06.11.2015:
Thik emon kichu hobe konodin kolponao korini. Emon kichu shunbo, ta sopneo vabini. Tobu aj shudu bolbo, aei korecho valo. Ekta manushke til til kore marar ceye hotat ekdinei take mere fella. Jemon obolilai sob bole felo, temon sohojei otiter ekta manushke nijer hatei sesh kore felecho. Hmm otiter manush, jake niye ohetok vabna vabteow tumar badhe!
Ekdik diye valoi hoyeche. Dore neya jai, agami koek bochor tumi aei dairy te cokh rakhar somoi pabena, so cepe jaoya sotti kothagolo tumar ojanai theke jabe. Jodio goto koekdine ami aeigolo ki korlam? Ami ki sotti narrow mind er achoron korchina? Mukhe ja ashche tai bole dicchi, ekti baro tumar situation bujar try korchina. Tumar moto amio je nijeke cinchina. Goto ekta bochor jeisob kotha cepe rekhechilam, seigoloi kina ami goto dui dine bole dilam. Ouff, amito ceyechilam tumi onekdin pore aei diary pore seigolo janbe. Bidhi bam, mukh foske kotha ber hoye jacche.
Ki dorkar chilo, dulavai er sathe dekha korar kotha, tumar se amake ki boleche ta tumake bolar? Ami ki ektu sympathy pete ceyechilam? Ki dorkar chilo, tumar happy news take barebar negative korar cesta calate? Tobe ki ami amar sesh ashatao veste jabe bole emon korechi? Hoyto tai. Tumi take mene neoya mane je, tumi srinkhole joriye pora, r kono poth thakbena. Na thakuk, tumi to valo thakba sobaike niye. Ta jeneow ami keno barebar shudu vhul kore jacchi?
Goto 25 tarikhe news ta shunar por monke santo korar jonno vebechilam hoyto mitthe bolcho. Tarpor jotoi din jacche, tumar kotha shune buja jacche, kotha ta sotti. Shudu sotti noi, bepartake tumi mene niyecho. Tumar logic, ami kotha bolina, hashina, aei kothagolo r shunte hobena, take niye busy thakbe, tumi tumar moto thakte parba. Aei na hole jukti. Tumar oikhane onno kichu korar cesta kora illegal, emonki 3 masher age plain e othao naki nished. Bah, sob jene boshe acho. 3 mash pore r kichu kora jabena, tao jano dekhlam. Eto kichu jano, r eta janona ..... thak r bollam na. Emnitei aei topics niye tumake kom jalalam na aei koidin.
Tumar kothagolo mone porlei cokher dui kun diye jol goriye pore. Ki mone kore aj shimuke phone korechilam. Nana kothar majhe jante parlam, kono happy news nei. Ager motoi ache, ekhono tanjirer sathe kotha hoi, dekha hoi. Otocho shimu kintu biyer por thekei tar hb er sathe thake and 1 year opore hoye geche. R tumi? Tinta mashei sob mene niyecho. Future plan kore felecho. Nah, shimur sathe compare korchina, just eta chilo apekkhik ekta toluna. Ami jani, tumi tumi e, kono tolona colena karo sathe. Sei jonoi to etto valobashi tumake.
Prosno holo, tobe amar ekhon ki kora ochit? Vebe chilam aei diary te kono mitther asroi dibona. Kintu, ekta mitther asroi dite holo. Bolbona ki seita. Tumi shudu ekhon nijeke niye vabo, r sobai jahanname jak tateo naki kichu jai ashena tumar. Valoi bolecho, amar jonno positive. R kichudin, thik ja vebechilam, tai korbo. Tumake tumar moto thakte deya amar ochit, mental pressure ekdom thik na tumar jonno.
Janina, kobe aei diary te cokh porbe tumar. Adho porbe naki tao janina. Tobe babu, boddo onnay kore felle amar sathe. 15 Tarikhe amar VISA eshechilo Oman er. Koto sopno chilo, oman theke tumake dekhte jete parbo prai somoi. Emonki deshe boshei oman er travel agency diye motamoti sob settle kore felechilam. At first 18 tarikh and pore 26 tarikh flight er date set korechilam. Kintu, 21 tarikhe tumi amar puro prithibita elomelo kore dila. Cancel kore dilam sob, again 3 Lakh taka gelo. Ekebare arthik dik diye shunno holam, R moner dik diye ekdom nissho kore dila. Ekek ta jhor boiye dao, R amake nisshes korte korte aj aei situation e dar koriyecho, r bikolpo kono poth rakhoni.
Sopno chilo kono ekdin bolbe, babu ami sob chere diyechi. Kingba, ami ekhon eka. Tumake dekhar jonno ami chilam. Pashe thakbe bole promise korechila, R tumi tar pashe thakar bebostha kore niyecho. Valo korecho. R kichudin, amake ektu sokti dao. Tumar ekhanei ami thekeo nei hoye thakbo, tumar samne diyei jabo, cinte parbena. Potidin tumar bashar samne theke ekbar ghure ashi, tokhono ashbo. Kintu, tumi r khuje pabena. Ekebare sesh kore diyecho tumi tumar tarzan ke.
Valo theko, sobaike niye valo thako. Tumar agoto dingolo hok tension hin, tumar vashai tumi tumar moto jate thakte paro. Jodi bindu matro valobasho aj theke 5 year pore, amake savabik korte cao, tobe fire eshe - ekta message dio tumar amar cena jaigai. . .
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