শুক্রবার, ১৩ নভেম্বর, ২০১৫

Aeivabei colbe tobe . . .

13.11.2015



Nijeke niye vaba chere diyechi. Amar jibon, tumar ecchemotoi colbe. Ami ja ecche ta kori kingba jahanname geleow problem nei tumar. Sei jonnoi goto 2 weeks dore onek kichu cepe jacchi. Thanda mane kahista cepe rakhar moto noi, tai prokash peye jacche. Jodio amar ja kichui hok, ete tumar kono agroho nei.

Goto kichudin dore onek cesta korlam, tumake ager moto kore pete. Tumar sb kotha shunechi, shudu tumar mukhe ektu hashi anbo, sei khilkhil kora hashita ektu shunbo. Vaggo kharap, ami ekai jhur kore heshe gelam. Result zero. Tobu, tumake ektu hoyto normal korte perechilam. Kintu, samanno wish ja shudu tumar kachei asha kori, sei kotha kingba pp r paina tumar kache. Boddo miss kori. Tarceyeo miss kori tumake onek din dore na dekhatake.

Future niye etoi acchonno hoye porle, ami sei future e nei. Valobasha jinishta ki - aj mukh fute bollam, pelam na tobe sesh? Babu, ami onno 10 ta cheler moto tumake valobashte parini. Tumar aei tarzan ta tumar poti kokhonoi serious chilona bole amake shudu vhul buje gecho. Tumi je sobsomoi amar mon jhure chila and acho. Tumi onar sathe life settle kore nile kingba amar kotha na vable jodi ami tumake vhule jai, tobe eta abar kemon valobasha holo? Tumi nei, tai bole ami tumake vhule jabo? Na babu, ami emon nah. Tumake 1st jedin propose korechilam, sedin thekei aei monta tumake diye diyechi. Aj etogolo bochor pore sei valobasha shudu bereche. Tumi kosto dao, R ami ekaki cokher pani feli. Tumake fire pabo bole baki jibonta emon kore dibbi katiye dite parbo. Amar kotha naiba vabla, ekdin to bujte parbe kotota kosto diyechile aei amake.

Ekhono 4 mash hoini, tumi oikhane gyecho. 4 mashei tumi etota change, etoboro news dila amake. Kake niye ami etto sopno dekhechilam, ke amake etto promise korechilo? Tumi na amake mitthe bolona, sei ashai ekhono opekhai achi fire ashbe bole. Na, tumake mukh fute bolbona, shudu dekhe jabo. Mukh fute bole ki lab? Goto soptahe onek kichui to bolechi, kono side effect chilona. Majkhane na bola kothagolo bole dilam. Ekhon ja korchi, ta na bollei holo. Asole majhhe majhe eto emotional hoye jai, tumake sb bole dei. Vabi, hoyto amar kotha ektu vabba. Kintu, nah. Amar jonno tumar r kono feelings e nei. Kotha bolcho, he na, kheyechi, ghumiyechi etc. Ami na kheye thakleo kichu jai ashena. Eta ki amar sei babu?

2 masher vara advance dibar moto capability nei kingba kichu kinar. Sob kichui ami hariye felechi. Tumake boddo akre dorar cesta kore jacchi, r vitore vitore harabar vhoi. Potiniyoto mone hoi, aei buji agamikal phone dorba na kingba r kotha bolbona eta bolba. Jani, etao amake shunte hote pare. Jedin shunbo, sedin amar mone ja ache, tai kore jabo. Na, tumake dakbona. Ekhon adhare ek pa bariyechi, tokhon dui pa niyei hariye jabo. Aei sotto toko tumar kache ojana thakbe. Tumar kache thekeo thakbona. Shuye shuye ami future life niye vabi. Bed e shuye tumar chobi dekha, recording er voice shuna, aei amar kaj. Eto porisromer por oitai amar medicine.

Mathar moddhe sarakkhon ekta poka gan geye coleche, Kivabe parle tumi? Ekbare to hoini, amar kotha ektuow vable na. Tumar majhe mishe achi, R amakei aeivabe hurt korte parle tumi? Sobar sathei valo, amar khetre eto badha, apotti. Sobar kache valo thakar montro path kore amake diye jaccho kosto. Boddo siter moddhe emon ekta life lead korte hobe, etajemon kolpona korini; temni amai na kheye achi shuneow tumi dibbi khaoaya daoya korte paro, vaba jaina. Asole tumi sob paro babu.

Janina, tumi deshe ashte ashte tumar sathe amar jogajug thakbe naki. Jodi na thake, tobe vebe nio, tumar babu sei jibone hariye geche. Tumar ekhane thekeo ocena hoye roibo. Tobu tumar ekhan theke jabona, dur theke tumake dekhar aei sujog ta harate parbona. Ajkal cokh golo auto hoye geche, again shudu pani pore. Cosmar power bereche, kintu cokh jacche rosatole. Jak, aei dui cokhe tumake onar pashe na dekhlei holo. Ekta to caoya chilo, r sei caoyata tumi r o na houyar apran cestai acho. Tao valo thako, dirgonisshash golo amar - tumar jonno kosto noi, shuvo hok. R parchina likhte . .

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