo. Keo amake dakadaki korbena. Shantite tumake niye vabte parbo, tumar chobigolo dekhte parbo, recording golo shunte parbo. Aeigoloi to amar baki jiboner patheo.
Jani, aj theke 1 year porei TUMI r tumi thakba na. Ekhon jao amar sathe ektu kotha bolo sojug pele, tokhon moneo porbena. Songsharer bestotai vhule jaba. Tumi-tunir songshar theke tumar moto lokkhi Allah kaoke diben jake niye tumar beche thakata hobe anondomoi. Ishh oi dintar jonno ami mukhiye achi. Tumi valo acho, mukhe hashi emon ektibar tumake dekhe jodi amar moron hoto. Kono ovinoy noi, tumar pran theke asha ekta hashi, ja proshantite voriye dibe tumar hridoy. Jekhane bosobas shudui amar, sei proshanti amio pabo, pete cai ........
Allah sob kichu thik rakhle in sha allah abar ashbo fire, aei AMAR DINGULI te. Valo thako tumi, valo rakho sobai ke ...... Valobashi lokkhi amar.
Ekta prosno kori, dekhi paro kina. Boloto nicher chobite ami kunta :D
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